Mo Sheng always felt that there was a problem with her memory, but she still couldn't detect what was wrong, which annoyed her a lot.I wanted to talk to someone but was afraid of being told I was thinking too much, so I had to find a way by myself.

How should I say it?It's just that part of the memory of the past is missing. She always thinks that she didn't just study during that time, she must have done other things, but there is no evidence.

When people recall in the future, there will always be various modifications to the memory. If she said that she lacked some memories, would anyone believe it?As evidence that she didn't just study during that time?

Please, even the evidence is just her speculation, only because although she can't remember what happened at that time, her body will be excited instinctively, as if she has been used to that exciting journey.

But she is a student, her job is to study, and she doesn't have to do anything other than study, so her statement will only be taken as a joke.

Exciting trip?None, unless you mean roller coasters or jumping machines.

Gradually, Mo Sheng stopped caring about this. Forgetting is nothing new. After all, things from a day ago can be forgotten, let alone a few months ago?

But sometimes she would habitually say a name without realizing why she said it.

"Dawn, help me—" Mo Sheng was writing homework, but immediately stopped after realizing it, and stopped writing.

Who is Dawn?

She couldn't help thinking.

Although this does not happen every day, it is almost the same. She will always say this name habitually, as if she has always been with her before, and she has adapted to her existence.

This sounds like a foreign name, and there are no foreigners around her to meet. Although she often goes abroad, it is only for tourism. How can she have time to make friends?

So, why did she get used to this man?Get used to calling out names without using your brain?

"Dawn, Dawn..." Mo Sheng repeated it several times. She tried her best to think about everything related to this name, but in the end she couldn't think of anything. Instead, her head hurt a little, and the sense of chaos filled her brain .

"Forget it, that's it."

She reluctantly gave up, it was just a person's name anyway, maybe not even a person's name, why was she so entangled?

Whether she knew what Dawn represented or not had no effect on her life, it was better to think about it, and it would be okay if she couldn't remember it.

So Mo Sheng made herself try to ignore this feeling, to ignore the feeling that something was missing in her life, and gradually, she didn't have time to think about it without deliberately ignoring it.

As soon as I entered the second semester of the third year of high school, I became completely nervous, especially after the [-]-day swearing-in, the only thing I thought about was studying. Learning and learning are learning, and everything is aimed at improving grades.

Whether intentional or unintentional, in such an atmosphere, everyone became nervous.

It's almost like doing paper exams. Even someone like Mo Sheng who likes studying can't help but feel tired.

When one thing takes up all your energy, you really don't have the energy to think about anything else.

Seeing her improving grades in the mock exams, Mo Sheng felt genuinely happy. She knew that as long as she didn't make mistakes, she would definitely get satisfactory grades.

Time passed quickly, and the graduation ceremony arrived in a blink of an eye. As the most important graduation ceremony in life, it was arranged extraordinarily grandly.

Perhaps because of the school's wealth, some famous alumni were invited back to the school to give speeches.Mo Sheng was also asked by the teacher to give a speech on behalf of outstanding graduates, not only to encourage people in his grade, but also to encourage younger students to share his learning methods.

"Eh? Do you want me to give a speech?" Mo Sheng looked at the teacher in surprise and raised his brows, "I think—"

"Mo Sheng, you can do it." The teacher said to Mo Sheng in this way, with a gentle but firm tone, "All of us have noticed your progress. Of course you are considered an excellent graduate."

"Hey." Mo Sheng scratched his head shyly, "Alright teacher, I will prepare well."

Although she is not very willing to give a speech in front of the public, she can still handle it with ease if she really wants to do this kind of thing. It's not that she hasn't given a speech before, she has given a "speech" in front of people all over the world...

Eh?Mo Sheng's thoughts suddenly stopped, to give a speech in front of the whole world?How could she have such an idea?This is ridiculous.Not to mention anything else, does she have the ability to give a speech in front of people all over the world?It's strange to think of that.

Maybe it's because she's too tired recently to confuse the things in her dreams with reality, she thinks so.

Mo Sheng used her spare time to write speeches. She wrote the speech very quickly. After all, she was an amateur writer, but she encountered problems when she was rehearsing.

"Oh my God, there must be an emotional speech." She rested her forehead and sighed helplessly after reciting a paragraph, "What's the feeling of reading the text like this? Who can inspire enthusiasm for learning after hearing it."

