You always have to pay back when you come out to hang out

Sometimes love hurts too.Cruel people choose to hurt others; kind people choose to hurt themselves.

Zhong Qi once again chose to leave silently, as if he wanted to erase himself from the world, no one knew where he went, Lin Xiaoyu didn't know, Gao Yi didn't know, even Qin Li couldn't find him His whereabouts, the hospital's treatment records were also broken on the day he disappeared...

Some people began to wonder whether Zhong Qi chose to die quietly alone.Almost everyone had thought about this guess, but no one dared to mention it in front of Zhao Qinglang.

Zhao Qinglang didn't complain about Zhong Qi's leaving without saying goodbye, he was just angry at that kind-hearted idiot for taking his own life as a joke.

"Mom! Do you know that his current condition is very dangerous!" Zhao Qinglang pushed Zhong Qi's case to his mother. Zhao's mother was shocked when she saw the name of the disease at first. She always thought it was a minor illness and pain, but never thought It will be this disease.However, she found that she was actually relieved, and she was even more glad that Zhong Qi had left.If one of them dies of illness after the two of them are together, that kind of injury is not something ordinary people can bear.

"He...he himself said nothing...how do I know..." Containing her relaxed mood, Mother Zhao secretly glanced at Zhao Qinglang. She wanted to preach, but her son's face was really ugly, so she also I endured it.

Of course, Zhao Qinglang could see through Zhao's mother's thoughts.But he couldn't even utter a word of reproach. The woman in front of him was his mother, and things had already happened like this, so what else could he say?No matter what you say!

The unprecedented sense of powerlessness made Zhao Qinglang a little desperate. Now he really doesn't want anything extravagantly, he only wants Zhong Qi to live in peace.

He closed the door silently, separating himself from his mother.

Didn't go crazy, didn't go mad.Zhao Qinglang's performance was too calm, but everyone gradually discovered that without Zhong Qi, Zhao Qinglang became extremely indifferent to people and things.Except for class, he spent the rest of the time in the rented room that once belonged to him and Zhong Qi.Nobody knew what he was doing.Later, the stubborn Mother Zhao saw the reality clearly. The moment Zhong Qi left, Zhao Qinglang's world disappeared.From then on, Zhao Qinglang would not like anyone, let alone get married and have children.

His son was protesting to him like this...

Looking at her unpopular son, Zhao's mother felt distressed, and she couldn't tell whether she had done something wrong.

Zhong Qi didn't choose to die, because he still didn't want to give up this hard-won life, and also because he had someone in his heart that he couldn't let go of.

He left the hustle and bustle of the big city and went to a valley where no shit or chicken lay eggs.Looking at the simple smiling faces in front of him, Zhong Qi felt very at ease.He worked as a supporting teacher here, and there is only one school in the whole village. It is said to be a school, but it is actually a crude house, where all children of different ages sit together.The children sitting in this row are from the kindergarten, the children in this row are in the first grade, and the children in this row are in the second grade...

Before Zhong Qi came here, there was only one teacher in this village.Now, Zhong Qi is the second teacher here.

The children all liked the new teacher, who was white and beautiful, and had a nice voice.They like the foreign language that Mr. Zhong Qi speaks the most. Although they don't know what English is or Japanese, they still like to listen to it.

"Teacher, teacher, here! My father brought this back from the city. I heard it's delicious!" A child stuffed two big walnuts into Zhong Qi's hands, with an innocent smile on his rosy face.

Zhong Qi didn't refuse, he accepted the child's gift with a smile, looked at the walnut in his hand, for some reason, he thought of Zhao Qinglang, and also the forgotten thing.Zhong Qi anxiously rummaged through the things he had brought, hoping that he hadn't lost that walnut.When he found the walnut, Zhong Qi looked at the smiling face painted on the walnut for a long time. Zhao Qinglang said that his secret was hidden in this walnut.

Holding a knife, Zhong Qi carefully pried open the walnut. When he opened a small opening, he squinted his eyes and looked inside. Sure enough, he saw a piece of folded paper stuffed inside.Pulling out the paper from inside, Zhong Qi slowly opened the note.

The immature handwriting, at first glance, is Zhao Qinglang's handwriting, but the content on it...

"Zhong Qi, are you willing to marry Zhao Qinglang and promise to love him forever and never leave him?

Yes I do. ──Zhong Qi

Zhao Qinglang, are you willing to marry Zhong Qi as your wife, and promise to love him forever and never leave him?

Yes I do. ──Zhao Qinglang"

Zhong Qi didn't know exactly what signed this kind of thing, but he was sure that the signature was indeed his own handwriting.

"Zhao Qinglang..." The handwriting became blurred in front of my eyes, and the tears dripping on the paper stained the writing on it.This was given to him by Zhao Qinglang when he was 14 years old.

Turning over the calendar, Zhong Qi realized that he had been away from Zhao Qinglang for three years.In the past three years, I don't know how Zhao Qinglang has been.Wiping away the tears on his face, Zhong Qi looked at the numbers on the calendar in a daze.Three days to Christmas...

Although I can't be with him, I still want to see him again.

and also……

Zhong Qi stuffed the note back into the walnut. What he owed Zhao Qinglang, he had to pay it back.

After saying goodbye to the children, Zhong Qi simply cleaned up and left Dashan for S City.The tractor was transferred to a minibus, and then to a train. Zhong Qi finally arrived in City S on Christmas Eve.

With a somewhat exhausted body, Zhong Qi stood at the gate of his school.At this moment, he began to panic.He didn't know if Zhao Qinglang was still in the home that once belonged to the two of them, and he didn't know if Zhao Qinglang already had a suitable person by his side.He comforted himself secretly, he just came to visit his old friend, just to visit...

Suddenly, Zhong Qi realized a reality.Three years have passed, Lin Xiaoyu and the others have graduated, but what about Zhao Qinglang?Will he still live here?Zhong Qi turned around and walked towards the platform. He should go to medical school instead of coming here.

He was walking with his head down, but suddenly someone hugged him from behind.

The familiar smell made Zhong Qi froze. At this moment, his eyes were red, he didn't look back, and he didn't break free, he just let others hug him quietly.

"Zhong Qi, Merry Christmas...I love you..."

In those years, Zhao Qinglang finally said what he had not said out loud.The person in the arms seems to be thinner than before, but it's good that he can come back!It's good to be able to come back!In fact, Zhao Qinglang has always been standing in the shadow of the door, every Christmas, he waits like this.He always imagined that Zhong Qi would come to find him on this day, just like that day.

When Zhong Qi got off the car, he had already seen it.It's just that he didn't dare to go forward, for fear that this was just an illusion.After confirming again and again, he bravely embraced the other party.

"Zhao Qinglang, I read your secret..." Zhong Qi said.

Zhao Qinglang was taken aback, and it took a while to understand what the secret Zhong Qi was talking about. He said: "Since you have read it, you are not allowed to leave." Mouth, when two people are together, happiness is more important than anything else.

"Zhao Qinglang, what will you do if I never come back?"

"Hehe, I plan to find you after graduation this year! By the way, where have you been all these years?"

"It's good to live in seclusion."

"..."

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