Rebirth promises you to love

When Shao Yongzhi put me down, I was still in a daze.

Xiao Nian's plane was late, so I found a place to sit for a while.

Exhausting my poor imagination, I have no way of knowing that the little love between our two petty citizens will be related to the person standing at the top of the pyramid.

For so many years, he has always been a blind spot in my memory, and I don't want to get contaminated.

I didn't expect him to be in such a difficult situation.

At the beginning, I had faint fantasies, but I just thought it was purely from family pressure.

Shao Yongzhi talked a lot. At the beginning, he had to drink alcohol every night to fall asleep.

I saw a psychiatrist for a long time.

Later, I repeatedly applied to go to Wenchuan. During the aftershocks, I still insisted on saving people. I really wanted to go to the largest possible place to see if I could just die like that.

After his hand was injured, he was not particularly sad. He said, "Anyway, I haven't been on the operating table for a long time. As long as I stand next to the microscope, my hands can't help shaking."

I guess it is the sequelae left over when I was forced to use it for Shaw Brothers.

After that, he switched to Chinese medicine, and he was still doing very well, but he began to have the idea of ​​retreating.

Later, I spent a year working as Doctors Without Borders and traveled almost all over Africa. When I came back, my body was still contaminated with the pathogens of many infectious diseases.

I remembered his birthday many years ago, and Zhao Mei said that a Leo-Virgo like him is either extremely narcissistic or has the desire to abuse himself.

I think he's been torturing himself a lot over the years.

He is a man.

The person behind him is not only me, but also his father and his sister.

Men understand men best.

Being human is really embarrassing sometimes, especially being a man.

I controlled my tone and called him, "Where are you?"

"Outside. What's the matter?" His voice was restrained.

"I want to see you."

I said, "Master Shao came to see me."

"What did he tell you?"

"I know everything, his, Song Yulu's, my mother's, my aunt's, everything. Why didn't you tell me?" I lowered my voice, but couldn't help gnashing my teeth, "His grandma's, didn't you say Are you done? This is about the two of us, what kind of hero are you pretending to be? Only you know how to sacrifice? You want to break up with me, you fucking bastard!"

He was silent.

I resisted the urge to punch and kick the public facilities at the airport, "What do you think of me? Huh? A teenage girl who needs to be leaned on and taken care of by you? Did you never know that I am also a Is there a man who can be entrusted with responsibility?"

"You, listen to me. To be honest, I have never had any ambition to make contributions. You are different. I know better than you that you can get back up after you fall down. But no matter how strong one is You can’t get up with another person on your back when you fall down, right? In the situation back then, your passport and identity were all in your mother’s hands, and funds and real estate were all inaccessible. How much do you have? Care about your mother. Would I not know? You will not tear yourself apart from her, you have so much ambition and talent, you have been just suppressing. I left you, what will happen to you? You will still be like those days It’s like a month, emptying your talents and wasting your time. You can’t hear your ears, and you are alone with your knees facing the window to watch the sunset. I called you when I got home from work. You didn’t hear me, so I just looked at you The back, thin and lonely, I didn't feel that you were happy at that time, happiness shouldn't be like that.

At that time, I still hoped for a turnaround, but I got into trouble with the Shao family.You have never been in contact with it, and you don't know how complicated the political circle is. I can be his exclusive doctor and treat him in secret, but will he trust me?You are already a prison bird, and you want them to put chains on you?If he collapses, it doesn't matter if I get implicated, but what if it implicates you?Before going to Tianjin, Mr. Shao came to my car. That thing must have been left by him. His circle is too complicated, and I don’t want to know about it. Naturally, I can’t explain it to you.When your mother begged me to let go, I really couldn't see the way. I jumped off the cliff by myself, it didn't matter, but I couldn't bear to drag you. "

I took a few breaths, "Why are you telling me these things, I asked where you are now, I want to see you."

He paused, "Where are you?"

Xiao Nian, dressed in polo, rushed over and hugged my leg.

"Do you miss Dad?" I kissed him hard on the cheek.

Xiao Nian wiped her face with her sleeve, and said with disgust, "Nicky."

I was never willing to maintain my father's dignity in front of Xiao Nian, and always treated him like an adult.

Xiao Nian laughed with me for a while, then suddenly looked in one direction and stopped talking.

I seemed to be telepathic. Turning around, he was in the crowd, wearing a khaki windbreaker. He was tall and thin, with dark eyes, short hair, and a very pale expression. become his background.

At least in my eyes.

After so many years, the man I fell in love with made me feel even more heartbroken: five years ago, the pressure from the outside world and the persecution of his family were so heavy on him, and there was so little room for free maneuver, he still survived.

Xiao Nian rushed over directly, "Uncle!"

I didn't expect Xiao Nian to recognize him.

