thirty

Although Shi Lei always procrastinated and refused to come out to make himself very annoyed, but now he was preparing to come out, Shen Xian became nervous again, tossed and turned in the middle of the night, insomnia broke out, he raised his head slightly, propped his head with one hand, borrowed Looking at Shi Lei's sleeping face under the pale moonlight.

He is handsome, resolute, and has an undisguised gentleness towards himself. He loves work, lives seriously, and is filial to his parents. Does he really want to come out for himself?To bear the disappointed eyes of parents?

Shen Xian suddenly hesitated, raised his fingers to gently caress his handsome facial features through the air, from the thick black eyebrows, to the straight nose, to the slightly pursed stubborn lips, Shen Xian couldn't help lowering his head, and touched his fingertips With short curly hair, a kiss was placed on the forehead.

Since when did you really like him, be infatuated with him, fall in love with him?

At three o'clock in the morning, the entire lonely city fell into a deep sleep. There was a dim moonlight outside the window with the curtains slightly closed, and there was no sleepiness. Afraid of waking Shi Lei up and down, he tiptoed out of bed, casually picked up Shi Lei's shirt and put it on. In the body, walked out of the bedroom, sat on the bay window of the study and smoked.

Once they come out of the closet, the two have to face their parents together. If anyone backs down, it will be a desecration of their relationship. There is no marriage between the same sex. If they are lucky enough to get the approval of their parents, it will be a true husband and wife relationship, and there is no way out.

His love this time is different from any previous one, and if it doesn't work out, it will last forever.

For the rest of my life... with that brat ten years younger than me?

Shen Xian raised his hand to touch the cigarette case, and suddenly found that it was empty. He squeezed the empty cigarette case into a ball and threw it into the trash can. He sat in the middle of the night with cold hands and feet, rubbed his hands, sat in front of the computer, and opened the file. Starting to code words, as a literati for a long time, I always write something when I feel hesitant.

The time of coding is always the fastest, and when I look up inadvertently, the morning light has already spread on the keyboard.

The study door was gently pushed open, Shi Lei was wearing a large cotton pajamas, looked at him with some doubts, "What's wrong? Insomnia again?"

"Well," Shen Xian pressed his throbbing temples and wrote [-] words in three hours, which made his brain feel drained, but his fingers twitched nervously.

Shi Lei glanced at the soot on the window sill, frowned, walked in and rubbed his temples from behind, "I haven't had insomnia for a long time, why did it start again? Are you still angry about yesterday's Bingbing?"

"No." Shen Xian shook his head and leaned back into his arms wearily, "I suddenly had an inspiration and wanted to write this month's column."

"Didn't you always wait until the final deadline?" Shi Lei drew a circle with his fingers moderately, and said with a smile, "Could it be that you have a child and suddenly feel responsible?"

Shen Xian let him massage comfortably, "Although I don't need to earn money for milk powder, but for my two sons, the future tuition and accommodation fees are not a small amount."

"Don't worry, I'm here," Shi Lei chuckled, "You will soon belong to me from body to mind, and I will support you. You only need to write manuscripts and take pictures, and when you have exhausted your inspiration, then It’s best that I can finally retire.”

Shen Xian couldn't help laughing, "Okay, my boss."

Shi Lei bent down and picked him up from the chair, walked back to the bedroom smoothly, put him in the blanket that was still warm, watched him yawn tiredly, and kissed his forehead, "Don't be too horny, you are in heaven and earth The one and only Young Master Xian is the spiritual pillar of countless homeboys, sleep well and don't think too much, Young Master Xian will never be vulnerable."

Shen Xian with difficulty pulled out his arm from the bed, hooked his neck, pulled him onto the bed, and ordered, "Hold me."

Shi Lei glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table, the pointer showed that it was already [-]:[-] in the morning, if he didn't wash up and eat breakfast, he would be late.

Downstairs came the voice of aunt urging Bingbing to recite the three-character scripture and Tongtong's mischievous laughter. Shi Lei looked at the man on the bed. He looked at him with a smirk, but there were thick dark circles under his eyes.

