Reborn Future's Birthday
Chapter 45 Why do people fall in love with another person
Suddenly wanting to talk to Xuanyuan Zhengchu, Tuoba Qingsheng put those profile photos and information memory in his bag, and slipped out the door.
In three days and three nights, I only slept for a short 4 hours, and I still had nightmares in my sleep, and no one's spirits would be healed. unreal feeling.
He wanted to ask where Xuanyuan Zhengchu was first, but he flinched while waiting for the bus, and decided to go to a random place. If he met him, he would ask. I don't know, out of sight is out of mind.He was not like this when he was young, but as he got older, he stopped seeking clarity in everything. The older he got, the more he liked to pretend to be confused. He had no personality or characteristics, and became one of thousands of blurred faces. one.
There were few people in the early morning, and it was less than 7 o'clock when he arrived at the villa. He had only been here twice, but the security guard had already remembered him, said good morning to him, and watched him walk in.
He walked under the shade of the trees, a tall street tree occasionally dropped a leaf, whirled and landed on the ground, was trampled by his feet, thought of the poem for no reason, and fell into mud and dust.No matter how nostalgic and cherished the past is, those deep emotions will fade with the passage of time, and strong love will turn into another kind of gentle emotion, no matter how powerful a person is, they cannot erase the influence of time.
It was Shu Qingsheng who opened the door, and both of them were a little stunned.
Tuoba Qingsheng stood outside the door and asked, "Is he there?"
Shu Qingsheng nodded, turned around first, and Tuoba Qingsheng followed him in.
Not only Shu Qingsheng, but Suo Tuyao, Xie Qingsheng and the boss were all there. Xuanyuan Zhengchu was a little thinner, but his complexion was much better than the previous few days. They seemed to be discussing something. Tuoba Qingsheng lost his patience due to lack of sleep. He was thinking about how to speak, when Xuanyuan Zhengchu saw the bag in his hand, and asked, "Why so early, is there something wrong?"
Very light tone.
Tuoba Qingsheng looked at the current situation, and it seemed that it was wrong to pull Xuanyuan Zhengchu away to ask him in private. He was very tired and didn't want to hide it, so he put the bag on the table in front of him: "Someone gave me this yesterday." Come."
Xuanyuan Zhengchu didn't know what was inside. If he had the ability to predict, he would definitely choose another way to deal with it. Because he didn't have the ability to predict, he took out the contents.
He had good eyesight, and his face sank immediately.
"Who gave it to you?"
"I don't know, I didn't go home last night. It was given to me by the security guard." Tuoba Qingsheng took out some of the documents, including a very realistic close-up photo, "What is this, you don't have anything to say told me?"
That photo shows Xuanyuan Zhengchu having dinner with a woman. If it was a different woman, Tuoba Qingsheng wouldn't react so much, but that woman is so special that no matter how Tuoba Qingsheng finds reasons, he can't restrain her. A weird feeling.The woman's surname was Su, and she was a descendant of a medical family. She had a face that was [-]% similar to Su Qingsheng.A line of words was written on the back of the photo: Xuanyuan Zhengchu's first girlfriend, who is in a relationship, is likely to get engaged within the next six months.
Xuanyuan Zhengchu had been observing Tuoba Qingsheng's expression, and Tuoba Qingsheng's tone was a little eager and expectant, hoping that Xuanyuan Zhengchu could deny the answer he least expected.
But Xuanyuan Zhengchu just looked at him and didn't deny it.
At that moment, Tuoba Qingsheng felt his heart skip a beat, and he was a little bored. He said, "What is this called?"
"What do you take me for?"
"Do you know that the past is the past, and we can't go back to the past. If you are still thinking about the past, then why did you recruit me?" Tuoba Qingsheng paused, "Don't you want to tell me if?"
Xuanyuan Zhengchu put the things away: "I will explain to you, but now I have something to do, can you wait?"
"Okay." Tuoba Qingsheng turned and left, "Tell me when you've made up your mind, I have other things to do, so let's go first."
He went out without saying hello to the others.That over-inflated balloon feeling came back, and he thought his chest would explode if he stayed any longer.
When he got home, he thought he wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but in fact he fell asleep in less than ten minutes, and even the frequent nightmares didn't bother him.
At night, Tuoba Qingsheng opened his eyes, blinked a few times, his eyes were dry, his throat was thirsty, he didn't want to move, and he lay in one position for a long time.He was also hungry, but he had no appetite. If he insisted on filling his stomach with food, it would be abusing himself, so he decided to abuse his stomach.
