Undying Body

When Du Shaoyan came home from school, he was still thinking about what happened last night when he went upstairs. He felt that Chang Sheng didn't give him face, so he told him to leave in person, and closed the door vigorously before he finished speaking.But it would be a lie to say I didn't feel it.

In fact, as soon as Chang Sheng entered the room, he went to the bathroom to get it out by himself. He didn't understand why he had such a big reaction, but he seemed to understand a little bit.

So much so that I didn’t have a good day in class today and kept thinking about this question. Being interested in a man is obviously not a characteristic of a straight man. Could it be that I am not a straight man anymore?

Du Shaoyan couldn't accept this fact. He obviously liked Angela who was like an angel. Even if he lost interest later on, he wouldn't transfer his interest to a man.

Chang Sheng was very kind to him, but at best, it was absolutely impossible for him to agree with him with his own body. But then again, I had already lost my virginity once, and I forced him... Du Shaoyan did it too. Not understanding his own thoughts, he had already reached the door of the house. He took out the key to open the door, and said habitually, "I'm back."

No one answered him, the room was pitch dark, and the lights were not turned on.

Impossible, at this point Chang Sheng should have already prepared dinner and waited for him!Du Shaoyan turned on the light, the living room was empty, and the dining table was flat.

"Chang Sheng." Du Shaoyan called out.

Still no answer.

Du Shaoyan became anxious: "Chang Sheng! Chang Sheng!" He ran into the house without changing his shoes, in the kitchen, no, in the master bedroom, no, in the second bedroom, no, in the bathroom, no, on the balcony, in the closet, no.

"Where did he go!" Du Shaoyan was in a hurry, and suddenly a bad omen appeared in his mind, it couldn't be that he was angry yesterday and ran away today!

ah!So what to do!The young man from the Du family lost his mind for a moment, then he immediately sobered up, go out and look for it!The ends of the earth cannot let him really leave!

Du Shaoyan didn't even have time to put down his schoolbag, so he turned off the lights, locked the door and rushed down the stairs.

-

Chang Sheng was in a good mood, and finally found a job, and it was his favorite calligraphy. That man, Mr. You from the calligraphy classroom, had been discussing with him for a long time after he had finalized his work, which made him feel like a bosom friend. So emotional that I forgot the time.

When he walked out of the store, he realized that it was already past seven o'clock in the evening, what a pity!That kid must be hungry at home!Chang Sheng hurriedly waited for the bus to go home. After waiting for 3 minutes, he decided to take a taxi. He was really infected by the young master and couldn't wait for the bus... He hurriedly stopped a taxi and rushed home.

Fortunately, the calligraphy classroom was not too far from home, and Chang Sheng arrived home soon. He walked upstairs quickly and opened the door.

The lights were not turned on at home, so there should be no one there.Chang Sheng froze for a moment, turned on the light, and under the light, the room was empty.

"Master." Chang Sheng temporarily put aside the grievances of last night, and called out tentatively.

No one answered.

If it was normal, you would be home from school long ago, why haven't you come back yet?Chang Sheng changed his shoes and searched around the house. It is impossible for a living person to miss him. He soon discovered that Du Shaoyan was not at home.

It might be a school make-up class, or a traffic jam, Chang Sheng comforted, and he decided to make dinner first.

-

Du Shaoyan didn't know where Chang Sheng would go. He searched downstairs and in the supermarket, but found nothing. There were only a few places Chang Sheng would go to. Did he really leave?Du Shaoyan felt that his back was sweating, no way, what should he do if he really left!

I knew I shouldn't have done the unlucky experiment last night, which angered Chang Sheng, but is there any need to be so angry about that experiment? Everyone is straight... Du Shaoyan felt guilty while looking around for Chang Sheng, but he had already deviated from being straight. Chang Sheng is a straight man, because he was married to a wife, he was a straight man and he was raped by him, it was his fault.