Shi Lei took a second to weigh it, and then took a half of a second to quickly get back under the covers, and took a half and a half of a second to hug Shen Xian into his arms.

Although he didn't know why this complex-minded man was struggling, he knew how to comfort him: love him, love him, love him more than anyone else.

No one stipulates that one cannot be vulnerable when one is older. This old man who will be 35 years old in one month has more complex and sensitive nerves than ordinary people. He usually hides it too deeply to feel it, and it bursts out occasionally, which makes people even more unbearable. live.

The company bears his lifelong struggle, and has basically never been late or left early since it opened, but why not make an exception for this man?

Everything is imaginary, and only those who are actually in their arms are real.

Wife needs him!This is the most important event in the world!God knows how long that guy hasn't satisfied his machismo mentally! ! !

He had snubbed him once, and he regretted that time so far. As a young and promising aggressive general, he couldn't fall into the same gutter twice.

So the two started to sleep for the second time in broad daylight when the curtains were closed. Shen Xian looked at him with a half-smile, "Aren't you going to work?"

Shi Lei said firmly, "At home with you."

"From now on, the king won't go to court early?" Shen Xian raised his eyebrows, "You scum."

"It can't be helped, there is a blue face on the bed."

"roll."

"Hey, Huoshui, you must have caused me to be absent from work today, why don't you prove the crime?" Shi Lei kissed his eyelids, and said with a smile, "Hurry up and act like a spoiled child, I will be a fool for you."

Shen Xian laughed, found a comfortable position on his shoulder, touched the ring on the opponent's hand, closed his eyes in satisfaction, and murmured, "Your fool, three thousand crows in the world will be killed, and I will sleep with you until dawn."

"Sleep, my great writer."

Shen Xian suddenly typed too many words in a short period of time, causing his brain to spin crazily. His body was extremely sleepy, but his brain couldn't relax.

But nestling into Shi Lei's arms felt very safe, and gradually fell asleep.

When he woke up again, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, Shi Lei put his arms around him, and the other hand was sending text messages quickly and lightly, Shen Xian shook his head, "Who are you texting with?"

"Magpie."

Shen Xian was stunned for a moment, then said with a hoarse voice, "What is he going to do?"

Shi Lei took the phone to show him, there was a clear photo on the screen, the angle was very tricky, the magpie pressed Shen Xian and was kissing, but only took a picture of Shen Xian's face.

"...This angle makes me uncomfortable." Shen Xian stared blankly at the photo, "I am not so soft and charming."

"..." Shi Lei looked at him speechlessly, thinking, have you really looked in the mirror?

"Why do you act like I'm cheating?" Shen Xian was unwilling, and rolled his eyes at him, "Yesterday you were there, I was kissed forcibly, it's not like you didn't see it."

"Of course I saw it." Shi Lei's face turned livid when he thought of that incident. His wife was bitten by someone in front of him. It's too small in comparison.

Shen Xian said unhappily, "Treat me better when you see it, and you don't look at your current face, it's so dark that you can't find it if you pull the light."

"Uh..." Shi Lei rubbed his face and tried to be kind, "Is that so?"

"Forget it, you're at that level." Shen Xian gave up on his whitening work, glanced at the phone, and suddenly frowned, "Hey, isn't this my phone? Are you checking my privacy?"

Shi Lei continued to look at him with a dark face, thinking that you belong to me from body to soul, what privacy do you have, besides, as far as your bad book is concerned, I would not care to give it to me for free, so he said helplessly, "You sleep When we were together, he was calling and texting, so I wanted to see what was going on, and I happened to see him send a MMS, and I thought it was a pornographic photo of the two of you before, but I didn’t expect it to be secretly photographed yesterday.”

"Hmph," Shen Xian sneered at the words, "I've never touched a single leaf among thousands of flowers, and I'm going to be photographed by his little ass? He's not capable of that!"

