forced camouflage

After being busy for so long, it was already noon, and it was time to eat.Mu Yan didn't eat on the plane, he was already very hungry, and planned to have a meal first.I remember when I came here, I saw a small restaurant not far from the community, and Mu Yan planned to go there for a quick meal.

It was time to eat, and the restaurant was full.Mu Yan set up a stage with others, and ordered two stir-fries, two bowls of rice, and a bottle of beer.As soon as the food came, Mu Yan started to eat.After eating, Mu Yan rushed to the airport again, this time not going back to F City, but to his real hometown, a small mountain village under a small town thousands of miles away.There are Mu Yan's childhood memories and his real origin.

After getting off the plane, transfer to a long-distance bus, then a short-distance bus, and then a country bus.When we got there, it was already dark.The bus stopped in the town and didn't go any further.Mu Yan wanted to go to the village, but had to wait until tomorrow.It was so late and the weather was cold, even motorcycles were unwilling to carry passengers.Mu Yan had no choice but to stay at the guest house in the town.

The conditions of the guest house were very simple, and Mu Yan vaguely remembered that this guest house existed when he was very young.Over the years, nothing seems to have changed.At least outwardly, nothing has changed.The room was equally simple, with a single bed, a small table, but no chairs.There was a TV, and Mu Yan tried to turn it on, but could barely receive five channels, one of which was still a little twisted.But the quilt and sheets are clean, and there is a smell of the sun.Washing in the public bathroom, there is hot water, but the cold water end is broken, it is full of hot water, it is impossible to wash at all, if you really want to wash it, it is called scalding pigskin.Mu Yan didn't want to be scalded, so he took a basin of water, waited for the water to cool down, brushed his teeth, and washed his face.As for the feet, just rush.Originally, I thought I could take a bath, but that's all I can do now.

After a day of exhaustion, Mu Yan didn't feel sleepy at all.Lying on the bed, staring at the TV, but I don't know where my thoughts have drifted to.

Mu Yan's mother was bought by his father for 5000 yuan. I heard that her mother was still a college student, and she was abducted into this ravine for some reason.It can be said that there is no way to go to heaven and no way to go to earth if it is called that the sky does not work, and that the earth and the earth should not respond.I was locked in the house every day, surrounded by endless mountains, and surrounded by villagers who looked like police dogs.No one would care about the mood of a trafficked college student. Everyone seemed to be curious, and circled around the courtyard wall of the Lin family all day long, for no other reason than to listen to the college student's voice!

Mu Yan's mother was completely desperate, especially when he was raped by Lin's father on the second day after he was kidnapped, the pain in his body was not as good as one ten thousandth of the pain in his heart.But no one will help her.She had no choice but to live except to die.In order to live, in order to get out, she chose to live.

Soon the poor college student became pregnant, which was another bolt from the blue for a woman who was already extremely desperate.She couldn't bear it anymore, she really wanted to die, and she took action.As a result, when Father Lin went out every day, he would tie up the woman with a rope, just like a dog, unable to move.I could only lie on the bed without even drinking water.

The woman didn't want to die, but she lost weight day by day.It seems that there is no difference between being disheveled and unkempt every day compared with the foolish women in every village.The only difference is her eyes, which occasionally burst out with dazzling light.

The woman finally gave birth, turned around in the gate of hell, and survived.After giving birth to a son, Lin's father was very happy and wanted to give him a nickname Gousheng.The woman finally spoke at this time, and said: "Don't call that cheap name, call him Mu Yan, like the Mu of spring breeze, the words of words. I hope he will be successful in the future."

This was the first time a woman took the initiative to talk to Father Lin. Father Lin was stunned, and then rejoiced.He kept saying yes, so he called Mu Yan.Since then, there has been a boy named Lin Muyan in the world.

Time passed quickly, and Mu Yan was almost five years old in a blink of an eye.When he was young, he was locked in the house with his mother, and could only lie on the window and watch the outside world.When she was a little older, the woman said to Father Lin again: "Mu Yan is getting older, let him go out to play during the day. If you don't trust me, just lock me up."

Father Lin was stunned again, and then let Mu Yan out of the house the next day, letting him play with other children.But Mu Yan didn't know how to play with others, he would just sit blankly on the threshold and look at others.Seeing her son like this, the woman sighed, and said, "Mu Yan, let me teach you to read."

Mu Yan turned around, looked at the tidy mother through the window, and nodded in a daze.