Du Shaoyan ran to the bus stop to look for clues, and found that there was a bus going to the train station. Could it be that he left by train?Looking for that gay?Du Shaoyan was flustered for a while, why did he start to forget this, it's too bad, even if he wants to promise himself with his body, someone has already confessed his love in front of him, so how can it be done, no matter what method he uses, he can't let him go anyway!

Du Shaoyan made up his mind, just at this time a bus came to the train station, he jumped on the bus and decided to look for it at the train station.

-

When Chang Sheng was cooking, he was so restless that he almost cut his hand when cutting the meat. This was the first time in his long career of cooking alone. When he fried the dishes and brought them to the table, it was past eight o'clock. , Du Shaoyan has not come back yet.

Has the school made up lessons until now?Or is there a traffic jam on the road?Chang Sheng didn't have the heart to cook anymore, so he turned off the gas and sat at the dining table to wait.

The sky outside the window was completely dark, and the street lamps, street lamps, and car lights were brightly lit from the balcony.

When Du Shaoyan left home, he didn't take anything with him, even dropped his cell phone. If he had known that he should get a cell phone, he shouldn't always be thinking about saving money, so he could at least call him and ask him what happened... Chang Sheng suddenly felt something was wrong, maybe that woman from the Du family wanted to harm him!

After Du Shaoyan ran away from home, no one asked him, but it doesn't mean that the Du family let him go. Mr. Du is not in good health, maybe he changed his mind and wanted to take the young master back. The combination of Mrs. Aftermath... The young master was young and unsuspecting. Could it be that he was kidnapped by them again on the way home?And got killed by them?The more Chang Sheng thought about it, the more frightened he became, and he could no longer sit still.

He looked at the clock again, it was almost nine o'clock.

But he didn't know where to look for it, but he couldn't do nothing, so he stood up and decided to look for Du Shaoyan on the way back to school.

He closed the door and went downstairs.

-

The train station was crowded with people. Du Shaoyan searched desperately among the crowd. He found that finding someone was as difficult as finding a needle in a haystack. There were more than a dozen in the waiting hall alone. There was a layer of sweat on his face, and the sweat from his vest stuck to his body, making him restless.

He searched in various waiting halls, and suddenly he saw the back of a person at the ticket gate in the distance, who seemed to be Chang Sheng, and immediately ran over: "Don't go!"

The man didn't look back, but just handed the ticket in his hand to the ticket inspector.

"Don't go! I was wrong, I was wrong!" Du Shaoyan shouted loudly, pushing away the people around him and rushing over, grabbing the man's hand.

The man turned his head: "Who are you?"

The ticket inspector was checking the tickets, and he also took a step back: "What are you doing!"

Du Shaoyan was stunned, the man was obviously not Chang Sheng, he put down his hand, he was so disappointed that he forgot to even apologize, turned around and walked away silently.

At this time, he heard the sound of the station announcement on the radio station at the railway station, and he suddenly had an idea.

-

Chang Sheng walked around downstairs, but there was no sign of Du Shaoyan. Instead of taking the bus, he walked towards Du Shaoyan's school on foot. He kept looking at both sides of the road, trying his best to search.

The sea of ​​people is vast, cars come and go, and a person is too small.

What if he is really taken away by the Du family? Will they never have a chance to meet again... Chang Sheng suddenly felt flustered, what would he do if that boy disappeared from his life.

He had a lot, mother, father, brother, sister, family, wife, son, friends, colleagues, all lost again, they disappeared from his life one by one, never to be seen again.They were like boats drifting down a river, and he was on the bank, watching them approach and then move away.

He thought he was used to losing, to wandering, to being alone, but he was wrong.

He doesn't want to lose that boy, doesn't want to wander anymore, doesn't want to face a lonely and long life alone, he likes someone waiting for him to go home, likes to sleep in a fixed room, likes to have a noisy person in his life, these It was all given to him by that boy, if he lost...

The weakness that he hadn't felt for a long time approached him, and he felt deeply panicked.

He was so panicked that he could hardly stand up, but he still couldn't fall down, and he still wanted to go to him, maybe it wasn't as bad as he thought, maybe he was still in school, maybe he was caught in some trouble...