At eight o'clock, Regen asked him to go to the bar. Drinking on an empty stomach is definitely not a pleasant thing, but Tuoba Qingsheng went out without even hesitating to pick up his coat.
The bar that Regan chooses is always very emotional, there is no messy music, no messy people, the only thing that is a bit special this time is that this is a gay bar, the people sitting in twos and threes are all men, and Regan is sitting in the corner There, with a glass of green wine in front of him, someone would always cast their eyes on him or tease him openly or secretly, but Ragen ignored them all.
Lei Gen had already drank a lot of wine before Tuoba Qingsheng's arrival, seeing him he just gestured for him to sit down and continue drinking his own wine.
The waiter brought over the wine that Tuoba Qingsheng asked for, and Tuoba Qingsheng gave the tip, put the wine on the low table, but didn't drink it, he guessed that his chance of getting drunk was impossible to realize, Lei How could the two drunkards go back safely if they were too drunk to pass out?Someone has to wake up.
Lei Gen drank all the wine and turned the empty glass in his hand. He asked Tuoba Qingsheng: "Why do you think people fall in love with another person?"
Why?Because people are lonely, they always want to be comforted by others, when that person can attract their attention, hormones will emerge, rubbing and fermenting that emotion, so the so-called liking is so-called love came.
Tuoba Qingsheng knew that Leigen liked that mecha pilot named Jiyu very much, he liked it so much that he could only let go of that person in his heart, but Jiyu seemed to be a heterosexual, and he would never be able to respond to Leigen's words Feelings, this is enough to trap Ragen in a dead end and cannot get out.
In a blink of an eye, it was seven years.
Lei Gen cried, this was the first time that Tuoba Qingsheng saw him cry, he had never cried before, even for medical treatment, as long as it was unbearable treatment, but now he was crying unscrupulously like a child, tears The snot was rubbing against Tuoba Qingsheng's sleeve, and he slapped the table vigorously to let the waiter bring the wine, yelling loudly. Get Ragen out of the bar.
Lei Gen came here by car, and Tuoba Qingsheng drove his car to the foot of Shouwang Mountain in the eastern suburbs, where Lei Gen's studio was located, and Tuoba Qingsheng remotely controlled the studio's smart computer to turn all the lights on. Open it. When Legen was sleeping in the lounge, Tuoba Qingsheng used a lathe to make mecha parts in the next door to him. All the new alloys were used. Those new alloy liquids were beautiful in color and flowed, and gradually solidified and formed in the model.
Tuoba Qingsheng sat beside him and watched blankly, his mind was full of Xuanyuan Zhengchu's face in the morning and Lei Gen's voice "Why is it so difficult to love someone".
Does he like Xuanyuan Zhengchu?Of course I like him, not only because he is Lao Zhong, but also because of many things, his appearance, his body temperature, his smell, and his soul.Looking back, did Xuanyuan Zhengchu like him?The answer is also yes, but this liking seems to be mixed with some very subtle things.It was something that made Tuoba Qingsheng feel stuck in his throat.
It seems that in Xuanyuan Zhengchu's heart, that Su Qingsheng from his previous life is his favorite.Everyone is dead, and the soil has been turned into dust, but he just clings to the past. It can't be said that he did something wrong, but his actions are really uncomfortable...
Tuoba Qingsheng suddenly vaguely guessed the source of Xuanyuan Zhengchu's hot and cold towards him. He felt a little cold, but in fact the temperature in the studio has always been constant.
It was Su Qingsheng who was engraved in Xuanyuanzheng's soul at the beginning, not him, who had Su Qingsheng's memory and wore Tuoba Qingsheng's skin.So he can say "I like you" to him, and at the same time gather those who have the shadow of Su Qingsheng around him, sometimes get bored with him, sometimes let him fend for himself, going up and down is the most difficult task than driving a mech Combination actions are even more exciting.
Although he is still proficient at dual-purpose, the scrap rate of the parts produced is as high as 20.00%.
It was dawn in a blink of an eye, and the doctor who had been taking care of Leigen went to the studio to pick him up. Tuoba Qingsheng stayed alone for a while, packed up his things and left the studio, and returned to Tuoba Hegang.