Many years have passed, so much so that Mu Yan has forgotten a lot, but he still remembers that dazed look, a woman looked at him through a window, and there was a light in his eyes that he couldn't understand.

Mu Yan no longer looked forward to the outside world, he locked himself in the room with the woman every day, and followed the woman to learn how to read.The woman taught him stroke by stroke, XX City, XX Province. After teaching him once, she stopped teaching them, and only taught Mu Yan some ordinary things.Mu Yan didn't understand at that time, but later he knew that maybe it was his mother's house.

From the time the woman came here, for six full years, Father Lin looked at the woman and then at his son, planning to let the woman out.But there is only one day, and I plan to take the woman to the town to buy something on the newly bought bicycle.After all, this woman gave birth to a son for herself, and I haven't seen her making noise in the past few years. Father Lin felt that he could treat her a little better.

On this day, Mu Yan protected the woman, and the woman called her home thousands of miles away.Soon, perhaps in just three to five days, the woman's family came to the door with the police.

Mu Yan still remembers that day, when there were people inside and outside the house, first they beat, then they quarreled, then they threatened, then they cursed, and finally Father Lin released the tearful woman.Mu Yan remembered that he seemed to be sitting on the threshold, looking at everyone, he didn't understand what happened?A well-dressed man walked up to him and asked him, "Are you Mu Yan?"

Mu Yan nodded.

Suddenly Father Lin rushed out, holding Mu Yan in his arms, "You take the woman away, but the son must stay."

The woman finally left, and the house was quiet.The door no longer needs to be locked every day, and Mu Yan can also run up and down the mountain like having fun.

Father Lin started drinking heavily, beat and scolded Mu Yan every day, and told Mu Yan the next day that he would never do it again.Later, the family seemed to have no money, so Father Lin took Mu Yan to work in the city. For more than a year, Mu Yan followed Father Lin from one construction site to another.This made Mu Yan realize a lot. It turns out that the outside world is so big and there are so many people.It turns out that the schoolbag can be so beautiful, and the school can be so beautiful.Mu Yan watched others study and go to school with envy, but he could only envy.Every time I open my mouth to talk about studying, I will definitely be beaten by Lin's father.The number of times has increased, and Mu Yan also knows that he can no longer mention reading.

Father Lin died, in an accident.The contractor only paid 1 yuan in compensation.Qian Muyan didn't even see this little bit, and it completely disappeared from everyone's sight after a few days.No one knew where Mu Yan had gone, and no one planned to search for it seriously.Soon Mu Yan completely disappeared from everyone's memory, as if there had never been such a kid in this world. He had a mother who was kidnapped and trafficked, a father who couldn't read a few words, and a dull childhood. , There is still 1 yuan in compensation that has not been received.

Mu Yan's thoughts finally came back from a distant place. Mu Yan had a cigarette in his mouth, but he didn't light it.He can't remember many things, and there is only a vague shadow in his mind.He couldn't even remember what his father and mother looked like.The only thing I still remember is that dazed look, and the hideous face of my violent father after drinking.How ridiculous, now it seems that I was really pure at that time!Mu Yan laughed at himself, closed his eyes and fell asleep.I don't want to, I can't think of it again.

Early the next morning, Mu Yan woke up just after six o'clock.After washing up, I checked out of the room and went outside to find a breakfast stall.I ordered fried dough sticks and soy milk, and also ordered two steamed buns and two steamed buns.He ate it in big mouthfuls, gobbling it like a wolf.Hearing the crisp laughter behind him, Mu Yan turned his head curiously to see that students in twos and threes, carrying schoolbags, some were having breakfast, some were carrying lunch boxes, and they were all rushing to school.

Mu Yan asked the stall owner curiously, "Students study so early now, are they still awake?"

"The school has to start self-study in the morning at [-]:[-], and it's too late to go at this time."

"Oh!" Mu Yan didn't go to school for a day, and he didn't know what school was like.So Mu Yan was looking forward to the upcoming college life, and he was not worried at all that he would not understand the teacher's lectures.There is no understanding in Mu Yan's dictionary, as long as you are willing to learn, you will understand.Under the persecution of death, it took them only one month to learn Hebrew, not only listening and speaking, but also basic reading and writing.In just two months, he was able to speak French with an authentic regional accent.In the eyes of BOSS, there is no one who can't learn, only those who don't study hard.Don't study hard, then go to die.If you can't die anymore, you don't have to study anymore.Therefore, Mu Yan believes that his college life should also be very relaxed and enjoyable.