But thinking about it, I think it makes sense, Xiao Nian is as nostalgic and affectionate as I am, and his childhood memories are very clear, and he will never forget the bereaved years he walked with us.

He picked up Xiao Nian and kissed Xiao Nian gently on the forehead, "The little baby back then has grown so big!"

Xiao Nian exaggeratedly raised his hand, showing his "muscles".

I walked up to him and he stretched out his hand and took me into his arms.

We hug each other tightly, with all our strength.

In the eyes of outsiders, this is a very short and ordinary hug among countless people who are sending off.

In my eyes, it is a hug that lasts five years and lasts a lifetime.

Xiao Nian shouted from the side, "Father, uncle, are you ashamed that such an adult still cries?"

Ruchun and I set up Xiao Nian, "Hey, little brat, don't you want to live anymore?" I said.

Xiao Nian laughed.

We had a meal with Xiao Nian, and the two of us sent Xiao Nian to the security checkpoint together.

Xiao Nian also said, "You two are getting into fights again, get along well, you know?"

I thought of the "fighting" that Xiao Nian said, and suddenly felt a sense of guilt for having spoiled the child, Su Ruchun nodded calmly.

Su Ruchun took off her baggy trench coat and only wore a pinstriped shirt.

I looked at him, and my heart tightened.

How could he be so thin, so thin that you can see his slightly undulating bone shape through the shirt, and his straight neck is still the most noble arc in the world.

I took a deep breath, moved to him step by step, squatted down, rested my head on his knee, and called him, "Su Ruchun."

He didn't open his eyes, but his hands were slowly clenched by his sides, and after a long time, he slowly let go.

I reached out and squeezed both of his hands.

His hands were icy and cold, a different temperature from the fiery heat in his memory.

In a daze, his left hand shook off my hand, and gently lifted my chin.

I followed his hand and raised my head, barely meeting his black jewel-like black eyes.

He took a deep look at me, and after a while, said, "You've lost weight."

I shook my head, "I'm just old, but you, why are you so thin?"

He suddenly lowered his head and put a kiss on my lips, "How come you are getting old, but you are more attractive than before."

This kiss was very light, but it completely broke the calm before the storm. I directly pushed him down on the sofa chair and started to kiss him.Without hesitation, he began to respond fiercely to me. We were kissing with all our strength, as if we were the two fishes in love with each other, as if the other's lips and tongues were our only way out, as if what was flowing on the tip of the other's tongue was what we depended on. living oxygen.With a push of Ruchun's hand, her body pressed against me, and she began to worship my eyebrows, the bridge of my nose, the corners of my lips, my cheeks, and my hand reached into the collar of his shirt, carrying those things that had been left unused for five years Passion, those regrets, those pains...

This kind of kiss, at the beginning, I only thought it was sweet and beautiful, how could I expect the bloody bitterness later...

His bones hurt my chest, his tears fell on my face, his eyes were red, and the inside of his mouth was almost scalding to my temperature, I could only hug him with all my strength, I wrap my tongue around him tightly.

The suit jacket had already been ravaged and wrinkled into a ball, and it was effortless to take it off. He suddenly tore open my shirt and stared intently.

And I was unbuttoning the front of his shirt when a chain slipped off a few buttons.

Stored in our hearts are two identical rings.

I leaned into his ear, "I'm not that stupid, the one you bought, do you think I'll give it back to you so easily?"

I took advantage of the long vacation and went back to City D.

I want to have an account of myself.

I am an extremely selfish utilitarian, and I know it well.Ruchun has always treated me preferentially, so he has never tested the bottom line of my love for him.

All the domestic stocks that have been in business for N years have been sold out, and the real estate bets in the PW New District have already earned several times the price difference.Looking at the numbers in my bank account, I realized that I was already considered a rich man, including the US dollars I earned every month, the British pounds that I didn’t have time to exchange that year, and the current RMB.

To put it bluntly, I was still too stupid and naive back then, and my hair was not fully grown, so I couldn't beat my mother who had gone through so many storms.

Don't say I've lived two lifetimes, with my little knowledge, it takes a few more lifetimes to beat her.

Without this five years apart.

It's different now, I already have my own wings that can fly, and I can even fly with others.

Ms. Wang Weiwei was very calm, "I didn't expect you to persist for so long this time."

I simply knelt on the floor and hugged her leg, "I said that back then, I couldn't give up on him."

She touched my head, "All these years, I have always had a thought, I hope you can find a good girl and live a stable life, but it is still whimsical after all, it is rare that you can like someone for so long."

I kissed her forehead, "Mom, I'm leaving first."

People are really strange animals. After so many years, they feel that no matter how heavy things are, it is easier to spread them out.

Mother probably suffered for five years before finally reconciling.

She looked at me, unable to bear it after all.