Tuoba He was just making Chinese breakfast in the kitchen, while Tuoba Ge was sitting at the dining table in an orderly manner, with a small body upright, eagerly waiting for the meal, Zheng Shuanghua came out of the bathroom, pulled out a chair and sat on the table song around.
Tuobage looked at him and shouted: "Dad, Zheng Shuanghua didn't wash his hands!"
Tuoba He just answered in the kitchen: "No food if you don't wash your hands!"
Zheng Shuanghua muttered "little bastard", and reluctantly went to flush his hands under the faucet. Tuobage supervised him and insisted on letting him use hand sanitizer. Zheng Shuanghua was unwilling to lose face in front of such a child, and wanted to check whether his hands were clean , Tuobage stretched out a pair of small hands, and showed him the front and back: "It's very clean, and it still smells good! Take a look."
Zheng Shuanghua persevered in observing, trying to find an unclean place, but he grabbed those little hands and looked at it for a while, but he couldn't see it. Just when he was in trouble, the doorbell rang!The doorbell saved him, and he stood up loudly: "Let me see who it is!" The sensor behind the door had already shown the image of Tuoba Qingsheng, and Tuoba Ge jumped up and down with joy: "It's brother!" It's brother! I'll open the door!"
Tuoba He just served a bowl of porridge for his eldest son: "Why are you so thin?"
Tuoba Qingsheng ate the porridge and said vaguely, "I'm busy with work these days."
"Pay attention to your body, no matter how important work is, it is not as important as health." Tuoba He just said casually, and moved the side dish to the elder son. He didn't think of going to other places, he just thought that his son was only because of work. After losing weight, he was forced to eat two bowls of porridge before letting him go.
Tuoba Qingsheng lived there for three days, and returned to his home on the fourth day.One day, two days, three days, Xuanyuan Zhengchu didn't give him the so-called explanation. He contacted him once and talked about other things, but Tuoba Qingsheng didn't mention anything he wanted to know.
Give him some more time, Tuoba Qingsheng comforted himself in this way, for him, it was only a few years to be separated from Lao Zhong, but for Xuanyuan Zhengchu, it was a long time, to get from that kind of It is not easy to get out of the thick emotions that have settled over time.
During those three days, Tuoba Ge always surrounded him, successfully distracting Tuoba Qingsheng's attention, and he was also thankful for his choice, if he was alone, he didn't know how he would be tortured by those thoughts.
In three days and three nights, I only slept for a short 4 hours, and I still had nightmares in my sleep, and no one's spirits would be healed. unreal feeling.
He wanted to ask where Xuanyuan Zhengchu was first, but he flinched while waiting for the bus, and decided to go to a random place. If he met him, he would ask. I don't know, out of sight is out of mind.He was not like this when he was young, but as he got older, he stopped seeking clarity in everything. The older he got, the more he liked to pretend to be confused. He had no personality or characteristics, and became one of thousands of blurred faces. one.
There were few people in the early morning, and it was less than 7 o'clock when he arrived at the villa. He had only been here twice, but the security guard had already remembered him, said good morning to him, and watched him walk in.
He walked under the shade of the trees, a tall street tree occasionally dropped a leaf, whirled and landed on the ground, was trampled by his feet, thought of the poem for no reason, and fell into mud and dust.No matter how nostalgic and cherished the past is, those deep emotions will fade with the passage of time, and strong love will turn into another kind of gentle emotion, no matter how powerful a person is, they cannot erase the influence of time.
It was Shu Qingsheng who opened the door, and both of them were a little stunned.
Tuoba Qingsheng stood outside the door and asked, "Is he there?"
Shu Qingsheng nodded, turned around first, and Tuoba Qingsheng followed him in.
Not only Shu Qingsheng, but Suo Tuyao, Xie Qingsheng and the boss were all there. Xuanyuan Zhengchu was a little thinner, but his complexion was much better than the previous few days. They seemed to be discussing something. Tuoba Qingsheng lost his patience due to lack of sleep. He was thinking about how to speak, when Xuanyuan Zhengchu saw the bag in his hand, and asked, "Why so early, is there something wrong?"
Very light tone.
Tuoba Qingsheng looked at the current situation, and it seemed that it was wrong to pull Xuanyuan Zhengchu away to ask him in private. He was very tired and didn't want to hide it, so he put the bag on the table in front of him: "Someone gave me this yesterday." Come."
Xuanyuan Zhengchu didn't know what was inside. If he had the ability to predict, he would definitely choose another way to deal with it. Because he didn't have the ability to predict, he took out the contents.
