that boy cried for me

After I returned to Beijing, Meng Zhao had a grand celebration. We happily went to a brilliant restaurant. Meng Zhao said that he wanted to treat guests for the first time. He called a few former neighbors. After that it's okay buddy.Then, I suddenly discovered that all of them were related to him, and I didn't even have a decent friend.

How sad I am.

Everyone ate and drank happily, and I was praised by Meng Zhao.Several people vowed to go to the cinema to buy tickets to support me when the movie is released. I know that most of them will not. They would rather drink and chat in the yard or on the street stall than go to the cinema.

I said, everyone can do whatever they want.

Meng Zhao said, if any of you don't go, I will go to your house to settle accounts with you!

Everyone made a fuss for a long time, and then Meng Zhao and I were left alone.That place was not far from the courtyard where I was born. When the two of us passed by there, Meng Zhao put his arms around my neck and said, Meng Xiao, do you still remember this place?

Of course I do.

"You were born here, grew up here, and your brother raised you here." His eyes were red, obviously drinking a lot.

"I know, brother."

"People always say that golden phoenixes fly out of chicken coops. I think you are considered a pheasant even if you are not a phoenix now?"

"How is pheasant better than domestic chicken?"

"Stop fucking nonsense! Listen to me..." He swayed his body, and I supported him, "Don't worry about pheasants, pheasants, chickens, are you an upright man, Meng Xiao?"

I am silent, what is an upright man?If it is a normal man, marrying a wife and having children, spreading branches and leaves for the family, I am not.

"You must be! Meng Xiao, you must be!" Meng Zhao pointed at me and then at the sky, "You have to swear to the sky!"

"Meng Zhao, are you a man?"

"Of course I am. I am an upright person, I am not stealthy, and I raised you by myself. Tell me, am I?"

"You are what you are."

"Meng Xiao, will you forget your brother when you are so successful?"

I looked at him, and he looked at me like a red-eyed rabbit, under the streetlight, getting mad with alcohol.

I said, "Meng Zhao, remember, I made my fortune because of you."

He was taken aback.Then he started laughing, louder and louder, until there was a roar in the alley, "What are you laughing at, let people sleep!" ! '

I dragged him out of the alley.

He simply sat on the curb, pulled me down and sat aside, and then asked me face to face: "You tell the truth. Did you have sex with someone in exchange for this drama? Are you a fucking man? "

I didn't speak, and turned my head to the side.

"Ask you!" he asked, pawing at me.I lowered my head and he wanted to look at me from under my face. "Is it the boss of that film and television company on TV?"

"Brother..." I raised my head to look at him, "How can there be so many good things on my head? For no reason, someone asked me to film and give me money? Besides, isn't it good, like you said Yes, what can I lose? It’s still equivalent to nothing. Meng Zhao, why have you changed, you didn’t talk like this before.”

I don't know if he is awake or drunk, but the way he looks at me is strange to me.

He said, "If I had known today, you were almost killed by a skewer back then, so why the hell?"

I almost forgot that I was almost killed by a skewer.

The matter has come to this, I don't want to say anything, Meng Zhao and I went home and put him on the bed, he slept like a dead pig.I sat by his bed for a while, then went back to the room and lay down too.

The next day, he seemed to be okay and didn't say anything. He seemed to only remember our drinking and talking.He may not even remember those words in the alley and on the curb afterwards.

It was only then that I realized that Meng Zhao and I had completely changed our minds. The previous me seemed to be the current him, but the current me is even more indifferent than the original him. He thought that kind of thing was related to loyalty and gratitude. It's nothing, I'm desperate for money, and I don't want face.

But I don't want to go back.

During the period after the filming, I once thought that after the filming, there would be nothing to do with me.No one from the production team contacted me, no one informed me of the upcoming activities, and even Wang Chao disappeared.Later, when An Zhenhuan came to see me, I found out where Wang Chao had gone to participate in the French ceremony.I didn't expect him to be so passionate about Buddhism.An Zhenhuan said, what do you think, he went up to the mountain to practice before, and rubbed the wick in the temple.

Later, An Zhenhuan started to take me to the film training class, which was serious and had a degree, which was a kind of adult education, so I had to take a few exams.An Zhenhuan asked someone to get me books for me to study.Although I have thought about going to college before, the things I have learned have been washed away with my doing nothing in the past few years.I looked at those illusory things, and I was a little lost.

