The whole world is taking my CP wrong

"I don't know how much my mother owes? A big kindness," Jin Ziwan shook his head, "but it cost me my whole life."

"Do you think I'm selfish?" Gu Zhaohong asked suddenly.

Jin Ziwan was startled: "Why do you ask such a question suddenly?"

Gu Zhaohong: "You just answer."

Jin Ziwan smiled, deliberately teasing him: "Gu Shaoxia Gao Yi, who dares to say that you are selfish?"

Gu Zhaohong didn't smile much: "Wrong, I'm very selfish."

Jin Ziwan smiled and looked up at him slightly.

"I haven't been like this since I was a child." The room was a bit stuffy, Gu Zhaohong reached out and pushed the window open a small crack, and then used his back to block the gap, so as not to blow the golden night.

"When I was young, I was paranoid and stubborn. If it was my thing, no one else could touch it. If it was something I wanted, there would be no way I couldn't get it. The truth is that the person I like also needs to be in my? It's under control." Gu Zhaohong's voice was light, "My parents were worried that I would go astray because of my over-stressed thoughts, so they taught me the "inner strength method" of Zhiyang Meditation, and always told Mr. to teach me ? Words and deeds have turned me around."

Jin Ziwan was already taken aback by this, he? Although he could see that Gu Zhaohong looked gentle and gentle, he was actually ambitious and had nothing to do with himself? Indifferent, not completely? A bad guy, but he never thought that this is him? The original? Look.

"Now I'm used to being gentle and sincere to others, but deep down, I'm still the selfish? Selfish person I was when I was young."

He looked at Jin Ziwan without blinking. Jin Ziwan only felt that his soul was about to be sucked in by his deep eyes: "My instinct is howling day and night. You want me to control you, so that you only see me, you are happy for me, angry for me, and even hurt for me."

Jin Ziwan looked at them, as if meeting them for the first time.

"But I have you in my heart, and I am willing to cherish and love you," Gu Zhaohong smiled, "I know you don't like to be bound by others, so you just want to be a considerate? lover, but in my heart, I am still selfish. "

Gu Zhaohong cut himself open and showed them all the internal organs and soul.

"I am Feng Qiding's Young Master? I am the best candidate for the next martial arts leader. I am praised by everyone. Hero of the Righteous Way. If I am selfish and selfish," Gu Zhaohong leaned closer to him He whispered on their lips, "Then you can also be selfish. If you don't want to do it, then don't do it. If you don't like it, then just walk away."

He stretched out his hand and stroked Jin Jinwan's cheek fondly, looking at him, subconsciously following him like a kitten in the direction of his palm: "No matter how great? Kindness, you will treat him? It is enough to repay the throne, and to grind myself so far for them.”

Jin Jinwan’s warm palms on his cheeks, the familiar breath of his lips and teeth in his breath, and the words they have never heard in the past 22 years, just feel His eyes and sockets became hot, he hurriedly lowered his face, and a few drops of water dripped onto the bright yellow silk paper on the table.

They have been practicing martial arts and writing under the strict guidance of their mother since they were eight years old. They entered the palace at the age of ten and became a shadow of Sheng Xiyun. He has never tasted the love of an ordinary person's father and mother, but that of a friend. They have never had a sincere friendship. Since the invention of the incident, the most common sentence they have heard is to repay a kindness. A dog does not need to have its own likes and dislikes until death Fangxiu.

No one has ever told him that you are free to do it yourself, if you don't want to do it, you don't do it, you can also get out, because you have enough to repay.

Sheng Xiyun is ungrateful and ungrateful, and treats him like a knife to seize the heir; He is regarded as the best tool; although Lu Duoyu is sincere to him, but in court, no one is a courtier, after all, it is a pair of involuntary eyes.But there is only one person, Gu Zhaohong, who is deeply affectionate. To Gu Zhaohong, they have no other meanings other than being a loved one.

Gu Zhaohong raised his chin, and saw that those unparalleled eyes were now filled with mist, which flowed out drop by drop, like an untimely rain in the mist. When it rains, nothing can be done. ? Melted.

He took his sweetheart into his arms, and kissed away the tears on his face drop by drop.

