crossing the northern latitude

Unlike Meng Tunan, Lu Yan didn't look at that matter so eagerly, probably because he was always uncomfortable.Whether it's in his own home or in Mengtunan's house... he always hides and hides, and it's not safe.

He is always awake thinking about the future and the future, unlike another person who is completely absorbed in it.

Meng Tunan unilaterally entered the state of wanting to be with him like glue, and when he was on vacation, he came to pester him almost every day, and wanted to be together for everything.

After going through this year, Lu Yan was actually relieved. He instinctively felt that it was too fast, which made people have no time to think about what to do next.

Meng Tunan left on the fourth day of the lunar new year, so he couldn't celebrate his birthday in Dingyan.On the day he left, Lu Yan and Meng Tunan's parents went to the station to see him off, Gao Hui was sitting in the co-pilot chattering, explaining everything in detail... Meng Tunan was absent-minded, but Lu Yan listened very carefully .

Although I always feel that I am redundant in the car.

He was distracted looking out the window, when Meng Tunan suddenly threw his head on his shoulder and yawned.It's not over yet, the man grabbed his hand again... Lu Yan was so frightened that he shuddered, pulled out his hand little by little, and gave him an elbow.

After receiving the threat from his own eyes, Meng Tunan restrained himself a little, turned his head to lean against the window sullenly, and stopped talking.

When they arrived at the station, Meng Jianjun and Gao Hui still had something to do, Lu Yan said that he would stay and see him off, so they drove away first.

Lu Yan accompanied him to pick up the ticket. Seeing that it was still early, he said to buy some motion sickness medicine for Meng Tunan.After shopping, I saw a small stall selling fruit. After thinking about it, Lu Yan went over and asked the price. He thought it was okay, so he planned to buy some oranges for Meng Tunan.

Something went wrong while paying.At first, Lu Yan vaguely heard that it was 7 yuan. He handed over a 50 piece and waited for the change, but the other party gave him 3 yuan.After asking what was going on, the man said, "What seven yuan? I said 47."

Lu Yan looked down at the bag: "...eight oranges, 47?"

"Yes." The boss said firmly, "47."

This is clearly a scam.But Lu Yan couldn't speak very much at this time, holding the orange in a daze, and said: "... How many catties is this?"

The boss actually started to ask him back: "Can I still lose you two catties? Young man, it is 47, do you want it?"

Lu Yan saw the boss's determined face, and even began to doubt in his heart whether I looked easy to deceive.It is one thing to be mean to Meng Tunan at ordinary times, but Lu Yan is always speechless at this time.

When he was still at a loss, he put a hand on his shoulder: "—what to buy?"

Lu Yan turned his head to look at Meng Tunan, "... Oranges."

"I still want to buy oranges when it's so cold..." Meng Tunan picked up one and looked at it, "How much is it?"

Lu Yan didn't want Meng Tunan to know that he was suffering from boredom, so he planned to drag him away, "Buy it, let's go."

"This orange is not good, I don't want it anymore." Meng Tunan snatched the bag of oranges, took out the change in Lu Yan's hand and stuffed it to the boss, then spread his hand again, "Here's 50, we don't want it anymore."

So I heard it.Lu Yan put down the oranges, and silently took a step back, avoiding this kind of situation that he was not good at handling.

The boss opened his mouth to say something, but Meng Tunan said again: "I know the city management phone number, bring the money when you talk well."

After dragging the people back to the waiting room, Meng Tunan immediately began to educate Lu Yan: "What would you do without me! You are so thin-skinned when buying something, so let it be fine if you don't know how to bargain, or even if you don't want it? I Seeing that you are a fool who has a lot of money and was taken advantage of by others, what else can you do besides being able to solve the problem, is that when you are pretending to be high..."

The typical temper of a young master who doesn't know how expensive he is, is always embarrassed when he shouldn't give in.

Lu Yan reluctantly said: "I know...don't say it."

