Undying Body

"When was your first time?" Du Shaoyan looked at the lamp on the top of the room, as if talking to himself.

Chang Sheng sat beside him and replied, "I forgot, it's been too long."

Ever since Chang Sheng helped Du Shaoyan wash the sheets, the relationship between the two has become closer. Master Du called Chang Sheng every night, and he had to sit by the side when doing homework.

Du Shaoyan persisted: "Think about it, older than me is younger than me."

Chang Sheng couldn't think of it: "It must be older than you. I was always in poor health when I was young, and my development was delayed."

"Oh." Du Shaoyan asked again after a while: "Then when was the first time you had sex with a woman?"

Chang Sheng was taken aback, he didn't want to talk about such a blunt topic.Since the last time, young master Du in puberty has obviously become more interested in sex. He has a bad relationship with his brother, and his father is busy with work. Disappointed, he replied vaguely: "When you get married."

Du Shaoyan was like discovering a new world: "Ah? So you got rid of your virginity only after getting married. You are too innocent!"

Chang Sheng blushed.

When Du Shaoyan saw him blushing, he wanted to tease him: "How does it feel for the first time?"

"..."

"How did you solve it before?"

"..."

"Left or right hand?"

"..."

"Don't keep talking."

"..."

"You really look like a girl when you blush." ​​As Du Shaoyan said, he stretched out his hand involuntarily, caressing Chang Sheng's face.

Chang Sheng was taken aback by him, and stepped back a little: "Don't..."

"We are all men, why are you so shy?" Du Shaoyan moved closer: "You already know my secret, shouldn't I know yours too, otherwise it would be unfair."

Because of the closeness, his voice was very soft, sounding almost gentle, Chang Sheng shook his head: "Don't ask those, I don't remember..."

Du Shaoyan approached again: "This is boring..."

He suddenly found that the two were too close, and he could kiss him any closer.

Young Master Du absolutely didn't want to kiss a man, even if he looked soft and easy to pinch, he stepped back and said, "Forget it, you always remember it in the acrobatic troupe, how did you solve it?"

Chang Sheng was really ashamed to answer this kind of question, Du Shaoyan kept pestering him: "Say it quickly, be good."

Chang Sheng looked up in shock, he was actually coaxed by a child with such a tone.

Du Shaoyan supported Chang Sheng's chin with his fingers: "Speak quickly, be obedient."

"...I haven't for many years..." Chang Sheng finally spoke.

"what?"

Chang Sheng lowered his head: "I'm used to being alone."

Du Shaoyan refused to believe it: "Could it be that you can't even solve it yourself?"

Chang Sheng shook his head slightly, he didn't lie, too many long years, he seems to have forgotten a lot of things that a man should do, he has no desire, so he has no need, he really doesn't need...

His thinking was interrupted here, because Du Shaoyan suddenly grabbed his lower body, and the young man said frivolously, "I don't believe it!"

Chang Sheng's body trembled violently, no one had touched that part for so long that he felt strangely unfamiliar.

He struggled instinctively, but Du Shaoyan immediately held him down: "Don't move."

Often unable to move, Du Shaoyan pressed his hand on a certain part of him and rubbed it without skill. He felt scared, and besides that, he was also inexplicably emotional, so that he couldn't restrain himself.

"It's so strange..." Du Shaoyan stopped his movements, and he looked at Chang Sheng's still flat pants: "My classmate and I started to masturbate after playing around, why... are you really old?"

He looked at Chang Sheng's face, his face was already blushing, Du Shaoyan felt that the corners of his eyes were wet and he looked like he was about to cry, he thought he was joking too much, so he let go of his hand immediately: "Ah, I was just joking."

Chang Sheng couldn't speak, he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would make a strange sound.

Du Shaoyan was even more surprised: "What's wrong with you?"

Chang Sheng supported the table and stood up, his body trembling slightly, he turned around and tried to leave, but he only felt his legs and feet were weak, Du Shaoyan saw that he was tottering and feared that he would fall, so he naturally hugged him by the shoulder: "Do you want to call the doctor to see?" ?” At this moment, he saw that the man's lower body bulged slightly.

