This is two Alphas dating

"Don't worry, principal, the students are all in good health, yes, yes, nothing..."

Yu Chengsong sat up slowly, looked down at himself, his clothes were still tidy, and then looked at Yin Gu.

Gu Gu has already tidied up, and even helped him straighten his collar.

As soon as she withdrew her hand, the door was pushed open, and a woman with a round face and a big wave in a white coat came in, and saw the two of them "Ouch", "Yu Chengsong, what are you doing, the pheromone in this room."

"There was a fight," Yu Chengsong leaned against the wall and stretched lazily, "It will be gone after a while after opening the window."

"Fighting?" Dr. Zhou pushed the window open, looked at them and smiled, "You little brats, you really think we don't understand anything, and you even hit the bed after fighting? Believe it or not, let me tell you Han Director, you are in love with each other."

"You told the principal that we didn't have a puppy love," Yu Chengsong felt a little embarrassed after knowing it. He didn't do it when he was biting someone just now, but he panicked when he was bumped into him. "Buried on the ground, we are all bad boys who like to be clean , I love to fight on the bed."

"Yes, yes, this radiant face," Dr. Zhou opened the medicine box to get medicine, "Fighting can also strengthen your body."

Red face?

"Is it very popular?" Yu Chengsong looked at Yin Gu and asked in a low voice.

"Not popular, very handsome." Yin Gu also whispered.

"You too." Yu Chengsong nodded solemnly.

"Thank you for the compliment." Yin Gu replied seriously.

Yu Chengsong was caught by Zhou Zheyu as soon as he entered the class.

"Why did you go? It's another morning, and the time you've been missing is longer than the last time, you," Zhou Zheyu glanced at Yin Gu, and said in a low voice, "Damn, since you have him, you haven't noticed that you are particularly cold me?!"

"Is there?" Yu Chengsong pulled him away and sat down, and said with joy: "This matter is a long story."

"Then please make a long story short." Zhou Zheyu glared at him.

"It's more complicated. I'll explain it to you when your second aunt leaves tomorrow." Yu Chengsong patted him on the shoulder.

He hasn't cultivated to that level for blatantly talking about these unspeakable things in class.

"...All right, you still have a conscience," Zhou Zheyu said, "Come to my house for dinner tomorrow? Take Cheng Di with you."

"That's too much to talk about." Yu Chengsong said.

"That's right, Chengdi can't learn from us, he'll learn badly," Zhou Zheyu said with a look of understanding, "Then let's do it."

The lunch break preparation bell rang.

Yu Chengsong glanced at the class schedule, turned around and asked, "Are you attending class in the afternoon?"

"You can listen to it or not, I've written all the homework," Consultant Yin asked, "What's wrong?"

"I'm sleepy and want to sleep." Yu Chengsong pressed his neck.

"Then... go to my house?" Yin Gu looked at him.

"Let's go." Yu Chengsong was waiting for his words.

When he reached the carport, Yu Chengsong was about to push the cart, he paused, and retracted his foot.

Yin Gu looked at him.

"You ride, I'm so sleepy that I'm going to dream immediately," Yu Chengsong took a step back, "I might take you into the ditch with me halfway through the ride."

"Then don't fall asleep halfway through the ride," Yin Gu laughed, and got on the bike, "Would you like to hug me, I'm afraid you might fall to the ground and lose it."

"Then don't worry," Yu Chengsong sat on the back seat, holding the mobile phone with one hand, the other hand walked around in the air, and finally pressed it on his thigh, "I'm sure I won't fall alone."

When he arrived at Yin Gu's house, Yu Chengsong washed his face first, then nestled in the sofa and didn't want to move.

The sofa in the rental room is quite soft, but it’s too hot to lie on in summer, so a summer mat should be spread out.

Yin Gu cut a plate of ugly watermelon and put it on the coffee table, and took out two big bags of snacks from the bedroom and put it next to the watermelon, Yu Chengsong was about to say "sit down", he turned around and went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of iced food The water is in a large glass, and I can't tell what it is.

"Try it," Yin Gu poured him a glass, "it should be quite sweet."

"Let me taste it before you taste it. Am I a eunuch testing poison?" Yu Chengsong took a sip, his eyes lit up, "Honey water, it's quite sweet."