"Good intentions are not for those kind of profiteers, so wake up..." Meng Tunan earnestly said, "Give me the money, I think you are stupid, you are stupid for reading!"

Lu Yan nodded expressionlessly: "Oh."

"..." Meng Tunan was speechless for a second, "Don't do this in the future, if this happens again, just say you don't want it, don't be embarrassed, do you hear me?"

Lu Yan actually smiled: "Understood, I don't know how to buy things, it's fine if you know how."

"...Then what do you do when I'm not around?"

"What else can I do? I'm being bullied." Lu Yanfei glanced at him quickly, "So you can always be here."

"Have I been useful all the time?" Meng Tunan started to complain when he got the chance, "I won't let you touch me, I'm like a little girl all day long."

"...You want to be known by your parents, don't you?"

"Yeah, I can't think about it." Maybe it's time to part, Meng Tunan's reluctance inspired him to speak, "I've thought about it, and I'll tell them after I pass the art test, and we will destroy together." Bar!"

Lu Yan's expression turned cold for an instant, but his tone was still patient: "Don't say this kind of thing a second time."

"Then what do you want to be satisfied?" Meng Tunan spoke quickly, "I'm telling you, I'm not afraid. Sooner or later, one day, you are the one who is always afraid..."

"I'm afraid?" Lu Yan laughed angrily, "Who am I thinking about? What do I have to worry about? Ask yourself with your conscience, who am I thinking about?"

"Who wants you to think about me all the time, did you ask me?" Meng Tunan started making trouble loudly, "I don't break the law, steal or rob, what's wrong with me?"

Before leaving, there will be a quarrel.It doesn't make sense to say it, Lu Yan is really tired, so he can only slow down and say: "You can talk about it after the exam."

After a while of silence, both of them fell silent.They had a lot of worries at the same time, and they all revolved around each other-what to do if the elder knew what to do, what to do if he failed the exam, what to do when he left...

After calming down for a while, it's time to get in the car.

It took another half a month to go there, Meng Tunan couldn't bear it when he was packing his luggage, and quickly got out of the car to see if Lu Yanren was still there, and it would be good to have a look at his back.As a result, the deer was still standing at the entrance, peeking at the position of his car.

He is tall, very conspicuous in the crowd, and can be seen at a glance.Meng Tunan felt sad all of a sudden, rubbing his eyes, walked over quickly and shook his hand involuntarily: "I let you go back."

"I'll leave after the car leaves." Lu Yan thought for a while, "You should take the plane when you come back, I'll buy you a ticket."

"Don't you have to transfer to a bus when you take the plane... Aren't you guilty all the time, so you don't need your parents' money, and you owe less." Meng Tunan shook his head, "Go back quickly, don't watch me go... It's a mess. Like something."

He knew that Lu Yan didn't like this kind of parting scene very much, especially when he saw people leaving. After all, he endured his sadness and drove Bambi away first, rubbing his eyes and getting into the car.

After the car started and walked for a while, Meng Tunan touched his pocket and found a small hygiene bag in the left pocket, and chewing gum and motion sickness medicine in the right pocket.

Lu Yan has always been very meticulous in his work, and if there is someone in his eyes, he will take care of him even more.

I had been enduring it, but in the end I cried because of these things.Meng Tunan shed tears for a long time, crying so hard that he was heartbroken. The aunt beside him couldn't stand it anymore and handed him a piece of paper. She didn't know what happened, so she comforted him and said: "Young people want to be more open, there is nothing wrong with it."

This trip is really going to the battlefield, Lu Yan'an is quietly waiting for his news in Dingyan.

As soon as Meng Tunan left, life seemed to calm down in an instant, and every day was painless.

On his birthday, he made a phone call with Meng Tunan. It was Meng Tunan's birthday before midnight, and it was his own after midnight. They said happy birthday to each other.After midnight, Meng Tunan said, "...I have arranged a present for you."

