forced camouflage

Qiao Xiang smoked desperately, and glared at Mu Yan, "Look at my joke!"

Mu Yan's face was calm and unwavering, it seemed that the previous quarrel had no effect on Mu Yan. "You are a joke, I don't need to read it."

"What nonsense are you talking about. I know you look down on me just like everyone else." Qiao Xiang took out two cigarettes, handed one to Mu Yan, and continued to smoke. "My brother is really annoying, and you are also annoying. You look honest, but you are actually full of bad water."

Mu Yan smiled slightly, as if to say Qiao Xiang, you are right, I just have a bad stomach.Don't be fooled by my appearance. "Isn't it just a fart thing, is it necessary to make life and death? It can be solved with a little money, but there must be a three-room trial." Qiao Xiang snorted, expressing his dissatisfaction.

Mu Yan didn't say anything, just smoked silently.He was thinking that if Zhuang Muyan was still alive, what would he do if he encountered such a thing?Shaking his head, he shook off the strange thoughts in his head.Do whatever you want.Mu Yan turned to look at Qiao Xiang, "Do you want to fight?"

"are you crazy!"

"I want to beat you up." Mu Yan laughed, with malicious intentions.People like Qiao Xiang are indeed worthy of a beating.Before Qiao Xiang could show his power, Mu Yan punched him.

"Damn, Zhuang Muyan, what do you want to do?" Qiao Xiang was slapped on the face, and he still couldn't believe that Muyan really did it.

Mu Yan punched again, and then punched again.Qiao Xiang's handsome face was beaten like a flower.After a total of three punches, Mu Yan stopped.Qiao Xiang touched the corner of his eyes, pointed at Mu Yan, and said angrily, "You are sick, right? Have I offended you?"

"You didn't offend me, I just can't understand your words and deeds."

"If you don't like it, you will hit me. Who do you think you are. Zhuang Muyan, I want to beat you too." Qiao Xiang got up and greeted Mu Yan's face.

Before the fist touched Mu Yan, Mu Yan grabbed it with one hand. "You can't beat me."

"If you can't beat me, you have to beat me."

Mu Yan cut Qiao Xiang's hands backwards and pressed them to the ground. "Don't waste your time. I punched you three times, just treat it as a matter of the day and apologize to me."

"I've already apologized, you have no reason to hit me." Qiao Xiang bluffed.

"I'll hit it right away, what can you do to me?" Mu Yan said arrogantly.

"Okay, you are awesome, I can't beat you, I deserve it."

Mu Yan let go of Qiao Xiang, but Qiao Xiang didn't greet Mu Yan either.Just asked angrily: "You hate me?"

"No." Mu Yan shook his head, "It's just that I'm not satisfied with your way of doing certain things. As for whether you read or not, and how you want to play, I have no opinion."

Qiao Xiang twisted his arms, "Of course you can't have any objections, you are not me." Qiao Xiang lay down on the sofa with a tired look, "Hey, do you want to go out to play, I know there is a place good."

After Mu Yan finished smoking, she glanced at Qiao Xiang, "I'm going to sleep, I have class tomorrow morning."

"Cut, pretend to be a good student."

In the middle of the night, I was woken up by a phone call, and it was that old man Yang Shen who called again, "Honey, your cousin is out, come here."

Qiao Xiang went out?When I heard the movement before, I thought he was going crazy again, but I didn't expect him to go out.Mu Yan got up and went out of the room to search around, but there was no one there.

"Mu Yan, come here." Yang Shen bewitched.

Mu Yan said, "No, I want to sleep."

"Where can't I sleep, my place is more comfortable than yours! I'm all ready."

"It's hard to say, don't you understand?"

Yang Shen smiled and said, "That's fine, then I'll go to your side."

Damn, this dead hooligan.

As soon as bodyguard A opened the door opposite, he saw Mu Yan standing at the door, staring at him coldly with his arms crossed. "Did you learn to pick locks before?"

"This is just a basic skill. I believe that Mr. Zhuang is better than me in this regard."

With a dead face and a paralyzed face, Mu Yan cursed in his heart.

Yang Shen ran over in his pajamas, put his arms around Mu Yan and said, "Mu Yan, let's go to bed."

"Get out." Mu Yan kicked Yang Shen unexpectedly.Yang Shen wanted to avoid it, but it was too late.Bodyguard A stepped out in time to block Mu Yan's leg.The two exchanged quick moves.Bodyguard A said calmly: "Admit defeat, you are not my opponent."

