[Mecha] with His Royal Highness
Chapter 42
Tougher than imagined.As long as he lives for a day, the two people who carry the past will live endlessly under the curse called "belief", and no one can escape.
One must live with the past.
Because I know this weight, I want to create a future where there will be no more harm...
It's just that, on this road, too many people have sacrificed.
[3] Reminiscing about the past of His Highness
"Stop it!" A figure blocked Gasht's gaze, and protected the trembling Ji Shuzhai behind him.
"Andonia..." Ji Shuzhai sobbed.
"Isn't it enough?" Andonia's voice trembled, "He has become what he is now, don't you think it's not enough?"
The sharp eyes that are hard to look directly at Kashit's indifference.
"What's the matter with Ji and me?" Gasht didn't take Andonia seriously.
"Get up," said Andonia.
"what?"
"Do you want me to pick you up?" Andonia turned her back to Ji Shuzhai and glanced back.
"Oh..." Ji Shuzhai grabbed Andonia's trousers and stood up in a little bit of embarrassment.
"Come here." With a tug from Andonia, Ji Shuzhai turned around 360 degrees, facing Gasht, his back straightened in fright.
"What do you want to do?" Gasht stared closely at Andonia clasping Ji Shuzhai's hand.
"Hiss——" Ji Shuzhai's clothes fell off his shoulders in one piece, and his arms exposed to the air were shocking...
"What's wrong? Have you nothing to say?" Andonia glanced at Gasht.
The fine and small scars are like worms attached to Ji Shuzhai's young white skin. The scars on the wrists are like suicide scars, which are especially eye-catching. Even though they have healed and have been repaired by modern medical technology, they can still be seen Once deep traces.
"He can't move more than five hours a day, and he can't lift heavy objects. All the food he eats must be carbonized, and his eyes can't bear the sunlight with more than 2 calories..." Andonia shrinks Tightening his hand, he tightened Ji Shuzhai's body, "Don't you think it's not enough? Isn't this price... not enough?"
The torture like purgatory completely ruined Ji Shuzhai's future as a "human being". Various body functions were seriously damaged, especially the muscles and internal organs.
It's not that he likes to drink nutritional supplements, it's that ordinary food can cause indigestion; it's not that he can't fight, but he doesn't even have the strength to punch; it's not that he likes nerds, but he has no choice but nerds.
——It is not his wish to be lazy and waste the house.
"You, why do you know..." Ji Shuzhai wanted to withdraw his arm but was firmly stopped by Andonia, looking at the firm side face of the other party, he was speechless for a while.
Of course he knew that every meal he ate was carbonized. He thought it was Andonia's personal habit, and never thought that it was what he deliberately ordered for himself...
Ji Shuzhai also knew that Andonia was considerate of him, and since he went to the military school, he never asked him to go to public places again.Because Andonia is such a good person, it's only natural, isn't it?
Ji Shuzhai never once realized the reason behind these considerations, it was, it was because...
"I read your health report every day." Andonia finally stopped ignoring Ji Shuzhai, glanced over slowly, his deep voice was gentle and magnetic.
Ji Shuzhai was stunned, health report?Did he do that thing?Or did some salty pig's hand do something to his body when he didn't know it?beep beep...
"Should you be worried about this?" Andonia lifted Ji Shuzhai's chin and moved to Gasht, who was opposite, "That's what you should worry about."
The hot gaze hurt more than slapping him.
"Sorry..." Ji Shuzhai couldn't hold back his tears when he saw those eyes, "but I don't regret it."
If his life were to start over, he would still choose to go with Ji Shufu, and would still firmly bring back that Pandora's box, even if he would bear the sins of his life.At that age and at that moment, the so-called duty to do so was probably the case.
But... Maybe he won't make so many inseparable memories with Gasht anymore, silently being a passerby, appearing in his life for a short time, and disappearing completely.
If it is really impossible to escape this curse-like encounter, then at least not let him torture himself like this.
"Why didn't you tell me." Gasht stared at Ji Shuzhai's scarred arm, "Can't you rely on me?"
In the past, they had a better time than anyone else. For the first time, Gasht had such a strong possessive desire. He didn't care about each other's background and past. He could even forgive Ji Shuzhai's betrayal as long as he made a promise. happened before……
As long as he said something that had nothing to do with him, as long as he said... But Ji Shuzhai was unwilling to give even a single lie!
