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21

Lin Youqi has always felt that in his whole life, the age of 17 is probably the dividing line.

Before the age of 17, An Le was peaceful and heartless.

After the age of 17, the world fell apart.

22

Anyone who is familiar with Lin Youqi knows that he does not drink milk.

Not only do you not drink, but you will feel uncomfortable when you smell the milk.

In fact, before the age of 17, he drank milk every day.

At the age of 16, both the arts and sciences were divided into subjects. Both brothers entered the science class. Lin Zuoqi was the first in the grade. He had no choice but to enter the key class. When I was in the third year of high school, I filled out the form of volunteering I wanted to go, printed it in bright red fonts, and pasted it next to the blackboard.

Lin Zuoqi sneered at this desperate posture.The key class can't participate in the sports meeting, but during the second year of high school sports meeting, he skipped class and took his brother to lie on the roof of the school to bask in the sun.

Many years later, You Qi still remembered that the handsome young man lay beside him with his head on his pillow, and asked him with a smile, "You Qi, where do you want to go to university?"

"I want to go to City C." The honest brother looked at his younger brother nervously: "Where do you want to go?"

The young man with a pretty face leaned over and told him with a smile, "I'll go wherever you go."

Many years later, Queen Mother Lin, who has become a legend in the medical school, made many students tremble with just one look, confiscated many girls' novels in her class.

He taught those girls: a doctor is not qualified to be emotional.The best doctors are the same as machines on the operating table. They are responsible for both the patient and yourself.

However, sometimes, when he was bored, he would flip through those novels.

There is a line in the novel that he likes very much.

The male protagonist said: "Death and life are broad, and I am happy with my son. Hold my hand and grow old together with my son." It is actually the saddest poem.Birth, death, and parting are all major events, beyond our control.How small, how small we are compared to our borrowed strength!But we just want to say: "I will always be with you, and we will never leave for the rest of our lives."——As if we are in control.

When Youqi was 17, one morning, he was sitting at the breakfast table drinking milk. Lin Zuoqi had a low-grade fever, so he didn't get up.

Then, his parents came and told him that his twin brother had acute blood disease.

He just sat there, listening to his parents consider their tone, and told him carefully that he bit his tongue, and his mouth smelled of milk and blood.

Afterwards he never drank milk again.

23

Among so many books confiscated by Queen Mother Lin.

There is one that he has never turned over.

The book was called "The Long Goodbye We Lived"

The parting between him and Lin Zuoqi wasn't long enough, but he remembered it for a lifetime.

Lin Zuoqi only lived for half a year.

He lived in the hospital and wore a hospital gown. He was so good-looking, he was the most beautiful patient on the entire floor, and many nurses secretly glanced at him during rounds.

Lin's mother quit her job and took care of him in the hospital. You Qi also went to the hospital every day, and sometimes he accompanied his younger brother to bed.He began to suffer from insomnia all day long, and he didn't smile for a whole month.

One day, he was sleeping next to Lin Zuoqi, and when he woke up in the middle of the night, he found that Lin Zuoqi was looking at him quietly with his eyes open.

"Sasuke, why are you still awake?"

Lin Zuoqi, who was pale and had lost all his hair due to chemotherapy, reached out his hand to touch Youqi's face, and said, "Brother, I was thinking, what will you do if I die?"

Yes, what will you do if I die?

You don’t know how to do homework, how to cook, how to play chess, you always get 60 points in exams, you are so honest, you don’t even know how to quarrel, if I die, others bully you, what will you do?

I always thought that I could walk with you all the way.If you don't know how to do it, I will do it for you.Whoever bullies you, I will bully you back.If you don't know how to get along with others, I will protect you. If you can't make money, I will support you.

You always thought that we would have a lifetime.

This world is so desolate, so cold, I used to not even want you to be said a harsh word by others.But after I die, I will leave you alone in this world, and no one can tell you "it's okay, I'm here" when you cry.

You are the most precious treasure in my life. I never let you suffer a little bit of wronged, but soon, I will no longer be able to protect you. From now on, you will have to bear the storms and storms in this world alone.

Every time I think about it, thousands of arrows pierce my heart.

24

Many people who knew Lin Zuoqi said that they had never seen anyone as smart as him.