Mu Yan was indeed no match for Bodyguard A, but being able to fight like this also made Mu Yan vent a little.Seeing that the matter was successfully concluded, Yang Shen dragged Mu Yan into the room, closed the door, and blocked the gaze of bodyguard A.Yang Shen put his arms around Mu Yan, sat on the sofa, and gently stroked Mu Yan, "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood?"

Mu Yan lay on Yang Shen's lap and remained silent.Recently, he felt more and more that he was quite abnormal, and ordinary people would definitely not live like him.

"It's better to say something. In fact, it has been said in psychology that talking is also an effective way to relieve stress and ease the mood. Usually it is quite useful. Do you want to treat me like a trash can and talk about your things " Yang Shen tempted Mu Yan, "Speak out, it will make you feel better."

"have nothing to say."

Yang Shen laughed, "You're still so defensive. Is there something you can't figure out?"

Mu Yan asked, "Should a person be himself, or play a role in someone else's mind?"

Yang Shen laughed, with a meaningful smile, "You can be yourself, or you can play the role in other people's minds. The key is to see the time and occasion. For example, when I was in the company, I was a strict boss and couldn't tolerate Subordinates made mistakes. But that is not my original face, but the need of identity, so I have to play such a role. In front of you, I am an affectionate lover. In front of my parents, I am a dutiful son. So at different times, people's performance is It’s different. It’s just that every occasion, more or less reveals one’s own nature, but not all. So people are acting all the time, and they are also expressing their own nature all the time.”

Mu Yan frowned thinking about Yang Shen's words, is it really that simple? "And what if you hate the role you play?"

"Then adjust appropriately, don't use other people's eyes to restrict yourself. You are you, no matter what your identity is, your nature will not change."

Mu Yan still frowned, "I wish I was an ordinary person."

"No, you will never be an ordinary person." Yang Shen gently stroked Mu Yan's forehead, "You are different from others, you are unique, you cannot be an ordinary person."

"No, I can be an ordinary person." When Mu Yan said this, his eyes were full of confusion and his tone was not very firm.

"How to do it? Study hard, find a job after graduation, get married and have children, earn money to buy a house? Get older day by day, your belly gets bigger day by day, and live a mediocre life like countless ordinary people on the street? Mu Yan, you If you can’t live that life, you’re destined to be different.”

Mu Yan shook his head, "No, I'm no different from others."

"Of course it's different! You have skills and thunderbolt means that ordinary people don't have, you have an appearance that surpasses many people, you have a smart mind, and you have an extraordinary past. Why do you still want to be an ordinary person? Have you done it? When you are bullied, will you swallow your anger like most people? Can you bear others riding on your head and domineering? You will obey the power, but you will also resist the power. Ordinary people will only obey, not will resist."

Yang Shen touched Mu Yan's cheek softly, "Mu Yan, recognize the reality, you are different, you are a minority. Don't try to be an ordinary person. Ordinary people have to bear the oppression at work, the pressure from the government and The oppression of the powerful has to bear the pressure given by the society. Three meals a day, running around for the house and car, living like a grandson. Ordinary people are hard to do, ordinary people are very hard, why do you have to be such a person You are who you are, and you should live your life according to your own ideas, not according to the roles arranged by others."

Mu Yan said slowly: "There must be compromises in life, no matter what your identity is."

"That's right. But you can choose the object of compromise and the room for compromise. The premise is that you choose how to live!" Yang Shen said with a smile: "Don't worry about these things, live how you want to live, don't worry about these things That's what philosophers do, not what we do."

Mu Yan was silent. Such a topic was too large and heavy, and it was not something he could see through at his age.After all, Mu Yan is too young. Although he is used to seeing life and death, he still doesn't understand the essence and meaning of life.He still has too many doubts and needs to slowly discover the answers.

Yang Shen continued: "Do you know how perverts are developed? Usually perverts are due to excessive suppression of nature."

"Then you are so perverted, is it because you have suppressed your nature too much?"

"Haha, no, you are wrong. You should say that my nature is perverted. You are also a pervert. Therefore, it is most suitable for perverts and perverts to be together. Only perverts are together, and society Only then will there be harmony." Yang Shen said with a big smile.At the same time, hold Mu Yan's hand tightly, and tell him firmly that I have everything.

Mu Yan clenched Yang Shen's hand behind his back, it was a pair of hands full of strength.Mu Yan thought, maybe what Yang Shen said really made some sense.A pervert always becomes a pervert in repression.And now he is a pervert.

After a night of deep talk, the relationship between the two seems to be much closer.At least Yang Shen thinks so.Mu Yan's heart knot was partially untied, and his expression also looked a lot better.At least not so dazed anymore.He can more or less understand how he should live, instead of trying to be an ordinary person as much as possible on the one hand, but bloody and violent on the other hand.

