that boy cried for me

Meng Zhao said something to me, even if you have a clean butt, no one may think highly of you!

I know this is true, but he doesn't know, and I have no intention of making anyone think highly of me.

He said he solved it by himself, I asked him how he did it, he said he used his charm, anyway, he will never ask me again, once he sees me clearly this time, we are not relatives Brother, it wasn't supposed to be.

In the end, it turned out that he was the most angry, and he was the most disappointed.

I sat on a piece of fitness equipment for a long time, and I didn't understand how things turned out like this.

I returned to my own home like a frost-beaten eggplant. The whole thing, like a farce, like a farce designed by Meng Zhao to test our brotherhood, finally ended with my inhumanity.I lay in bed all day, from sun up to sun down.

The only thing I want to let go of is that I may still adhere to a certain principle on certain things, and Meng Zhao will not.

I was raised by him and depended on him for life. I should contribute everything I have, but I didn't.

I can't tell what mood I'm in, I'm just extremely depressed.

It was getting darker, and I was groggy, my head was a mess, and I was lying on the bed like mud, half awake and half confused.I felt numb all over my body later, only to find out that I was frozen. Just as I was about to pull the quilt over, I heard a knock on the door.

I slowly got up, went to open the door, Guan Qi was standing at the door, the sensor light in the corridor went out the moment I opened the door, and it was dark inside and outside the house.

Guan Qi stood at the door and didn't speak for a moment.I didn't say it, I'm too lazy to say it.

After a while, Guan Qi said, "Shall I come in?"

I stepped aside, let him in, turned on the light, and saw him looking right into my eyes.

"Is something wrong? You don't look very well," he said.

"It's okay." I pointed to the thing that could still be called a sofa, "Sit down." I found out that he was wearing a suit today, and he seemed to wear a suit when he held any important meetings.I then pointed to the chair on the side, which was a recent addition to me, and I bought it for more than a year, "You can sit there as well."

I wanted to pour some water for him, but when I remembered the water dispenser in his house, I realized that I didn’t have one here. I usually make water and pour it directly from the pot. I haven’t come back for several days. .I looked around helplessly, and found a life-saving straw and a can of Coke on the windowsill. I went to take it, only to find a layer of dust on it.Forget it, that's all, don't be silly.

Guan Qi sat on the sofa and kept looking at me, his eyes moved around with me, and when he finally found me standing there with a dusted Coke can, he was happy.

I just said, Guanqi and I are together, we have nothing else to do, just eat, no, the two of us are sitting in a Shaanxi noodle restaurant not far from my house, I am devouring mutton steamed buns, he is Eating an oily noodle sprinkled with a lot of chili powder, I didn't expect him to like this. A man in a suit eating a big noodle, this scene is really weird.

I'm really hungry, I haven't seen anything to eat, I don't think so.

I ate a big bowl of mutton steamed buns and two meat buns before I felt my stomach was full.

I think Guan Qi has been talking less recently and has more eyes. When I look at him a lot, I find that he is looking at me and doesn’t speak. When he meets my eyes, he just smiles.

"How is Guan Liang?" I asked.

"It's still the same. I was in the hospital today and fainted." He smoked. "He is just disobedient. Tell him not to run around."

"Is the surgery scheduled?"

"Yeah." He looked at me "next Monday."

"Oh." I also wanted to smoke, maybe my eyes drifted over his cigarette case, he handed over a Qixing very tacitly, I put it in my mouth, and he stretched out his hand to bring the lighter. "Is smoking okay?" I hesitated and asked.

"It's okay." He said with a smile.

"Why don't you go to the hospital to accompany your brother?" These days he is almost with me after get off work, I know, he is afraid that I will run away.Like that can of Coke, I fell into ashes and was also a life-saving straw.

"He doesn't always need to be accompanied, the hospital also has visiting hours." He smoked, looked at me again, and said after a while, "Meng Xiao..." He hesitated to speak.

"Ok?"

"What's the matter, I can help you, give me a squeak."

What he said shocked me slightly. In fact, when I think about it, I have grown up so much that I seldom tell people what I am thinking. What I can’t think about is digested by myself. Sometimes, I also want to talk to someone. But this person can’t be found, and I have been undecided about many things. For example, I thought about graduating from high school and taking the college entrance examination, but I didn’t discuss it with Meng Zhao. I guess he was already extremely angry when I was in high school. For example, I thought about going out to do something with a friend, but I didn't discuss it with Meng Zhao. He said from time to time that he had to find me at any time before he could be at ease, so I let him be at ease...and so on.

Guan Qi still looked at me with concern, although I knew that his attention and care for me was based on the fact that I wanted to donate a liver to his brother, but he didn’t feel bad to me, no matter what his purpose was, At least I really feel that someone cares about me and what I think.

I told him about the recent events between myself and Meng Zhao, and he was very cooperative and let me finish what I wanted to say.I don't know what to think of our brother's appearance based on his experience and identity, but fortunately, I didn't find anything like contempt in his eyes.

He also asked me "Do you want to hear my thoughts?" before expressing his opinion.

I nodded.

He said, "I think your brother's disapproval of this matter has something to do with the environment in which he lives. He may think that sex is a means of survival, not very sacred and noble, let alone saving lives. .You, like me, live in a relatively orthodox environment, so it's hard to accept that."

"If you were Meng Zhao, would you do the same?"

"I don't know." He shook his head "Because I'm not him." He smiled.

"Oh."

"However, everyone has something they insist on. This cannot be changed. A person without principles has no self. The same is true for your brother. He should also have his own principles."

I'm glad to hear that from him.I might have laughed, and Guan Qi also laughed, "You know Meng Xiao, I really like seeing you laugh."

"What?"

"Rare things are more expensive."

Guan Qi took out a mobile phone and handed it to me.I said no no no.He said that this is a prototype given by the customer, isn't yours broken?I said I don't want it, and he said, I stuffed your card in it.Customer prototypes don’t cost money, and they may not be easy to use. I really don’t need them, so I keep them.

I said I had nothing to call.

He said, I also want to call to find you.To be honest, on this day, I was still a little worried about you, but I couldn't find you.This phone has been in my drawer for a long time.It's easy to get in touch, okay?

He took my hand and put the phone on it.

I looked at the new phone that was N times better than my old phone, the touch screen was still there, and I said, "I don't know how to use it."

He said "I'll teach you."

I called Meng Zhao, and he was very angry, asking what are you doing.

I said I was eating.

He said, what to eat.

I said steamed mutton.

He exaggerated, such a luxury.When do you get paid?

I said I quit my job.

Just to hide from me?

I said yes.

Your head is flooded, Meng Xiao!

Your head is squeezed by the door, Meng Zhao!

Little brat, don't get excited, you're courting death.

Are you all right?

What?

Are you really done with that?

Of course, who am I.

I'm going away in two days.

Do not go!

I've made a reservation, and I'll be back next Monday, two weeks or so.

why go?

Leave it alone.

Your wings are stiff, aren't they?I said no!

Meng Zhao...

What are you doing?

I can really die for you.

He was silent for a moment, then cut into the phone.