thirty

Shi Lei looked at Shen Xian blankly, "Uncle Xian, what is the relationship between you and Mao Jue?"

"Oh, we had a conversation before, but we broke up later," Shen Xian said indifferently, "It's good to get together and leave."

Shi Lei embraced Shen Xian and kissed him intimately, wondering if he was too sensitive, he felt that this person seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him.

"Stupid boy, don't think too much, I'll leave him alone after I help him arrange a place to go," Shen Xian patted his head to comfort him.

Shi Lei asked for another long kiss before leaving reluctantly, "Uncle Xian, I love you more than anyone else in this world."

Shen Xian laughed, "I know, I love you too."

Sending Shi Lei away, Shen Xian stood up from the sofa, walked to the window, looked down at him driving out of the community, lit a cigarette and smoked slowly, the weather gradually heated up, and in July, he and Shi Lei got to know each other It's the anniversary, Mr. Shen has been in the gay circle for more than ten years, and he has never been in love with that lover for more than half a year. He meets Shi Lei every day but he doesn't feel bored at all. It must be because of his true love.

"Brother, he's gone?" Mao Jue walked out of the bedroom scratching his hair.

"Well," Shen Xian said coldly without turning his head, "What are you doing?"

"Why not, I'll just ask," Mao Jue came over, knocked out a cigarette from his cigarette case, leaned over it, passed the fire, took a deep breath, and squinted his eyes behind the smoke, "Brother, come here Have you taken care of the doctors who saw my injuries? Tell them not to talk nonsense, I'm afraid that the third brother will come over."

"So what if you find it?" Shen Xian snorted coldly, "He, Lu Lao San, is someone outside, but when he comes to this young master's territory, he is nothing?"

Mao Jue laughed loudly, "You are still so arrogant."

"You still owe it to me." Shen Xian turned around, raised his chin with his fingers, forced him to look up at him, and raised his eyebrows disdainfully, "What does Lao San Lu like about you?"

"Maybe it's my intelligence, maybe it's my versatility, maybe it's my beauty."

Shen Xian nodded, "You only have this face left to see."

"Tch, my singing is also very good, as well as my dance," Mao Jue beamed with joy, "If you don't believe me, go out and inquire. Just say that I, Mao Jue, performed a sexy dance on stage. Wasn't the whole audience HIGH?"

Shen Xian let go of his chin, and snorted coldly with a cigarette in his mouth, "Scumbag."

"You can't say that about me," Mao Jue said seriously. "You can call me coquettish, but you can never call me bad. I'm also very picky."

Instead of being angry, Shen Xian smiled, "You are the only one who still chooses."

Mao Jue also laughed, "Well, sometimes I don't choose, brother, I want to leave N city."

"where to?"

"I don't know," Mao Jue shook his head, "I've been messing around for more than ten years, I haven't messed around with anything, I want to change my environment, but I don't want to be gay anymore, I want to find a beautiful girl to marry, have a baby, and live a good life. "

Shen Xian frowned, "Are you hard enough?"

"Probably," Mao Jue nodded earnestly, "I've tried watching porn, and I have a feeling, I think I may not be purely gay, maybe BI, the first person I like is you, so I will continue to accept it, if The first one I like is Sister Qing, and I might become heterosexual."

Shen Xian slammed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, and stared at him speechlessly for a long time, "Have you been fucking out of your mind? You treat yourself like a spring, you can bend as much as you want, and straighten as you want?"

"Why are you swearing all of a sudden? We are all cultivated," Mao Jue yelled, "If I fucked you the first time between us, I might be a generation of stormtroopers now. Look, you ruined it." I……"

"I'll fuck you!" Shen Xian raised his foot and kicked it lightly, and Mao Jue fell weakly on the sofa, then pressed down on him, patted his cheek and smiled evilly, "Are you a generation of stormtroopers? Fuck it Are you here to be funny? Come, come, let me see what qualifications you have to be 1, if you have the ability, just press me."

He was not a muscular figure, but he was a big man with long hands and legs, and he immediately crushed Mao Jue's fragile body.

"Damn it!!!" Mao Jue tried all his breastfeeding strength, but still couldn't push him away, and roared, "1 and 0 are not distinguished by strength!"

Shen Xian got up from him and looked at him condescendingly, "You'd better rest, don't think about being anything, and don't harm other good girls, just find a man honestly, and live your life properly." It's serious."

Mao Jue sat on the sofa with his knees hugged, moaned depressedly for a long time, and gritted his teeth, "I really want to look for it, but who the hell has ever been with me? You men are not good people!"

Shen Xian: "..." You are the only one who is good, you fake bitch!

When getting ready to sleep at night, Mao Jue grabbed the door frame of the small bedroom, "Brother, I'll sleep with you, I'm afraid of the dark..."

"roll."

"Brother, don't be so heartless."

"roll!"

"Why tell me to get out, this is my room."

"roll!!!"

