[Yi Tian Tongren] Do not enter reincarnation

The wedding between Yang Dingtian and Tao Caiyi on Guangmingding can be said to have completely kicked off the prelude to the tragedy that followed.

Since that day, Cheng Kun has been tossing around in different scenes in a daze, one year, two years, five years, ten years... Looking at the things that happened back then over and over again.The time conversion in the mirror is not regular, some scenes just pass by in a flash, while others stay for a long time.This time without the shackles of external forces, he himself didn't know how many years he had experienced in the mirror, just watching those people in the mirror repeating the plot in his memory year after year, the complex emotions that permeated his heart It's getting heavier and heavier.

Memories and reality are intertwined, and Cheng Kun remembers clearly that in the first two years, he was limited by emotional pain, and he did not want to set foot on Guangmingding, and because the Tao family agreed to the marriage of Yang Dingtian and Tao Caiyi, he had a grudge with them, so he went Traveling alone in the rivers and lakes, or deliberately trying to discredit Mingjiao's reputation, taking revenge on Yang Dingtian, or concentrating on teaching the little apprentice Xie Xun he accepted before-this scene just passed by, just looking at the young Xie Xun, Cheng Kun couldn't help but feel a little sad: this apprentice, he was completely ruined by his own selfishness, not to mention being infamous all his life, and his wife and children were separated, his eyes were almost destroyed and he was almost insane.

Looking at the happy scene of master and apprentice now, and thinking of the future when they will turn against each other, it really seems like a lifetime away.

In the next three years, Tao Yushan was accused by righteous people of being related to Mingjiao in the rivers and lakes, and he was besieged to death before he could escape in time.At that time, Cheng Kun got the news and rushed all the way back. After several years, he stepped into the door of Tao's family again, but he only had time to attend Tao Yushan's funeral.

His old fox master had planned his whole life, was selfish and selfish, and even betrayed his master, but in the end he couldn't break away from his connection with the Demon Cult and died on it.Although the relationship between him and his master-student faded away when he saw him abandoning himself as a baby, Cheng Kun couldn't help but feel a bit of the sadness of a rabbit dying as a fox. When he looked at Tao Yushan's spiritual seat, he couldn't help but smile wryly: If someone like Tao Yushan is worshiped after his death, what about him?I'm afraid no one will care if the body is thrown in the wild!

He once resented all these happenings, his junior sister cheated him, his master ignored him, his uncle's family betrayed him, and his apprentice resented him... However, he never regretted doing evil all his life.But looking at it now, everything is just "self-inflicted".On the contrary, he thought that the senior brother who treated him badly was always protecting him behind his back, and the senior brother who he thought was his love rival actually liked him.However, it was himself who killed the only person who loved him in the end.

All his life, he had no wife and no children, his apprentice turned against him, his fiancée married another woman, his master and his uncle's family gradually became strangers because of the relationship between his junior and younger sister, and the only one who treated him sincerely... In the end, he died tragically in the secret room of Mingjiao. He never considered collecting his body, and let the skeleton sit quietly in the secret room for more than 20 years without even looking at it.

It really is a lifetime, muddled, harming others and oneself.

Unfortunately, what's the use of knowing now?Cheng Kun often thinks with self-mockery that what he sees now is just a review of the past. His life is over, and the wrong things can no longer be made up for, and he can only watch it happen.This feeling is like watching an unsharp blunt knife grind the softest part of the heart over and over again, but you can't stop it, you can only watch it engrave endless regret and pain there.

It was also this time when he returned to Taojiazhuang that Cheng Kun received a letter from Yang Dingtian and his junior sister again, inviting him to visit Guangmingding.At that time, Cheng Kun's heart was full of hatred for Yang Dingtian, and even the entire Mingjiao. Hearing this, he immediately made up his mind and decided to go deep into the tiger's den to see if he could take revenge with his own eyes.

With such thoughts in mind, Cheng Kun, who had passed his age, went up to Guangmingding, and after pretending to greet Yang Dingtian as his brother and brother, he immediately saw the slightly haggard junior sister who was following him.

When this scene appeared in front of his eyes, Cheng Kun had lost all the excitement of the past. Looking at the "Cheng Kun" in the mirror carefully sizing up his junior sister, he felt it was funny and absurd; Only empty and unbearable.

Compared to before getting married, Tao Caiyi is obviously not happy. In the past, Cheng Kun might have thought that Yang Dingtian was busy with his career and neglected his wife, but now he has different thoughts.It's not that he is affectionate, it's because although Yang Dingtian looked at "him" calmly, the affection hidden under it was obviously much hotter than when he was facing his junior sister.

It's ridiculous that "he" at that time focused all his attention on his junior sister, and when facing Yang Dingtian, he was just pretending to be a snake, not to mention discovering the hidden emotions of the other party, even if he took a second look, he would feel uncomfortable.

——Since when, there is only falsehood left between them, as if all the truth in this life was exhausted in that wedding banquet.

However, at this moment, the old ghost could only greedily look at the other party's face, unwilling to relax even for a moment - even if the other party would never see him, and would never know that his feelings had been reciprocated, although it was too late up.

With the identity of the teacher's wife and senior brother, "Cheng Kun" stayed in Guangmingding grandiosely, just like living in Yangdingtian's private courtyard in the past.It was during this time that he heard from his junior sister that Yang Dingtian paid too much attention to his career and left her in the cold. It was more logical for him to rekindle his old relationship with his junior sister, and he started to openly build plank roads and secretly cover up Chen Cang's activities.

