The world's male concubine

Tang Zilai stood at the door, covered his nose with a fan, the inn was inconspicuous and dilapidated, and there was a slight damp and mildewy smell around it, which made the number one scholar frown.

But he didn't care about these, his eyes quickly fell on the boy with red and swollen eyes on the bed, his expression was flustered and vigilant,

"I didn't expect to see you again so soon."

Tang Zilai's tone was calm, without any emotion, Gu Qingning glanced behind him.

Tang Zilai followed his gaze, knowing what he was thinking, and said with a light smile, "Zilong didn't come with me, just now the father-in-law in the palace sent an order that the Holy Majesty wants him to enter the palace immediately."

Gu Qingning quietly breathed a sigh of relief, sniffed, pinched the red training whip in her hand, lowered her eyes and turned her head away,

"What are you here for?"

Tang Zilai smiled lightly, "I just came to ask why Qingning is not in Prince Liang's residence."

Gu Qingning's breath was stagnant, and humiliation appeared in his eyes, "If you are here to laugh at Lao Tzu, you can do whatever you want."

"Three years have passed, brother Qingning still thinks so highly of himself, and he just came here to laugh at you? I'm not so leisurely," Tang Zilai clasped his fan and put his hands behind his back, "I'm just here to persuade brother Qingning. "

Gu Qingning was disheartened, and since she was a child, she didn't like each other, so she didn't know that he had something nice to say: "There are no outsiders present, what are you talking about, I don't have friendship with you, I don't care if you don't listen to this persuasion."

Tang Zilai said coldly, "Friendship? Brother Gu is too self-important. If it was for you, how could I be so leisurely and elegant, but Zilong, I must not let you miss him."

The word Zilong fell into his ears, like red iron burning, every word pierced his heart, Gu Qingning turned his face away again, "Go!"

Tang Zilai ignored his order to chase away guests, and continued: "Zilong is now in the blue sky, and the holy family is favored, so many eyes are staring inward, and he is easy to fall when he climbs. If something goes wrong at this time, it will be lost forever. Your status is different now, and your temperament is the most messy, it’s all the same in the past, now it’s a different world, don’t let your future go wrong!”

"Identity? What is my identity?" Seeing the disdain and contempt in his eyes, Gu Qingning was extremely angry, "Even if I'm a fool, I will definitely not delay the future of you two."

Tang Zilai sneered: "Don't show such aggrieved look, no matter what your purpose of entering Prince Liang's mansion is, you have betrayed Zilong. If you still have a little affection for him, don't ever see him again."

"Also," Tang Zilai seemed to think of something, "The emperor has arranged for Zilong to marry Princess Jinxi, and when the princess reaches adulthood, he will immediately register Honglu."

Gu Qingning's heart seemed to be hit hard, and she couldn't breathe for a moment.

There seemed to be a firm and tender voice next to my ear: "A-Ning, I will never let you down in this life, wait for me."

Gu Qingning's eyes started to heat up like a lump in his throat, he didn't want to cry, he had already lost any dignity, but his heart hurt so badly that even the breath he inhaled felt like a sharp pain.

For three years, he became a great general with his military exploits, but he couldn't wait for him to take him away. He had already fallen into the endless hell, and no one could save him.

When did he feel his affection for him?

Amidst the sound of fireworks and firecrackers, the two teenagers hid in a damp alley, Gu Qingning was out of breath from crying, beat and bit him, but the other party gave him a long kiss.

That sweet heart after going through despair is treasured deep in the memory like a treasure. When Gu Qingning was about to be unable to hold on, Shang Ke hid in a corner and relied on this sweetness to heal himself bit by bit. The pine nut candy he loved most when he was a child, Mrs. Gu didn’t let him eat more, there was only one, kept in a handkerchief, he could only lick it once at a time, then wrapped it up carefully, waiting for the next entrance with hope the sweetness.

But now, that pine nut candy has been lost and can never be found again.

Tang Zi came to see him with tears streaming down his face, and felt even more disgusted in his heart, "I am not Zilong, so please put away your tears. From childhood to adulthood, as long as you mess around, Zilong will do whatever you want, and he will do whatever you want." He Gu, I want to be trampled on by you at will for the rest of my life!"

Gu Qingning had always been eloquent, but at this moment she was so choked up that she couldn't speak a word.

Yes, as long as he cries, Zilong will follow him in everything, his small-mindedness, selfishness, unreasonable making troubles, and his ignorance, he can throw himself into Zilong's arms regardless, wiping away his snot and tears On him, he must be coaxed for a long time before he will pay attention to him. He can lose his temper at will, and he can pull away his sleeve and bite him with a mark like an ingot with his teeth. He knows that his Zilong will never be right. When he was angry, his Zilong would only sigh helplessly and dotingly, and then pulled him into his arms and kissed him hard where no one could see.

Generations of Junxun in the Zhao family have taught a scrupulous child like Zhao Mu, but with him, everything has become a compromise.

He likes Zilong to kiss him, with aggression and tenderness, with hot breath on his face, a bit of the enthusiasm between teenagers and young people, so warm that it makes people sink, making the young Gu Qingning really think that he would be like this For the rest of my life.

I still remember the fierce autumn wind, he stood in the open autumn field and hugged him in his arms, and the voice beside his ear said softly to him, "A Ning, I will never let you down in this life, wait for me, the war in western Xinjiang is urgent, wait for me I will become a great general, and I will definitely bring you by my side to march across the seas, no one in the world can restrain us, wait for me."