"Oh..." Du Shaoyan dragged his tone: "I understand, you are not unresponsive or slow to react, it's okay, just roll it out."

Chang Sheng tried his best to shake his head. He wanted to refuse, but when he opened his mouth a little, he heard himself let out a slight groan.

Du Shaoyan raised his head, as if he had discovered a new world: "Ah, your voice is so nice."

Chang Sheng's face was flushed, and he didn't say anything to refute at all.

Du Shaoyan felt mischievous, and induced: "Call again."

Chang Sheng backed away, and Du Shaoyan put his arms around his waist: "Don't be afraid, this is normal." He said as he pulled the zipper of the man's pants and took out the swollen organ.

Chang Sheng was about to cry, and his body was weak. He didn't expect to react like this after a long time.

"It's not big." Du Shaoyan said to himself, and pushed Chang Sheng to the bed behind him: "Get it out, just get it out."

Chang Sheng refused, and wanted to get up as soon as his body touched the bed. Du Shaoyan also climbed onto the bed and held him by the shoulder: "Why are you shy? It doesn't matter."

"Do not……"

The front of the avatar overflowed with crystal drops of water, trembling slightly, Du Shaoyan said with a smile: "Is that the case?" He suddenly stretched out his hand to hold his avatar: "How about this?"

He moved up and down, and Chang Sheng immediately couldn't help crying: "Ah..." He immediately bit his lip.

"It sounds good!"

Du Shaoyan teased Chang Sheng's front end, causing him to moan erotically. Chang Sheng tried desperately to hold back, but his body didn't look like his own. He heard his own voice, shameful and lewd, but he couldn't control it.

Fortunately, it didn't last too long, and soon he ejaculated.

Du Shaoyan still couldn't finish it, and shook his head while wiping with a facial tissue: "The time is too short."

In his opinion, this is just a game, but...Chang Sheng closed his eyes, and all his thoughts for a moment were to leave here forever and leave this wicked boy with an incomparably bright smile.

"It seems that you haven't done it for a long time, it's so thick." Du Shaoyan was still commenting.

Chang Sheng stood up abruptly, he tidied his clothes indiscriminately, and rushed out of the room.

"Hey..." Seeing him running out quickly, Du Shaoyan just remembered to stop him and forget it. It was just a joke, so why are you serious? Being able to masturbate together means that it is good not to treat him as an outsider.

Young Master Du threw away the facial tissue, hummed a little tune and stood up. His avatar has been hard for a long time, and he has to get it out quickly. It's a bit strange that he used to have to masturbate to be hard, but today he would harden himself if he didn't masturbate ?

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The next morning, Du Shaoyan was sitting at the dining table eating breakfast as usual. He drank milk and secretly looked at Chang Sheng on the table beside him.

The man's expression looked the same as before, but there were dark shadows under the eyes.

Sister Mei asked, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

"It's okay." Chang Sheng lowered his head and slowly ate the porridge in front of him.

Sister Mei said kindly: "Seeing that you are not in good spirits, do you want a doctor to see you? Dr. Chen just happened to come for a physical examination today."

"No need," Chang Sheng shook his head, "It's fine."

Du Shaoyan listened to them with his ears upright, and slowed down his eating movements.

Du Shaobo sneered: "Eavesdropping early in the morning."

"Never mind your business." Du Shaoyan retorted.

The morning debate begins.

After breakfast, the two young masters took two cars to go to school. Du Shaoyan deliberately walked slowly. When he left the yard, Chang Sheng was sweeping the fallen leaves on the cobblestone road with a broom. He walked over slowly: "Hello."

As soon as Chang Sheng heard his voice, he immediately backed away as if frightened.

Du Shaoyan grabbed the handle of the broom in his hand: "Are you hiding from me?"

"Let go, young master." Chang Sheng said in a low voice.

"Angry?" Du Shaoyan held on to the handle, "It's just a joke."

"It's not fun at all." Although Chang Sheng's voice was very low, he was firm: "Let go."

