my lord baby

Chapter 52: Love and not love

"Hehe...you lost, shouldn't grandpa keep his promise if he loses?" Murong Yuchen said mischievously as he knelt down in front of the white-haired old man and smiled.

"Can I make a discount..." Before I finished speaking, the little thing in front of me immediately felt wronged, his watery eyes were immediately clouded with mist, his little nose sucked and sucked, and his pale little mouth pursed, Both hands tightly pinched his clothes, so pitiful, no one could bear to hurt anyone who saw it.

"Okay, okay... Grandpa will give it to you, Xiao Chen'er, grandpa will bring it to you right now" the old man coaxed kindly, while taking out three black pills from his body.

"Hee hee, grandpa is the best, Chen'er knows that grandpa treats Chen'er the best." Like the sun after a cloudy day, as if the person who was about to cry just now is not him, his smile is extremely gentle and agile, which makes people look at it for a while Absent.

Murong Yuchen took the three pills and put them away carefully, raised his head and said with a smile, "Well, actually... is there anything Grandpa hasn't given to Chen'er?" Pretending to be innocent, he looked at the wide-eyed old man .

"Oh?! My herbs don't seem to have been dried yet. I'll go and have a look." After speaking, he was about to leave, but his feet were caught by something, and he looked down to see if it wasn't a hand, and when he looked again, he saw Murong Yuchen looked at him with an expression of "I'm a bully, don't you?", and he was still hugging his feet, not letting go no matter what.

"Grandpa, you don't want to be a liar or..." Turtle!Looking at the old man in a warning tone, he said leisurely.

"I seem to have forgotten where it is," the old man wiped off his cold sweat and said apologetically.

"Oh, grandpa didn't say it earlier, I know where it is! Really, I almost thought that grandpa won't give it to me, so it's fine now." After finishing speaking, he got up and strode towards the medicinal material house beside him. As soon as he saw it, he immediately followed, his face was ashen, and his beard was raised.

After Zhongli saw this scene, he could only shake his head helplessly, and then smiled, "Fortunately, this old bastard can't do anything to take Chen'er, Chen'er, you must avenge me." A smirk, but the bloodless face did not have the usual chic.

Then there was a happy laugh and a very pitiful cry from inside the room. . . . .Silence!

"Thank you grandpa for giving me so many treasures. When I go home, I will bring a lot of snacks to grandpa." Smiling and looking at the crying old man, he turned and ran out, but when he looked up, he saw a pair of very gentle eyes are looking at yourself

The smile that was still there just now disappeared immediately, and just when Zhong Li was about to say something, he saw a white shadow flashing, the person was already in his arms, and the strong but not greasy fragrance of flowers gradually permeated his whole heart.

"Chen'er..." There were a lot of words to say, but what came to his mouth was just a soft call.

Unexpectedly, with this cry, the servant seemed to wake up to something and kept hitting Zhongli with his tightly clenched white fist. Because of his weak body, he didn't use much force.

"Bad guy, Li is a big bad guy, I said I don't want you to die with me! You just want... Liar, you big liar, didn't you agree?! You listen to me, as long as I say You listen to everything...Wow...Wow...The worst thing for me is to leave..." Because of Murong Yuchen who was exerting too much force and crying loudly, he kept panting, weak Falling into Zhongli's arms, his hands kept beating.

"Chen...listen to me." Zhong Li looked at Murong Yuchen, whose face turned pale, and stopped him distressedly, but the man didn't listen.

"No, I don't want to listen to anything you say, blood... Li actually let me drink your own blood...you don't know that you will...will you die? Why...why is it like this I am worthy of your sacrifice..." He kept shaking his head.

"No... I don't deserve to pay like a fool like Li. I have always accommodated me blindly. I accept it with peace of mind. I think this is normal. As long as Li is by my side, I will I will always have Li's tenderness, Li's love, but..." The tears kept flowing, no matter how much Ren Zhongli wiped them off, he couldn't finish them.

"But when Li said that he wanted to leave me... don't want me, give me to someone else... when he thought Li was dead, I realized that I had never done anything for Li, never paid anything for Li I love you, I keep saying that I want to keep Li by my side, I want more and more love selfishly and greedily... but I have never paid anything for anyone.”

Looking at the bloodless face, Zhongli clenched his hands and shouted loudly, "No... no, as long as I love Chen'er, Chen'er can love whoever he wants, as long as my heart is still beating and as long as I am It’s fine to love Chen’er...as long as Chen’er is alive and happy.”