In his last months he suddenly became severe.

He became mean and cold, he mocked Youqi's cowardly appearance in a vicious tone, laughed at his unpalatable cooking, laughed at his low grades in the exam, laughed at him for having no friends, and he never did homework for Youqi again, He never comforted him when he was being bullied, even if You Qi cried, he would only laugh.

Even if the Lin family's parents reprimanded him for his attitude towards his elder brother, he was indifferent.

However, what was even more surprising was Lin Youqi.

He accepted it all in silence, never contradicted, and never lost his temper.As much as he cries, he never asks "why."

He knows why.

He hasn't talked to anyone either.

If even Lin Zuoxi didn't feel sorry for Lin Youqi any more in this world, who else would feel sorry for Lin Youqi.

25

He grew up like overnight.

He began to do a lot of questions every day. He found a university he wanted to take, and he made many friends. Gradually, he had girls and boys whom he could chat with.

He also came to the hospital to see Lin Zuoqi with his new friends from other classes. There were basketball captains and beautiful girls from the literature and art department. Peel an apple by the bed, cut your hand, and bend your finger to hide it.

Until before the operation, Lin Zuoqi never talked to him with a smile.

The operation was very successful.

Lin Zuoqi even went to celebrate his birthday outside the hospital with his family. He was wearing a hat, but there were still many girls secretly watching him.He even stood outside the hotel and had a few words with You Qi.

No. 15 days after the operation, Lin Zuoqi's condition took a sharp turn for the worse.

Vomiting, bloodshot throat, persistent high fever, coughing up blood, on September [-], his high fever reached [-] degrees.

On September [-]th, multiple organ failure, internal bleeding, multiple complications, lung inflammation, and difficulty breathing.

On September [-]th, he actually woke up.

He couldn't speak, but his consciousness was clear.The Lin family's parents let Lin Youxi go in to talk to him, but Youqi knelt beside the bed, unable to speak a word.

What else can I say.

In this heart-wrenching parting, all the tears were shed, leaving only bloody wounds, and the rest of my desolate and desolate life, I was left alone to pay my respects.

On the afternoon of September [-], Lin Zuoqi fell into a deep coma.

On September 23, Lin Zuoqi stopped breathing.

When he died, Youqi was watching by his bedside.

The whole world is gradually getting darker. Even though it is midsummer, the whole person is shivering with cold.

From now on, Lin Youxi will be the only one left in this world.

No one will be confused by our names.

There is no such a person who can smile, squint his eyes, and say to me: "Wherever you go, I will go."

You said you want to spend your whole life with me, but this life is only 17 years.

26

After Lin Zuoqi's death, the first time Youqi cried out in pain was during Lin Zuoqi's funeral.

He cried until he fainted and was pressed on the bed. The doctor gave him some tranquillity, but he still lay on the bed and cried loudly. He called Lin Zuoqi by his name: "Zuoqi, get up, I'm Youqi..."

So people thought that he didn't believe that Lin Zuoqi was dead.

In fact, no one knew better than him that Lin Zuoqi was dead.

When Lin Zuoqi was alive, he had never cried so sadly.

He was afraid that he would not be at ease when he left.

Only after Lin Zuoqi died did he dare to turn into the original weak Youqi, crying heartbreakingly once.

He knew that from now on, no matter how sad he was, Lin Zuoqi would be gone.

27

Lin Youqi has changed a lot.

Everyone who knew him said so.

His grades jumped up quickly, he wore glasses, and his face quickly slimmed down. Many people were surprised to find that his outline was so similar to Lin Zuoqi, especially when he pursed his lips and wrote on the blackboard. When solving a series of complicated math problems, he looked very much like Lin Zuoqi.

In the second mock exam in the third year of high school, he took the first place in the whole grade.

He entered the science key class.

The teacher who taught him was surprised to find that he became almost as smart as Lin Zuoqi.

Or, he was as smart as Lin Zuoqi.

If there is a person who has protected you since childhood, used your brain for you, calculated for you, prevented others from bullying you, helped you with homework, took you home, and managed pocket money for you...you will also become naive, no Familiar with the world, follow him every day without thinking about anything.

But, that person is gone.