Looking for Qin Jizhi

"...Mr. Xiang's words, I'm sorry I can't agree with you! Does Mr. Xiang really want to give up the people around you because of that ethereal feeling? Even if you are not together now, Mr. Xiang can tolerate other things. Did the man marry your ex-wife?" Ying Zheng couldn't understand Xiang Shaolong's thoughts, in the eyes of Ying Zheng and many ancient people, this kind of thing was totally not what Xiang Shaolong said.

Even if Xiang Shaolong really finds the woman he really loves in the future, even if Qin Qing and Wu Tingfang already exist, it is not a big deal at all. Although he knows that Xiang Shaolong's hometown is monogamous, but in In this day and age, none of that is a problem.

But in Xiang Shaolong's view, in modern society, let alone male and female friends who are together, then break up, separate and reunite.Even if there are a lot of divorces in modern times, if the intolerance that Ying Zheng said really exists, it is probably just some bad psychological factors at work.

In this era, even if women are relatively free compared with the later feudal era, the binding force on married women is still somewhat harsh, which is completely incomparable with the modern situation.That's why Xiang Shaolong felt that if it was really for their own good, it's better not to label them as married, but he couldn't give them love.

In the past, he felt that he loved them, and he was justified and taken for granted, but the situation is different now, and things have not reached the point where there is no turning point at all, and he and Ying Zheng have changed history together, so it is doomed for him to never go to To live a stable life, he can't give any guarantee to anyone except Ying Zheng, so he might as well just let it go.

"I can't give them any promises and guarantees, I can't give them love, even if it is family affection, even if I am willing to give it, what they don't necessarily want is family affection. I have no reason to persuade myself to deceive them like that, let alone deceive myself I can only sort out everything and make an early decision when only I remember those things and when only I have experienced those things. I don’t want to escape any more. I can't forgive myself either. I'm sorry for them, and I'm sorry for myself." Xiang Shaolong said softly, as if speaking to Ying Zheng, or talking to himself.

Ying Zheng also knew that many of Xiang Shaolong's ideas were fundamentally different from his, and even from this era. It sounded unreasonable, but it made sense.Even if Ying Zheng has lived in modern times for a period of time, he still can't regard many modern things as normal, and he doesn't even understand how many things are taken for granted in his heart as a person who grew up in modern times, but he can't say that those things are wrong Yes, so he had no choice but to turn a blind eye to these behaviors of Xiang Shaolong and express his acquiescence.

He wasn't afraid to admit that when Xiang Shaolong said that he was already his most important person, he was still happy in his heart.Therefore, although Xiang Shaolong's handling of the relationship between Qin Qing and Wu Tingfang is somewhat different from his usual perception, the result is not harmful to him at all.

Borrowing a modern concept, as an equivalent exchange, he doesn't know whether Xiang Shaolong is the most important to him, but Xiang Shaolong has always been the only special person to him, and this started a long time ago.

"Ting Fang, please calm down first, the palace is not as simple as you think. Also, now that Lu Buwei and the great king are in the same position, the palace is even more heavily guarded. If you want to sneak into the palace, it is difficult to get to the sky without being stingy with your imagination. You just broke in casually like this, I'm afraid you won't be able to save your own life before you see Lian Jin!" Shan Rou is really convinced by Wu Tingfang, since she was still thinking normally a while ago, How come after seeing Xiang Shaolong in Xianyang, his thinking went in a strange direction again?

Wu Tingfang also had mixed feelings in her heart, staying in Xiang Shaolong's Grand Tutor's residence, seeing Qin Qing from time to time, made her think wildly.On the other hand, she knew that Lian Jin, the murderer who killed her, was in Xianyang, in the palace, but she could do nothing about it. Shanrou kept observing near the palace gate for several days, and was careful even Jin's only time out of the palace. Be cautious, and you will lose your trace if you are not careful.

Her father already knew that she was back, and besides the guilt in her heart, she felt very embarrassed. She lived with Xiang Shaolong like that, it was almost like a guest.Not only Xiang Shaolong's sworn brothers were polite to her, even Qin Qing didn't do anything bad to her, but just like that, it made her feel even more embarrassed, as if Qin Qing was the master, and what was she? Woolen cloth?

In the past, she could comfort herself that Xiang Shaolong and her were married by the King of Zhao, but now she had to realize that both Xiang Shaolong and her were from the state of Qin, so how could the marriage contract still count, and it made her feel the most uncomfortable What's more, Xiang Shaolong had already rejected her before, even though he used Shan Rou as an excuse at that time, he had seriously rejected her.