In fact, it's not just the feeling of memorizing the text, she can feel that she seems to be satirizing something when she talks about it - her expression and demeanor.

But obviously this speech was motivating, and the teacher said she couldn't bear to see such an expression. Who knows why she went to the speech reflexively to be sarcastic, and she had no similar experience before.

Anyway, after various efforts and adjustments, Mo Sheng finally made the speech effect reach the level he was satisfied with.

graduation.

"Learning is not just for...so, we can say, life is in your own hands!"

"The ocean of stars is waiting for us!"

After Mo Sheng finished speaking the last sentence, he bowed, and then thunderous applause rang out, which took a long time to subside.

After she stepped down, many people surrounded her, and the first one was the teacher.

"The speech is very good. I should have asked you to give more speeches before." The teacher patted Mo Sheng on the shoulder with a smile on his face. Students who are not good at English can set a good example, and I can use your example to speak for several years."

"Ha, the way of learning is something that suits you. I just said a little bit about what suits me." Mo Sheng said with a smile.

She doesn't have any learning methods. If she wants to get an excellent grade in a subject, she just needs to do the questions and memorize the knowledge points that she doesn't know. The rest are all external manifestations. It's hard to understand everything live.

And the improvement of her English has little to do with her method, she improved because she had to speak English...

Wait, something is wrong again, where does she have to speak English?Think about it again... Well, it seems that it is difficult to communicate without speaking English, but there are no foreigners around her?She goes abroad every year, but that's just staying with her parents, and she doesn't need to communicate at all. Besides, it's not like she can't speak simple conversations, and her English is not that bad.

It's really strange, now that there is no pressure in the communication, when can I say the level of a few professional terms...

"Hey Mo Sheng." Lu Nian suddenly called out, waking Mo Sheng out of his thoughts, "What are you thinking? The teacher has already left, sit down quickly, or the people behind will say that you are in the way." Out of sight."

"Oh." Mo Sheng replied, following Lu Nian's movements, he sat in his seat and watched others speak on stage.

"What you said just now is very exciting." Lu Nian said happily from the side, his eyes were full of excitement, "I was so excited when I heard it, and my blood was boiling! I want to call my Sheng'er!"

"Thank you." Mo Sheng smiled at Lu Nian, "I'm also very happy to be liked."

Lu Nian also smiled. She patted Mo Sheng on the shoulder and said something, but Mo Sheng suddenly couldn't hear clearly.

She felt nothing but great sadness and guilt—

Sadness and guilt towards Lu Nian.

That kind of extremely strong emotion would swallow her up, she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry because of the great sadness.

Or the tears have long been shed.

The girl's changed expression was naturally noticed by Lu Nian. Seeing Mo Sheng's uneasy expression, she asked with concern, "Are you feeling unwell?"

"No." Mo Sheng shook his head, and smiled to reassure Lu Nian, "It's just..."

It's just that the negative emotional impact was too strong for her to bear for a while.

She didn't understand why she felt sad when she saw Lu Nian laughing, and felt guilty, as if she had done something to Lu Nian that made her very, very regretful.

"I just felt so guilty towards you all of a sudden." Mo Sheng still expressed his feelings.

After hearing this, Lu Nian laughed even happier: "What's wrong? What have you done to offend me? If there is anything, hurry up and tell the truth, otherwise—"

She made a gesture of wiping her neck with a knife, and the playful threat was obvious.

"I don't remember." Mo Sheng answered seriously.

Because she was sure that she would never do anything that would make her feel so sad. Lu Nian was her best friend, and she would never hurt her.

"But maybe I forgot something."

"If there is such a thing, there must be one of us who has a memory, otherwise there will be no memory." Lu Nian also followed Mo Sheng's train of thought, and squeezed Mo Sheng's arm, "After all, look, what do I have? Is it different? Am I being influenced by something external?"

"No." Mo Sheng shook his head.

"I'm still here, what do you want to do with these things?"

"So let's watch the graduation ceremony." Lu Nian changed the subject, put his arms around Mo Sheng, and smiled happily, "Come on, it's just my favorite part, let's watch together."

"Yeah." Mo Sheng also agreed with a smile, getting rid of those unclear feelings, and watched the graduation ceremony seriously.

The process of the graduation ceremony is nothing less than that. They have also seen the graduation ceremony of the previous senior year, so they know roughly what is going on.

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