rebirth chores

Eat without speaking and sleep without speaking.Finally, there was no further disturbance at the dinner table.

After eating, Mrs. Fang cleared the table.

Fang Yunfeng had an exam the next day, so he ruined his room to read after eating.

Zhuo Lan pulled Yuan Zhuoyang and asked him about his daily life.Yuan Jianguo sat on the other side of the sofa with a tigerish face.

Every mother, no matter how old the child is.As long as he is not by my side, I always feel that he is not full and not warm, as if his ability to take care of himself has dropped to a toddler.

To his mother, Yuan Zhuoyang is simply a model son. No matter how trivial Zhuo Lan's questions are, he will answer them patiently.

until--

"Have you met a suitable girl? If you have one, bring it back and show it to your mother."

Yuan Zhuoyang encountered the dilemma of all men of the right age.

"Mom, can you stop talking about this? I'm still young and I'm not in a hurry." Yuan Zhuoyang prefers men over women, and he has no intention of finding a second mother to control him.

"Are you still young? How young? Let's talk about it for a year or two. It will be about three or four years after we get married and have children. How old will you be then?"

Yuan Zhuoyang listened to Zhuo Lan's lesson helplessly. "Our unit, at my age, which one is not a grandparent!" The tone was sad.

To his surprise, it was the old man who interrupted Zhuolan.

"I have something to tell him. Come to my study." The first half of the sentence was to Zhuo Lan, and the second half was to Yuan Zhuoyang.

Zhuo Lan and Yuan Zhuoyang were equally astonished, but the old man hadn't had this kind of private conversation between father and son in four or five years!

Yuan Zhuoyang entered Yuan Jianguo's study with his guard.The study is surrounded by tall bookcases filled with books.Facing the door is a large mahogany desk.Yuan Zhuoyang was forbidden to enter the study when he was young.The bolder he is, the more he is blocked, the more he wants to explore.The father's study is a mysterious and majestic place for the boy.Once he was caught in the face, Yuan Zhuoyang thought that his ass was going to suffer, who knew that Yuan Jianguo lifted him up, put him on his shoulders, asked him kindly what he was doing here, and even picked up his ass from the densely packed bookcase. Find out a Journey to the West in the first book and read it to him.

He still remembers his father's broad shoulders and strong arms.And the feeling of admiration and reverence at that time...

However, after growing up, several conversations in the study room ended in quarrels between father and son.The last conversation had left a lasting memento on the back of his head—the wound from Yuan Jianguo's ashtray when he turned his back.

Yuan Jianguo motioned for him to sit down on the chair in front of the desk.

"What's the matter?" Yuan Zhuoyang didn't move, standing straight in front.

He thought that Yuan Jianguo would get angry because of his disrespect, but Yuan Jianguo sat down on his own, opened the drawer on the right side of the desk, took out a stack of things and threw them on the table.

"look by youself!"

Yuan Zhuoyang's eyelids twitched, and he knew that the stack of photos was not a good thing without guessing.

Most of the backgrounds are different bars, and most of them are night scenes. In the photos, Uehara Zhuoyang is hugging different boys and making fun of them. There are a few photos of him kissing boys passionately.There's even a picture of him in the elevator of his apartment, with his hand in the other's pants.

Yuan Zhuoyang chuckled, and said sarcastically, "So you still have a hobby of peeping."

Yuan Jianguo stared at him and was about to get angry, but for unknown reasons he held back. "I solemnly warn you, you must know how to restrain yourself! Do you know the consequences of being discovered?"

"Father, there are not many people like you who have the hobby of hiring private detectives to spy on their son's private life." Yuan Zhuoyang flipped through the photos one by one: "Zuzu, the photos are not bad, which photographer took them? Why don't you introduce them to me?" ——Didn’t you already know my sexual orientation? Why are you so surprised?”

"Are you—do you want to piss your mother off? If she finds out—"

"How would my mother know if you didn't tell me!" Yuan Zhuoyang raised the photo in his hand: "Or, do you plan to enjoy this with my mother?"

"Your mother has already asked someone to introduce you to a girlfriend. I better know what I'm doing." Yuan Jianguo's eyes almost burst into flames: "Remember what you said, I don't care how you live outside, don't get those things. Heart disease. I don't count on you, as long as you remember to promise to my grandson!"

Yuan Zhuoyang sneered!

There will be no disharmonious families in the world for no reason.

It is well known that the Yuan family's father and son have a bad relationship, but the real reason is quite different from what they know.

After Yuan Zhuoyang Middle School made his first girlfriend, he realized that he was different.To him, soft girls are far less attractive than handsome boys.Although he can force himself to hug the girl, only when facing the boy will he feel the longing in his heart for the first time.

In high school, Yuan Zhuoyang made his first boyfriend.

Adolescent boys naturally have difficulty restraining their impulses.

On a certain weekend, Yuan Zhuoyang was invited to the house of his little boyfriend. The two couples who were dating, without adults around, naturally rolled into a bed.The parents of the little boyfriend unexpectedly went home early and found their son naked and hugged by another boy. It was hard to tell whether the little man was more frightened or the couple was more frightened.

At that time, Yuan Zhuoyang was just a high school student who was a little more mature than his peers, so he would not panic under normal circumstances, but this kind of secret matter... especially in such an embarrassing state.