Chang Shengqiang cheered up and walked to Du Shaoyan's school with faint hope.

-

The announcer in the radio room was a young girl, she looked at Du Shaoyan: "Separated?"

"Yes, my friend and I got separated. Please make an announcement for me and tell him to come to the broadcasting room after he hears it."

The girl nodded: "Yes, what is his name, I will broadcast it now."

"He, um," Du Shaoyan thought for a while: "Well, let me speak for myself, he may be angry now and doesn't want to talk to me."

The girl suddenly realized: "Is it your girlfriend?"

Du Shaoyan didn't care to correct her: "Do me a favor, sister."

-

The school was dark and silent, the gate was closed, and school was already over.

The light in the small window of the guard room was still on. Chang Sheng walked over with his last hope. There was only one security guard on duty in the guard room. He looked at Chang Sheng suspiciously: "Are you looking for someone?"

Chang Sheng tried his best to calm down: "May I ask if any students are still there?"

"School is over early, and the door will be locked after five o'clock." The security guard replied fluently.

"Is there any more, a student named Du Shaoyan..." Chang Sheng didn't realize that his voice was hoarse.

"All the students have left and no one is still here."

Chang Sheng couldn't say anything, he felt his body couldn't support himself, so he just tightly grasped the doorknob of the guard room.

The security guard asked kindly: "Your child hasn't come home? How long have you been out? Did he get home by the way?"

Chang Sheng shook his head, it was impossible, he was paying attention to both sides of the road along the way, and it was impossible to pass him by, the security guard thought for a while: "You use my landline to call home, maybe you have already returned home It's over." He said and pushed the phone in front of him.

Chang Sheng looked at the receiver. He hoped that he missed it on the way. His hands were trembling, and he couldn't even hold the receiver firmly.

He dialed the phone at home, but there was only a monotonous ringtone on the line, and no one answered.

He dialed again.He listened to the ringtone, and only hoped that someone on the other side would pick up the phone and say to him: [Why haven't you come back yet? I'm starving to death! ] Even if it is a complaint, he is willing to hear his voice, at least it shows that he is safe.

The phone rang for a long time, but still no one answered.

He hung up the phone.The light in my heart seemed to be blown out by the wind.

The security guard couldn't bear it: "Don't worry, it's normal for a child to be outside, maybe he will go back when you go home..."

Chang Sheng suddenly picked up the microphone, he still had a last ray of hope.

-

The sweet voice of the female anchor resounded in each waiting room of the railway station: "Now we are broadcasting the missing persons announcement. There is an anxious Mr. Du Shaoyan in our radio room. He is eagerly looking forward to the return of his girlfriend. He has something to say." want to say."

Du Shaoyan grabbed the microphone: "Chang Sheng, come back quickly! I know I was wrong! I will never bully you again!"

The girl on the radio gave instructions: "You should tell her where you are waiting for her and tell her to come to you."

Du Shaoyan ignored her: "I won't let you go to other people, I will treat you well in the future, I will never do messy experiments again, and I won't get angry with you anymore, I won't force you to do what you don't want to do, Don't be angry with me, just understand me, okay?"

"How can you do this!" The girl said with a look of resentment: "You must be sincere to coax your girlfriend!"

Du Shaoyan continued: "Come back, I was wrong for not cherishing you before, I swear I will treat you well, don't leave me, you are me now..."

He stopped.

The girl tapped his shoulder: "What is she to you?"

"...you are now... the most important person to me."

His voice echoed throughout the train station.Someone raised his head and scolded the boyfriend next to him: "Look at how romantic it is to coax a girlfriend, and confess in front of tens of thousands of people, you should study hard."

-

Sister Mei answered the call, she was a little surprised: "Chang Sheng? Why did you call back? Where are you now? Why did you leave suddenly that day..."

Chang Sheng didn't have time to answer her, he asked directly: "Has the young master gone home?"

"Didn't he run away from home?" Mei Jie replied naturally.

"It's okay." Chang Sheng hung up the phone, turned around and walked out.

The security guard yelled: "You look very bad, are you okay?"