Mao Jue gritted his teeth and came in with the pillow in his arms. He kicked off his slippers and was about to climb onto the bed. Shen Xian rolled over, spread his limbs like an octopus, and pressed the edge of the bed firmly, "Go back!"

Mao Jue whimpered, "I had a nightmare last night..."

Shen Xian has a heart of stone, "Who doesn't have nightmares? This is not a reason for you to crawl on someone else's bed. I already have a stone baby, so get out of here!"

Mao Jue stood in front of the bed dejectedly, barefoot, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I dreamed about what happened when we were young. I offended the little bastards. You fought with them for me, and your bones were broken by steel pipes. I cried Yes, you still smiled and kissed me..."

Shen Xian's breath was suffocated, and the turbulent past flooded into his heart like overwhelming, those simple, frivolous, ignorant...

Taking advantage of his distraction, Mao Jue jumped onto the bed, lifted the quilt and got in, curled up habitually, and sighed, "Your quilt is the most comfortable."

The words that were exactly the same as back then rang in his ears, Shen Xian's heart suddenly softened, he stroked his face, and recalled Mao Jue in his memory, young and innocent, wearing a fat school uniform, carrying a schoolbag on his back, always following the same pace Followed behind him, and now nearly 20 years have passed in a flash.

"Brother, what are you thinking?"

Shen Xian said lightly, "Dreams about what happened when we were young, how can it be considered a nightmare?"

Mao Jue said aggrievedly, "I dreamed that when you kissed me, you suddenly bit off my tongue and said that it was not as delicious as pig's mouth... ah!"

Before the words finished, Mao Jue was kicked off the bed by Shen Xian.

After half a night of tossing, the two brothers finally got along peacefully. Shen Xian lay on the outside of the bed with his back facing him. Mao Jue carefully hugged his waist from behind and whispered, "Brother, are you asleep?"

Shen Xian pretended to be asleep and did not speak.

After a while, Mao Jue sighed softly, "Brother, I'm sorry, I'm the one who's sorry for you...I regret it...I've regretted it ever since I left you..."

Shen Xian opened his eyes and looked blankly at the dark room, so what if he regretted it?We regret so many things, but how can there be anyone who sells regret medicine in the world?

Suddenly the phone on the bedside table rang, Shen Xian grabbed the phone, glanced at the name on the screen, and answered the phone lazily, "Hello?"

After saying a few words with a smile, Shen Xian's face gradually sank, "What was he talking about with that bartender?...Okay, I see, thank you for telling me."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Xian lay on his back on the bed, recalling what the man said on the phone just now, his heart sank little by little.

In the middle of the night, Mao Jue tiptoed out of bed when he felt the bed next to him move, and then there was the sound of a lighter in the living room.

Shen Xian followed him out of bed, stood inside the door and looked through the crack of the door. A floor lamp was on in the living room, and Mao Jue was sitting cross-legged on the floor leaning on the sofa, smoking a cigarette with his head bowed.

He went back to the bed, and after a while, there was an extremely suppressed whimpering sound from the living room, as if he was stuffing his fist into his mouth and trying to block the sound, full of remorse and aggrieved, full of sadness.

He didn't know what happened between Mao Jue and Lu Laosan. It was rumored that Lu Laosan loved Mao Jue to heaven. Why didn't he see each other for a few days? He refused to even negotiate with the kidnappers, and just let them go. ?

However, there is never any true love between the same sex. It is very normal to hug one today and the other tomorrow. Comrade God Bless, people like myself and Shi Lei are too rare in the circle.

Shen Xian lay on the bed, do not know when he fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up again, Mao Jue was no longer by his side, and there was the sound of Shi Lei packing breakfast outside.

He got out of bed in his dressing gown and saw Mao Jue sitting in the living room with his computer in his arms and surfing the Internet.

"Uncle Xian, how about porridge for breakfast?" Shi Lei asked.

Mao Jue raised his head, "I want to eat chicken broth soup dumplings and mung bean thin noodles, with a lot of pickles."

Shi Lei smiled, "You and Uncle Xian's favorite foods are pretty similar."

"Yes, is that so?" Mao Jue was a little surprised, and looked at Shen Xian, "I remember you used to hate thin fans the most..."

Shen Xian went to wash up, and said lightly, "People's preferences will change."

After washing, Shen Xian walked into the kitchen, hugged Shi Lei from behind, and kissed his earlobe.

"What's the matter? Acting like a baby early in the morning?" Shi Lei laughed, he didn't sleep well at night, and there are thick dark circles under his eyes.

Shen Xian buried her face in his neck affectionately, and said softly, "Do you mind my past?"

"It's a lie to say that you don't mind," Shi Lei said wearily, "but it's useless to mind, so let it be."

"Then why do you want to ask someone else?"

Shi Lei's back stiffened, he put down the spatula, turned around and looked at him, "What do you mean?"

"Last night, you went to Lixiao." Shen Xian let go of his hand, took a step back, and looked at him expressionlessly, "When you stepped in the door, someone called me to ask for credit. Boy, uncle has more contacts than you. Imagine a lot more."