God's punishment for Gasht is far more than that, this is just the beginning of a nightmare.
What is true and what is false, he really can't tell... The more he wants to forget, the more clearly he remembers.
The scene of Ji Shuzhai lying in a pool of blood, the temperature of his blood, his weak breathing, the eyes that made him hesitant to speak...everything is as vivid as it happened yesterday, vivid and unforgettable.
The empty shell that has lost everything can only rely on self-deception in exchange for short-term comfort, living in the blurred world of alcohol all day long, unable to face the cold and cruel reality.
Fall, fall into the abyss.
"I said, will you help me?" Ji Shuzhai lowered his head and sneered, "How many agents and spies sent by the Earth have you killed? How much effort did we take to get to that point? If we fail, what should we do?" The compatriots who died on the battlefield explain?"
"You are different."
"Different?" Ji Shuzhai burst out laughing, "Uncle Apollo also said the same thing to Ji Shufu...but if she really believed it at that time, after she walked out of that door, the row of lights aimed at her If you can shoot, it will kill her!"
"How do you know..."
"You still underestimate the people on earth, don't you?" Ji Shuzhai wiped his face indiscriminately, "Because of your arrival, my parents died, my friends died, and everything I cherished disappeared."
What a disaster it was... Overnight, that prosperous city disappeared.
Those who survived looked at the sky full of gunpowder in confusion, and the emptiness in their eyes was full of loneliness...
Ji Shufu hugged Ji Shuzhai, telling him not to cry, while sobbing loudly.As children, they lost their way of living, living among the remnants of Washuo, and maintained their lives by eating the corpses of wild cats and dogs.If it wasn't for Ji Shufu protecting Ji Shuzhai and never letting go of his hand at any time, then he might have lost the "food" in other people's belly long ago.
"Do you know what kind of consciousness I came to you with?" Ji Shuzhai asked loudly, "I don't need your regrets, because even if I die there, I will have no complaints!"
It was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
——The high wall to prevent the spread of the plague was opened, and a "high-level" came to "inspect" the refugee area with a large number of people.
Ji Shufu found a safe place for Ji Shuzhai, and went to find the so-called "higher-ups" by herself. In order to leave this damned place and keep them alive, she made a plan to make it or die.
Ji Shuzhai still remembered the scene of that night, the sky was drizzling, he hid alone in that dark and sunny place, looking at the gray sky, waiting for the passage of time.
He was afraid that Ji Shufu would just leave him as a burden and never come back, and at the same time told himself to trust his sister who is invincible, she would definitely obey the agreement and take him out of the prison.
The sky turned from gray to black, and from black to orange, before leaving a clear blue-white.
He curled up and hugged his knees and stayed up all night...
Suddenly, the whistling sound of many wheels turning was heard from a distance.
Soon, Ji Shufu appeared.
She got off a limousine and rushed towards him in a bright and dazzling red dress.
——Study, we have a home now.
Rain was dripping from the wet eaves, and the bright sun that day made him dazzled.
With tears in her warm smile, Ji Shufu stretched out her hand to him like she did thousands of times before, and pulled him away from that nightmare land.
Although the days of being adopted by Qiao's family were very hard and difficult, it was really better than that ghostly place.
There are many children who have experienced similar experiences to them. They are adopted and they are constantly competing in all aspects, but Ji Shufu is always the best and most capable one.Because of her existence, Ji Shuzhai doesn't have to be trained as a killer like those of his peers, and he doesn't have to be an innocent scapegoat like those children at the bottom.
Her back was obviously so thin, but it made Ji Shuzhai feel extremely at ease.No matter what happens, his sister will protect him, he has always believed that, until...
The day of the decision.
"I don't want your heartache! I don't want your sympathy! These scars are my glory! The glory of being a soldier on Earth! The glory of being a stupid brother who can finally protect his sister and successfully advance to a man!"
Yes, he can no longer escape, no longer indecisive.The damage done is irreparable, at least let him stand up again... Tell him his feelings and determination, this is the only thing he can do for Gasht.
