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Pei Shan left the alley and did not go home directly, but followed Tang Liyan all the way to his residence before turning back.

Tang Liyan lives in Building No. [-], and Pei Shan lives in Building No. [-].Only three houses away.

Pei Shan's heart beat very fast.He trotted all the way upstairs, and the voice-activated lights on the stairway lit up one after another with the sound of footsteps, accompanied by a few curses from the neighbors.

The door was closed with a "bang", Pei Shan leaned against the door and gasped for breath.

After a long delay, Pei Shan took several deep breaths before walking to the refrigerator and drawing a big circle with a red pen on the calendar.

Pei Shan recorded more than 200 days.

This is also his third year in Yancheng.Pei Shan could have come back on New Year's Day this year, but he was afraid that the date Po Meng said would be brought forward, so he couldn't bear to come here as soon as he graduated.

Pei Shan sat down at the table, opened the diary, tapped on the table again and again, all he could think about was the three words Tang Liyan.

This man came from the darkness, walked into the light bit by bit, pointed at the suitcase with his foot, and asked him casually, what's his name?

God knows how nervous Pei Shan was.

Obviously, Tang Liyan didn't know him.But in this fast-moving night, Pei Shan has already rewound their past more than ten times.

If it wasn't for fear of scaring people, Pei Shan would even have rushed over to hug him.

crazy.

Pei Shan still held back, let go of his courage, and only dared to pester him to help him light a cigarette.

It's just that when the fire was lit, Pei Shan could see through the jumping flames that the person in front of him coincided with the long-lasting memory - straight waist, broad and flat shoulders, a shallow scar at the end of the eyebrow, and steady steps.

While immersed in tonight's happiness, Pei Shan picked up a pen and wrote down the words "Gengyin summer, in Yancheng" in the diary.

After finishing writing, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously, and his right hand danced a few times in the air before continuing to write.

Tang Liyan didn't know that his name had been written by Pei Shan hundreds of times on the paper.

He turned on his mobile phone and put it outside, smoking a cigarette while checking out places to visit in Yancheng.There is still a day off tomorrow, so you can go shopping.

In this city with the longest straight-line distance from Ningcheng, although there are not many entertainment venues, at least there are no acquaintances.

Tang Liyan could see the fine raindrops outside the window through the smoke he exhaled.

"Brother Yan, why did you run so far away without making a sound? You didn't even tell your brothers?"

The caller was Tang Liyan's childhood friend in Ningcheng, Qiu Min.

"Well, the announcement is urgent." Tang Liyan put a towel on his freshly washed hair.

"You can pull it down, third-level superintendent? Is it worth your haste to run there?" Qiu Min scolded, "Your brother calls me twice every day to ask where you have been, what should I say?"

Tang Liyan's face immediately sank, "Block him."

"No, I'm afraid he will threaten me with a pair of black suits. But, can you go there alone? I searched, and I said that it's hot and stuffy, and the cockroaches are very big." Qiu Min was there Head talking to himself.

As if to prove something, a cockroach really crawled out from the crack in the wall.

Tang Liyan didn't care.He casually closed the computer, got up and went to get a beer from the refrigerator.With a bang, foam rushed down the tin can.

"Also, brother Yan, you haven't come to play racing for a long time." Qiu Min's tone suddenly became serious, as if he was going to start some serious topic next.

"Well, I'm not interested anymore." Tang Liyan took a sip of beer, felt that it was not strong enough, frowned, and put it aside.

"So fast?" Qiu Min was silent for a while, "Then do you still have a time when you want to pursue new and exciting things?"

Qiu Min paused, "Mental, physical, the kind that hurts oneself."

Only then did Tang Liyan bring the phone to his mouth, and said word by word: "Qiu Min, I have a psychologist, and I have passed the psychological test with a high score."

That means, you don't need to meddle in your own business here.

Qiu Min didn't speak anymore, just sighed.

Thin cool.This is the evaluation of Tang Liyan's friends.

Everything is like floating dust to him, just looking for something fresh.Be it enthusiasm or interest, they all come and go quickly.As for feelings, he has no such thing.

When did this state start?Tang Liyan rubbed his eyes, as if it was three years ago.

Tang Liyan, who had been a good student for 18 years, suddenly dropped out of Ningda University. On the day he went to the police academy to report, he had a fight with someone for the first time—his brother’s bodyguard, one on four, and he was injured all over his body, but he was inexplicable. Cool.

Afterwards, this kind of stimulation is no longer satisfying.He started to drive the sports car to the track, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and was woken up by the sea breeze in the middle of the night.Then there is bungee jumping and boxing.Pain or weightlessness can make people flustered, and the feeling of punching to the flesh can make people's heart beat faster.

