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How would it feel to watch someone you love disappear in front of your eyes?

He Mao Baoxian tells you that it is a kind of sadness that makes people helpless and suffocating.

Just now, He Mao Baoxian experienced a tragedy of love.Just after he witnessed a love tragedy watched by the crowd, he personally staged a love tragedy.He Mao Baoxian confessed to the object of his crush with a complicated heart and anxiety. Before the verdict was pronounced, he watched helplessly as the object of his confession disappeared bit by bit as if turned into particles.

It's like a mirror, everything is like an illusion.

The heavy snow has stopped, leaving only this deserted world wrapped in white snow, with pale eyes.The north wind was still blowing, and the cold air was blowing on the face like a knife, and the skin hurt.The cold wind brought bursts of biting coldness, and also blew away the warmth in He Mao Baoxian's heart.The heart is as cold as ice, without a trace of warmth, just like a dead person.

He Mao Baoxian stretched out his hand bluntly, as if he wanted to grab something but he didn't grab anything, it was empty.

Just now, I ruined my love.

He Mao Baoxian is a serious and introverted person, with weak feelings and a cold temperament.This probably has something to do with his profession and education. Onmyoji, a psychic profession, requires him to be indifferent and ruthless, otherwise he will get lost in that world of ghosts and monsters and be swallowed by darkness.

On the first day of his training as an onmyoji, his father, an equally great onmyoji, told him solemnly, "Don't be obsessed with your heart. Too much obsession can easily lead you to the devil." As a good student , He Mao Baoxian kept his father's words in mind, and has always implemented them as the principle of life.

In fact, He Mao Baoxian also very much agreed to understand what his father said.As an onmyoji, he wiped out too many sealed demons and ghosts, and he didn't even know how many there were.Whenever he wiped out and sealed a monster, a tragic story would often be involved.There is love, friendship, family affection, and hatred.In addition to those innate monsters, more monsters are born of human obsession.

Too much obsession, degenerated into a demon.

Abandoning human emotions and using desire as a support, his body turned into that ugly monster, exuding a decadent aura all over his body and wandering in the dark world.

Love, hatred, hatred, and ignorance are just clouds that cover the eyelids, an obstacle that blinds the mind, and a leaf that blocks the eyes cannot see the world clearly.In the vast world, in the endless years, the heart is free and easy in order to be content.The appearance of the pink skull is just an illusion, and after a hundred years, it will only be a piece of loess.

He Mao Baoxian has a bit of detachment that sees through the world, detached from the world.While others are ups and downs in power struggles, entangled in love and hate, He Mao Baoxian still sits in the courtyard of his home coldly, admiring flowers and drinking, enjoying himself with a glass of dirty wine.

Of course, this fairy-like figure was before meeting Mu Fujiwara.

Someone once despised He Mao Baoxian's aloofness and aloofness that saw through love, "The reason why you think so is because you haven't met anyone who makes you fall in love with him."

Unexpectedly, it was a prophecy.

"Senior brother, you took Fujiwara Mu as your apprentice that day, maybe you fell in love with him?" Abe Seimei said coquettishly, shaking his fan and smiling ambiguously.After He Mao Baoxian gave him a warning look, he remained silent and did not answer.This attitude of avoiding talking about it strengthened Abe Seimei's cognition of his love at first sight for Mu Fujiwara.

In fact, Kamo Baoxian really didn't fall in love with Mu Fujiwara at first sight.

The so-called love at first sight is probably a person whose temperament, appearance, and demeanor match the image of your dream lover in your mind, which makes you instantly amazed and love arises.This kind of love comes and goes quickly, and love at first sight is often the most unreliable love.As a person whose rationality always prevails over emotions, Kamo Baoxian doesn't believe in love at first sight, at most, he has a good impression, and Fujiwara Mu is also the person Kamo Baoxian fell in love with when they met for the first time.

It was precisely because of that goodwill that Kamo Baoxian accepted Fujiwara Mu as his apprentice.On the one hand, it is out of love for talent, Fujiwara Mu's strong spiritual power is very suitable for practicing Yin Yang.On the other hand, it is also to protect him. A person who has strong spiritual power but does not know how to protect himself is undoubtedly a delicious meal for those monsters hiding in the dark.

At that time, what He Mao Baoxian thought was "If such a well-behaved and obedient person died, it would be a bit regrettable."

Out of this seemingly invisible love, He Mao Baoxian has an additional apprentice.If he could know what happened later, he would never accept Mu Fujiwara as his disciple.

The more he got to know Mu Fujiwara, the more Homo Kamo liked this apprentice.Obedient and sensible, well-behaved, talented, intelligent and studious, and... good-looking, this is probably the apprentice that every master wants.It has to be said that at this time, Kamo Baoxian was still very satisfied with his behavior of being Mu Fujiwara's apprentice.There are apprentices like this, what can the master ask for.

