Rebirth promises you to love

After getting out of Ms. Wang Weiwei, I felt blocked, so I simply opened the car window by myself and let the air blow.

After running around the third ring, the whole upper body was cold.

My physique is not very good. I was originally a person who would collapse after running 1500 meters. To be honest, after being reborn, my physical strength is much worse than before.

When I got home, Ruchun hadn't come back yet, I guess he was probably entangled by my big family, and Su Rumo, who made people worry so much.

I went to the refrigerator to find Hao Ruchun. In order to nourish my stomach, I made the porridge that I put in every morning. I held my eyelids and heated it in the microwave.

After drinking some warm porridge, I lay on the bed in a daze, as if I had walked into a huge dark forest. When the wind blew, the bamboo shadows shook like ghosts. I jumped to the place where there was light, and they Immediately after, I feel timid, so I can only keep running forward.

Between waking and dreaming, I was out of breath after running for a while, and my heart seemed to jump out of my chest.In the brightest place, I saw a tall and handsome man, a bit thin, and his shirt was dyed with the yellowish color of old ironing, which was the warm and reassuring smell of sunshine.

Su Li said that his name was Ruchun because he felt that Ruchun's arrival brought a spring to his career.

In fact, in my heart, where there is him, it is spring.

I was wrapped in a thick, fluffy and comfortable quilt into a comfortable cocoon, and a pair of strong arms hugged my body tightly through the thick warmth.

The familiar voice whispered in my ear, "Get well soon."

He seemed to be aware of my uneasiness, slowly shaking and softly coaxing like Du Liya coaxing Su Rumo.

"good."

He shook again and again, and after a long time, I finally felt that the drowsy headache that I was drowsy but unable to sleep slowly disappeared.

A cool kiss fell on my forehead.

The restless fire in my heart seems to be nourished by cool and sweet water.

He smiled at me, milky white clean and tidy teeth with a touch of moisture, the woody fragrance of his body mixed with his body fragrance, the most unique smell in my mind, I finally fell asleep sweetly in this scent .

When I woke up, I just couldn’t tell whether it was day or night. When my consciousness cleared up, I reached out to wipe off the hot sweat on my forehead. Under the light, the profile of the person typing in front of the laptop was as picturesque as a picture.

Before I could make a sound, a lightly cool hand covered my forehead, Su Ruchun's voice was full of joy, "You have finally subsided your fever, is it better?"

I opened my mouth and found that my throat was very dry and I couldn't speak.Ruchun understood, poured a glass of water and handed it to my mouth, I stuck out the tip of my tongue to try it, it was neither cold nor hot, the temperature was just right.

Sure enough, he is the one who understands my warmth best. With him, I can sleep peacefully and get rid of the entanglement of diseases.

He touched my forehead, then touched himself, and exhaled, "Do you know that you have a fever, and you don't cover the quilt or close the window when you sleep? You want me to worry to death? After half an hour, your fever still won't go away." , I'm going to take you to the emergency room."

My eyes are sore and hot. In fact, Su Ruchun has been a doctor for so many years. He is used to seeing life and death. He is also in neurosurgery where life is often endangered. He even looks indifferent when he is sick.In the hospital, he has always been calm and calm, neither sad nor happy. Even when he smiles, he never grins the corners of his mouth and raises his eyebrows and eyes.

For a long time, he has been gentle and gentle, elegant and elegant, demeanor, and calm in his chest. When I have a small cold, he will be in chaos. Now he is full of joy, showing his anger and anger.

I really don't know if his patients will be jealous of me when they see it.

"Because, your mother?" He hesitated and asked.

I shook my head.

It is my own business to choose my lover.The running-in with my family should also be borne by myself.

It's just that I didn't expect that, just as it was the season of rejoicing, a thunderbolt fell from the clear sky.

In the middle of the night, Du Liya called me, "Bao Wa, something happened to grandpa, you rush to the hospital now, and Su Li and I are busy sending them to the hospital. It's a mess now, and grandma has lost her mind."

When I grabbed a piece of clothing and rushed to the elevator with the car keys, I couldn't control my hands and shook so badly that I almost couldn't hold the keys.

Su Ruchun chased after me and pressed my hand, "Calm down."

I couldn't stand in the elevator either, I walked back and forth a few times in the small space.

I don't know how long it took before I arrived at the underground garage. I unlocked the car and ran to open the door.

Su Ruchun walked over quickly and snatched the key from my hand, "You take the co-pilot."

There was a calming force in his tone, I regained my sanity a little, and obediently sat in the co-pilot.

In my own state, it is really not suitable for driving.

Without my grandfather, I don't know what kind of person I would grow up to be.When I was young, I went to school, and when it was raining, my father would send it to other houses. Only my grandpa would send it to me with a large square umbrella.

His back was broad and powerful, with all the warmth and stability a boy could expect from an elder.

Because of Ruchun, I have always had a very intimate feeling for the smell of disinfectant, but at this time, I felt a little unknown fear.

Since many, many years ago, I have been such a person. I rarely do things that are not 100% sure, and never say things that are not 100% sure.Because all the unidentified problems related to probability and uncertain hesitation will make people's hearts wander.

"Doctor, what's the matter?" Su Li was supporting Du Liya, and walked slowly with a doctor. There were still tears on Du Liya's face, and her voice was shrill and trembling.