Yang Shen was about to mop up early in the morning, and Mu Yan gave him a quick kick.However, the strength is well controlled, and it will not appear to the extent of kicking people to the hospital.But this little strength couldn't stop Yang Shen's thick skin. He hugged Mu Yan from behind, rubbed hard on the back of his neck, kissed his ear, and said, "You said that your cousin went out in the middle of the night, and he would go." Where?"

Mu Yan washed his face, "I don't know."

"Why didn't you think of going to him, Qiao Cheng asked you to watch him."

"He's an adult, so I don't need to watch him. As long as he doesn't commit a crime or get caught, he can do whatever he wants." Mu Yan said casually, and he thought so too.From the very beginning, Mu Yan never thought about taking care of Qiao Xiang's affairs.

Seeing Mu Yan's attitude, Yang Shen stopped talking too much.Changing the subject, he said, "I'm going on a business trip this week." After waiting for a while, Mu Yan was still silent, and Yang Shen said, "You don't want to say anything." up.

Yang Shen pulled him back, "I'll leave bodyguards C and Ding to you, how about that?"

"No! I hate having a tail behind it."

"It's not safe outside. I will leave two people for you, so I can rest assured. You can also ask them to do things for you."

Mu Yan laughed, "What can I ask them to do? Kill people and set fire to them? I eat too much. You know, I'm a good citizen who loves peace."

Yang Shen laughed, "Well, since I don't need it, I won't keep anyone. But you have to call me. I remember you are filming the last two scenes this weekend, remember to call me after filming. Don't mess around. If you want to drink, go to the club. I will greet the people there, you just go. In addition, you can’t turn off the phone, you can’t refuse to listen to my phone calls, and you can’t pretend that I don’t exist. You must always remember your husband."

"Go away, old man."

"An old man can do it, you can't get out of bed."

Mu Yan pursed his lips in disdain, with a suspicious expression on his face.

Yang Shen laughed loudly, "It will make you look good when you come back."

I am waiting.

With Yang Shen gone, Mu Yan's life was quiet.Now he can almost understand some of what the teacher said in class, but he still can't fully understand it.But in terms of reading, Mu Yan is really talented, and he is willing to spend time working hard.In class, Lin An poked Mu Yan and said in a low voice, "I won't be in the next class."

Mu Yan shook his head, "What can you do if you have nothing to do but go to class?"

"Let's go out and play. I have KTV coupons and meal coupons here. Let's go out to karaoke for dinner. How about it?"

It's karaoke for dinner again, nothing new at all.Mu Yan directly refused.

Lin An turned to find someone else.Zheng Wenbin whispered to Mu Yan, "I'm going to invite the financial and editor-in-chief of that magazine to dinner at night, do you want to go?"

Mu Yan said, "Is the owner of the magazine really planning to sell it? How much will it cost? Do you want to help?"

"What can you help? I heard that the boss gambled overseas and owed a loan shark, so he came back to sell the property and sell the company. I heard that the loan sharks blocked him every day, even his wife and children. It is probably about to Crazy, I suspect that in the end he will definitely cut the meat and sell it cheaply."

"Can you beat other people?" Zheng Wenbin, a student, knows about such a good thing, and it's impossible for others not to know about it.

"Not sure!" Zheng Wenbin said truthfully.

Mu Yan thought about it for a while, and felt that since he invested the money, he should also take some responsibility.Otherwise, the money will be wasted, and the loss will be yourself.So he said: "Give me a copy of the magazine's materials, I will use it."

"Okay, after class, I'll make a copy for you. What do you want to do? Don't hold me back! I've already planned this."

Mu Yan thought for a while, and decided not to tell Zheng Wenbin, "Give it to me first, anyway, I won't pull you back."

After getting the information, Mu Yan flipped through it casually.I don't understand many professional things.But all he needs is a phone number, a name, and the beginning of the incident.So on the second day after Yang Shen left, Mu Yan took the initiative to call Yang Shen for the first time.

When Yang Shen received the call, he had just negotiated a deal, and he was in a very good mood.After receiving Mu Yan's call, although he was a little worried that Mu Yan had caused some trouble, he was still in a good mood.

"Hey baby, did you miss me?"

"Are you free? I'll talk to you about something." Mu Yan was not tactful at all.

Yang Shen laughed loudly, "What's the matter, let's talk."

Then Mu Yan talked about starting a business with a classmate and planning to buy a magazine, "Can you help with this?"

Yang Shen pondered for a moment, "Mu Yan, you want to do business and want money to make money, why don't you come to me. I guarantee you will make a lot of money every year. Why did you get mixed up with that kid Zheng Lao Er? There's nothing a kid who's not even grown up can do."