This period of time is one of the few in Cheng Kun's memory that can be called unforgettable.To regain his junior sister's heart, even though he can't be upright due to Mingjiao's influence, it is also an excellent result for him.Therefore, he frequently travels to Guangmingding, coming here two or three times a year, staying for more than half a month each time, and even staying for two or three months for a long time.

But he never thought about why Yang Dingtian treats him as a guest of honor every time and treats him sincerely, let alone why Yang Dingtian is so transparent, how could he not see the relationship between him and his junior sister? Dirty?

Since every meeting is on the top of the light, in order to hide people's eyes and ears, it is inevitable to find a very secret place.So the junior sister naturally begged Yang Dingtian to be soft and hard, and wanted to see the secret path of the Holy Land of the Ming Cult.

Ha, at that time he applauded his junior sister for such a smart and bold move, not to mention that Yang Dingtian would actually agree.He once guessed that Yang Dingtian's attitude at that time was mostly because he felt ashamed of his junior sister, so he obeyed everything without any disobedience.Thinking about it now, it was probably because of this that he violated the canon and took his junior sister to the secret path, but he didn't know it. It became the place where Cheng Kun and the wife of the leader of Mingjiao had a private tryst!

The actions that made him most proud and satisfied in the past, looking at them now, are only absurd and sad.Cheng Kun thought, he lived here quickly year after year, most of the time was jumped by the white mist, but Yang Dingtian, who was really in it, had actually passed for decades, until that day Only when the day comes will I be completely free...

Cheng Kun will never forget the scene of that day in his life.

As another white mist filled the air, when he saw the environment he was in, Cheng Kun sighed quietly: This day has finally come.

He looked at the surrounding environment. He had walked back and forth in this secret passage dozens of times back then, and he had a clear understanding of the layout, but the place he was staying at now looked a little strange, and he tilted his head. Looking around for a while, suddenly a shock: This is clearly the place where Yang Dingtian and his junior sister died!

Looking at Yang Dingtian who was sitting in the center holding a piece of sheepskin in his forehand and concentrating on his kung fu, Cheng Kun stopped in a daze, not daring to take a half step forward for a while.

Is this person in front of him about to die like this?

Although he had imagined countless times that he would see this scene sooner or later, Cheng Kun still couldn't bear the sudden sense of desolation in his heart.At this time, Yang Dingtian's expression was calm, obviously he didn't expect the things he was going to meet, and it was impossible to know that he would go crazy because of his practice soon, and he would pass away from now on...

At this time, footsteps could be faintly heard from the next door. Cheng Kun turned his head and glanced at the inconspicuous door that was half-opened at the moment between this stone room and the outside, and suddenly had an urge to seal it firmly. Keep outside voices from coming in, and this person will not die because of it!

It's a pity that imagination will never become reality. Yang Dingtian's ears visibly moved, and his face was suddenly livid, but the livid color on his face disappeared immediately, and then turned blood red again—the two people who were having an affair outside obviously I don't know that the people here heard every word and every word of them clearly, and they are still making fun of themselves, which is very embarrassing.

Obviously it was something he had done before, but Cheng Kun just wanted to rush over at the moment, and shouted at those two people: "Shut up!" He regretted it!There is no moment when he regrets the absurd choice at the beginning, the heartache like a knife gradually spreads in his chest, watching Yang Dingtian's breathing gradually become short of breath, he can't help rushing forward, raising his hand and putting it down again , In the end, he could only pull his own hair dejectedly—he was just a ghost, not to mention that it was Yungong who helped him to channel his insane energy, even if he wanted to comfort him, he couldn't get it.

So he could only watch helplessly as Yang Dingtian's breathing became more and more rapid, his face was as red as blood.The sound of breathing finally alarmed the two people next door, causing them to come to visit in surprise.

Yang Dingtian obviously also heard the footsteps, he turned his head slowly, looked up at Tao Caiyi, then at "Cheng Kun", with a very strong sadness in his eyes, and said: "You two, it is very Okay, very good, it's right for me to live!"

Cheng Kun saw this scene for the second time, but the shock was far greater than the first time.He watched Yang Dingtian's complexion change from green to red three times in an instant, but his eyes were fixed on Cheng Kun without blinking, and the sadness in his eyes was so strong that it was about to permeate.

But at that time, he didn't know the meaning of this sadness at all, but was panicked by the other party's focused eyes.Even at this time, the old ghost still didn't dare to look into Shang Yang Dingtian's eyes, and the moment he touched them, he felt a sense of sadness slowly filling his heart, it was heartbreaking.

I'm afraid that in Yang Dingtian's life, this is the only time he allowed himself to cast all his emotions on the sober Cheng Kun through his eyes. Unfortunately, until his death, Cheng Kun never understood that kind of emotion, or in other words, never faced it for a moment.If he could understand early on, wouldn't the ending be so tragic?Will there be no intersection between him and him forever?

But at this time, the only thing he did was to be silent in embarrassment, and he didn't even dare to go to Yang Dingtian because of an inexplicable guilty conscience—hey, maybe he knew subconsciously that there was a relationship between him and his junior sister from beginning to end. His feelings for Yang Dingtian are untenable, and his hatred for Yang Dingtian has also become more and more complicated in the subtle influence of years of getting along with that person.

It's a pity that he didn't know it at the beginning.

It's a pity he didn't know until his death.