Everything that happened afterwards can probably be described as a nightmare.

When Yuan Jianguo came, he knew what he had done, and he looked at his son with shock, disbelief, disgust, and anger... Although the adults have different social status, their reactions to his son's behavior are so similar.Yuan Jianguo carried Yuan Zhuoyang home, pulled out his belt and beat him violently.Zhuo Lan, who didn't know what to do, didn't stop how to persuade and plead.

Yuan Jianguo was busy with his career, so he didn't spend enough time with his son to let him know his son's character.

Afterwards, Yuan Zhuoyang regretted countless times that he felt wronged and rebellious in adolescence because of being beaten. Why did he firmly say that he only likes men under such circumstances?

The enraged Yuan Jianguo locked his son in the bedroom and did not allow him to step out of the room.After being locked up for a few days, he was taken to a psychiatrist, and he forcefully asked the doctor to correct his son's "disease".

Yuan Zhuoyang will never forget it anyway. The doctor who was found secretly explained to Yuan Jianguo that homosexuality is not a disease, but that his sexual orientation is different from ordinary people, which is inherent and cannot be changed.His father, Yuan Jianguo, drew out a gun and put it on the doctor's temple, forcing him to solve the problem.

However, innate, how can it be changed?

After several methods failed, the doctor adopted the most extreme method under Yuan Jianguo's suggestion - electric shock!

Three times a week for a month, Yuan Jianguo's goal was that he would feel like vomiting when he saw a man's picture, hoping that through physical disgust, he could not get close to the man psychologically.

Yuan Zhuoyang admitted his mistake, begged for mercy, and ran away.He cried and said that he could accept women.

Yuan Jianguo was ruthlessly suppressed.He doesn't believe it at all!

Yuan Jianguo seems to be unable to see the pain in Yuan Zhuoyang's "treatment", because he is cold-blooded or because he thinks this pain is a kind of tempering, just like a rainbow can only be seen after the storm?

Prevent him from going to school and lock him in his room.Later, he was not even allowed to go home. Yuan Zhuoyang stayed in a strange and cold room for a month. Physically and mentally...for a whole month, if it wasn't for the face of Yuan's family, Yuan Jianguo might even find him abroad. experts.I really want to thank God for not breaking down...

It's a pity that there is no time. Yuan Zhuoyang finally couldn't stand the frequent "treatment" and was sent to a real hospital. This treatment was forced to stop!

It has been seven years... Yuan Jianguo finally realized that there are some things that cannot be changed, whether it is his son's sexuality or his son's resentment towards him.What he didn't know was that his son didn't only accept men, but his son would never tell him that.

Like every conversation in the past, the result is still unhappy.

Yuan Jianguo heard Zhuo Lan's sad voice vaguely coming from the living room, Yuan Zhuoyang's gentle apologetic voice...the sound of the car starting...the door of the study was knocked, Yuan Jianguo said wearily: "I want to be alone." The knock on the door was no longer remembered, and after a while, Zhuo Lan came in with a cup of tea, put it on his desk, and sat quietly with him without saying a word.

He didn't tell his wife about their son's problem. She always thought that the month Yuan Zhuoyang disappeared seven years ago was a closed summer camp... Maybe, she noticed something... Maybe, didn't know anything...

Yuan Zhuoyang was very upset.

He didn't want to go back to the apartment where he was alone, and he didn't want to turn around and go home.Then only go to a place where he can vent.

Night bar!

The lights are feasting, the people are drunk, and they are having fun.

It's not without reason that he was unrestrained, no matter how he was seven years ago, seven years later, he became a famous alternative playboy, surrounded by different men.However, recently he seems to be getting a little bored!

"Why are you alone?" Jamie came out of a private room with an ice bucket. "Mr. Jiang's No. [-] box, do you want to go there?"

"Anyone?"

"Mr. Jiang Yi, Mr. Fang from Tianyuan Real Estate, Mr. Qin from Fumanlou..." Jamie remembered every detail.

"Hey, is this going to form a business alliance?" Yuan Zhuoyang teased, and pushed open the door of Box No. [-]. All the rich second generations that Jamie mentioned just now were present, and besides them, there were also some half-baked The faces are all young boys and girls with slender faces or delicate or charming faces.

Jiang Yi was sitting in the middle, and there was a handsome boy squatting under his feet!It is not accurate to say squatting, the young man was weak and boneless, leaning softly at Jiang Yi's feet, his face rubbed against Jiang Yi's legs, like a cat trying to attract the attention of its owner.

Yuan Zhuoyang recognized that young man, Ye Shi's number one young master, whose nickname was Daniel.

Others also hugged or hugged, Yuan Zhuoyang may have come early, and I haven't seen anyone who has "straight into the topic" for the time being.

"Oh, great rare guest, Mr. Yuan came here, I thought you were busy with your career, and changed your mind since then—" A greasy-haired man pushed the princess in his arms, stood up to greet him, but the taste in his words was not all kindness.

"What is your name Yuan Shao? Zhuo Yang, to be honest, it's rare to meet you recently." Another man teased.Anyone close to him knows that Yuan Zhuoyang doesn't like being called Yuan Shao.

"Hey, it's not like you don't know that my company just got on the track, and you're all so busy. Isn't this coming out when you're free?" Yuan Zhuoyang said.He suddenly regretted coming to the night.