He had good eyesight, and his face sank immediately.
"Who gave it to you?"
"I don't know, I didn't go home last night. It was given to me by the security guard." Tuoba Qingsheng took out some of the documents, including a very realistic close-up photo, "What is this, you don't have anything to say told me?"
That photo shows Xuanyuan Zhengchu having dinner with a woman. If it was a different woman, Tuoba Qingsheng wouldn't react so much, but that woman is so special that no matter how Tuoba Qingsheng finds reasons, he can't restrain her. A weird feeling.The woman's surname was Su, and she was a descendant of a medical family. She had a face that was [-]% similar to Su Qingsheng.A line of words was written on the back of the photo: Xuanyuan Zhengchu's first girlfriend, who is in a relationship, is likely to get engaged within the next six months.
Xuanyuan Zhengchu had been observing Tuoba Qingsheng's expression, and Tuoba Qingsheng's tone was a little eager and expectant, hoping that Xuanyuan Zhengchu could deny the answer he least expected.
But Xuanyuan Zhengchu just looked at him and didn't deny it.
At that moment, Tuoba Qingsheng felt his heart skip a beat, and he was a little bored. He said, "What is this called?"
"What do you take me for?"
"Do you know that the past is the past, and we can't go back to the past. If you are still thinking about the past, then why did you recruit me?" Tuoba Qingsheng paused, "Don't you want to tell me if?"
Xuanyuan Zhengchu put the things away: "I will explain to you, but now I have something to do, can you wait?"
"Okay." Tuoba Qingsheng turned and left, "Tell me when you've made up your mind, I have other things to do, so let's go first."
He went out without saying hello to the others.That over-inflated balloon feeling came back, and he thought his chest would explode if he stayed any longer.
When he got home, he thought he wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but in fact he fell asleep in less than ten minutes, and even the frequent nightmares didn't bother him.
At night, Tuoba Qingsheng opened his eyes, blinked a few times, his eyes were dry, his throat was thirsty, he didn't want to move, and he lay in one position for a long time.He was also hungry, but he had no appetite. If he insisted on filling his stomach with food, it would be abusing himself, so he decided to abuse his stomach.
At eight o'clock, Regen asked him to go to the bar. Drinking on an empty stomach is definitely not a pleasant thing, but Tuoba Qingsheng went out without even hesitating to pick up his coat.
The bar that Regan chooses is always very emotional, there is no messy music, no messy people, the only thing that is a bit special this time is that this is a gay bar, the people sitting in twos and threes are all men, and Regan is sitting in the corner There, with a glass of green wine in front of him, someone would always cast their eyes on him or tease him openly or secretly, but Ragen ignored them all.
Lei Gen had already drank a lot of wine before Tuoba Qingsheng's arrival, seeing him he just gestured for him to sit down and continue drinking his own wine.
The waiter brought over the wine that Tuoba Qingsheng asked for, and Tuoba Qingsheng gave the tip, put the wine on the low table, but didn't drink it, he guessed that his chance of getting drunk was impossible to realize, Lei How could the two drunkards go back safely if they were too drunk to pass out?Someone has to wake up.
Lei Gen drank all the wine and turned the empty glass in his hand. He asked Tuoba Qingsheng: "Why do you think people fall in love with another person?"
Why?Because people are lonely, they always want to be comforted by others, when that person can attract their attention, hormones will emerge, rubbing and fermenting that emotion, so the so-called liking is so-called love came.
Tuoba Qingsheng knew that Leigen liked that mecha pilot named Jiyu very much, he liked it so much that he could only let go of that person in his heart, but Jiyu seemed to be a heterosexual, and he would never be able to respond to Leigen's words Feelings, this is enough to trap Ragen in a dead end and cannot get out.
In a blink of an eye, it was seven years.
Lei Gen cried, this was the first time that Tuoba Qingsheng saw him cry, he had never cried before, even for medical treatment, as long as it was unbearable treatment, but now he was crying unscrupulously like a child, tears The snot was rubbing against Tuoba Qingsheng's sleeve, and he slapped the table vigorously to let the waiter bring the wine, yelling loudly. Get Ragen out of the bar.
