Rebirth promises you to love

After all, the days pass by like flowing water, and living together with Ruchun, the happiness that goes deep to the bottom of life in the warmth.

When the first snow fell in the city of Beijing, the young and beautiful girls wore thick down jackets, and there was a dry coldness in the air, and the winter vacation came quietly after the exam.I leaned against the bed, reading the full English version of the "Bible", Ruchun just came back from duty, and the black woolen coat brought back a vague sense of coldness.The tip of my cold nose was pressed against my forehead, and I caught a glimpse of the big gold letters on my book, "Why, are you a Christian?"

"Christians don't count, but I'm in awe of all religions."

The cool cheeks came up, I was only wearing a white cashmere sweater, and I was covered in goosebumps from him, I couldn't help but pinch the pitiful little flesh on his cheeks and rubbed it, "How dare you have such a cold face?" Post it here, be careful with the family law."

"Are you willing?" The man's plain shell was quietly peeled off, revealing a crystal-clear intimacy with warmth.

I looked at his eyebrows and eyes, "The Bible says that love is like chasing after the wind, can you catch the passing wind?"

"No, but I will run towards him."

I held back for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking, "Ruchun, do you remember that Datou was drunk that day? When I went to Sanlitun to look for him, I met a man."

Feeling tired, he moved to my side and closed his eyes, "Oh? Who did you meet?"

"Remember what I told you, the senior who is very playful and doesn't care about anything?"

Su Ruchun still closed his eyes and leaned into my neck and began to kiss countless times, "The culprit who brought you down? How could he not remember?"

The tingling feeling is like a weak electric current running along the meridians of the skin little by little, and the kiss begins to become passionate. My hand reaches into his thin sweater, his smooth back, and his sexy joints.He opened those black eyes on my head, which were full of passion and enthusiasm.

"You're crazy!" I gasped and shouted to stop, "Do you really think you're a hard worker, and you're on duty all night and you come back early in the morning, and you're putting on such a scene?"

He kissed my earlobe, and gently exhaled warm air through the ear hole, "Dry firewood, um, that's a good word. I am dry wood, you have burned yourself so vigorously, how can I not burn it?" ?”

The sweater was rolled up, and the two points on the chest were exposed to the air. I felt the coldness of the winter indoors, and I felt the vellus hair standing on end.

The slender fingers nimbly started kneading, and in an instant it turned into fingering for playing the piano. "I started learning to play the piano when I was six years old. I have a grade 10 certificate. Do you want to listen?"

My mouth was dry, "Listen to what?"

"Hush, look carefully, it's Liszt's "The Clock"."

I slightly guessed his intentions, but the restrained fingers did not raise the temperature of his back after all, but turned into accelerated caresses instead.He looked uncontrollably under the turned up sweater.

"Here it is, high register, G-sharp minor." I felt the skin on my chest tremble.

The warm hand suddenly left the two standing cherry fruits, I couldn't help moaning, the man crossed his hands, and caressed the two desperate guys on his chest again, "Hey, don't worry, the front The two-bar variation of the song should be played with left and right hands alternately." The scorching fingers sketched the outline, and I subconsciously wanted to go up to ask for more, but what I was greeted was the cold air.The hands exchanged positions and fell down, cold, hot, cold, hot, half of ice, half of fire, I took a deep breath, my whole body trembled, and the middle one stood upright.

"Here," he held it there, "my favorite key." As he spoke, he played it lightly a few times, and I could clearly see transparent tears oozing from the top.

"I haven't finished my words yet, you—" The oncoming sweet lips sealed all the words, and the man who had already opened his clothes in confusion, untied the last restraint.

Being firmly pressed under the body, the body on the body is so hot that it is scorching.

"Do you know how difficult it is to play vibrato with 8 to 16 degrees, with 3 fingers, 4 fingers and 5 fingers together? He even interrupted me." He laughed, his eyes glowed with gold and stars, he was as gentle as jade, elegant and elegant. , "Close your eyes and feel it quietly. This is Liszt's grand fantasia for Paganini's "The Seed."

The legs were raised high and rested on the shoulders, and the fingers playing the piano popped out the crisp and melodious timbre and overtone playing at the entrance to form a short and powerful sound. The bell is ringing, and the dashes are the bells of the variation. Between the fast and the slow, the high and the low, our music is gorgeous and brilliant. He looked into my eyes and said, "You are the most incomparable piano I have ever played."

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"Hey, why are you so dissatisfied with your desires? From morning to noon, you don't even have time to talk?" I was sweating all over my body, and my voice was a little hoarse.

"Tired?" He kissed me on the forehead, "Your voice is a bit hoarse, I'll get you a glass of water."

I saw him go to the water dispenser to get water. On the cup was a black and white portrait print of me showing my white teeth. The man had red marks on his neck from when I lost control, and his back was slightly bent. Suddenly felt that today he seemed to have lost his self-control, no longer calm.

I took a sip of water, "what's wrong?"

"I just found out today that my father held a meeting in Beijing for a month, but he didn't even notify me, and he didn't even look at me." He leaned against the bed, took out a cigarette and a box of matches from the bedside table, ignite.

"Aren't you a non-smoker?" I watched him almost spit out light eye circles from his mouth, jumped out of bed and opened the window to let the cold air into the room, and walked down to pinch his cigarette.