Lu Yan frowned: "Are you still free to arrange a gift for me in Beijing?"

"It's been arranged early." Meng Tunan said in a low voice, "There is a box under your bed... No, I'll hang up. The teacher seems to have come to the toilet to arrest someone."

I hung up in a hurry, and there was still a sentence in my mouth to concentrate on class.Lu Yan put down his phone and went to the bedside to look for the gift Meng Tunan gave him. After looking for it, there was a box.When I opened it...it was a handmade wooden airplane model. It didn't look very good, it was ugly and cute, and the fuselage was chubby.

Lu Yan suffered from insomnia for a long time that day, and took out half a pack of cigarettes from the cabinet, staring at the plane puffing clouds and fog by the window for a long time in a daze.In fact, he seldom smokes since he started hanging out with Meng Tunan, and he doesn't know what happened today... maybe because his mouth was idle when the man was away, and his heart was always empty, and he wanted to smoke something to squeeze out the emptiness.

Before Meng Tunan came back, Lu Yan's originally peaceful school life was disrupted by another incident.

The monthly exam papers were going to be issued on Tuesday morning, and everyone in class 89 was gloomy except for Lu Yan, because this time the exam was a mock paper from the High School Attached to the Provincial Normal University, and everyone was uncomfortable with the increased difficulty, and most of the class couldn't finish the questions.

Lu Yan knew that he played well. During his morning reading, he indulged himself and listened to the next song to celebrate himself defending the championship again.Originally, the first class was mathematics, and Lu Yan couldn't wait to see his roll, but he waited and waited for Jiang Bo not to come, when a haggard-looking woman suddenly rushed into the class.

Lu Yan took a look and thought she looked familiar.

The squad leader thought whose parent she was, stood up and asked who she was looking for.

The woman asked, "Is Jiang Bo your homeroom teacher?"

The monitor replied: "The teacher hasn't come yet...do you have anything to do with him?"

The woman nodded: "yes, I have something to do."

After she finished speaking, she turned and left the classroom.The squad leader looked suspiciously, and then his voice changed: "She... she is going to jump off the building!"

A few brave ones ran out to have a look, and Lu Yan also stood up.He walked to the back door and looked, and the woman sat on the railing of the aisle...as if about to jump down, she was wiping her tears with her head down.

Fortunately, the farce didn't last long, and the security guard quickly came up and took her away.

There are always some people who are keen to gossip in the class.That day, no one cared about the monthly exam results, and everyone had rumors about Dr. Jiang.

"Did it make people's belly bigger?"

"It seems that she is the wife of the school leader, it's terrible..."

"No. I heard that she got divorced..."

"Are we going to change the class teacher again?"

In the past, the Li Xiaoyuan incident seemed to be repeated again, although this time the protagonist was replaced by a teacher.

Lu Yan heard the veins on his forehead throbbing, and exhaustedly began to look for earphones.

"Stop it." Lu Yan prayed, "That's one of the few people of the same kind that I know around me, please let him have a good ending."

No matter which level you think about, Lu Yan hopes that Jiang Bo's affairs will develop in a good direction. He hopes that Class 89 will not have a new head teacher, and he can see an example of a stable life from around him.

It was a teacher who would give free tutoring to students on weekends, send him home on the way, cook delicious food and be gentle, Lu Yan almost never saw him lose his temper, he seemed to be working hard all the time... How could it be like this overnight up?How could he be "that kind of person" that others said?

Lu Yan suddenly became frightened, and was very unwilling to believe those rumors.

It's a pity that the woman came to the school every now and then to make trouble after that. She didn't count herself, and she brought a little girl with her.Jiang Bo hasn't come to school for several days, and the class is now replaced by another female teacher, and no one has informed them about the head teacher.

The story began to spread in a small area. Even Meng Jianjun was talking about it with Gao Hui at the dinner table. He heard different versions, and a small part of it was Jiang Bo and Secretary Gao.