Shi Lei raised his eyebrows, "You're still proud, aren't you?"

Shen Xian's smile froze, and the good mood of recalling the bright achievements of the year quickly dissipated, and the haze of being unable to turn over came back, and he rolled out of Shi Lei's arms weakly, lying on the pillow, "The little thing sent this photo to think about it." What? Did he hire someone to film it?"

"It's a sneak shot by a certain website, and it's said that it has nothing to do with him," Shi Lei said calmly, "But Editor Xi said that if you don't like this photo, he can negotiate with that website to help you suppress this matter."

"What about the conditions?"

"Back to Insight, back to him."

"That child is really mentally ill," Shen Xian murmured sadly, "It's all my parents' fault. It would have been better if I had been born a little more ordinary back then, so I would have done less crimes..."

Shi Lei: "..."

Shen Xian turned back, "Did you reject him?"

Shi Lei looked at him expressionlessly, "What do you think?" If he didn't refuse, could it be that he gave up his wife because of a kiss photo?He's not that generous.

"I have tens of millions of fans on the Internet," Shen Xian thought seriously, "but I don't show up often, so there are actually very few of these readers who know me. My friends in reality... most of them are I’ve seen larger scale ones, a kiss photo is really nothing.”

"But the photo of my wife being kissed by others appeared in front of everyone, I can't accept it." Shi Lei said lightly.

Shen Xian looked at him with raised eyebrows, "What do you want?"

"I gave Bai Cai [-] yuan and asked her to go to that website to buy the photos. If it doesn't work, start the second plan. The Huankong Technology Center is on standby."

"Ok?"

Shi Lei said grimly, "Hacked his website."

"..." Shen Xian burst into tears, "You are too simple and rude."

After waking up at three o'clock in the afternoon, Shen Xian ate his first meal of the day, sat on the sofa and taught Bingbing a lesson, Tongtong knew that he had caused trouble for his brother, so he sat on the carpet and played with toys honestly, extremely well-behaved.

For a long time, Bingbing said in a low voice, "Dad, I know I was wrong."

"Well, we are your father, the people who love you the most in this world, you don't even trust us, who else can you trust?" Shen Xian hummed, "If this happens again in the future, I will..." He narrowed his eyes Eyes, viciously, "Take off your pants and flick your dick!"

Shi Lei felt his ass hurt with a look of astonishment.

"Father, I... I... I will be obedient!" Tongtong quickly moved from one to the other, subconsciously covering the crotch pants with both hands, and loudly expressed his loyalty.

"Okay," Shen Xian waved his hand, "Both of them will eat an apple. After eating, Bingbing will go to study. Tongtong is not allowed to disturb him."

The child is eight years old, and he doesn't even know Arabic numerals. Shen Xian compiled a set of teaching materials, including Chinese, mathematics and foreign languages, and planned to let his level catch up with children of the same age in half a year, so as to avoid being laughed at by his classmates after entering school.

Shi Lei taught Bingbing how to read in the small study, Shen Xian called Magpie in the living room, and a cold voice came from there, "A Xian, have you figured it out? It's not worth exposing your homosexuality for Shi Lei."

"Of course it's worth it," Shen Xian lay lazily on the sofa, "I'm just a literati who sells words to support my family, whether I like men or women will not have any impact on my articles, and the exposure of my sexual orientation will not bring me any harm. A reader will not let me lose readers, what am I afraid of?"

"You like him that much?" Magpie murmured in disbelief, "You like him so much that you become a zero for him and come out for him?"

"Yes," Shen Xian said calmly, "I can declare to the whole world that I like him, and he can do the same thing, Magpie, give up, you can never replace him, I will warn you for the last time , if you make any small moves again, I won't tolerate you anymore, you know, I, Shen Xian, am not a good person, you are still young, if one day you disappear quietly, what would you ask your parents to do?"

"Are you threatening me?" Magpie was so angry that his voice trembled, "A-Xian, are you threatening me for him???"

Shen Xian ruthlessly hung up the phone.