"Uncle Yang, you talk a lot of nonsense. I asked if you could help me?"

"Hey, my dear, is it this attitude to ask for help? Come and listen to something nice. You can also call me husband." Yang Shen teased.

Mu Yan cut it short, "Forget it if you don't help." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Damn, Mu Yan, this little bastard, is getting more and more tempered!It cannot be tolerated or condoned.Resisting not to call that little bastard Mu Yan, how can I beg to help others, the more I live, the more out of style I am.But Yang Shen himself would like to have no style, but within 10 minutes Yang Shen couldn't help but call Mu Yan, "Mu Yan, I can help you with this matter. You let Zheng Laoer clean his neck and wait I'll go back and deal with him. How dare you abduct my wife, I'm tired of work."

"Who is your wife? What do you want to do?" Mu Yan questioned, "You, an old man, are too lenient."

"Hey, Mu Yan, the attitude of begging for help is not like yours."

Mu Yan smiled, "I didn't ask you."

"Okay, you are the ancestor. I beg you to give me a chance to help, that's all right. Don't worry, ancestor, I will definitely handle this matter for you." Yang Shen promised firmly, and of course he did not forget to pay lip service. .

After receiving Yang Shen's exact answer, Mu Yan's little ancestor told Zheng Wenbin the news.Zheng Wenbin knew that Yang Shen had offered to help, so he was excited at first, and then it was almost done.But my heart is a little blocked.Considering it carefully, he asked, "Are you with Mr. Yang?"

"No!" Mu Yan replied simply.

"Then why did Mr. Yang help us?" Zheng Wenbin carefully observed Mu Yan's expression.

Mu Yan frowned and thought for a while, then said: "He said he wanted to pursue me, but I refused. But it's useless. You should understand that kind of person, and no one can change their decision. But I think it has something to do with me. No, I don't intend to be with him."

How could it not be a big deal, the relationship is too big, okay?But Zheng Wenbin just thought about it in his heart. "You're right to think so. You can't agree to Mr. Yang. But he often comes to you, don't you dislike him?"

Mu Yan shook his head, "It's not too disgusting. He is also a bit interesting sometimes, which can make people relax."

I am also a very interesting person, and it can also make you relax.Zheng Wenbin said silently in his heart. "Mu Yan, have you ever thought about what kind of person you will be with in the future?"

"I never thought about it, what about you?" Mu Yan looked at him.

Zheng Wenbin smirked, and said: "I haven't thought about it specifically, but there must be a common topic, one or two hobbies in common. Of course, the most important thing is that I like him." When he said the last sentence, Zheng Wenbin looked Looking at Mu Yan, there was a little emotion in his eyes.

Mu Yan put Zheng Wenbin's request on himself, do they have the same hobbies?fight?war?It seems that Uncle Yang is the only one who can talk so far.But every time I talk to Uncle Yang, I always talk about nonsense.Occasionally, if I say something serious, I can't continue.like?have feelings?What do you like?Just like a crazy doctor, you can go to him when you encounter problems, and you can rest assured that you can put your back in his hands.Everyone cooperates with each other.Are these likes?

"Mu Yan, what are you thinking?"

"I was thinking what is liking?"

"Have you never liked someone before?" Zheng Wenbin asked curiously.

Looking back on the past, Mu Yan, who do you like?When I was very young, there was a little girl who would pass by the construction site every day on her way to and from school. She had long hair, a beautiful floral skirt, a cartoon schoolbag, and a fair complexion, which made people want to take a bite.The joy of every day is seeing her walk across the road in front of the construction site.At that moment, I was very envious, but also a little sweet.Does that count as liking?

"No, I never liked anyone." Mu Yan said.

Zheng Wenbin was a little happy, but also a little disappointed, with conflicting moods. "Anyway, if you like that person, you will be happy when you see that person, and your heart will beat faster. If you don't see him, you will miss him, and you will wonder if he is working in an agency. I am very concerned about what he thinks of me, and I always want to give my best One side is shown in front of him. I think this is considered as liking.”

Mu Yan shook his head, "Then I really don't like anyone."

Zheng Wenbin hesitated, but finally summoned up his courage and said, "Mu Yan, have you ever thought about trying to like someone? Try liking someone else?"

Mu Yan looked sideways at Zheng Wenbin, "Can you try if you like?"

"Yes, try to associate with someone you like, maybe you will like it. Relationships must be cultivated."

Mu Yan looked at Zheng Wenbin, and suddenly laughed, "You're right, but I don't have that plan for now."

Zheng Wenbin looked at Mu Yan, feeling a little dull in his heart, a little disappointed, a little satisfied, and more hopeful.