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Pei Shan listened to the whole process without saying a word, and felt that his internal organs were entangled in a fine and dense spider web, and this sticky thing was getting tighter and tighter, making himself feel as if he was covered to death by a net of heaven and earth.

He leaned his head against the lamp post, opened the mobile search interface, and entered: [Li Feng]

The hottest one is the sex video between Li Feng and Tang Jing, followed closely, and the latest news is [Li Feng jumped off the building in the apartment, suspected of committing suicide due to depression], the time shows March 2010.

The news released a picture of the deceased, with mosaics on the eyes, but it can be seen that he was about 40 years old, wearing thin-rimmed glasses, and elegant—it was the man he saw on Tang Liyan's bedside table.

In the photos of the accident at the scene, Pei Shan found a familiar figure from the corner, lonely, dejected, looking straight at the lump of flesh and blood that had been smashed into mud.

It took a lot of effort for Pei Shan not to let the phone fall out.

He finally knew why Tang Liyan put on a resisting and cherishing look when he mentioned the photos; and why he felt so familiar the first time he saw the photos.

That was Li Feng.The founder of the Feng Mang Theater Troupe, the instructor of the Ningcheng University Master of Arts Troupe, the chief director of the drama "Unfortunate Life", and the rumored third-party boyfriend of the movie star Tang Jing.

A person who came out of a small theater and led the main creative tour to the north and south of the river.

A scandal-ridden person who can gain Tang Liyan's unconditional trust.

A man who was brilliant and then fell.

A person who will never wake up again, but is remembered by Tang Liyan to this day.

After going through the news back and forth, Pei Shan finally understood the so-called "casualties".

The earliest news reported that Tang actually cheated on the marriage; not long after his sexual orientation was exposed, the media began to follow Guan Xin and his divorce lawsuit.One big wave after another, on the eve of the trial, the sex and love video of Tang Jing and Li Feng was posted on the Internet. Although the major media did not dare to directly forward the video, they all took a wave of enthusiasm and reported on Tang Jing's marriage. Cheating, and the shameless behavior of a rookie in the drama industry.

Tang was actually the wrong party, but also faced the pressure of public opinion, so he left the house without any suspense.The couple each raise a child.It didn't take long for the social news to become lively: movie star Tang Jing became enraged, murdered passionately, and was imprisoned for the death of his ex-wife Guan Xin.

And the other protagonist in the video, Cong Ning resigned from his post, announcing that "Unfortunate Life" will no longer be re-released, and disappeared amidst the insults of the crowd.Drama workers are not a highly exposed profession. After a month, the media forgot about this person.Until, five years later, in 2010, Li Feng jumped from the 36th floor, leaving behind a roomful of antidepressant bottles.

Pei Shan didn't pay much attention to these entertainments and gossips before, and instinctively avoided the news about life and death. Therefore, the only impression of Li Feng was a glimpse of Li Feng at the curtain call of "Unfortunate Life"; Even the most tumultuous moment before he and Guan Xin divorced did not allow the two children to be photographed.Therefore, before this, the only thing Pei Shan knew about Tang Liyan was that "he had a brother who was in the cultural industry, with a wide industrial chain and a rich family", and he had no idea that he and Li Feng still had contact.

But what kind of connection is it? Pei Shan searched the Internet, but couldn't find it.

All he knows now is that Tang Liyan usually looks like he is playing around with the world and has nothing to do with him, but he also has fetters in his heart.It's just that this bond doesn't belong to Pei Shan, and Pei Shan doesn't even deserve to know anything about it.

The person under the street lamp stood like this for half an hour, his legs were stiff, and he suddenly felt that everything he did was like a clown.

——What's the point of prying into Tang Liyan's past here?

He still can't know why Tang Liyan crossed thousands of kilometers and took Li Feng's photo with him, and he still can't know why Tang Liyan made such a fuss over a person he should hate and his family. He doesn't even know Tang Liyan Why did you become a policeman, why did you change schools, and why... came to Yancheng.

Pei Shan rubbed his numb legs, smiled wryly and shook his head.And halfway through this action, Pei Shan paused again - he was surprised that his first reaction was to force a laugh.Before, I wanted to show Tang Liyan a laugh, but this time, there was obviously no one on the other side.

It turned out that unconsciously, making him happy and loving him had become a habit imprinted in his bones.And he didn't know anything.

Pei Shan took out his mobile phone and wrote on Shi Pei's communication interface: [Have you finished eating?If not, I'll go back with you guys. ]

His thumb stayed on the send button, and he remembered Tang Liyan borrowing money for himself at the dinner table.