When did this pure master-student relationship change?Probably after that drunkenness, or earlier.That secret and obscure emotion has already taken root in the heart, accumulating little by little.When he was drunk again, He Mao Baoxian fell shamefully when faced with the bold behavior and ambiguous temptation of the disciple who was unconscious because of drunkenness.The position that had been holding on was completely defeated, and they surrendered without resistance.

And really answered that sentence, "You think this way, it's because you haven't met the person who makes you fall in love with your bones." Fujiwara Mu used his inadvertent temptation to seduce a detached and indifferent fairy-like figure He was dragged into the secular world, and has suffered from lovesickness ever since.

After that drunkenness, the secret and obscure feelings became clear, and the originally intimate and warm master-student relationship became a further obstacle.The ethics of heaven and earth are normal, and the morality of masters and apprentices cannot be tolerated in the world.He Mao Baoxian regretted taking Fujiwara Mu as his apprentice, and then thought that if he was confiscated, they would not be as close as they are now. Without this master-student relationship, maybe they would be strangers.Thinking about it this way, I was relieved.It's just that the master-student relationship is really a further obstacle to the relationship between them.

He Mao Baoxian felt that he should think carefully about the relationship between him and Fujiwara Mu, the sudden love caught him by surprise.It just so happened that there was an accident in the Edo area, and Kamo Baoxian submitted a report to deal with it, as if he fled away in some embarrassment.

Unexpectedly, this trip will be an eternal separation between heaven and man, but when I return, I find that the person I miss is no longer there.

Regarding Fujiwara Mu's death, He Mao Baoxian has always been brooding, he thinks that he killed him.If he hadn't escaped from the capital at the beginning, nothing would have happened to Mu Fujiwara, and he would have protected him for the rest of his life.This period of love that died before it was too late to say it was particularly regrettable and engraved in my heart.It was even more difficult to let go of He Mao's sense of guilt for protecting the constitution.

The unresolved love is like a thorn in Kamo Baoxian's heart. As time goes by, it becomes more and more haunting. Mu Fujiwara has become his obsession.

So when they met again, He Mao Baoxian confessed without hesitation.Even if he feels that the possibility of his confession being rejected is far greater than being accepted, he just doesn't want to regret it anymore, he just wants to tell his love to the people he loves, he just... doesn't want to be alone with a job that cannot be said Mouth of love.

There are seven hardships in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, parting from love, reunion of resentment and resentment, nothing you can ask for!The most bitter thing is nothing to ask for!

He Mao Baoxian looked at the empty stretch of snowy land where he was the only one left, and he was stunned.Just now, there was a person standing in front of him, and he confessed to him.In the blink of an eye, he was the only one left.This made him wonder whether the confession just now was an illusion, because he was thinking too much.

"Brother, where's Mu Fujiwara?" Abe Seimei walked over and asked.

"he's gone."

Abe Seimei was stunned, and then comforted: "Just know that he is still alive, brother, don't be obsessed."

"However, my nephew really comes and goes like the wind! Ahaha!"

He Mao Baoxian didn't bother to pay attention to his convulsed junior, and left straight away.The melancholy in his heart made him unable to breathe.He sighed in a low voice, and said silently: "The most miserable thing is that you can't ask for it! You can't ask for it!"

Throughout his life, Kamo Baoxian could never forget Mu Fujiwara, he really became his obsession.

Later, when He Mao Baoxian taught other apprentices, the first lesson he taught them was the same as when his father taught him back then, "Don't be obsessed with your heart. If you are too obsessed, it is easy to fall into the magic barrier." Whenever he said these words, he couldn't help feeling melancholy in his heart, and he thought of Mu Fujiwara.

Later, when his disciples asked him, "Master, why didn't you see Senior Brother?", his heart was suffocated, and then he said calmly, "Dear Senior Brother has not returned yet?" The curious disciple asked again, " Master, why did the big brother come back?", he would reprimand: "Today's homework is finished? Give me the "Yin-Yang Discourse Copy" again."

Regardless of the mourning disciple, He Mao Baoxian was immersed in his own thoughts, and he also wanted to know when his disciple would return.For this answer, he waited ten years.

Ten years have passed one after another, and He Mao Baoxian is still waiting for his apprentice to return, but it is a pity that he still has not waited for the moment when his life ends.

In March, when the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, the elderly Kamo Baoxian came to the courtyard alone under the cherry tree, and sat on a stone bench with a jug of wine on the table.He raised his head and stared at the delicate and beautiful cherry blossoms, and remembered that many years ago, there was a well-behaved and cunning boy who drank with him under the cherry tree. Wang Qingquan had a delicate expression.

"Actually...you are really good-looking, Mr. Yuehua really lives up to his name." He Mao Baoxian murmured in a low voice, "Now I am old, my face is covered with wrinkles, and my hair is also graying .I dare not go to see you like this... Hehe! It’s fine if you don’t come back, so you won’t have to see me like this.”

On the same day, the news of the death of a great onmyoji, He Mao Baoxian, came from the He Mao Mansion.