I said, "Sister Huan, find me a tutor."

An Zhenhuan said, "It's almost done, this is just a cutscene, you should read the book carefully."

So I seemed to be back in high school again, and I started to stare blankly at the books, especially mathematics. Those character formulas obviously recognized me but I didn't know them.

I found a secluded book club and wrestled with them.

I've been struggling with myself recently, I don't want to get an ugly score on the test, and then go to school in despair.

Wang Chao once called me and asked me what I was doing. I said I was eating a book, and he asked, "Is it delicious?"

I say, it's even better with a little cumin.

I gnawed on the sandwiches provided in the book bar, looked at the things that made me dizzy, and wanted to give up for a while.

At this time, Guan Qi happened to meet there again. They seemed to be booking a meeting there, and he came to see the venue.Guan Qi seemed very happy to know that I had to take the exam and take a refresher class, and still get a degree.He looked at my book and said, should I find someone to tutor me?

I looked up at him.

He smiled.

I'm still in a daze.Although what I said last time was good, but when I saw him, I still had an unbroken feeling.I hate myself so much!

"Can Guan Liang make it up for you?"

"I'd rather hang up."

"Then I'll find someone for you."

"Who?" I asked warily.

"Do you remember the kid on the fifth floor? Didn't he just finish the college entrance examination a while ago?"

Well, I remembered, there is such a person.

So I said, "No, my thing is just a formality, just deal with it."

I really don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, who knows what mess will happen again.

"Oh, so." He looked at me, "I thought you came here to read books every day to do better in the exam."

I want to be more reliable, but it's better not to have anything to do with you.As if he saw through me, he sighed and said, "I just let that kid teach you, I won't show up."

That's right, he was busy serving Guan Liang.

"Okay, you tell him, let's get in touch."

Guan Qi said, "You are very defensive against me."

I said "should be."

Later, after Guanqi matchmaking, I actually found that kid to help me with tutoring. The place was at the kid’s home. He happened to be on summer vacation. If I had time, I even booked tuition fees with him, and he was very satisfied.

One day, when I was doing a quiz, he went to the bathroom and suddenly asked me, "Is that you on TV?"

I went to the outhouse and looked at the TV his grandma was watching. It turned out that the promotion of [Qingming] had started again. This time it was a small clip. The news content was that [Qingming] had already confirmed that it would participate in a well-known film festival. information.

The child was quite surprised, "So you are a star?"

I said "not yet."

This piece of news seems to have kicked off a prelude, and the subsequent arrangements are in full swing. The post-production of the film is already in progress, because there is a tight schedule to catch up with the film festival.The commercial that An Zhenhuan helped me will start soon, it is a drink commercial, this time the style is Sunshine Boys.

I haven't seen Wang Chao for a long time, and then on the eve of my exam, he appeared and asked me to go to KTV.

I thought there would be a bunch of people, who knows, just the two of us, he said, sing me a good song, I ordered one and sang less than half of it, he stood up and said, let's go.

I said what do you mean.

"You can't sing as well as me." He walked ahead, and I followed, "It seems that your future acting career should not be related to singing."

"I heard that you are working hard to pass the exam?" He asked me.

"Ah."

"Isn't it important that An Zhenhuan didn't tell you this?"

"said."

"So what's your name?"

"I don't want to be ashamed of getting 10 points and 20 points in the exam. I don't have high aspirations. I just want to pass!"

"Spine!" He gave me a thumbs up, and I knew he wasn't sincere.

"Meng Xiao." He suddenly called me.

"Mr. Wang."

"You move out to live."

? ?I do not understand.

He didn't speak, just looked at me.I quickly understood what he meant, "Mr. Wang, do you want me to move out?"

"I want to sleep with you in my arms at night. I'm a little addicted." He said without expression, "The house is also close to the company, so let's tell your brother that it's the company dormitory. I'll move there tomorrow. I'll tell you the address, here is the key .” He handed me the key.

I froze. "Are you trying to take care of me?"

"Forget it." He thought for a while and confirmed.

I looked at the bunch of keys, gritted my teeth, and took them.