The whole world is taking my CP wrong

It's raining in Beijing.

The power center of this great prosperous dynasty is located in the northeast. There are many snowy days, but not many rainy days. Now it is raining, and it doesn't mean to stop for a while.

Jin Ziwan left Xie Guining's study room, the raindrops hit his face like silk, but he didn't notice it, just walked out numbly.

The boss of the Xie Mansion rushed out with an oil-paper umbrella and wanted to hand it to him, but Jin Ziwan looked down at the umbrella and passed him by indifferently.

The boss has been a servant in the Xie Mansion all his life. Although he doesn't know the truth, he knows Jin Ziwan's face that is exactly the same as Yu Linglong's? He can guess it more or less.He watched the red figure being submerged step by step in the dark night, and shook his head.

"A sin..."

……

It's already midnight, and Jin Ziwan hasn't come back yet.

Gu Zhaohong's heart sank, although he knew that he didn't know anything now? Sheng Xiyun wouldn't be true? What did he do to Jin Ziwan? But? He still couldn't help thinking about it.

He has high martial arts skills, and his hearing is naturally good. He heard the panicked voice of the guards at the gate of the Governor's Mansion: "Master! You——"

The following words stopped abruptly, presumably it was Jin Ziwan who restrained him.

Gu Zhaohong stood up suddenly, and rushed out of the door with big strides. At the place where the second door of Governor's Mansion entered, he saw Jin Ziwan approaching him.

His? Wanwan's complexion was pale, almost whiter than the bright moon in the sky. The rain slanted down from the sky, and his black hair was wet, and the wet hair stuck to the side of his face, making him look It looks like a kitten soaked in rain, fragile and vulnerable.

Gu Zhaohong looked at him, his heart was about to break.

Jin Ziwan stopped a step away from Gu Zhaohong, his pale lips were moving, before he could say anything, Gu Zhaohong strode up and rubbed him into his arms, almost rubbing him into his flesh and blood. middle.

Here is the shelter from the wind.

Jin Jinwan closed his eyes.

……

Gu Zhaohong asked someone to boil hot water, and asked Jin Ziwan to soak in it to dispel the cold. He was originally weak, but he managed to recuperate a little bit, so he couldn't stand such a toss.

Jin Ziwan obediently sat in the steaming wooden barrel, and the steam rose up, steaming his pale face to some blood. Gu Zhaohong sat outside the barrel, gently helping him wash his hair, listening to him The grievances and grievances of the previous generation unfolded, and the more I listened, the more frightened I became, and the more I listened, the more distressed I became.

Jin Ziwan was tired, even though he had thousands of grievances, he didn't want to say any more, he just wanted to be gently cared for by Gu Zhaohong, forgetting all about the past.

He leaned back, put his head on Gu Zhaohong's hand, and said sullenly: "Xie Guining said that my mother left me a letter, but I don't want to read it."

Gu Zhaohong said softly: "Since your mother told Xie Guining that she was ashamed of you, she must write some in the letter."

"What about being ashamed, or not? So what about being ashamed." Jin Ziwan said indifferently, "She has already made her choice, and she has also made a choice for me."

Gu Zhaohong tenderly touched his white jade-like face with his fingertips lovingly: "If you want to see it, we'll see it, if you don't want to see it, then we won't."

Jin Ziwan rubbed his palm, just now he said that he was ruthless, but he was still hesitating in his heart.

He also wanted to open that letter and see for himself what Xie Yulong, who was ashamed of him, would say to him.

Like Xie Guining, will you say the mistake of being 23 years late?

Because of this, after standing up from the bathtub, Jin Jinwan was wearing a robe and his hair was still wet? He looked at the mahogany box on the table and fell into a stalemate for a while.

Gu Zhaohong asked someone to bring a clean handkerchief. Seeing him like this, he felt a little helpless: "If you want to see it, just watch it. After all, it's your own mother, not a scourge."

Jin Ziwan took a deep breath, and then reached for the old mahogany box. Gu Zhaohong saw his hands trembling slightly.

There was a small silver lock on the box, but no key.

Gu Zhaohong bent down, stretched out his hand to pinch the lock, and asked softly, "Are you sure?"

Jin Ziwan nodded with dry lips.