"You have to be mentally prepared. The patient is old and I don't know if he can survive the operation."

After the doctor finished speaking, he was slightly surprised when he saw Su Ruchun: "Doctor Su, you are not on duty today, why are you here? This is your relative?"

Ruchun nodded, "Doctor Fang, how is the situation?"

Dr. Fang, I probably have a little impression, it seems to be Song Yulu's teacher.

Doctor Fang pointed to his head with his index finger: "The old man has a big tumor here, which oppresses the nerves, so the old man will faint when he goes to pour water. But you also know that such a tumor is not easy to be found usually. You are here, go to my office to watch the film."

Su Ruchun patted me on the shoulder and walked behind Dr. Fang. Next to him, Su Li hugged Du Liya tightly to prevent her from falling. Grandma, with a pale face, was sitting in front of the hospital bed, tightly holding onto the edge of the iron bed. , his eyes seemed to be staring straight at the pale grandfather on the hospital bed with closed eyes.Ms. Wang Weiwei stayed by her side silently, her whole face was swollen from crying.

In more than 50 years of marriage, there has never been a red face or a single quarrel. Compared with Ms. Wang Weiwei's failed marriage and the three-day quarrel between her aunt and uncle, it is perfect.

Probably because of this, for grandma at this moment, something happened to grandpa is tantamount to a catastrophe.

Ruchun came in frowning, her face turned blue, and pulled me out of the ward to the lounge next to her.

"Now there are probably only two options left. If the tumor in my grandfather's head is not opened, it will not last for half a year, and he may not be able to walk soon. If it is opened, a person in his 70s does not know what will happen during the operation. Whatever problem arises, any situation may happen, just to remove the tumor, the probability of success is 95%, but there is still a 5% probability of failure, so you have to discuss and make a decision.”

Apart from taking care of Su Rumo and Xiao Nian's uncle at home, our family spent the whole night in the hospital. At around [-]:[-] the next morning, Zhao Mei came to see me.

I was too tired to talk to her, so Zhao Mei moved a folding stool and sat down beside me.

"How is the old man?"

My mouth was bitter, I twisted open the mineral water bottle in my hand, and took a sip of water.

"What else can we do? Can our whole family watch him and wait to die like this? Don't say 95%, even a 5% chance, we have to give it a try. As soon as my grandfather woke up, he held my grandmother's hand and said a word .”

I clenched my fists and couldn't cry in front of the little girl.

"What did he say?" Zhao Mei asked.

"He said, Jiang Qin, I haven't had enough with you." Jiang Qin is my grandmother's name.

Zhao Mei sighed, I turned my face away not wanting to show weakness in front of her, and saw Ruchun trotting over with a mask hanging on her ears.

He stood next to me, and I leaned against him.

Maybe 30 second, maybe 1 minute.

I looked up at him, "It's okay, Zhao Mei can talk to me when you have time now, go get busy."

Zhao Mei looked at his back, "Look, he is busy, not because of your grandfather. Patients of this age are particularly prone to complications and postoperative sequelae. When they were just sent yesterday, no other group was willing to do it. Su Li Our team picked him up after asking his old classmate. Originally, the team leader came here to persuade him to go back, but Dr. Su went directly to the director, not for this operation, this morning is the second seminar.”

My fingernails scratched the label on the bottle, and Zhao Mei continued, "He treats you with heart and soul."

I studied management when I was a freshman, and I know the meaning of the hierarchy chain, and I know the extent of leapfrogging in an organization like a hospital that pays attention to qualifications and has a small management range.

In fact, I still have one sentence that I didn't tell Zhao Mei.

Grandpa also said: "I want to be cured, but I haven't lived enough, and I haven't seen Baowa marry a wife."

When I was four years old, I couldn't write Arabic numerals well. He was so angry that he walked around in the yard, not willing to move a finger of me.

When I was six years old and in elementary school, he rode a bicycle and took me around the city, and it was a perfect match.

When I was seven years old, my grandmother suffered from vertigo. He couldn't cook, so he took me to the small shop six times in one noon.

In the third year of high school, he took the bus for half an hour every day to deliver meals to me.

I went to college, and the red envelope he gave me was several years' salary.

A grandfather's love for his nephew, a father's love for his son, nothing more.

But I couldn't fulfill his last wish.

What an ugly and selfish person I am.

After drinking the water in the bottle, the bottle was clenched into a ball, and I got up to find Ruchun.

At this time, Ruchun should have just finished the meeting and is changing clothes in the lounge.

I stepped forward and hugged his back tightly.

He touched my hand and tried to turn around.

"Don't look back." My voice was very soft, with my arms around his waist, I couldn't or didn't dare to use my strength, "Don't look back."

My forehead leaned up slowly, like a child leaning on its mother, like leaning on my grandfather when I was a child.The clothes on his body are not uneven like hard decorations, and the warm smell of the sun shining on his skin.

I always feel that my heart is actually old enough to live a lifetime longer than others.But now, I really want to just be a kid.

Only children are not responsible for their own mistakes.

No one will forever remember a child's mistakes and never forgive them.

People in the world will always only say that children are innocent and innocent, and will not say that children are dirty and disregarding ethics.

But I was old enough to carry the hopes of my family.

Now, I am a father.

But still couldn't help it, greedy for the love and warmth he gave.