"No, why don't you!" Du Shaoyan argued with him, "I treat you as my own..."

"Then please don't treat me as your own, young master." The man's expression didn't mean to be joking at all.

Du Shaoyan let go of the handle of the broom and said harshly, "Shame on you!" He turned his head and left after speaking.

Chang Sheng continued to bury his head in sweeping the floor, he didn't want to think about this boy at all, any little thing reminded him of the shame of last night again.

He would actually make such a strange sound in front of him and shoot it uncontrollably in his hand, he just felt ashamed.

Where have I read all the sage books since I was a child, where are the teachings of those sages, and the days when I thought I had no desires and desires for so many years have become as misty as a translucent mist, and I am actually such a person.He had a wife before, but they treated each other with courtesy and respect, how could he do such a shameless thing, and it was still with a man.

He really couldn't sleep the whole night last night, besides the guilt and shame that eroded like a hollow in his heart, he also decided on one thing.

Leaving is not a new thing for him. In the past many years, he has left familiar places and familiar people more than once. He will not stay in one place for too long. He is used to wandering and wandering.

He was waiting for Du Shoucheng and Ruan Mingsha in the living room, but he didn't wait for them to come downstairs after waiting for a long time.

He found Miss Mei: "Aren't Mr. and Mrs. at home?"

"Sir, the plane flew to the United States last night, Madam is with him." Sister Mei was doing the task at hand: "Do you have anything to do?"

"No."

Chang Sheng returned to the room, he had nothing to clean up, if he wanted to, he could leave at any time.

He looked around the room where he lived for several months. A few months were too short in his life, but he felt a little bit reluctant.He was even a little afraid of the wandering life he would face again soon.

He feels that he does not belong to this time and space, so he deliberately avoids too many close contacts with outsiders. In this time and space, he has no relatives, no friends, no wife and children, and no one who can let him talk freely.

He is like a person who stays alone in the long river of time. Everything around him has disappeared with the flow of history, leaving only himself, hesitantly looking at the ever-changing and rapidly changing world around him.

Chang Sheng put the envelope that Ruan Mingsha gave him before on the table. He turned around and saw the phone on the wall.

He suddenly remembered that there was another person.

That person has been with him for ten years, getting along with him day and night, kind and magnanimous, careful and considerate, and he is clear about his privacy but does not probe into it.

Chang Sheng still remembered the mobile phone number Wu Shang gave him when he separated from him. He hesitated for a moment, went to the phone and dialed the string of numbers.

There was only an empty voice waiting to be answered on the phone line, and Chang Sheng was suddenly a little scared. Wu Shang said that he would go back to his hometown, has he changed his mobile phone number?

Fortunately, the other end quickly picked up, and Wu Shang's voice was as hearty as before: "Hello."

Chang Sheng held the microphone, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Wu Shang said tentatively, "Are you Chang Sheng?"

Chang Sheng was silent, and whispered for a while, "How do you know?"

"You finally thought of calling me?!" Wu Shang didn't answer his question, and his tone seemed to be reprimanding: "Once we are separated from you, you won't make a sound, can't you even make a phone call to report your safety? Fortunately, I can do it." The new account and the old account are also used, otherwise our ten-year friendship will be broken!"

"……sorry."

Wu Shang's tone softened: "Stop apologizing, how have you been these few months?"

"pretty good."

Wu Shang's tone was a bit aggressive: "Don't lie, you can hear it as soon as you hear it, have you been bullied?"

"No, it's really good." Chang Sheng paused for a while and said, "I just feel that I'm still not used to life in a big city. Some people say strange things, and some people do strange things..."

He stopped talking, not knowing how to express it.

Wu Shang waited patiently on the other end of the phone without urging him.

Chang Sheng thought for a while: "I..."

Suddenly the phone rang, and Wu Shang said on the other end: "I'm sorry, I have a very important call to answer now, I'll call you tonight, what's your number?"

Chang Sheng saw the phone number and extension number on the inside of the handset, so he called them out.

"Okay, I'll call you at night," Wu Shang said, "Actually, you can come to me and talk about it at night." He hung up the phone in a hurry.