Whether it is the 22-year-old Tang Liyan or the teenage Tang Liyan, it seems that he can't stop.Pei Shan couldn't help but feel sorry for the underage boy. He should have happily gone to Ningda University to study his favorite major and have a family reunion birthday with his loving parents.

After a few jinglings, the bicycle ran over Pei Shan's shadow.Pei Shan raised his head, and at the end of his line of sight were tall trees with green shadows, criss-crossing wires, low walls with red background and blue bricks, and boys and girls hugging together on bicycles.

These are almost invisible in the night, the only conspicuous one is a cake shop.The storefront is candy-colored, and in the glass window is an orange cake.

Pei Shan suddenly turned off the phone, put it in his pocket, and walked towards the store.

Just for fun, let him play.At least, at this time, Tang Liyan didn't seem to be in a good state.There must be people around him.

It took Tang Liyan less than 3 minutes from going upstairs to slamming the door.

This level of running would not make him out of breath, but he just couldn't help gasping for heat. No matter how deep he took a breath, the hotness in his heart couldn't be calmed down.

Throwing the jacket into the basin, the shower was turned on abruptly, and the water temperature was adjusted to the coolest.

Useless.

Cold water can only make the hostility and irritability in the heart burn more and more.Tang Liyan stood under the shower, listening to the sound of gurgling water, feeling suffocated.

The cold water made me tremble.He closed his eyes, and the scenes just flashed through his mind——

He had a fight with Guan Ligeng, like before, he had a hard fight, but he was covered in injuries.

Instead of agreeing to the request to return to Ningcheng, he provoked Guan Ligeng, complaining whenever he wanted. Anyway, in Yancheng, he has no restrictions.

This was said harshly at the time, but he suddenly calmed down, and Tang Liyan was the first to think of the little beauty who was scolded by Guan Ligeng by pointing at his nose.

When he took Pei Shanzhi away, the other party's expression seemed pitiful.

Fucked up again?

Tang Liyan took a few more deep breaths. He couldn't bear it anymore, so he turned off the tap, got up and walked to the mirror.

Guan Ligeng was right.

He can't control himself.I can never escape the nightmare of my birthday, I can never feel nostalgic for the world, I can never give up the pursuit of new games, and I will never be needed.

It was as if all the enthusiasm and love in this life had been exhausted in the previous life.

The air conditioner was turned on very low, and the room was only in the twenties.Tang Liyan was rushed by the cold water, and shivered all over when he came out.

He looked at himself in the mirror and didn't move for a long time.

- "Fucking crazy woman!"

—— "Yanyan, even you don't believe me, do you?"

——"Yaoshou! Dead!"

These sounds were like a nightmare, accompanied by the sound of sudden braking and the shocking crash, piercing his eardrums.

"Fuck! Stop talking!" Tang Liyan slammed the mirror hard, watching the water drops slip through the cracks in his fists.

He was sure he wasn't doing well right now.

He felt that his heart was being held tightly by a pair of big hands, the blood could not flow back to his whole body, and even the sound of his heartbeat was very weak.

Tang Liyan rummaged through the boxes and cabinets, and found the helmet and motorcycle keys that were put away some time ago. Then he put the helmet on his head and stared at the calendar at the door.

The background on the calendar is Linglong Mountain.

Linglong Mountain spirals around, and the street lights are very far apart, making it hard to see the corners at night.Therefore, generally no one would take that route at night.

Dangerous, attractive.

Tang Liyan didn't know whether he was obsessed with challenging the limit, or the accelerated heartbeat.He knows that he is a coward, afraid of death, afraid of showing his sincerity, but morbidly pursuing the pleasure of brushing shoulders with death, the ambiguous wandering of seduction and temptation.

It's just that the test object seems to have been thrown away by himself, and he probably won't come again.It's just friends with benefits. What reason do people have to care about their own lives?Asking one more question is considered an act of kindness.

Tang Liyan, it's you who don't want this kindness.

Viciously, he picked up the car keys and strapped on his helmet.

Then try to see if the god of death has eyes.

With a straight face, Tang Liyan picked up the car keys, put one hand in his pocket, and opened the door with the other.

Caught off guard, a face bumped into his eyes, his eyes were as bright as stars in a summer night.

The person who came was still holding his hand in mid-air, when he saw him, he didn't know whether it was a reflection of his heart or a polite reaction, he immediately broke into a smile.

"Pei Shan, why are you here?" Tang Liyan was taken aback for a moment, then took a few steps back, "Didn't I tell you to go back?"