Jin Ziwan shed a few tears, his eyes were slightly red, and he murmured: "Ask me if I would like to leave."

Gu Zhaohong was startled: "...what?"

Jin Ziwan was stubborn: "You ask me."

Gu Zhaohong's heart skipped a beat, and he held his face in his arms without blinking: "You get out and walk with me, okay?"

Jin Ziwan smiled, tears still in his eyes, but his smile was astonishing: "Okay."

When this matter is over, I will leave with you, regardless of the grievances and grievances of the past life and the present life.

All? Never mind.

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When both of them calmed down, Governor Jin felt a little embarrassed. He had never cried since he was ten years old, and even after Xie Yulong died, he was just relieved without a single tear in his eyes.

Some of them didn't dare to look at Zhaohong, so they lowered their heads to conceal and look at the imperial decree, but they frowned.

Unlike them, Gu Zhaohong looked at him with all eyes. He frowned, Gu Zhaohong naturally noticed, and asked aloud, "What's wrong?"

Jin Ziwan took the candle lamp and approached the imperial decree, a small piece was wet by their tears just now, and a few words were smothered.

He looked at it, picked up the imperial decree and looked at it through the light, and put it down after a while, firmly saying: "This is definitely not from Shengxiyun? The imperial decree!"

Gu Zhaohong raised his eyebrows: "Why are you so sure?"

Jin Ziwan put down a stone in his heart, and explained to Gu Zhaohong: "The imperial edicts promulgated today are all written by a... chief manager in the palace, sealed with a jade seal, and then sent to the Ministry of Education," he was vague After a while, Gu Zhaohong didn't ask further, "I know Jingmo's? handwriting. Although it looks exactly the same as theirs? handwriting, it's actually imitated."

"How did you see that?"

Jin Ziwan pointed to the Beijing character blurred by his eyes and tears: "Jingmo is used to not writing the hook edge when writing the Beijing character, but only turning around two dots, but look at the capital city of Beijing, the hook edge is sharp , it must not be Jing Mo's handwriting!"

Gu Zhaohong took a closer look, and it was indeed true.

Jin Ziwan closed the imperial decree and pondered: "I heard the people on the beach say that this time someone from the palace picked a good family son. If he can be recognized as a man from the palace at a glance, then it must be eunuch."

"Indeed, if it's a female official, maid or bodyguard, it won't be convincing enough, but if it's a eunuch," Gu Zhaohong nodded, "the identity of the palace people is easy to win people's trust."

"It's just that Jingmo was favored to serve personally in front of Shengxi Yunyu, it's just a matter of two years," Jin Ziwan's plain white fingers rolled up the so-called imperial edict, "Can you... Eighty to ninety percent of his handwriting is imitated, so it must be someone close to them."

Gu Zhaohong was leaning against the window, and the breeze came in, gently blowing the hair on his cheeks, and he asked, "Then what are you going to do next?"

Jin Ziwan pondered: "I asked someone to send an urgent letter to Jingzhong to see if anyone has heard of this matter? Rumor."

"At the same time, if you and I went to the city tomorrow to ask people whose daughters were sent on board," Gu Zhaohong suggested, "see if there are any clues?"

"It's also a good idea."

Jin Jinwan agrees, just? But...

He had a smile on his face, and he was rather narrow-minded: "Why are you so concerned about the imperial court's affairs?"

Gu Zhaohong stretched out his hand to hug him, squeezed his chin and kissed him: "The sooner it ends, the sooner you can abandon everything and follow me."

It's a man, who can? Take it easy.

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Lord Jin's crying makes people's hearts melt

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The first day I entered v yesterday, thank you for your support! ! ! !Let me buy a cup of succulent grapes to drink! ! (Although I posted ten yuan upside down, hahahaha)

After I returned to China, I felt like a countryman entering the city. When I paid, I asked the clerk if I could swipe my card. When she asked me to swipe my face to pay without looking up, I felt the mood of Grandma Liu (.

@英国Can you learn from us, you can't do anything in one day, nothing! !Pooh! !

Finally, little angels, please stop updating for one day on Sunday night, and update at [-]:[-] pm on Monday, adding three more chapters!

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