Chang Sheng didn't answer him, he walked back slowly, feeling as if all the strength in his body had been pulled away, and his last hope was also extinguished.

-

Du Shaoyan waited for a long time but no one came to the studio, the girl yawned: "It's almost eleven o'clock, I'm going to get off work, what do you do?"

"I want to find my girlfriend!" Du Shaoyan replied firmly.

"But I'm leaving, and the studio is also closed, why don't you wait outside?"

Du Shaoyan had no choice but to go out, and the girl closed the door and said, "What the hell did you do to this person? I don't even care about you for such an affectionate confession."

"I kissed him last night, and then said it was an experiment, that I didn't feel it."

"It's really scum."

Du Shaoyan sighed: "Actually, he is very kind to me, and he has saved me several times. I always said he would be kind to him but I never did. I'm afraid he won't want me this time..."

"It may not be as serious as you think," the girl helped him analyze: "I heard that she should pamper you very much. Even if she was very angry last night, she might not want to let you go. Besides, are you sure she must be at the train station?"

Du Shaoyan shook his head: "I don't know where he is either."

"That's right, it's also possible to leave in other ways at the bus station and airport, or to drink away your sorrows in a KTV bar, or..." Seeing that Du Shaoyan's face was getting paler, the girl stopped teasing him: "It's also possible to go back It’s not necessarily because I don’t forgive you for leaving.”

Du Shaoyan blinked: "Really!"

The girl smiled and said, "How will you know if you don't try it?"

"That's right! How could Chang Sheng treat me so well and leave? I raped him before and he forgave me. He must be waiting for me at home!" Du Shaoyan turned around and ran away.

-

Chang Sheng moved his steps towards home, he didn't know if that place could still be called home.

Even if he entered that house again, it would be dark and quiet inside, and there was no one worth waiting for.

That young man has sharp eyebrows and a willful and perverse temper. When he smiles, the whole world is bright sunshine. When he is silent, he looks sad. His arms are very strong and his lips are very warm. The boy is very tall. Gao, has been talking to him with his head down since he was 14 years old. He is usually eloquent and eloquent, but every time he is provoked, he is very anxious, his eyes are flustered, and he is afraid that he will leave.

But the boy was gone, like everyone else in his life.

-

Du Shaoyan was running fast, the wind was blowing the thick black hair on his forehead, he felt as if he was going to fly.

He has long legs, every step

Big, he didn't ride in a car and just ran with his legs because he felt he had to do something to calm some kind of urge in his chest.

Chang Sheng is kind to him, and he has been using this kindness all the time, with peace of mind.Relying on his kindness to him, he willfully treated him according to his own temperament.

Something was clear, and he didn't want to lie to himself anymore.

He ran faster and faster, the tall buildings in the city kept being left behind him, and passers-by all looked at the running boy.

-

It was very close to home, but Chang Sheng couldn't walk any longer. He could see the location of home when he looked up, but it was still dark there.

He should treat him better, he should know the truth of cherishing better than anyone else, why should he lose his temper with him, why can't he pamper him more, his life is only a few decades and he has lived for more than 600 years He will continue to live, why can't he try his best to accommodate him in his limited time... Chang Sheng lowered his head, and he supported the lamppost to support his body.

He wanted to be nice to him, he wanted desperately to be nice to him, just to get him back.

At this time, he felt a familiar breath.

Du Shaoyan suddenly saw a familiar figure not far in front of him, although he was far away, he recognized who it was at a glance.

I knew Chang Sheng would never leave me behind!

He shouted excitedly in his heart and rushed over quickly.

Chang Sheng raised his head, and he saw someone running towards him, but he couldn't see who it was, because his vision was all blurred by the color of water.

Du Shaoyan had already run over, and he hugged the weak man who was about to fall.

Chang Sheng couldn't speak, he tried his best to grab the hem of his shirt, he knew clearly that he could never let go of this boy.

Du Shaoyan hugged Chang Sheng tightly, he should say that I was wrong and don't leave me, but he couldn't say those irrelevant words.

The only thing that matters is that you are by my side.