Rebirth promises you to love

In the small barbecue shop outside the east gate, people are pouring draft beer.

I smiled and looked at the beauty next to the big head who was biting the baked bun in her hand, "Hey, you drink so much, I finished eating the skewers by myself, let's see what you do!"

Who doesn't know that Big Head's weakness is all food.

I turned over a few skewers of grilled mutton skewers in my hand and handed them to the beautiful woman.

The big head pushed away my hand and embraced the beautiful woman, "Go, go, stay where it's cool, don't emit male hormones here, friends and wives can't be deceived, do you know that?"

I pretended to be wronged and looked at the big head, "Hey, Lin Li'an, why did you marry a wife and forget about your brother?"

Lin Li'an, Datou's real name and surname.Because I always call him Datou, I almost forgot the name. Recently, when Su Ruchun helped me move things from the dormitory, a lot of textbooks fell out. When Su Ruchun helped me tidy up, he frowned and asked me, Lin Li who is ann

I really crossed Erlang's legs and thought for a long time before I suddenly realized that Lin Li'an was the big-headed classmate in front of me.

The big head is actually not big, but one time when our professional class happened to be in time for Christmas, the teacher said that those who were late should wear the Christmas hat he prepared.

As a result, only 10 of the 9 latecomers put on the Santa hat for the exhibition, and only one did not wear it, which was Lin Li'an. I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune. From then on, everyone believed that his head was bigger than others.

The big head has been an ascetic monk for 4 years, and he finally got out of the misery when he graduated, and successfully caught up with his girlfriend. Now he is introducing a girlfriend to me on a solemn occasion.

In fact, I asked the big head in private, it is enough for the girlfriend to be satisfied with herself, why did she introduce it to me?

Big head gave me a white look, lest you accidentally cheat on my girlfriend and tell me that those who don't know are innocent.

The beauty gave him a blank look. She was called a beauty because I forgot her name, so we collectively called it a beauty. Although this woman is not beautiful enough, she is pretty and delicate, like a good woman.

"Don't talk nonsense. If it reaches Chi Cheng's ears, won't Han Ruo not be able to explain it clearly?"

The big head put the glass of draft beer on the table heavily, "Damn, Han Ruo, you don't have bronchitis, do you?"

I pretended to be mysterious and smiled, "Wife management is a traditional Chinese virtue."

"Yes, my teeth are going to be sour." He leaned on the beautiful woman, "It's strange, you don't live in the dormitory, why are you meeting with Chi Cheng? You didn't move out to live together."

Why do both of them think that Chi Cheng and I are a couple?

A text message from Ruchun came, and I quickly took a look, "There is an operation tonight, and there is your favorite porridge in the refrigerator, remember to warm it up if you want to eat it."

"Tsk tsk, everyone laughs like a flower." Datouqiong yelled.

I actually felt a little embarrassed, "Well, I moved out to live with the person I like." Although it is not a full sense of cohabitation.

The beauty's face was a little pale, "You, don't you like being late?"

I'm speechless, I don't think I've ever said that I like Chi Cheng in my life.

The beauty was in a hurry, "If it wasn't for you, Chi Cheng wouldn't have rejected Senior Zheng. Senior Zheng has been giving away a rose every day for a year."

I almost spit out a sip of mineral water.

Zheng Feng, the senior of the School of Information, is now herding sheep in Australia. He was a student who was ignorant in the first two years of university, and started to catch up in his junior year. He applied for the myth of the computer field - Carnegie Mellon, but it is a pity that he is going to Australia Study the language for one more year.

At the beginning, the two of us had the same smell, and we went to the bar in Wudaokou to have fun together. He is a real person who enjoys playing 419 with meat and vegetables. I have never heard that he wants to chase after success.

The beauty said sadly, "Isn't it good to be late? You two are very suitable when you walk together."

"You and Chi Cheng are very close?"

"I'll sleep on her lower bunk."

It turned out to be roommates.

I sighed, and said to him in a rarely serious tone, "Chi Cheng is very good, but whether she likes it or not is not as simple as whether she is good or bad. Have you seen "The Little Prince"? Even the little prince It is sad to admit that there are many roses on the earth, as delicate and beautiful as his roses, but those are not his roses, not the ones he cared for, carefully watered, truly loved, and unique roses. Chi Cheng is the earth It's the most beautiful rose, but it's not my rose, do you understand?"

After sending off the beauties in the evening, Datou hooked my arm and said in a rough voice, "You boy is in the midst of blessings, but you don't know how to be blessed. Do you know how many people are chasing Chi Cheng? That's my dream girl!"

I said, "Then I'll go and tell the beauty in Chi Cheng's lower bunk right now."

The big head didn't speak, I looked back at him, his voice lowered, "Are you really living with the person you like?"

"That's right, are you envious?"

"That day, I saw it."

"what?"

The big head stared at the front, "I saw a man driving a gray Passat to pick you up, and there were several mornings when you went back to school, there was that car downstairs, I remember the license plate number."

"Hmm." I think I laughed a little stiffly.

"Hmm, what, you've already met your parents? What's the relationship between that man and your girlfriend?" Datou froze for a moment, then shouted loudly.

I sighed, Lin Li'an, why are you kidding yourself, after that day, you will be weird, I have always suspected that our kiss with dry wood in the woods was watched for free.

"Big head, you are right. He is the one I like. It's a pity that he is a man."

The big head fell silent, and after a long while, I felt that his usually optimistic and healthy face turned pale, "Can a man really like a man? Can the relationship between men be long-lasting? Can two men live a lifetime?"

I don't know why I feel that the big head's words don't seem to be asking me, but rather asking himself.

"Yes," I stood next to the big head, "I really like it, how can I care so much. I have seen a man like another man for 9 years, and I like him so much that he is considerate and considerate when he is most helpless. Take care of his body, like to take care of him when he is in trouble, spend all his savings to pay off his debts, like to take care of him carefully and considerately when he is lying in bed due to complications from a car accident, like to watch him get married and have children, But I can hold back not saying a word. I don't know if a person likes someone so much, if two people love each other like this, can it last for a long time, but if this can't last, then what can last?"

The big head was muffled and did not speak.

I looked at the sky, feeling a little sore in my heart, "If you think I'm disgusting and want to stay away from me, it's okay, I don't blame you."

The big head turned around and punched me in the face, "You're fucking sick, we've been brothers for so many years, we cheated together, went whoring together, skipped class together, are you so hard to let go?"

He took a breath, even though he was shorter than me, he still put his arms around my neck, "I don't care if you like men or women, I will treat you as a brother."

I looked into his eyes, frank and sincere.

I patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, as long as you don't dislike me, I will always be your brother."