Rebirth promises you to love

After a few days of maintenance, my teeth did not hurt as much as they used to.

When Su Ruchun is not working at night, he will cook porridge, pack it in a thermos cup, and drive it to me.

One day when I came back from the bathroom, I saw his text messages. When I ran downstairs, I saw his gray Passat. He was leaning against the car, with his head bowed, unable to see his expression clearly, and a powder blue short-sleeved sweater. With beige cropped trousers and flat canvas shoes, it looks particularly young and fashionable.He was bored, but men and women who came and went would look in that direction intentionally or unconsciously.

Originally, my whole body was hot after taking a bath, and my mouth was dry, but he was still attracting bees and butterflies without knowing it, which made my mouth feel even drier.

As soon as he saw me, his star-like eyes were particularly bright, and the corners of his lips were lightly raised as he walked towards me.

I saw him walking towards me, but instead passed him and walked directly to the grove near the dormitory building.

He chased after him, "Han Ruo, where are you going, go slowly."

I didn't look back, and cursed loudly, "Shut up, don't talk to me."

Damn it, I just took one look and wanted to eat him.

The distance of hundreds of steps, I feel anxious but feels long, he will call me again, I am afraid that I can't help but want to kiss him in the open space where people come and go.As soon as she walked in, she took a breath, and kissed him heavily who was following up.

The cool lips are like ice cream, and the momentary dazedness facilitated my long drive. I kept kissing him almost fiercely, wanting to use his coolness to relieve my hotness.

The person I pinned to the wall was vying for the initiative under the fierce attack. He is simply a kissing genius. He is dexterous to the extreme when he is learning and showing off his tongue. Our tongues are entangled with each other, as hungry as the clear spring in his mouth It is the only source of water in the desert.

He panted lightly when we parted, and buried his face in my collarbone, "Did you just take a shower?"

"Well, it's in that bathroom." I pointed in the direction of the bathroom.

"Why don't you just move here and live with me? Didn't you say that people can't live here?"

"Didn't you say that you also lived in the boys' dormitory for 7 years?" I glanced at him, Ruchun is a standard student with good character and academics, even if the family is rich, she will not specialize.Unlike me, who is a hedonist, I don’t stand when I can sit, I don’t sit when I can lie down, and I don’t wear ZOO when I can wear big names. (ZOO, Beijing Zoo Wholesale Market)

He looked at me tenderly, with a calm expression on his face, "We have separate toilets and bathrooms, I forgot you have to use the public bathroom."

I touched my head, the refreshing L'Occitane herbal fragrance, my favorite shampoo.Leaning against the wall next to the grove with him, looking at the severe dark gray starry sky in Beijing, "I'm used to it, I stayed here for 4 years anyway."

It took a while for him to speak out, "Isn't that being watched for 4 years?"

I was taken aback, and couldn't help laughing out loud. He gave me a kick, and he was a little childishly annoyed, "What are you laughing at?"

"Ruchun, if I tell you that I habitually wander around without a shirt in summer, and sleep naked without pulling the bed curtain every night, will you jump up?" Wearing underwear with integrity.

The angry kiss came again, "Come and live with me, immediately, immediately, don't let those men take advantage of you, not even women."

I couldn't help laughing out loud.

He was so angry that he stood up straight and turned around, I hooked his neck and hugged him, "Hey, don't be so stingy." Turning his head, he was a few centimeters shorter than me, and he could kiss his earlobe without bowing his head, licking Playing with the small earlobes, "You look so jealous, so cute."

He pushed me away vigorously, narrowed his eyes, "Are you still laughing?" He was about to pinch my ears as he said that.

In the end we hugged each other, under the starry sky, in the evening wind.

For Su Ruchun, if you don't talk about it, you're done.As a result, I really packed a few changes of clothes and toiletries that night and moved to Su Ruchun's house. Of course, I slept in the guest room and he slept in the master bedroom.They comforted each other, but they didn't reach the last step after all.

On Friday afternoon, Ruchun asked me to wait for him in the hospital, and then we went to see his junior brother to see my teeth.