"Eunuch is absurd." Yin Gu pushed his leg in, "Eunuch Yu, give me some space."

"You are very arrogant." Yu Chengsong bent one leg to make room for him, and picked up his snacks casually, "Swing this pile of things forward, and I won't be sleepy anymore."

"Did you stay up late again yesterday?" Yin Gu opened a pack of fish tofu, "Slept all morning."

Yu Chengsong wanted to say how could he not sleep for at least half of the morning.

"I didn't fall asleep until three o'clock in the middle of the night." He reached out for a bag of biscuits on Yin Gu's side, but Yin Gu handed it to him, "My mother misses Yuan Yuan in the middle of the night. Calling the soul, shouting for half the night."

"Yuan Yuan?" Yin Gu looked at him with a puzzled expression, "Isn't your brother at home?"

"It's not that Yuanyuan," Yu Chengsong frowned, and said after a while, "It's a long story...have you ever done your fortune-telling?"

Yin Gu was stunned for a moment, and then he came to his senses and recited it backwards: "Forget it, I will live to be a hundred years old, please help me waste some time, longevity is too scary."

"You are really awesome," Yu Chengsong gave him a thumbs up, and couldn't help laughing, "Why do you memorize this thing? Do you save it when you write your diary to make up the word count?" My deskmate today He said something very meaningful, which is—'."

"It's a bonus to quote famous quotes from famous people." Yin Gu was serious.

"As expected of being number one in the grade," Yu Chengsong applauded him, and after thinking about his words for a while, he began to say: "It's a long story to tell, and I don't have any experience in telling others, so you can just listen." Bar."

"Yeah." Yin Gu looked at him.

"I have a twin brother. I told you that he died when he was six years old. He was drowned," Yu Chengsong paused when he said this, "his name is Yu Chengyuan."

"Then why is your brother called...?" Yin Gu was stunned.

"Let's start from the beginning," Yu Chengsong licked the tip of his teeth, wanting to smoke, "It's about the same as you, Yu Chengyuan and I are also fraternal twins, we don't look alike at all, I'm born a bit self-conscious, he is straight He was also malnourished and yellow, and my mother said that I started bullying him from the womb. And we have different personalities, he is good, and I am naughty."

"Maybe it's because of his likable personality. My mother has been partial to him since he was a child. When the two made mistakes together, he would hit me, and he would hit me too. But I didn't think it was too unbalanced at the time. I'm only old, naughty Playing with mud can make you happy all day, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all,” Yu Chengsong bit the biscuit into pieces, “until the age of six.”

"He... the year the accident happened." Yin Gu said.

"Well," Yu Chengsong nodded, "My grandpa's family is in the country. Every summer, my parents take me and Yu Chengyuan to see them. When relatives came to the house that day, my mother asked us to go out and play, so as not to make trouble. Yu Chengyuan suggested I went to the river to play in the water, but I didn't want to go, I was wearing new clothes that day, and my mother would not beat him if it got dirty, but he kept begging me, and I agreed."

"Hey," Yu Chengsong snorted, "This is calling yourself to die."

Yin Gu pressed the back of his hand, and Yu Chengsong grabbed his hand with his backhand. Feeling that the suffocation in his heart eased a lot, he continued: "In rural areas, deep ponds are dug to irrigate the land. Some By the river. The two of us just started playing by the water, and I saw fish in a small puddle, so I caught fish in the puddle by myself."

"I was very good at making myself happy at that time, and I could play in the puddle for a day without anyone accompanying me, so I didn't follow him."

"Half caught, Yu Chengyuan called me and asked me to go to the big puddle to throw stones with him. I didn't go, I don't like stones, I like fish. He just threw it by himself..." Yu Chengsong opened his mouth and exhaled, "I just caught the first fish when I suddenly heard a "plop", the sound was very loud, like a big thing hitting the water, not a stone... I was so stupid at the time, and no one looked up and called his name Respond."

Yin Gu clenched his hands tightly.

"The small puddle I was in was far away from the pond. When I ran there, there was nothing but ripples on the water. I was so scared that I ran back to the village to call for an adult. I fell down many times on the road, but I still I didn’t have time, and I was out of breath when I was rescued.”

Yu Chengsong took a deep breath, the memories swept over like a tide, making people breathless, "I watched them fish him up, it's been too long, but I always remember that his mouth was open, and his lips were very purple , as if poisoned, looking at me straight in the eyes, as if asking me 'why don't you play with him'..."