Gu Zhaohong squeezed lightly with two fingers, and the silver lock instantly turned into silver flakes. He opened the mahogany box, and inside lay a letter and a walking stick.

Jin Ziwan reached out to pick up the letter, opened it, and began to read the letter written by Xie Yulong word by word with lowered eyes.

The letter was not long, only three pages, and it didn't take long to read it, but Jin Jinwan remained silent for a long time.

At the age of 16, Xie Yulong secretly went down to Jiemeng Villa in Qiushi and traveled all the way to the capital.In the capital, a woman disguised herself as a man to go shopping in a flower building, and was recognized by a dude who was molesting her hands and feet. She immediately hit him and broke the leg of the dude, but she never thought that the dude had a master of the rivers and lakes as a bodyguard , she was defeated and was chased all the way to the street, so she got into Xie Yinglu's sedan chair in such a panic.

Xie Yinglu was taken aback by Xie Yulong who was holding a knife. Seeing her fierce expression but clear eyes, her heart softened, and she immediately covered her up. After all, how dare a dude offend the daughter of the prime minister.Xie Yinglu took her to the Xie Mansion, and then it was carefree? Time, Xie Yinglu painted for her, taught her to play the piano and write poems, she told Xie Yinglu about swords, lights, swords and rain in the martial arts, and showed her how to dance swords, Xie Yulong's temper Not good, but Xie Yinglu never gets angry with her, only smiles at her, gives her a walk, and writes a poem for her.

——The remnant fireflies live in the jade dew, and the early geese blow the Jinhe [1].

All dreams collapsed at the royal banquet that year.

Xie Yinglu fell in love with Sheng Xilin at first sight, but Xie Yulong felt that he was too ambitious, and the word "love" could not move him, but Xie Yinglu fell into the pool of love and could never get out again.Originally, it would have been fine if this was the case, but who would have thought that once the situation changed, Xie Yinglu would be forced into the palace.

Can't Xie Yulong see? She was tortured like this, and she ran three thousand miles at night to return to Jiemeng Mountain Villa, stole the elixir and returned the dream soul, and asked Xie Yinglu to fake her death, and then take her to roam the world freely, but Xie Yinglu said that she could not because of the Xie family.Xie Yulong had a big fight with her, but finally accompanied her into the palace.

She watched Xie Yinglu transform from a gentle and innocent girl in the boudoir to a cold and ruthless concubine Zhen in the deep palace, and the years when they would never go back, gradually hated everyone, the first emperor, Sheng Xilin, the Xie family...everyone.So when Xie Yinglu paranoidly wanted a child with Sheng Xilin, Xie Yulong made a choice that changed many lives.

She hated the former emperor, knowing that Xie Yinglu and Sheng Xilin were in love, but she insisted on forcing Xie Yinglu into the palace as a concubine, and she didn't treat her wholeheartedly, she could be hooked with a little seduction;

She hated Sheng Xilin, which made Xie Yinglu tempted, and gave her a vow to stay together for life, but she didn't dare to fight against the late emperor for her;

She hated the Xie family, for the sake of the so-called high family status, she was able to send her daughter into a cage that could eat people without blinking an eye;

She hated herself, why couldn't she just get out of the way and leave.

After Xie Yinglu died, her hatred deepened.

Because she hated the first emperor, she wanted the first emperor to know before his death that his throne would eventually fall on his son and the son of his concubine; because she hated Sheng Xilin, she wanted Sheng Xilin to die on her own. ? In the hands of his own son.

And she never really, even for a moment, regarded Jin Jinwan as her child.

Every time she sees Jin Ziwan, she can think of the former emperor, and endless hatred grows like weeds in her heart. She repeatedly emphasizes that Jin Ziwan should risk his life for Sheng Xiyun and be his A dog at the foot and a knife in his hand are all for the pleasure of revenge that has been twisted in his heart.

On the three pages of letter paper, there are only two sentences about his golden age?.

——You and I have a shallow relationship between mother and child. If there is an afterlife, don't read it again.

——I, Xie Yulong, have been ashamed of you in this life, but? I have never regretted it.

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Note [1]: Remnant fireflies live in jade dew, early geese blow Jinhe, from Xu Hun's "Three Poems of Early Autumn"