This kind of incident happened in a small place, and it suddenly became an uproar, a hundred times more violent than what happened to Li Xiaoyuan.A man and a man, and one of them was married... The words were passed around, and what was heard was very obscene.

That was the first time Lu Yan faced the group's attitude towards this matter, even if it was someone else's story... that was enough to make him panic.

Regarding this, Gao Hui's original words at the time were: "Too shameless...this kind of person is still a teacher."

Meng Jianjun also said: "It's really unexpected."

Lu Yan's heart was more than half cold at that time.

In fact, the facts had already been thrown in the face, and the beating was painful, but he was still unconvinced, and stubbornly felt that the teacher who spoke softly and had a good temper was definitely not the "third party" they said.

On weekends, Lu Yan went to Jiang Bo's house to look for him, but no one was there.

He thought for a while outside the door, went upstairs and tentatively knocked on the room that Jiang Bo had rented to Li Xiaoyuan...

After knocking for a long time, someone opened the door, and it was really Jiang Bo who opened the door.

Seeing Lu Yan coming, Jiang Bo didn't seem surprised, and he turned sideways to let him in.

The room was tidy and looked like it was about to leave, with several suitcases leaning against the wall.

Lu Yan took a deep breath, looked up at Jiang Bo, he seemed to be haggard and thinner.

For a while, Lu Yan suddenly felt very bleak.

It was Jiang Bo who said first: "You almost got a perfect score in the last exam, but you missed a multiple-choice question. It must be a careless mistake."

Lu Yan opened and closed his mouth, and it took him a while to ask, "Teacher, are you leaving?"

"Yeah." Jiang Bo smiled easily and didn't say much, "I can't teach you to graduate... Unfortunately, it's rare to meet a student like you. Lu Yan, you don't need to call me a teacher from now on."

He didn't say a word about himself.Lu Yan felt a little uncomfortable for no reason, and didn't know whether he should ask, but Jiang Bo calmly brought him a bottle of water from the refrigerator, and asked warmly, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

"I..." Lu Yan suddenly felt extremely at a loss, "I don't know, I think you are very nice, why..."

He couldn't say the second half of the sentence for a long time.

"Don't think that someone is good." Jiang Bo smiled, "Maybe I treat others badly? I also missed a lot of things."

Lu Yan was speechless for a long time.

In fact, he didn't know why he came to see Jiang Bo.It's like wanting an answer, but don't know how to ask it.

How can I go on? Is this road difficult? Is there any way out? Is it right or wrong?

"I... I don't know, I'm just scared." Lu Yan lowered his head, "Teacher... I don't know many people like this. To be honest, you are the first time I met in reality. But if you are With this ending, I don’t think people like us will end well.”

Our kind.

Jiang Bo frowned and thought about his words carefully, and then said firmly after thinking about it: "Lu Yan, I deserved it myself, don't learn from me...how can you be like me, don't think so .”

Lu Yan shook his head, bowed his head and remained silent.

Jiang Bo thought for a while, and pushed his glasses, as if thinking about it.After thinking about it, he slowly said, "It's unnecessary to talk about it now... I met him at your age, earlier than anyone else. He sponsored me at that time, and then got married and divorced..." He paused , "Hey, what do I tell you these things. It's just the wrong person at the wrong time. I'm just a fool."

"I'm leaving, so I won't mention it." Jiang Bo smiled, "There's nothing new, a bad book... It won't do you any good. But believe me, there are many people like us who are living happily , I am a negative teaching material, I am sorry to let you see it."

Lu Yan was dumbfounded, and a sense of desolation surged up in an instant.He summoned up the courage to ask, "Teacher, have you... regretted it?"

As if he wanted to prove something.

Jiang Bo shook his head decisively and answered decisively.

"It's useless to regret." He said, "People seem to be sober and make some mistakes."