Crossflow

This sudden kiss was as light as a newborn feather brushing the corners of the lips, it only brought a slight itch, and because of the sudden avoidance, people who were a little dull could not even feel it. exist.

But the tips of Sui Yuesheng's ears turned red all of a sudden.

He was full of shock and anger, his gray-blue eyes seemed to have experienced a tsunami, but when he glared at Tao Fengche, he was almost burned by the burning fire in the eyes of the young alpha.

Everything in the world is born and restrained by each other, fire is restrained by water, but there is no sign of being extinguished, but it intensifies, Sui Yuesheng subconsciously staggers his eyes, but after a while, he forces himself to look at Tao Fengche again.

Did Tao Fengche take the wrong medicine, or was his brain troubled by Zhao Jiayang's death?Dare to kiss him forcefully, would a leopard have the guts to eat it? !

Sui Yuesheng didn't understand what Tao Fengche was thinking, but this didn't prevent him from being angry about it.

He took a deep breath, firmly suppressing the trace of embarrassment in the deepest part.He lowered his face again, and tried to yell at him for being obsessed with ghosts just now after pulling away the distance between the two of them.

Sui Yuesheng has a bad temper and is ruthless in his attacks. He is especially intimidating when his expressionless face is brewing anger.Not only Assistant Zhou who is a confidant, but even Tao Fengche would restrain himself a lot when he saw such an expression.

But this time, Sui Yuesheng's silent shock didn't work.

Before he opened his mouth to speak out the prepared reprimand, Tao Fengche suddenly stretched out his hand, and firmly grabbed his left wrist, not letting him leave.

He didn't have any strength left, like a drowning person dragged into the last piece of driftwood above the ocean, unwilling to let go no matter what.Sui Yuesheng felt the pain, he frowned and looked at Tao Fengche, he was surprised to find that the latter's eyes were full of stubbornness at this moment, the half hesitation before was completely overwhelmed by the firmness that came from nowhere.

Sui Yuesheng was shocked for a moment for no reason, and had a premonition that today's events could not be easily prevaricated.

He tried twisting his wrist left and right, but as expected, he couldn't break free from Tao Fengche's imprisonment.Sui Yuesheng is now under the control of others, plus his right hand is injured, and he can't really deal with Tao Fengche as if he were an enemy, plus he was worried that Tao Fengche had suffered a huge psychological shock just now, so he had to go along with Tao Fengche. The intention stays where it is.

But he still tilted his head back slightly to avoid being attacked by Tao Fengche again.

"Brother, when Zhao Jiayang called you last night, I was actually awake." Tao Fengche said suddenly, "Why did you put my photo in the interlayer of the photo frame?"

Sui Yuesheng didn't speak, avoiding Tao Fengche's probing gaze.

Tao Fengche didn't care about it, and continued talking on his own: "I thought about it later, and the only thing that can be called the right name is the one that was placed by your bedside. After I entered your room last semester, it suddenly disappeared. photo frame?"

"I remember that I wanted to pick it up to read it, but you came out of the bathroom in a hurry and told me to put it down with a sullen face." Tao Fengche's gaze suddenly became a little far away, as if he was flipping through those long-standing memories. After a while, he He spoke again, with a slight sense of uncertainty and apprehension in his words, as well as anticipation, "Actually... you like me too, don't you?"

Tao Fengche was still crying, but he chose the word "also", not allowing Sui Yuesheng to evade all this directly.

For the first time, he faced up to the feelings in his heart in front of Sui Yuesheng, and at the same time forced Sui Yuesheng to face it.

From the moment Zhao Jiayang hung up the phone hastily, Sui Yuesheng knew that Tao Fengche might overhear that conversation, and might infer the real situation of the photo frame.He was prepared to deny it outright, or say it was just family affection, and confuse the matter with a few vague words.

But he never thought that Tao Fengche would choose this time and speak in this way.

Sui Yuesheng pursed his lips, trying to follow the original plan, but suddenly he was speechless.

His mind was in a mess, as if there was a mass of red threads that came from nowhere and were messed up by the cat's paws, making him unable to think properly.He had to take a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.

He is an adult and older than Tao Fengche, so he cannot let this go to the point of no return.

Tao Fengche was too young and lost his father so suddenly, it was normal for him to be unable to distinguish between his attachment to his relatives and his desire for his lover for a while, and perhaps there was a bit of possessiveness towards his elder brother, but Sui Yuesheng understood.

Just like he knew the essence of his feelings for Tao Fengche——

Family affection and love are mixed with each other, the feeling of being rescued from the mud is mixed with inescapable responsibility, everything is intertwined, and it becomes a mess, even Sui Yuesheng sometimes does not understand what it is.

He has never expected much from love, but if he had to choose an alpha to spend the rest of his life with, he would only choose Tao Fengche.That's why he understood Tao Zhixing's subtext back then and acquiesced.

But if they were really together, what should Tao Fengche do if he regretted it later, or broke up?

Sui Yuesheng has seen too many lovers turn into resentful lovers, and eventually they will never see each other again.

He didn't want to go this far with Tao Fengche.

As long as they don't make it clear and stay together, they can still be family members.Breaking the bones and connecting the tendons, no matter how many conflicts there are, they are still family members under one roof.

He didn't know if he would regret it in the future, but at least for now, he couldn't bear the possibility of losing Tao Fengche.

He was rescued from the devil's lair because he was able to be Tao Fengche's companion, and he was later raised as Tao Fengche's escape route. This is the meaning and value of his existence.