Lei Gen came here by car, and Tuoba Qingsheng drove his car to the foot of Shouwang Mountain in the eastern suburbs, where Lei Gen's studio was located, and Tuoba Qingsheng remotely controlled the studio's smart computer to turn all the lights on. Open it. When Legen was sleeping in the lounge, Tuoba Qingsheng used a lathe to make mecha parts in the next door to him. All the new alloys were used. Those new alloy liquids were beautiful in color and flowed, and gradually solidified and formed in the model.
Tuoba Qingsheng sat beside him and watched blankly, his mind was full of Xuanyuan Zhengchu's face in the morning and Lei Gen's voice "Why is it so difficult to love someone".
Does he like Xuanyuan Zhengchu?Of course I like him, not only because he is Lao Zhong, but also because of many things, his appearance, his body temperature, his smell, and his soul.Looking back, did Xuanyuan Zhengchu like him?The answer is also yes, but this liking seems to be mixed with some very subtle things.It was something that made Tuoba Qingsheng feel stuck in his throat.
It seems that in Xuanyuan Zhengchu's heart, that Su Qingsheng from his previous life is his favorite.Everyone is dead, and the soil has been turned into dust, but he just clings to the past. It can't be said that he did something wrong, but his actions are really uncomfortable...
Tuoba Qingsheng suddenly vaguely guessed the source of Xuanyuan Zhengchu's hot and cold towards him. He felt a little cold, but in fact the temperature in the studio has always been constant.
It was Su Qingsheng who was engraved in Xuanyuanzheng's soul at the beginning, not him, who had Su Qingsheng's memory and wore Tuoba Qingsheng's skin.So he can say "I like you" to him, and at the same time gather those who have the shadow of Su Qingsheng around him, sometimes get bored with him, sometimes let him fend for himself, going up and down is the most difficult task than driving a mech Combination actions are even more exciting.
Although he is still proficient at dual-purpose, the scrap rate of the parts produced is as high as 20.00%.
It was dawn in a blink of an eye, and the doctor who had been taking care of Leigen went to the studio to pick him up. Tuoba Qingsheng stayed alone for a while, packed up his things and left the studio, and returned to Tuoba Hegang.
Tuoba He was just making Chinese breakfast in the kitchen, while Tuoba Ge was sitting at the dining table in an orderly manner, with a small body upright, eagerly waiting for the meal, Zheng Shuanghua came out of the bathroom, pulled out a chair and sat on the table song around.
Tuobage looked at him and shouted: "Dad, Zheng Shuanghua didn't wash his hands!"
Tuoba He just answered in the kitchen: "No food if you don't wash your hands!"
Zheng Shuanghua muttered "little bastard", and reluctantly went to flush his hands under the faucet. Tuobage supervised him and insisted on letting him use hand sanitizer. Zheng Shuanghua was unwilling to lose face in front of such a child, and wanted to check whether his hands were clean , Tuobage stretched out a pair of small hands, and showed him the front and back: "It's very clean, and it still smells good! Take a look."
Zheng Shuanghua persevered in observing, trying to find an unclean place, but he grabbed those little hands and looked at it for a while, but he couldn't see it. Just when he was in trouble, the doorbell rang!The doorbell saved him, and he stood up loudly: "Let me see who it is!" The sensor behind the door had already shown the image of Tuoba Qingsheng, and Tuoba Ge jumped up and down with joy: "It's brother!" It's brother! I'll open the door!"
Tuoba He just served a bowl of porridge for his eldest son: "Why are you so thin?"
Tuoba Qingsheng ate the porridge and said vaguely, "I'm busy with work these days."
"Pay attention to your body, no matter how important work is, it is not as important as health." Tuoba He just said casually, and moved the side dish to the elder son. He didn't think of going to other places, he just thought that his son was only because of work. After losing weight, he was forced to eat two bowls of porridge before letting him go.
Tuoba Qingsheng lived there for three days, and returned to his home on the fourth day.One day, two days, three days, Xuanyuan Zhengchu didn't give him the so-called explanation. He contacted him once and talked about other things, but Tuoba Qingsheng didn't mention anything he wanted to know.
Give him some more time, Tuoba Qingsheng comforted himself in this way, for him, it was only a few years to be separated from Lao Zhong, but for Xuanyuan Zhengchu, it was a long time, to get from that kind of It is not easy to get out of the thick emotions that have settled over time.
During those three days, Tuoba Ge always surrounded him, successfully distracting Tuoba Qingsheng's attention, and he was also thankful for his choice, if he was alone, he didn't know how he would be tortured by those thoughts.
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