Under multiple pressures, Wu Tingfang basically couldn't sleep at night. She was so upset that she didn't know what to do. In the end, she could only put all her thoughts on revenge. Only after revenge could she relax her mood , to think about the future.

In such a situation of not focusing on left and right, Wu Tingfang somewhat remembered the time when he and Shanrou took care of those orphans together. Although the hatred was still not forgotten in his heart, his mood was peaceful and peaceful.

"Apart from this, what else can I do? If Lian Jin never leaves the palace, wouldn't I be unable to take revenge for the rest of my life?" Wu Tingfang knew Shanrou's kindness, but she couldn't control her now. If I didn't deliberately lower my voice, these words could be regarded as a harbinger of losing control of my emotions.

"..." Shanrou paused for a moment, and said slowly: "So I don't agree with you leaving Xiang Shaolong's place so easily. But since you have already come out, let's not talk about anything else." She laughed as she spoke. He smiled and said: "Xiang Shaolong is not here, not only you are uncomfortable, but I am too. If you must persist, there is probably only one way for the current plan."

"What method?" Wu Tingfang asked immediately.

Shanrou turned around, looked in the direction of the palace and said: "Then go into the palace, but it's not about sneaking in to kill Lianjin, I hope you can restrain your emotions, we'd better have a formal identity."

Saying this, Shan Rou already had a plan in mind, even if something unexpected happened, Xiang Shaolong and Ying Zheng would probably help them.However, they can do other things by themselves, not only because Xiang Shaolong and Ying Zheng can't take care of themselves now, but also the relationship between the Queen Mother and Lian Jin is also an obstacle for Xiang Shaolong to help them.It would be best not to involve Xiang Shaolong, and there is another more important reason, presumably Wu Tingfang doesn't want Xiang Shaolong to know about her.

Xiang Shaolong sat next to Ying Zheng with a headache, and said with a sad face: "I can only find out that they entered the palace, and then I can't find out. Things in the palace are very complicated now, Shanrou is very good at hiding, It’s not suitable for you and me to act too much in the palace recently, not only to guard against Lu Buwei, but also to guard against the Queen Mother and Lai Ai. Really, alas, I don’t know what to say.”

Xiang Shaolong scratched his head irritably, in this situation, he has to think twice before doing anything, it's really annoying.It seems that Yingzheng's power is not entirely because he was the emperor. The situation is really compelling, and he has to do what he wants.

Ying Zheng is not in a good mood either. He knows that there are two people hidden in his palace, but he can't go all out to find them, and it's not easy to find them. The same goes for knowing that those two men had no ill intentions towards him.

Now in a small palace, there are already two other forces hidden besides him, which already made him feel very uncomfortable.But Wu Tingfang and Shan Rou didn't expect to come in to join in the fun. Although there were only two of them, in this already complicated situation, the things added could only make the situation more confusing.

Ying Zheng didn't want to talk about it either. No matter what the form was, it was still within his expectations. After so many years of experience, he thought his concentration was enough to handle anything.On the contrary, what Xiang Shaolong said and what he said he wanted to clarify with Qin Qing and Wu Tingfang kept recurring in his heart, making him involuntarily aroused curiosity about that matter.

"That means that Mrs. Xiang only saw Miss Qin when she went back this time? Then, did Mrs. Xiang express your thoughts on love?" Ying Zheng did not deny it. When he asked this sentence , there is a little desire to watch a good show in it.

Xiang Shaolong's expression froze all of a sudden, and that expression contained a feeling of not wanting to think about it. If the person who asked this question was not Ying Zheng, Xiang Shaolong would never have answered, even if it was Ying Zheng now, Xiang Shaolong had a tendency to not want to answer.

"...I said it when I was talking about it, but I think she must have misunderstood it." Seeing Ying Zheng's obviously interested eyes, Xiang Shaolong's reluctance slowly dissipated. Dragon?There is nothing to say: "Actually, I just said a few words, and she replied angrily and left. To be honest, I was a little confused at the time."

"I am really interested in things that can make Mrs. Xiang feel confused. I believe Mrs. Xiang will not fail to satisfy my curiosity." Looking at Xiang Shaolong's words, he just started and then stopped. Looking down at his eyes, Ying Zheng showed his face that he was really interested, so that Xiang Shaolong could keep talking.This feeling of mutual understanding and mutual indulgence came naturally to both of them, and they didn't think there was anything wrong.