The cold autumn wind blew Gu Qingning to tears. At that moment, he believed so much that they would have a future.

When Tang Zi came to see that he had collapsed, he turned around and left until the door stopped again.

"To tell you the truth, the battle with the Yuezhi people in Xijiang has been difficult for the past three years. He has never known about the changes in your mansion. I have accepted all his letters to you-this is my villain, but I am determined not to let you go." It will make him repeat the same mistakes. He was born and died in bloody battles, and has never failed you. I don’t care if you are what outsiders say is to re-enjoy the glory and wealth, or you have other goals. Wasted."

Immediately, he walked outside with strides, and his voice sounded like broken strings, "In the future, I hope we will never see each other again."

The wooden door of the inn creaked, causing the yellowed white paper on it to tremble.

Gu Qingning grabbed the quilt desperately, crying so hard that she couldn't help herself.

It hurt so much that he didn't know what else to do but cry.

If all their thoughts were choked to death in the past, maybe they wouldn't sink each other in this endless hell, tempering their souls with love poison over and over again, the pain was so painful that they couldn't escape, and the pain couldn't be redeemed even to death.

The 15-year-old Gu Qingning originally thought that it was impossible for him to make up his mind with Zhao Mu. The sour heart could only be hidden in a deep corner. Like a wild cat in the dark, he came out to hunt secretly, coveting the delicacy of the food. , and afraid of being exposed to the public, but people are not grass, so how can they suppress the strong and secret unethical feelings.

Gu Qingning could only lose her temper inexplicably, enjoying Zhao Mu's tolerance for him, and then hating his tolerance.

The three of them have been together for a while, and the children from the aristocratic families who used to play well with Gu Qingning in the eunuch are not happy, especially the son of the Taichang family surnamed Sun, who was willing to serve him because he fell in love with Gu Qingning. , this time the duck was not yet cooked, and it went to another person's bowl, how could he be willing, because he couldn't love it, so he became resentful, often had quarrels, and sometimes found some excuses to make trouble for him, thanks to Zhao Mu being by his side , they didn't dare to treat him for a while.

But Zhao Mu couldn't follow him all day after all, and Gu Qingning was entangled by that surnamed Sun for a while, and one day he saw that Mr. Sun came to reconcile automatically, so he was happy.

Unexpectedly, he was kidnapped by a group of people as soon as he entered the restaurant. His father was also an official in the court, and they didn't dare to go too far. They just wanted to strip him of his clothes and throw him on the street to humiliate him severely.Then a group of people discovered the secret of Gu Qingning's body. At that moment, Gu Qingning's face was ashen, as if the sky had collapsed.

The shameful secret that had been hidden for more than ten years was spread among the eunuchs like this. Gu Qingning was terrified. He didn't dare to think about Zhao Mu's reaction. He didn't dare to think whether he was as contemptuous and curious as others. Going out, hiding in the Taifu's mansion all day long, the Taifu took out the ruler he was most afraid of, and he also endured the pain of being bruised and bruised. The old lady Gu only knew the reason when she saw the strange expressions of her colleagues when she was in court. After returning home, she sighed and held Gu Qingning in her arms, crying.

He is old enough to have a child, no matter what his child looks like, it is still the flesh and blood of his Gu family, but as his biological parents, he owes him too much.

Old Madam Gu pampered him more and more, but Gu Qingning was depressed, and seemed to be a different person, making Old Madam Gu sigh all day long.

When he saw Zhao Mu again, it was the Lantern Festival, and Gu Qingning had been at home for a month. Seeing the sad expression on the old lady Gu's hesitant expression, he felt very uncomfortable. To comfort his father's deep love, he just I can pretend to be okay and go out to enjoy the lanterns.

During the vain footsteps, there were dazzling lights everywhere. The whole street was hung with various kinds of lanterns. Young men and women walked shoulder to shoulder, coming and going. Looking back, I saw Zhao Mu looking at him in the crowd.

Gu Qingning's first reaction was to run.

But soon he was overtaken by Zhao Mu and blocked in the dark alley. Gu Qingning was extremely ashamed and in pain. She cried, beat him, and bit him with her teeth, but Zhao Mu let him lose his temper. It wasn't until he was out of breath from crying that he held up the face covered with snot and tears and kissed it heavily.

In a dizzy state, Gu Qingning wrapped his arms around his neck. The 15-year-old Gu Qingning grabbed Zhao Mu as if he was grabbing a life-saving straw in the dark, damp, and untouched alley.

Gu Qingning felt that he was not afraid of anything anymore. He was no longer afraid of any gaze from anyone, whether it was curiosity or contempt.

He still went to the eunuch, and used his elm bumpy head to ask the bearded and staring doctor of the Five Classics about Confucian classics. He was still the unreasonable and self-satisfied Taifu son who was the proud son of heaven.It's just that some things have changed quietly. He has sweetness in his heart, has expectations for the next day, and has desperate courage. He knows that there is someone whose eyes will always follow him. Forced to kiss him, how many times between lips and teeth, Gu Qingning looked at the loving and tolerant eyes, thinking that it would be forever.

"A-Ning, I will never let you down in this life. Wait for me. The battle in the western border is imminent. Wait for me to become a general and bring you to march all over the world. No one in the world can restrain us. Wait for me."

It was as if the strong autumn wind was blowing on the face at that time, and Gu Qingning's eyes were filled with tears.

Can't wait anymore, can't wait anymore, he has fallen into hell, can't wait anymore.