"Students nowadays are working very hard! I heard that it is difficult for college students to find a job outside, let alone high school students. Even the town government in our small town requires a college degree. My family His son is also studying in the county middle school, and his grades are not bad, and their teachers say he can be admitted to university. Young man, you are also a student!" asked the stall owner.

Mu Yan nodded.

"Let me just say, your age is just when you are studying. Why do you come here when you have time? I don't think you look like a local. Are you here for tourism?"

"what?!"

"You came early. It will be fine if you come next year. Have you seen the newly built road? It was specially built for that nature reserve. When it is repaired next year, our place will be lively. Arrive When you come, our place will change a lot. But now you can go into the mountains and have a look, the scenery is very good. It’s similar to Zhangjiajie.”

Mu Yan smiled, he didn't expect that this place would soon become a tourist area.After breakfast, Mu Yan bid farewell to the stall owner and went to the mountains.

The road into the mountain was built many years ago, and no one has maintained it, and it has become potholed.Mu Yan sat on the back of the motorcycle and bumped up and down with the car.The driver said loudly to Mu Yan while driving: "No one will go on this road until next year. By this time next year, the new road will be almost open to traffic. By then our place will change a lot. Come play, it will definitely be different."

Mu Yan didn't say a word, looking at the scenery on both sides of the road, he always felt very strange, and it didn't match the scenery in his memory at all.Is there a problem with my own memory, or has something changed here in the past ten years?

After nearly half an hour on the mountain road, Mu Yan finally arrived at the entrance of the village.After getting off the motorcycle, Mu Yan paid the money and asked the driver to wait for him at the entrance of the village, maybe he would have to return by car later.The driver saw that Mu Yan was generous and wanted to do his business again, so he readily agreed, "No problem, I'll wait here. But I'll only wait for you for two hours, if you don't come within two hours, I'll go first."

Mu Yan nodded, "Okay, just two hours. I will definitely come out then."

Mu Yan entered the village, looking at familiar or unfamiliar houses, the changes were quite big.At least a lot of two-story small buildings have been newly built.Mu Yan still remembered that at that time, only the village head, the party secretary and an electrician had repaired buildings in the village, while the others were bungalows or thatched houses.For example, Mu Yan's house was originally thatched, but later the thatched was removed and replaced with asbestos tiles.But living in asbestos tiles, it is too hot in summer and too cold in winter, which is very uncomfortable.

Mu Yan walked towards the place in his memory. He remembered that there was a small river ditch at the door, and the water in the ditch would be full in summer. Occasionally, the upstream pond would be washed away by heavy rain, and fish and shrimp could still be caught in the small river ditch.He still remembers that one year, he didn't know whether his mother was still there at that time, he and other children fought for fish and shrimp.He broke someone's brow bone and bled a lot.

Moving on, he remembered that the family house was just ahead.When he got to the place, Mu Yan stood at the construction site, staring blankly at the busy construction scene in front of him.Here, he clearly remembered that his family's house was here.But what he saw now, the house is gone, the original homestead has become a road, and countless cars will pass by in the future.

"Young man, come on a tour, don't stand here, don't you see that this is a heavy construction site?" A farmer with a straw hat on his head reached out to pat Mu Yan on the shoulder.

Mu Yan instinctively turned sideways quickly, avoiding the hand.After recovering, he said, "Did no one live here before?"

"People? Who lives there when the houses are broken down! They are all extinct. Hey, why are you asking this?"

Mu Yan looked at the farmer, who looked over 50 years old.But Mu Yan knew that this person's actual age must not be that old. Rural people generally look old, especially those who work all year round.Mu Yan couldn't recognize this person, but this person knew that the house was unoccupied and had disappeared, so maybe he was from the village.Mu Yan said casually: "I have been here before, and at that time I saw that there were houses here. I didn't expect to build roads and push houses. Usually, it is enough to occupy land?"

"You guys know a little bit better! I didn't tell you just now. They are all bankrupt. It's useless to keep the house. Opening the road here can save a lot of trouble. Okay, you young people, don't worry about these things, hurry up Let's go, don't stay here." The farmer drove Mu Yan away impatiently.Mu Yan stood in the distance, looked at the original home, and smiled self-deprecatingly.The so-called come back and take a look is just to look at it.

Mu Yan left without a second thought, and got on the motorcycle again to return to the town.Then start to transfer back to F City.