"No...it's Chen'er's fault. If it wasn't for my willfulness, Li wouldn't have almost died trying to save me...I hate, I hate myself for being so useless, I can't do anything, when I look at Li When I was about to die, I could only cry and be afraid...Everyone was always protecting me, and every time I was useless...I hid behind everyone every time, you know? How can I be so useless? I can accept Li and everyone's kindness and love for me with peace of mind, woo woo..."

"Is Chen'er going to make me die of pain?! Or is Chen'er not loving me at all, and taking my love for you as a burden... In that case, I will leave Chen'er, far away..." His eyes The emptiness made Murong Yuchen, who was crying, face each other and panicked. . .Something was broken, my heart slowed down for half a beat, and my breath immediately spit out a mouthful of blood. The red color dyed the white clothes red, which looked so dazzling.

"Chen'er...what's wrong with you, don't scare me...don't scare me" Murong Yuchen, who was breathing weakly, kept repeating.

"Don't... don't leave me... Woohoo, I love Li, I have always loved, but never at this moment... I love you like this." The cold hand took Zhongli's hand and put it on her own He gasped in his chest and said, "This place hurts so much. I heard Leaving... don't want to be yourself. This place just... hurts so much. It says here that it can't live without Leaving. It has fallen in love with the one it told itself ten years ago. ...He is called Zhongli's little boy... I love him, I have always loved him, even in death... But I really hate my incompetence... I almost lost my life... I'm so scared... I'm so scared, I just watched Li...disappear" The voice became quieter and quieter until finally it disappeared.

"No, don't Chen'er, I'm wrong, I shouldn't have forced you, wake up, okay... wake up!" shouted like a roar, and cried silently, tightly hugging the weak body in his arms.

Suddenly he looked up and saw the old man put Murong Yuchen on the bed, stabbing Murong Yuchen with silver needles in both hands.

"Help him, save him quickly, please!" Zhong Li's internal injuries worsened due to excessive blood loss, and he didn't have the strength to stand up from the ground. He could only watch the old man keep injecting needles into Murong Yuchen's body.

"Shut up..." The old man glared at Zhongli, put the pill in his arms into Murong Yuchen's mouth, let out a big breath, and turned to look at Zhongli who was worried.

"You boy... If you don't want to save him, you can just kill him, so that his life is not as good as death. I don't understand. I didn't care about life and death before trying to save this little baby, and now I'm forcing him to death. Really I don’t understand you, hum.” Turning around, he doesn’t look at Zhongli.

"The poison on his body has been cured, but...his body has been severely injured, and there is no way to force out any residual poison that enters the heart meridian. As long as the emotion is agitated, the heart meridian will be blocked, causing reverse blood and vomiting blood... And it happens once a month, and every time the pain in the whole body is like countless needles piercing every part of the body bit by bit... Once the attack occurs, it lasts for three consecutive days.”

"No... Didn't you say that as long as you drink my blood and your medicine for three days, he will be fine? Why is it like this, tell me, why is it like this?" Zhongli's murderous aura immediately exploded , let the old man take a few steps back.

"This is the result of you forcing him like that just now... It was supposed to be three days, as long as you don't make him angry, as long as you spend those three days calmly, the baby will be all right, and the poison in the heart will also be cured." There is a way to force it out, but when you make a fuss, his emotional agitation will cause the poison in his heart veins to attack prematurely, which will cause the consequences I just mentioned." The old man looked at Zhong Li with an empty face and said coldly, and then walked out the door "What an idiot..." He sighed and left.

Zhong Li stood up while holding the door bar in a daze, walked to the bed step by step and then knelt and sat under the bed.

"Hey...Chen'er, I regret it. I regret that I met you ten years ago." Gentlely afraid that it would hurt if I touched it gently, I picked up that small soft white hand and put it on my mouth. .

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have pulled you into danger, and you wouldn't have been poisoned." He looked closely at the person who was still smiling just now, but now the crystal doll that has become lifeless.

"But I don't regret falling in love with you, because your smile gave me too much warmth and longing, you know? If I hadn't met you ten years ago, I'm afraid I would have chosen a suitable place for me A place where a person dies alone, no one is sad, no one cares, just like this person dies slowly... I thought that was my best belonging, my best ending, but I met a smile You are so free of impurities, pure as a snow lotus, when I saw you for the first time, I realized that people can laugh like this, so gentle and so simple.” Tears flowed down on that one On the snow-white little hand, the long eyelashes suddenly moved.

"I just really want to know if I'm valued in your heart, if I'm cared about, it's just like this, I'm sorry, maybe I'm far away from you..." Before I finished speaking, I was greeted by a warm lips Clinging to her, she watched with wide-open eyes that the half-dead man was kissing herself now, the first time she took the initiative to kiss herself, her heart jumped quickly.

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