"Children, what's wrong with learning from other people's cigarettes? Don't you know that it's funny to smoke a cigarette when you don't know how to smoke? What's wrong with you and think that smoking can solve it? How did your brother teach you? People who say that they will throw me away." I nodded his smooth forehead.

"I remember when I was young, my father loved me very much. He always put me on his shoulders and let me 'ride an elephant'. After my mother left, my father went to the research institute to do experiments every morning, and then bought vegetables to cook for me. After going down, I rushed back to read the experiment results and write the experiment report. It has been like this for so many years. I got the first place in the province in the college entrance examination, and I went to college for 8 years to study in the blog. My father happily invited all the relatives and friends. I said that if it is It’s too late for Ben Bo to be filial to him because he graduated too late. He said that I’ve been a doctor all my life, can’t I afford to support you as a little doctor? At that time, I made up my mind to put on my doctor’s hat and show him the first one.

I was in the emergency department when I just graduated and practiced. A 10-year-old girl from the primary school attached to R University had her pupils dilated when she was sent to the hospital. When she was dying and needed emergency treatment, I happened to be on duty. The aunts gathered together to discuss explanations, and my father went to the hospital to visit his old classmates. When he saw it, he hated iron but asked me why I didn’t run away and let them bully me. I felt that it was not bitter at all.

As a result, they don't even want to see me now.

He is not young, and there is no one around him. "

I tentatively asked: "How did he know, didn't he—" Me?

"Is it important? You know it sooner and you know it later. One day you have to know it. After all, you can't lie to him for the rest of your life." He finally said lightly.

He put down the cigarette, and the outside wind blew in like a knife, hitting his face, and the desire that hadn't been taken out of his body swelled up again.

Growing up lacking half of parents, the balance of life cannot be balanced, and it is always bumpy.

No matter how bright and strong the surface is, the insecurities in the bones will follow, even if the wound has healed, it will grow into an eternal scar.

Be as calm and self-sufficient as he is, and be as optimistic as me.

Finally, after exhausting all their strength, only the clear shadow of each other remained in each other's eyes.

"Hey, it's almost Chinese New Year? Are you still on duty?"

Su Ruchun's brows slowly eased, "I haven't taken a vacation in the past, and I should have a vacation this year. But it's better to spend the New Year alone in the hospital, and there is no shortage of popularity in the hospital even during the New Year. You don't know, the doctors in the orthopedics department are even busier. He is often called back without eating two bites of a meal, and when someone sets off firecrackers, he either hurts one hand or that leg. After he is done with work, who is in the mood to eat." He lowered his head, Under the cover of eyelashes, I can't see the expression clearly, "After my mother died, after so many years, my grandma has long since disappeared, and there is only one aunt who doesn't stay together often, and my father doesn't welcome me home..."

"Then do you want to accompany me home?" I asked tentatively. He said that he and Chi Cheng's mother were not close, so it was better not to bother him about Chi Cheng's affairs. My uncle won’t come back this year, my mother and my aunt are the only ones at home, and I specifically told my sister and I to go back to add some popularity these two days. Come back with me, it will be lively when there are many people.”

He was silent for a long time, and finally said, "Let me arrange it."

He said to arrange it, and basically it can be booked.

Small cities in the north are colder in winter than Beijing.The two of us came out of the airport with red noses from the cold.

As soon as Ms. Wang Weiwei saw us, she burst into a smile, "Baby, you are finally back, you really miss your mother."

Just as she was about to fall into my arms, another radiant and youthful beauty rushed into my arms.

Beauty, absolute beauty.My cousin Du Limin is also a classmate.

This person was born prematurely when he was a child, and almost didn't survive. Ms. Wang Weiwei left me at home, crying behind her back and seeking medical treatment everywhere, for fear that I would die accidentally.Who knew that Changcheng is 1 centimeter taller than Ms. Wang Weiwei today, with a height of 169 centimeters, long legs and a thin waist, and a waist circumference of only [-] foot [-] inches [-]. Except for a flat chest, there are almost no shortcomings.

I was a little dizzy from being smashed by Yanfu, and I couldn't breathe well with the strong poppy perfume of KENZO, and a sweet voice rang in my ears, "Baby baby, I miss you to death, woo, this pretty little face Why is my son so thin, and this little hand..." This pervert was lying on my body like an aniseed octopus, eating tofu with her hands up and down.

I was bound by her strong and powerful arms that looked as thin as a stick, and I was almost out of breath and about to die. I was about to ask for help from Ms. Wang Weiwei, but I saw Ms. Wang Weiwei and Su Ruchun having a good chat.

The mother looked at Ruchun and smiled, "Baowa looks easy to get along with, but he's cold inside, and there are few good friends around him. You are the first time he has a friend at home."

Su Ruchun smiled a little shyly.

Ms. Wang Weiwei stood on tiptoe and patted his head, as if he was still a teenager who did well in the final exam and was looking forward to being rewarded.

My mother told me secretly, "Ruchun has not had a mother since she was a child, and it is really not easy to grow into the outstanding young man she is today."

I said, "Yes, he is so much happier than me." I intentionally grabbed Ms. Wang Weiwei's waist.

Her eyes were a little wet, and her smile was like a sunflower blooming brightly.