Tang Liyan was obsessed with these for a long time, finding prey and enjoying them.Until, I lost interest again, lost my impulse, and had no desire to live a good life.

No one dares to criticize this kind of morbid state of life. Everyone will only say that the little son of the Tang family is quite pitiful. He was celebrating his birthday, and he didn't have time to eat the cake. In one night, he lost both his father and his mother. I also saw my teacher jump off the building with my own eyes, who would be able to bear it.

But Tang Liyan had had enough.Endless loop.Adrenaline rush after adrenaline rush, disappointment after disappointment.

"Okay, anyway, I've said what should be said and what should not be said eight hundred times." Qiu Min felt bored, so he started another topic and said with a smile, "It's good to stay away from here and change the environment Yes. I heard that the industry in Yancheng is well-developed. If you don’t want to try it here, go there—” Then there was a smirk, “I think you can open up meat.”

Although Tang Liyan wants to try everything that can make him impulsive, all of this does not include sex.In particular, the types of Israeli waiters in the sensual field could not arouse his enthusiasm at all.

Not only is it boring, but it's extremely troublesome.Among his cronies and friends, which one of them hasn't been stalked by his little lover?In the end, it was a mess that couldn't be sorted out. I didn't get much fun, but I had a lot of debts.

What Tang Liyan hates the most is constant interruptions.

"You think this kind of thing is funny?" Tang Liyan asked.

Qiu Min clicked his tongue twice, "Yes, Yancheng is very conservative, there should be no men in this industry—"

Tang Liyan coughed, wanting Qiu Min to end the topic.By the way, he raised his hand, turned out the photos in the box, and placed them carefully on the bedside table.

In the photo was a man in his thirties.

Qiu Min talked more and more vigorously: "Oh, but I heard that there are many beauties in Yancheng, maybe you will meet one someday, so I just picked it up and brought it home, haha."

beautiful?

Tang Liyan subconsciously remembered the scene he saw in the alley just now—Pei Shan was wearing a hollow top, with curly hair and red lips, smoking a cigarette under the wet corner, his eyes like uncut jade falling into a ditch.

"Stop farting." Tang Liyan cursed into the microphone and put the cigarette butt out in the ashtray.

The quality of the call was not very good, and it was intermittent. Tang Liyan said "Hello" a few times and didn't hear a response, so he hung up.

Go to the window sill to stand for a while, and you should sleep.

Ning Cheng is like a glass cover, obviously the sea and sky are a beautiful sight, but every time Tang Liyan looks at it, he feels that blue color seems to eat people.

Yancheng is different, it is a large expanse of green, even in the dark at night, when you hear the sound of rain hitting plantains, you can still imagine a whole piece of green.

Tang Liyan stretched on the windowsill.The line of sight was blocked by the clothes on the arms at first, but when the hands were put down, it gradually cleared up and saw the lamp not far away.

There was only one house with lights on in the dark.That's Building No. [-] on Hong Street.

After Pei Shan finished writing the diary by the window sill, he closed the notebook, wiped it carefully and locked it in the drawer.

He raised his head suddenly, and saw the new tenant not far away, standing by the window sill, looking towards him.

Pei Shan was at a loss, and his first reaction was to pull the curtains.He stopped halfway through the movement, he thought, maybe Tang Liyan was just looking for a focus for his eyes, not really looking this way.

As a result, disappointment slowly surged up, and my mood calmed down a lot.

Pei Shan purposely took off the lipstick and eyeshadow little by little in front of the window sill, the hair on his forehead was brushed back, and his innocent face soon appeared in the mirror.

Unfortunately, or too coincidentally, Tang Liyan has really good eyesight.The kind that can reach the special standard of physical examination without much effort.

So Pei Shan's every move fell into Tang Liyan's eyes.

First he was flustered, then he forced himself to be calm, and finally he seemed to be deliberately seductive.

Tang Liyan put his hands on the window sill, and met Pei Shan's eyes from a distance.

With a snap, raindrops hit his hand.cool.

Tang Liyan felt hot again.But this time, he finally had time to think about the reason - the inexplicable emotion just now, the body feeling as thin and numb as needles, had nothing to do with temperature.

Just, here it comes.

Here comes a new impulse, a new prey, a new passion, a new stimulus, he thought.

"Gengyin year summer / in Yancheng.

After coming to Yancheng for three years, I finally met him.

I want to hug him, kiss him, make love on the squeaky floor, like in the sunrise at the beginning of the century.

But I dare not.I'm rotten, depraved, absurd, surrounded by a crowd, insulted, and just lost my temper again.

No one likes me like this.When he looked at me, his eyes were full of contempt.

I can't even say a word, stay safe.

In the end, I miss you so much, thinking over and over again, this supports me to live and die.

I miss you so much.Every sober and struggling day, I never stop thinking about you.

Love you forever, Pei Shan. "