that boy cried for me

"NG!"

"NG!"

"NG!"

This was the word I heard the most in the days that followed, and my unprofessionalism was finally reflected, the dialogue was not good, the positioning was not good, and the emotion was not in place, which made Director Huo a little annoyed.

I'm so sorry for him.I actually really want to play well.I also don't want to let Wang Chao think highly of me, and I don't want him to lose face more than myself.

But often the more I care about it, the worse my performance will be. The more I behave badly, the more I will be scolded by Huo Dao. The more I scold me, the more flustered I become.

An Zhenhuan also said, "What's the matter with you, Meng Xiao, wasn't it good a while ago, why is there so much trouble now?"

I want someone to give me a hand and tell me how to calm myself down.

I asked Duan Xiang, "Brother Xiang, what do you think is my problem?"

Duan Xiang said, "Your problem is that you can't walk. You run up first. The first two steps follow the inertia. After a long time, you will naturally stumble."

He said yes.

Huo Qili said, "I know that you have some talents and potentials, and I also hope that through my guidance, you can perform better. However, some things don't just happen in a day or two, you have to be clear about that."

I am clear.

All of them, didn't tell me what to do, only told me that I had a problem.

I practiced and practiced in front of the mirror at home, thinking I was pretty good, but when it came time to shoot, it was still not good.

Later I heard that they had two plans, one was to cut my role, so that I would die early, and the main line would become the role of Duan Xiang and the actress.Another solution is to replace the actor with the Chinese opera actor Huo Qili had taken a fancy to before.

At this moment, Wang Chao came looking for me.

I thought he would scold me.But he didn't.He met me in a hot spring pool. Of course, I couldn't let him chat with me naked, I was wrapped in a towel and stood by the pool, and he was the only one there.

He looked at me "come down."

His towel was put aside, and I took off my bath towel, went into the pool, and sat down at a distance from him.Warm and comfortable.

There was fine sweat on his face, he took a sip of water from the edge of the pool, looked at me, I knew I didn't embarrass him, and lowered my head.

"Huo Qili told me to change actors."

I looked at him silently.He stares into my eyes.

"What do you think?" he asked.

"I want to act." I said.

"Of course you have to act, the money is all taken." He took another sip of water and gurgled the water in his mouth. "Listen, I told Huo Qili that the actor cannot be changed!"

I looked up at him, and his words made me feel very excited.

"Kid, remember, the reason why I asked you to act is because I think you are Hu Ming, and Hu Ming is you. I have watched your play twice, you can do it, you know?" He looked me up and down " I’m not saying this out of thin air. To tell you the truth, I got this script at first, and then I changed it a bit. The person who wrote this script is very familiar to me. He is Hu Ming. I know him, so I think you are suitable. This is why I insist on using you. Huo Qili will consider his business operations and his technical aspects. What I consider is that I want to find the right person to play this role. He is Hu Ming. He doesn’t need it. Acting. Yours, understand?"

I'm still a little confused, no acting?

"Just remember, you are Hu Ming, you say that the dialogue is not good, it is Hu Ming, you stand in the wrong position, it is Hu Ming, and your expression is Hu Ming's expression. That's all."

"So, okay?"

"Can't you?" He asked forcefully.

I nodded hesitantly.

"Are you gay?" he asked suddenly.

I startled and looked at him. "Yes." I admitted.

"That would be easier." He glanced at me "Also, they think you are my little lover now, which is even better, no one dares to mess with you, so you put aside any nonsense thoughts and act well! "

"Mr. Wang?"

"Ok?"

"Are you..."

"What is it?"

"Gay." I asked, glancing at him, and he looked at me with raised eyebrows.

"What does it have to do with you?"

"No." I confessed.

"Am I or am I not..." He slowly leaned closer, I flashed back "There are some things, it will not be affected." He was almost on my face, and my eyes were very close to his eyes .He suddenly held the back of my head with his hands, and then kissed my mouth, I dodged back suddenly, his hands clasped my neck tightly, I couldn't move much, his tongue was lingering in my mouth , I can only be forced to be kissed by him.I stared at him, and he also stared at me, but his mouth was not idle.

I leaned against the hot spring pool out of breath, while Wang Chao drank the water leisurely.

"I'm not gay," he said, "but it doesn't stop me from being gay." He turned to look at me. "After playing, it may not be what will happen, OK?"

"I'm gay, but it doesn't stop me from playing with non-gay men, as long as you like!" I said shamelessly.

"Really?" There seemed to be an evil fire in his eyes. "Are you all so casual?"

"There must be some who are not casual, and who want to talk to you wholeheartedly. You have to look for them."

After hearing this, he was stunned.

Suddenly, as if he was bent over by something, he stretched me up and pressed me against the edge of the pool. He also stood up and looked at me condescendingly.

"Meng Xiao, what do you want?"

"I want to act, I want to be popular, didn't you say that I will be more popular than Duan Xiang? I want to be more popular than him, I want to make money, a lot of money, I want to live in a big house, live in a villa, where do I want to go Where to play, I want a good car, a beautiful car, I want me and my brother to live comfortably, no longer have to worry about money, I will not donate my liver, no one messes with us, I will not fall in love with anyone !” I grabbed his arms and looked straight at him.

He never took his eyes away from my face, and then his expression changed slightly, a little surprised, more of a passion that a man can understand, he seems to have a feeling.

This time, we finally made that rumor come true.

The water temperature in the hot spring pool is warm, I try my best to please him, he must be very happy, and swears dirty words from time to time.

I am finally at ease, and only when I get to this point can I be at ease.

I climbed up to the edge of the hot spring pool and lay down on the bath towel. I looked at the beautiful ceiling. Wang Chao was wrapped in a bath towel and sat on a chair beside him.He still seemed to be watching me.

I looked at him slowly.

He suddenly said, "Meng Xiao, you were crying just now."

"No." I flatly denied it. "It's steam."

"You think I'm a fool?"

"That's the pain. I'm afraid of pain."

"Isn't it your first time?"

"of course not."

"The last time you did it was with the one you love?" He seemed to be smoking.

I'm at a loss for words.

"This is the first time I've done this with a man." He said, "I used to think I wouldn't have feelings for men, but today I'm so fucking crazy."