After marrying a crush

Meng Ying was standing by the pool thinking deeply, then suddenly fell into a warm embrace, and Lian Jun's familiar aura instantly surrounded him.

For some reason, his heart, which was still cold just now, suddenly warmed up, like the golden afterglow of the setting sun, blowing up a quiet warm wind with the flowing clouds in the vast rays of light.

"What are you thinking about?" Lian Jun's deep voice rang in his ears.

He couldn't help shrinking into Lianjun's arms, then rested his head on Lianjun's chest, and said softly, "I'm thinking of you."

Lian Jun smiled, and then hugged him even tighter, the two of them stopped talking, just watched the sunset in the western sky quietly.The evening wind blew gently, peaceful and serene, for fear of disturbing the beautiful peace between them accidentally.

Together they watched the sunset slowly sinking below the horizon, and the last ray of the sunset lingered on them through thousands of clouds, reflecting their shadows on the water surface of the swimming pool, and also imprinted on the outline of fleeting years It is even engraved on their hearts.

Meng Ying thought to herself, if this moment is eternity, how good would it be?He didn't know why Lianjun was so gentle to him all of a sudden, but he knew that this period of time was coming to an end, maybe Lianjun was just making up for him with guilt?

No matter what, it's fine, until the end of this happiness, he will cherish every minute and every second with Lianjun.Because no matter whether Lian Jun's love for him is true or not, he wants to leave more good memories for the rest of his life.

Lianjun kissed his side face and said: "The sun is already setting, let's go back."

He gave a soft "um" and asked, "Where are you going back?"

Lianjun chuckled lightly and said, "Of course I'm going home, let's go."

After saying that, Lian Jun took his hand and walked back home. He turned around, looked at Lian Jun's back, and followed Lian Jun forward in a daze.

After returning home, he went to work in the kitchen as usual, and Lianjun was very considerate to help out. During the meal, Lianjun even asked him what he likes.

For some reason, facing the sudden and enthusiastic Lianjun, he was actually a little scared, because he always felt that the better Lianjun treated him, the closer the day of his departure would be.

Lianjun looked at him who was stunned suddenly, frowned, then pinched a piece of meat for him, and asked: "What's the matter?" As he said, Lianjun pinched his face.

He just came back to his senses, smiled and said, "Didn't I tell you? You are the one I like."

Lianjun said helplessly: "Of course I know this, I mean besides me, what else do you like?"

He looked at Lianjun and blinked, then shook his head. Lianjun felt that it would be too obvious if he asked any more, so he sighed helplessly, then gave him another piece of meat, and said, "Eat, eat more." point."

Lianjun thought to himself, does this little tail have no other hobbies besides eating?Forget it, let the secretary and the others arrange the Christmas present.

Meng Ying looked at the piece of meat in the bowl and thought, did Lord Lian let him cherish the few remaining days together?

Thinking of this, he forced a smile, and then also gave Lian Jun a piece of meat, "You should eat more."

Lian Jun glanced at the piece of meat, smiled at him, and said nothing after that, the two of them ate their dinner quietly like that.

When he was sleeping at night, Lianjun gently embraced him in his arms, and then kissed his lips...

When he thought it was just a kiss like a touch of water, the enthusiasm of Lianjun continued to bloom like a raging fire. He was frightened by Lianjun's sudden offensive, and after struggling in his heart, he immediately shouted to stop .

Lianjun suppressed his emotions, and asked in a hoarse voice: "What's wrong?"

He murmured: "I... I'm not very comfortable, can we just sleep peacefully without doing anything?" For some reason, at this moment, he didn't want to do that intimate thing with Lianjun.

Lian Jun frowned and looked at him, then asked: "Back pain?"

He nodded lightly, Lian Jun watched him silent for a moment, then took a deep breath, then took him into his arms, and said: "Then go to sleep."

He lay in Lianjun's arms, let out a muffled "hmm", then closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Time flies, Christmas is here before you know it, it's a working day, Lian Jun went to work as usual.Meng Ying never celebrated Christmas, so he didn't even realize that it was Christmas.

That afternoon, while he was showering flowers in the courtyard, the doorbell outside the courtyard door was rang suddenly. He frowned and looked over to the courtyard door——the courtyard door was not closed, whoever came over at this time would still ring the doorbell Woolen cloth?

But he couldn't see the courtyard gate clearly from his angle, so he had to put down the shower and walked towards the courtyard gate.

When he came to the door, he didn't see anyone else, but he saw a beautiful gift box and a bouquet of flaming roses on the ground, and there was a card in the roses.

He frowned, then bent down and took a look at the card, only to see that it was written——To my favorite Xiaoying: Baby, Merry Christmas, I know you like red roses the most, this year I am still Love you as always, my love for you, like this blazing rose, burns brightly and will never be extinguished.The last signature is "The one who loves you the most".