There are only two doctors in the office, a man and a woman. They both look about 40 years old. The man is slightly bald, and the woman is clearly oiled to cover up the gray hair.

But I know that since these two people can sit here, you can find a series of papers published in well-known journals with just a google. Most of the doctors in Xiehe are doing clinical research at the same time, and they are waiting for them to see a doctor after registration. There are countless people. The big head once registered an account in Xiehe. It took 4 hours, and it was still an ordinary account a month later. I don't know what year and month the expert account will be.

After all, I still had to go through a special passage to sit here, and I actually felt a little proud.

When Su Ruchun came in, there were two interns behind him, with serious faces, and when he saw me, he asked with a smile, "Waiting for a long time?"

There is a thin layer of peacock blue under his eye circles, his face is a bit yellow from fatigue, and he smells of disinfectant all over his body, but his eyes are like cold stars, his spirit is radiant, and he seems to be in a good mood.He didn't go home last night, probably due to surgery.

"No, I just arrived not long ago and just had an operation?"

"Well, the lateral skull base operation was very successful. Just now, the patient's family members are very grateful. It is worthwhile for me to stand on the microscope next to the operating table for more than 5 hours."

A long-haired intern followed Su Ruchun, "Dr. Su is very handsome today. The lateral skull base has always been a restricted area for surgery. It is difficult and risky. We all trembled when we saw it, but Dr. Su was not in a hurry."

Su Ruchun glanced at her, "Zhao Mei, have you checked the information I asked you to check? I'm waiting for your report."

The girl named Zhao Mei stuck her tongue out at me, her bland face showed a bit of youthful cuteness.

I gave her a friendly smile.

Zhao Mei approached Su Ruchun, whispering in a whisper, but I could hear clearly, "Doctor Su, where did you know such a handsome guy, why don't you introduce him to me?"

Su Ruchun glanced at her, and said lightly, "Han Ruo, my cousin, is a senior at R University."

Zhao Mei twittered, "Hey, the high-achieving students of R University, I thought that most of the liberal arts students of R University would not be rich in handsome guys. It seems that the more common the truth is, the easier it is to give a counterexample. My school girl and you guys at the Halloween ball A handsome guy from the school even passionately kissed the spring breeze once, tsk tsk, that was really a sensation in the audience."

My smile remained the same, but my heart was agitated, "Our school doesn't often have a Halloween dance, was it two years ago? Are you from the medical school of University B?"

Zhao Mei's eyes widened, "That's right, you also participated? That boy was wearing half a mask that day and I didn't see his face, but my school girl said he was a stunner with slender eyes and red phoenix eyes, just like you."

"Sorry, it's been too long, I can't remember." I was polite and said to Su Ruchun who was left aside: "Ruchun, it's getting late, are you done? Can we leave? "

Zhao Mei left with a haha, Su Ruchun changed his clothes and went to the parking lot with me.

His voice was indistinguishable, "You showed your face, and the interns I brought were fascinated by you."

"Where is it?" I lazily leaned on the seat and closed my eyes, "It's you that she's looking for, don't think I didn't see her eyes always looking in your direction."

"She's my intern, and she's in awe of me. When she was just about to leave the house, Zhao Mei pulled me and said, you look so charming with a pair of black thin-rimmed glasses."

I just took a sip of the mineral water in Su Ruchun's car, and I almost couldn't control myself to spit out when I heard these words. I patted my chest, and I smiled and said, "Black glasses aren't low-key enough? I wore pink frames when I was in high school." of."

He shook his head helplessly.But he never said a word to me along the way.

If you come out to hang out, you really have to pay it back.In my previous life, I played crazy in college. There were fewer girls and more boys in the medical school of University B, and there were more boys and girls in our school. There happened to be a party on Halloween that year, and I was pushed by the big head. I really dressed up and went with him up.When I was a child, my mother often took me to dance the waltz together. When I was a freshman, I even learned to dance with the special dance students in our dormitory for half a month in order to dance at the freshman dance party. The atmosphere was very high that night. I didn’t expect B In a place like a big medical school, there are girls who are so good at playing, and in the end it turned into a big circle dancing around us.When the people outside shouted kissing and kissing, I was jumping high, looking down at her round lips without any lip gloss, I really kissed her, and it was a French kiss.In the evening, I took a taxi to send her back to Xueyuan Road and stayed in a nearby hotel for one night. She chose the latter, so she had nothing to say, and they naturally slept together.