"Ji, you misunderstood what I said, it's not like this." Gasht closed his eyes, lost in memory, "I was indeed confused once, but at that time, her
One must live with the past.
Because I know this weight, I want to create a future where there will be no more harm...
It's just that, on this road, too many people have sacrificed.
[3] Reminiscing about the past of His Highness
"Stop it!" A figure blocked Gasht's gaze, and protected the trembling Ji Shuzhai behind him.
"Andonia..." Ji Shuzhai sobbed.
"Isn't it enough?" Andonia's voice trembled, "He has become what he is now, don't you think it's not enough?"
The sharp eyes that are hard to look directly at Kashit's indifference.
"What's the matter with Ji and me?" Gasht didn't take Andonia seriously.
"Get up," said Andonia.
"what?"
"Do you want me to pick you up?" Andonia turned her back to Ji Shuzhai and glanced back.
"Oh..." Ji Shuzhai grabbed Andonia's trousers and stood up in a little bit of embarrassment.
"Come here." With a tug from Andonia, Ji Shuzhai turned around 360 degrees, facing Gasht, his back straightened in fright.
"What do you want to do?" Gasht stared closely at Andonia clasping Ji Shuzhai's hand.
"Hiss——" Ji Shuzhai's clothes fell off his shoulders in one piece, and his arms exposed to the air were shocking...
"What's wrong? Have you nothing to say?" Andonia glanced at Gasht.
The fine and small scars are like worms attached to Ji Shuzhai's young white skin. The scars on the wrists are like suicide scars, which are especially eye-catching. Even though they have healed and have been repaired by modern medical technology, they can still be seen Once deep traces.
"He can't move more than five hours a day, and he can't lift heavy objects. All the food he eats must be carbonized, and his eyes can't bear the sunlight with more than 2 calories..." Andonia shrinks Tightening his hand, he tightened Ji Shuzhai's body, "Don't you think it's not enough? Isn't this price... not enough?"
The torture like purgatory completely ruined Ji Shuzhai's future as a "human being". Various body functions were seriously damaged, especially the muscles and internal organs.
It's not that he likes to drink nutritional supplements, it's that ordinary food can cause indigestion; it's not that he can't fight, but he doesn't even have the strength to punch; it's not that he likes nerds, but he has no choice but nerds.
——It is not his wish to be lazy and waste the house.
"You, why do you know..." Ji Shuzhai wanted to withdraw his arm but was firmly stopped by Andonia, looking at the firm side face of the other party, he was speechless for a while.
Of course he knew that every meal he ate was carbonized. He thought it was Andonia's personal habit, and never thought that it was what he deliberately ordered for himself...
Ji Shuzhai also knew that Andonia was considerate of him, and since he went to the military school, he never asked him to go to public places again.Because Andonia is such a good person, it's only natural, isn't it?
Ji Shuzhai never once realized the reason behind these considerations, it was, it was because...
"I read your health report every day." Andonia finally stopped ignoring Ji Shuzhai, glanced over slowly, his deep voice was gentle and magnetic.
Ji Shuzhai was stunned, health report?Did he do that thing?Or did some salty pig's hand do something to his body when he didn't know it?beep beep...
"Should you be worried about this?" Andonia lifted Ji Shuzhai's chin and moved to Gasht, who was opposite, "That's what you should worry about."
The hot gaze hurt more than slapping him.
"Sorry..." Ji Shuzhai couldn't hold back his tears when he saw those eyes, "but I don't regret it."
If his life were to start over, he would still choose to go with Ji Shufu, and would still firmly bring back that Pandora's box, even if he would bear the sins of his life.At that age and at that moment, the so-called duty to do so was probably the case.
But... Maybe he won't make so many inseparable memories with Gasht anymore, silently being a passerby, appearing in his life for a short time, and disappearing completely.
If it is really impossible to escape this curse-like encounter, then at least not let him torture himself like this.
"Why didn't you tell me." Gasht stared at Ji Shuzhai's scarred arm, "Can't you rely on me?"
In the past, they had a better time than anyone else. For the first time, Gasht had such a strong possessive desire. He didn't care about each other's background and past. He could even forgive Ji Shuzhai's betrayal as long as he made a promise. happened before……
As long as he said something that had nothing to do with him, as long as he said... But Ji Shuzhai was unwilling to give even a single lie!