"This matter was not your fault from the beginning to the end." Yin Gu held his palm, frowned slightly, and stared at him more and more deeply, "Don't take the responsibility on you."

"But my mother thinks it's all my fault." Yu Chengsong shook his head, and suddenly wanted to laugh, "She thinks that I deliberately took Yu Chengyuan to the pond while the adults were away, deliberately pushed him down, and deliberately didn't call someone earlier come to help..."

"Why doesn't she think that she didn't take good care of the child?" Yu Chengsong laughed because of the bright unhappiness on Yin Gu's face.

That's why he kept asking Yin Gu to "speak directly if you feel sad, don't support it alone".

A matter that you are holding back like crazy, after you talk to others and feel the support and understanding of the other party, it will really be a lot easier.

Although before Yin Gu, only Zhou Zheyu knew the details.

Compared with the right time and place, talking needs people and harmony.

"Because she can't stand this stimulation," Yu Chengsong pinched Yin Gu's wrist, the clear pulse made people feel soft in the heart, and these bad memories were not so upsetting, "Compared to admitting that I killed him It’s easier for her to put all the blame on a six-year-old.”

"After Yu Chengyuan died, she told everyone that I killed her every day. She raised a murderer and said that I was abnormal since I was a child. She was strict with me for my own good. But I was jealous of Yu Chengyuan and killed him... Outside After finishing speaking, it’s not counted. When I got home, I beat and scolded me, and then I continued to go out with my wounds. The wounds are the evidence of what she said——My mother is so angry, this child is really... The devil of the dead brother."

"After a set of procedures, if I still feel angry, she tied me to a chair and repeated in my ear, 'It's all you, everyone around you will end badly, you are a devil, you will kill everyone sooner or later , Whoever gets close to you will be unlucky and die!', she said every day... until she decided to have another child."

"Yu Chengdi." Yin Gu's voice was cold, and Yu Chengsong couldn't help but glance at him.Angle problem can only see a stretched jaw.

"Yes, but the little idiot didn't have a good pregnancy," Yu Chengsong said. "She smoked and drank heavily when she was pregnant, and Yu Chengdi was born with a disabled leg. Besides, he looks too much like me."

"After my mother gave birth, he took a look and didn't want it anymore. My father didn't want a second child at first, but he was afraid of his wife and would be cowardly, so he didn't dare to throw it away, so he just registered for Yu Chengdi. The names are all when he was registered. Take whatever you want, the second child will be called Yu Chengdi. The unlucky child has another one."

"So you want the current Yu Chengyuan again?" Consultant Yin.

"I didn't get pregnant right away. Yu Chengdi's mother lost her body after giving birth, and she only had another child after four years of raising her." Yu Chengsong laughed, a little ironically, "Actually, this one doesn't look like the real Yu Chengyuan now. How like, but the most important thing is that he is not like me."

"He has been raised by your mother as Yu Chengyuan until now?" Yin Gu is a little hard to imagine, how a child who knows nothing and thinks he has all the mother's love will react in the future when he knows the truth.

"Yeah, shouting every day, asking the stars not to pick the moon," Yu Chengsong clicked his tongue, "I'm so used to it."

"He's ruined." Yin Gu said, declarative.

"I can't save it," Yu Chengsong buttoned the sofa cover. "Actually, I don't feel much about them anymore. I have hated and resented them. I don't care now. I just watched my mother pinch Yu Chengyuan." The virtue of speaking in a low voice makes me feel disgusting. Maybe because of this, I am not interested in those good words, I just do what I have to do, and it reminds me of her when I say it."

"Isn't there a saying that the scariest thing is to find out that I have become her."

"Knife mouth tofu heart will make you suffer sooner or later." Yin Gu looked at him.

"Just eat it," Yu Chengsong laughed, "I don't care."

"Adjust slowly," Yin Gu said in a low voice, "There will always be a day when you leave."

Yu Chengsong looked at the water glass on the table, and after a while, hummed.

The author has something to say: The author squats in the corner and whispers: Song Song's life experience...

(Some old cutie asked me why I didn’t change the name of the article, because I didn’t think of it...orz)

Thanks to the lovely old man who threw the landmines: Yixi 1;

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