Sui Yuesheng took a deep breath and decided to comment on this relationship.

Tao Fengche vaguely felt that what Sui Yuesheng wanted to say was absolutely different from what he expected, he didn't want to just give up, and suddenly spoke, wanting to fight for it again.

"elder brother."

After a while, he changed his name.

"Born with the moon."

"Uncle, he became like this because of aunt's death." Tao Fengche was silent for a moment, suppressing the choking in his throat, and said in a desperate tone, "I know you are also taking medicine."

"I don't know what kind of side effects you're taking, what kind of damage it's going to do to your body, or even if it's going to affect your lifespan. I realized a few months ago that I like You, but I was afraid that you would refuse, that you would make things difficult, and that you would think that I was not mature enough to walk side by side with you, so I never spoke."

Tao Fengche sniffled, his right hand was still firmly clasping Sui Yuesheng's wrist, and instead he wiped away his tears with the cuff of his left hand, and continued talking.

"But when I got that call and all that happened, I didn't want to wait any longer. I didn't want to lose you, and I didn't want to waste time. I didn't want to wait until the day I lost you and regret it without even telling you Like it once."

Even for Tao Fengche, the next words were a bit difficult to say, so he took a deep breath.

Driven by a feeling of unknown reason, Sui Yuesheng didn't even interrupt, but just watched Tao Fengche silently, waiting for him to finish speaking.But he still subconsciously avoided Tao Fengche's overly hot gaze, and put his gaze on the tip of his nose.

"I want you to know that I like you." Tao Fengche said slowly.

Although Tao Fengche was already mentally prepared when he spoke, when he really heard these words, Sui Yuesheng still felt somewhat like the dust had settled in his heart.

His emotions are complex, including helplessness, bitterness, and regret.

The tip of the ear was hot as if it was about to spontaneously combust, but Sui Yuesheng could only pretend to be calm: "Xiao Che, you are still too young."

He endured the pain, raised his injured right hand, and gently patted Tao Fengche's head.He knew that what he was about to say next was cruel, but he had no choice: "Too many things have happened during this period, you just accidentally confused the boundary between family affection and love..."

He seldom put on such a gentle elder posture, but the rare time it turned out to be to bury his own heartbeat.Sui Yuesheng himself felt that this moment was full of black humor, but his soul seemed to have left his body, floating in the air, watching his body use the calmest and cruelest words Kiss said it.

There was a flash of injury on Tao Fengche's face, he wiped the corners of his eyes with his sleeve again, and once again rejected Sui Yuesheng's hand that wanted to wipe his tears.

"What about you? Sui Yuesheng. You say that I have blurred the boundaries, you want to say that I was just confused for a while, so what kind of feelings do you have for me?" Tao Fengche raised his eyes again, aggressively, "Brother took my brother's It's normal for photos to be on the table, but what kind of brother would hide his brother's photo behind another photo?"

"I'm indeed younger than you, but I'm not the kind of fool who can't read my heart. When I say I like you, it's because I like my lover. I want to see you next to the pillow every morning when I wake up, and then tell me When you kiss, you want the love that will wake up with you for the rest of your life."

Tao Fengche spoke more and more smoothly, those sincere and straightforward words flowed out from between his teeth without thinking, and he finally slowly defined his feelings: "It's love."

"I love you."

He leaned forward again, his movements were slow, his voice gradually lowered, almost to the point of mumbling, but both of them could hear clearly.

"I respect your thoughts, your concerns, and your choices. You can refuse, or you can push me away right now..." The longing and expectation in Tao Fengche's words were too strong to be ignored, but he still shed tears, Pleadingly, "But can we not miss it?"

He forcibly peeled off the layers of flesh and blood, dug out the beating heart, and placed it in front of Sui Yuesheng. With a gesture almost desperate and sacrificial, he forced Sui Yuesheng to face it squarely. Follow Sui Yuesheng to respond.

Sui Yuesheng was almost forced to cry by him.

He took a deep breath, trying to put on that loving look again to refuse.Tao Fengche is the most face-saving person, if he is really pushed away this time, there will be no future, they can maintain the relationship of brother and friend for a lifetime.

This is what Sui Yuesheng has been looking forward to for a long time, but now it is about to come true, but he can't feel the slightest joy.

He wanted to push Tao Fengche away, as if there were heavy shackles on his hands, the weight of nearly an earth made him unable to move; the tongue that could make the opponent speechless at the conference table did not listen, refused words He couldn't say anything; after long training, every muscle in his body was extremely flexible and escaped the control of his brain and rationality, forcing him to face up to his heart.

He silently looked at Tao Fengche, and looked at him quietly.

Tao Fengche was kidnapped for two days, and he looked very miserable.He was still crying, tears kept sliding down his eyelashes, and even the eyelashes became wet, with teardrops falling on them, drooping down as if they were overwhelmed.

But even under such circumstances, his eyes were still astonishingly bright, and the flames in them did not go out, like the heavenly fire stolen by Prometheus.

...A little bastard who is proud of being favored and stubborn.

Under such a hot gaze that seemed to set him on fire, Sui Yuesheng sighed deeply, as if he wanted to spit out the turbid air in his lungs together with the remaining rationality.

He admits it.

Sui Yuesheng didn't refuse Tao Fengche's kiss, nor did he avoid it, he took the initiative to meet the last centimeter between them.

Sui Yuesheng closed his eyes the second the soft touch came from his lips.

is salty.