I vaguely remember that girl named Su Lingling, who is from the Nursing Department of University B's School of Medicine.After that night, we went out together a few times, and we all had a good time and had a lot of fun.I don't ask to be my girlfriend, and there is no pressure at all. Frankly speaking, I have always rated this girl very positively in my heart.

Doing the math, Su Lingling and I should be drifting apart at this time, if it weren't for Zhao Mei's words that aroused suspicion in front of Ruchun, I probably wouldn't think of her.

I don't know how long it has passed. In many cases, time can be extended infinitely in the senses. I said, "The person the intern just mentioned may be me."

"Well, I know." He actually said it very calmly.

I was worried about not knowing how to continue talking, the car stopped suddenly, and I could hear the friction sound of the tires sliding across the ground, which didn't match Su Ruchun's safe driving at all.

Before he could react, the people around him turned over, their lips were like ice and their tongues were like fire.Su Ruchun's tenderness is deep in his bones, no matter how passionate they are when they are entwined with each other, they still subconsciously take care of each other.

But this kiss was too fierce, I could only feel his tongue bit by bit from the depth, forced to open his mouth wide, almost reaching the tip of his throat.

The air is gradually thinning, there is no giving, only unfeeling possession.

I don't know how long it took before the kiss came to an end. The slender fingers with the smell of calluses and disinfectant slowly slid down from behind the ear until I was proud of the collarbone, the sound of fingers gently tapping on the collarbone , through bone conduction, more distinct.

"I'm sorry." In the end, he looked into my eyes and spit out these three words.

He laughed at himself, "I finally understand why Galois was willing to fight with all his courage at the age of 20, and was shot to death in the end. Pushkin was willing to go to a duel to the death in order to protect the dignity of his wife. Without him, it's just I met, and I couldn’t escape. I couldn’t get a grain of sand into my eyes, and I had no choice but to take the sand out, or lose my life. I know those things are in the past, but I can’t control my emotions. So sorry."

I said, "I'm not sorry, it's not anyone's fault, it's just that we didn't have the fate to meet earlier."

It's not anyone's fault. In my previous life, when he met me, I was already someone else's boyfriend, and then someone else's husband.In my previous life, when I lost everything, I only discovered my feelings for him, but at that time, I no longer had a healthy body that would allow me to express my love.

In this life, when I met him, it wasn't that late, but it wasn't that early either.I am carrying the too colorful past from my previous life, and I am facing a future that we cannot control.We are all too small. In this huge city, no matter how proud we are, we are as humble as ants compared to the whole world.

People's hearts are so complicated.Love is our immeasurable emotion.

But because of this, those heartbeats, those warmth, those longings, those emotions that cannot be given up, those sweetness that fill one's mind in one's mind, are even more rare.

I stretched out my arms to hug his body, and he breathed a sigh of relief, wrapping his arms around me tightly.

The clear and mellow voice rang in my ears, "You know what? I saw you before you came out with me that day. At the beginning, it was in the photo album of Chi Cheng's mobile phone. Your smile is very flamboyant and beautiful. Later, In the R cafeteria, I saw you first. When you came out with me, I didn’t want to pay attention to you, but when I saw you at the north gate, I couldn’t move. You see, if something is too beautiful, it’s too good And you’re afraid, that it’s fake, that you have a limited time with it, that it’s stolen, that it’s a fleeting phantom because it’s so unreal.”

"Look clearly, this person is in your arms right now, his stomach is growling with hunger, his toes were bitten by a mosquito last night, and now it's very itchy, because he didn't take off his shoes and socks to scratch his teeth because of his scruples. Slight pain, still waiting for treatment, standard human body temperature, perfume is Armani's affection, real, not too good, but not too bad, the most important thing is that he is with you now."

I looked at his eyes, eyes like cold stars, fair face, soft lines, the same, real.