Food on the tip of your tongue

Passing through all the towns and cities, I only chose to walk on the trails in the wilderness. Except for dead tree leaves and a few flying birds, I didn't even meet a passerby along the way.

Qin Yang scooped some water from the river with a bowl, and fed some to Ren Chongsheng in the prison car. These people treated the three of them fairly well, and they never lost their dry food every day. Ren Chongsheng seemed to be better than the two of them. The one who walks with the team on his heels is better, and the prison car is still a car anyway.

Qin Yang broke some dry pancakes and handed them to Ren Chongsheng, pretending to be careless and leaning on the prison car, he whispered: "Lord Qing, what do you mean by this? Ren Chongsheng, you are the inner shadow guard that Prince Qing placed next to the emperor, you should treat Qing Does your lord know something about this method?"

Ren Chongsheng smiled bitterly: "Prince Qing has always been duplicity, I can't figure out his thoughts."

Qin Yang looked at him with deep eyes. He also knew a thing or two about the rumors about Prince Qing. Prince Song Qing is the blood brother of the current emperor's mother and compatriots. He has received all kinds of favors since he was a child. The political affairs of the court are also quite powerful, and the emperor Song Yan also loves him very much. In the Song Dynasty, Prince Qing can be said to be honored and favored all over the body, one person is below ten thousand.

What makes the people of the Song Dynasty incomprehensible is that the [-]-year-old Prince Qing of Song Dynasty has not officially married the princess. Apart from marrying a few beautiful concubines that are unknown, there is still no orthodox female concubine in the Qing Palace. Owner.

As for why he placed Ren Chongsheng next to the emperor, Qin Yang couldn't figure it out, if it was for the power and throne?This is a bit absurd. You must know that the late Song Emperor had sixteen sons. When he was not appointed as the heir, the princes had never stopped fighting openly and secretly. Two brothers, Yan, work together to cut gold.In the end, Song Yan ascended to the Ninth Five-Year Position and became the man who held the supreme power in the Song Dynasty.It can be deduced from this that it is absolutely impossible for Prince Song Qing to send Ren Shengsheng to lurk beside the emperor because he coveted the throne?

So why?Qin Yang rationally and keenly analyzed in his mind that Ren Chongsheng's actions were related to Phoenix Villa... and he followed the order of Prince Qing, that is to say, all the affairs of Phoenix Villa were controlled by Prince Qing behind the scenes.

Qin Yang looked at the dark night sky, and suddenly raised the corners of his mouth helplessly and sarcastically. It was no secret that Zhang Qinghua in Fenghuang Villa had an affair with the emperor. Prince Qing sent someone to hide beside the emperor, and all his actions were In order to explain, Prince Qing is hostile to Zhang Qinghua, so...it can be inferred that Prince Qing cares about the emperor...very special...

Qin Yang smiled silently, walked to Zhang Yonghuan's side, and succinctly stated all the speculations in his mind. Zhang Yonghuan's mouth gnawed on the dry pancakes couldn't be restrained, and he opened his mouth to laugh silently in pain and aggrieved.

With the help of the faint firelight, Qin Yang saw Zhang Yonghuan's expression clearly at the moment, and felt that his appearance was really cute, so he lowered his head and kissed Zhang Yonghuan's mouth lightly with a shudder in his heart.

Zhang Yonghuan stared, wiped the dry cake residue from the corner of his lips, and said viciously: "Molesting a man is also against the law, you should be careful."

Turning his face away with a guilty conscience, Zhang Yonghuan felt a sense of loss for the inexplicable emotion emerging from the bottom of his heart.

When he was stabbed not long ago, the only person he could remember when he was in a coma was Qin Yang. This realization made him feel a little scared and fearful when facing Qin Yang after waking up.

Originally, he thought that his own life was enough for him. He enjoyed the unbearable loneliness. He didn't dare to love, and he didn't need love. He didn't want much, as long as someone could be by his side.

But, Qin Yang——Zhang Yonghuan closed his eyes in trouble.

Qin Yang boldly and affectionately touched his face, and then a light kiss fell on half of his cheek, Zhang Yonghuan couldn't resist shouting in front of so many people, it would be really embarrassing.

Sometimes his skin is so thin that he even feels distressed, Zhang Yonghuan wrinkled his nose and thought, he is really a contradictory person.

Qin Yang kissed his face, and flexibly untied the belt around Zhang Yonghuan's waist with his right hand. His slightly cool fingers penetrated into the clothes, and accurately touched the scar on Zhang Yonghuan's stomach through the thin underwear, and his voice was hoarse. Ask: "Does it still hurt?"

Zhang Yonghuan turned his head aside, avoided his harassment completely, shook his head and said dryly: "Brother, can you stop doing this? Now... it's so awkward!"

Qin Yang rubbed his hair and said, "I know everything. I know everything you think I don't know. Including all the unknown past of your last life."