God's punishment for Gasht is far more than that, this is just the beginning of a nightmare.
What is true and what is false, he really can't tell... The more he wants to forget, the more clearly he remembers.
The scene of Ji Shuzhai lying in a pool of blood, the temperature of his blood, his weak breathing, the eyes that made him hesitant to speak...everything is as vivid as it happened yesterday, vivid and unforgettable.
The empty shell that has lost everything can only rely on self-deception in exchange for short-term comfort, living in the blurred world of alcohol all day long, unable to face the cold and cruel reality.
Fall, fall into the abyss.
"I said, will you help me?" Ji Shuzhai lowered his head and sneered, "How many agents and spies sent by the Earth have you killed? How much effort did we take to get to that point? If we fail, what should we do?" The compatriots who died on the battlefield explain?"
"You are different."
"Different?" Ji Shuzhai burst out laughing, "Uncle Apollo also said the same thing to Ji Shufu...but if she really believed it at that time, after she walked out of that door, the row of lights aimed at her If you can shoot, it will kill her!"
"How do you know..."
"You still underestimate the people on earth, don't you?" Ji Shuzhai wiped his face indiscriminately, "Because of your arrival, my parents died, my friends died, and everything I cherished disappeared."
What a disaster it was... Overnight, that prosperous city disappeared.
Those who survived looked at the sky full of gunpowder in confusion, and the emptiness in their eyes was full of loneliness...
Ji Shufu hugged Ji Shuzhai, telling him not to cry, while sobbing loudly.As children, they lost their way of living, living among the remnants of Washuo, and maintained their lives by eating the corpses of wild cats and dogs.If it wasn't for Ji Shufu protecting Ji Shuzhai and never letting go of his hand at any time, then he might have lost the "food" in other people's belly long ago.
"Do you know what kind of consciousness I came to you with?" Ji Shuzhai asked loudly, "I don't need your regrets, because even if I die there, I will have no complaints!"
It was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
——The high wall to prevent the spread of the plague was opened, and a "high-level" came to "inspect" the refugee area with a large number of people.
Ji Shufu found a safe place for Ji Shuzhai, and went to find the so-called "higher-ups" by herself. In order to leave this damned place and keep them alive, she made a plan to make it or die.
Ji Shuzhai still remembered the scene of that night, the sky was drizzling, he hid alone in that dark and sunny place, looking at the gray sky, waiting for the passage of time.
He was afraid that Ji Shufu would just leave him as a burden and never come back, and at the same time told himself to trust his sister who is invincible, she would definitely obey the agreement and take him out of the prison.
The sky turned from gray to black, and from black to orange, before leaving a clear blue-white.
He curled up and hugged his knees and stayed up all night...
Suddenly, the whistling sound of many wheels turning was heard from a distance.
Soon, Ji Shufu appeared.
She got off a limousine and rushed towards him in a bright and dazzling red dress.
——Study, we have a home now.
Rain was dripping from the wet eaves, and the bright sun that day made him dazzled.
With tears in her warm smile, Ji Shufu stretched out her hand to him like she did thousands of times before, and pulled him away from that nightmare land.
Although the days of being adopted by Qiao's family were very hard and difficult, it was really better than that ghostly place.
There are many children who have experienced similar experiences to them. They are adopted and they are constantly competing in all aspects, but Ji Shufu is always the best and most capable one.Because of her existence, Ji Shuzhai doesn't have to be trained as a killer like those of his peers, and he doesn't have to be an innocent scapegoat like those children at the bottom.
Her back was obviously so thin, but it made Ji Shuzhai feel extremely at ease.No matter what happens, his sister will protect him, he has always believed that, until...
The day of the decision.
"I don't want your heartache! I don't want your sympathy! These scars are my glory! The glory of being a soldier on Earth! The glory of being a stupid brother who can finally protect his sister and successfully advance to a man!"
Yes, he can no longer escape, no longer indecisive.The damage done is irreparable, at least let him stand up again... Tell him his feelings and determination, this is the only thing he can do for Gasht.
"Ji, you misunderstood what I said, it's not like this." Gasht closed his eyes, lost in memory, "I was indeed confused once, but at that time, her
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