When he saw this passage, his heart trembled slightly, his hands trembled accordingly, and the card immediately fell back into the bouquet of roses, an unspeakable bitterness in his heart spread.

He looked down at the bouquet of roses and was stunned for a moment, then smiled self-deprecatingly - he thought to himself, sure enough, if you have too many desires, you will really lose yourself.Now, it's time for him to wake himself up, don't expect so much, or it will be really difficult to extricate himself by then.

Thinking of this, he bent down and picked up the bouquet of flowers and the box, then walked back into the house, he thought to himself, put this gift in the house, to remind himself.

He didn't know that as soon as he returned to the house, a man in red wearing a baseball cap appeared outside the yard. The man looked up at a window on the third floor through the fence, and then hurriedly left.

He carried the gift box and roses back to the desk in Lianjun's bedroom, and then he couldn't help but went to the bookshelf to find a book and read it—for some reason, he wanted to confirm the card again Is the handwriting on it Lianjun's?

But he flipped through several books, and found that there was no other handwriting on it except for the printed characters.He frowned, then walked to the corner of the bookshelf and rummaged around, and finally found a notebook with a black cover.

He turned over the notebook, and saw a photo on the first page - two teenagers in the photo were wearing the same school uniform, they should be in high school at that time, they were sitting on the grass on the campus, facing each other. Looking at the camera, smiling brightly.They put their hands behind their backs, their shoulders seemed to touch each other inadvertently, and a piece of dazzling sunlight just fell into their eyes...

For some reason, Meng Ying looked at the golden sunlight, and her eyes had the illusion that her eyes were burned—there was no doubt that the two teenagers in the photo were none other than Lianjun and his twin brother Gu Junying.

He stared blankly at the two teenagers in the photo, and for some reason, his breathing gradually became difficult.He took a deep breath, and then quickly turned the notebook to the next page, only to see that there were two different handwriting on it——

Are you going to play in the afternoon?

Ok

What to eat for lunch?

Canteen

Hahaha, do you want to eat at the hall?

Or eat you?

……

Looking at it, he suddenly felt a suffocating pain in his heart. He closed the notebook suddenly, and then shoved the notebook back on the bookshelf with trembling hands.He walked out of the bedroom in a daze, then found a vase somewhere and came back, mechanically put the bouquet of roses into the vase one by one.

For some reason, he was clearly arranging the flowers seriously, but his eyes caught the notebook just now, and his heart suddenly felt sore.

He thought to himself, Gu Junying and Lianjun are a natural couple, right?After all, they spent their high school years together, they may have been at the same table, they used to run on the playground, played ball together, and ate together in the school cafeteria...

He really envied Gu Junying, who was able to spend such a beautiful youth with Lianjun, but what about him?What does he have with Lianjun?Apart from the past that Lianjun has long forgotten, what is left?Is this a marriage that will end at some point?

Just as he was thinking, the sound of a car suddenly came from outside. He looked out the window and found that Lian Jun had already returned in his car.Only then did he come to his senses, and quickly put all the remaining roses into the vase.

He placed the vase of flowers in a corner of the desk, and then opened the gift box, and found a red sweater inside, he frowned suddenly - in fact, he really didn't like wearing red clothes at all.

He sighed, then took out the sweater to have a look, only then did he realize that the sweater had a high collar, and the word "Ying" was faintly embroidered on the collar.

He smiled bitterly, thinking to himself, is Lianjun reminding him not to dream anymore, or telling him that he was just a stand-in from the beginning to the end?

He sighed again, and then put on the sweater. At this moment, the bedroom door was suddenly pushed open.

Lianjun was stunned when he saw the red dress, then blinked, and murmured in a daze: "Xiaoying?"

Although Lianjun's voice was very low, but the room was too quiet, so he still heard Lianjun's "Xiaoying" very clearly, and his heart suddenly groaned, thinking that it was so.

But he still smiled at Lianjun, and then walked towards Lianjun, he told himself in his heart, it doesn't matter, maybe what Lianjun called was "Xiaoying"?

Lianjun stared blankly at him walking over, he came to Lianjun, raised his eyes to look into Lianjun's eyes, and said: "You are back."

After hearing his voice, Lian Jun realized that he was Meng Ying and not Gu Junying. Lian Jun immediately smiled in relief, then took him into his arms, and said with a smile: "Well, I'm back." Tail.

He lay in Lianjun's arms, and said to himself again, it doesn't matter, maybe Lianjun really said this sentence to him?

Thinking of this, he raised his head, stood on tiptoe, and gently kissed the corner of Lianjun's lips, and then quickly buried his face in Lianjun's arms——for some reason, Lianjun actually escaped from his kiss. I tasted a little bit of sorrow.

Lianjun frowned, then lifted his face abruptly, looking deeply into his eyes.He was caught off guard and fell into Lianjun's deep black eyes, as if he had fallen into an endless abyss, beyond redemption, but he was willing.