Zhang Yonghuan hummed for a moment, hugged his head in depression and curled up on his bent knees, and laughed at himself: "I'm useless, right? I'm absolutely a waste." He really wanted to cry, because his mother was in front of him that day in his memory The scene of suicide made him so helpless that he couldn't bear to live.

It is useless for the past events hidden in my heart to disappear with the passage of time, and all time can do is to fade them and make people forget them.

Zhang Yonghuan smiled negatively, feeling that his so-called mental state of doing nothing all day, eating, drinking and waiting to die was nothing more than self-deception. If a person really doesn't have any ideals and dreams in his heart, what's the point of living?

I still remember the sentence that the hero in the classic American TV series Prison Break went to Fox River Prison alone to save his brother who was framed and sentenced as a first-degree murder criminal at the risk of committing suicide, and said to his desperate brother who was in prison: live The point of faith!

No matter what, life has to go on, and fortunately, Zhang Yonghuan's life has never reached the point of desperation, but in his seemingly ordinary life, fate accidentally played a little sad joke on him.

Qin Yang didn't speak, and sat down silently leaning against Zhang Yonghuan, took out a cotton robe from his burden and handed it to Zhang Yonghuan, Zhang Yonghuan took it and thanked him politely.

He said calmly and rationally: "Qin Yang, you have to see your heart clearly. It is best if you can figure out who is the person you are thinking about? Is it me, or the reincarnated soul from the ninth world of reincarnation? .” He quite understood that if the reincarnated soul hadn’t reincarnated on him, then he would be nothing in Qin Yang’s eyes.

Zhang Yonghuan is obsessed with these problems. In fact, Qin Yang is completely passive in waiting for the reincarnation of that soul. It's just atonement for my mistakes.

Qin Yang closed his eyes, and said in a deep voice, "Huh? Then what do you think I should do to be the best?" Who will tell him, what can he do to make himself no longer feel guilty about that person? !

Qin Yang was also very distressed. For thousands of years, how many times he had been waiting for the lonely days, and tried his best not to let himself collapse.

Who can understand his pain and loneliness?He thought that if he summoned that person here, that person would understand him through the remaining memory in his mind.

But no, Qin Yang felt despair again, complete despair.

Zhang Yonghuan looked at Qin Yang, feeling very upset, but he didn't dare to show it easily, so he asked, "Sleep?"

Qin Yang frowned slightly, straightened his legs and patted him, saying, "Lie down, I'll keep watch."

The hedonistic Zhang Yonghuan did not refuse his kindness, smiled and tilted his head on Qin Yang's lap, wrapped in a cotton robe to sleep.

Qin Yang helped him gather his robe, touched his face, and leaned on his uncle to close his eyes and meditate.

In the dream, Zhang Yonghuan drifted to the bank of Wangchuan River, and he saw all the past of his third life on the Sansheng Stone.Inscribed on the bright red jade-like stone, forget the past, and reach the other shore early.

However, he was still unable to walk across the Naihe Bridge and drink a cup of Mengpo soup before reincarnating. Zhang Yonghuan stopped and stood on the Sansheng stone to watch, faintly seeing him transform from a flame into a human and then meet Qin Yang's original life In the first life, a few faint traditional characters appeared on it. Zhang Yonghuan looked at it calmly. What he said before reincarnation in the first life was: I would rather burn out this life and sing a song of madness with the blade and blood. Can throwing away that glass of drunkenness, life, dream and death wine be exchanged for the endless obsession?

Zhang Yonghuan looked at the words in classical Chinese, shook his head mockingly and smiled, the flame in his palm felt a strange scorching sensation, he stretched out his palm in amazement, watching a small flame scurrying in his palm, With a thud, it flew into his heart.

Zhang Yonghuan groaned impatiently, the burning sensation from his lower abdomen made him feel helpless, Zhang Yonghuan frowned and untied his belt, and saw a red air flow from his heart along with his meridians extending out of his body A thin red line extends to the eight extraordinary meridians of the limbs.

He blinked in confusion, and woke up from the dream with a terrified cry.

"Huh?" Qin Yang made an alert voice, and looked at him questioningly, "What's wrong?"

Zhang Yonghuan opened his eyes, the sky was getting darker and brighter, it was about ten o'clock in the morning, he touched his heart, and muttered softly: "It's okay, I'm having a nightmare."

Qin Yang leaned against the tree and closed his eyes and ignored him. Zhang Yonghuan, who was full of sleep, moved his neck on Qin Yang's lap in embarrassment and asked, "I still have to walk for two or three days to get to Kaifeng, right?"

"En." Qin Yang said: "It's still early, let's sleep for a while!"

Zhang Yonghuan took a deep breath, pointed to the prison car and said, "Ren Chongsheng's internal strength should be very strong, right? On the way, he stayed in the prison car to eat and sleep except for Lazard who could get out of the car. He didn't even have anything to keep out the cold at night. Yes, why don't you see him sick?"

"Well, there is a body protected by true energy." Qin Yang was slightly moved, as if he had noticed