The world's male concubine

When Gu Qingning woke up, he saw Mo He's red eyes from crying, and Zhao Mu who was holding his hand tightly. His eyes were red, his chin was black and blue, and he looked a bit down and out.

Seeing him wake up, Zhao Mu touched his forehead and smiled at him bitterly,

"Ah Ning, I know everything."

Gu Qingning's face was a little confused, he looked at Zhao Mu, then at Mo He, his eyes gradually became clearer, a huge panic struck, before he could hide under the quilt, Zhao Mu hugged him tightly .

"Aning, don't be afraid."

Gu Qingning bit her lower lip tightly, but she couldn't stop her cheap tears.

He was trembling all over, holding on to Zhao Mu's lapel tightly, but it couldn't counteract the endless panic in his heart.

The tears that Mo He had finally stopped also fell, and she also hugged his leg, weeping.

All night long, the two of them hugged Gu Qingning like this until he gradually calmed down and entered that half-drowsy state again.

In the following days, Gu Qingning was always so groggy.

It was fine when he fell asleep, but when he woke up he felt uncomfortable all over, but he didn't even have the strength to vomit and couldn't eat, so Mo He could only spend all kinds of thoughts and used the small kitchen to make a lot of soup. It's a bit of a meal.

Zhao Mu said that he stayed in the mansion on sick leave and stayed with Gu Qingning for two days and two nights.

On a night when Gu Qingning seemed to be calm.

Zhao Mu handed him a bowl of dark soup, Gu Qingning's dull eyes finally became a little strange, he stared at Zhao Mu in a daze.

Zhao Mu softly said: "This medicine is not bitter, the doctor added licorice and caramel."

Fingertips tightly pinched into the bedding under her body, Gu Qingning's eyes were flickering, Zhao Mu seemed to be comforting a child:

"Close your eyes, drink it in one gulp, and everything will pass."

The bowl of medicine got closer and closer, and Gu Qingning could already smell the slightly bitter smell unique to the medicinal materials, and the light shone brightly in the dark medicinal soup.

"This medicine..."

Gu Qingning looked at Zhao Mu, her lips trembling,

Zhao Mu felt pain in his heart, "This is for sleep aid."

He urged again: "Ah Ning is obedient, drink him quickly."

The voice in the ear was like the time the two spent together in the past, full of doting and love, but if you listen carefully, the bitterness during it is beyond words.

The moment the celadon bowl touched her lips, Gu Qingning's heart shuddered. With some strength, she pushed her hands hard, and there was a dull cracking sound in the room, and a dark gray trace was already splashed on the ground.

Looking at the broken bowl, Gu Qingning seemed to have done something wrong. He was at a loss and murmured to himself:

"I do not know I do not know……"

Zhao Mu tightly closed his eyes, his face was full of pain, and when he opened his eyes again, there was a painful clarity,

"After all, you still..."

Zhao Mu's speech was stagnant, and he suddenly held Gu Qingning's face, "No, tell me, you hate him!"

Every word Zhao Mu said fell like a soldering iron in his heart. Gu Qingning closed his eyes tightly, tears gushing like springs, and refused to respond to him.

He has always been wrong about this world, harming others and himself, and ultimately making it difficult for both of them.

Finally, when Gu Qingning closed her eyes and fell asleep, Mo He was taken into another courtyard. When the guards retreated, Mo He saw Zhao Mu standing with his hands behind his back facing her.

Looking at the figure, it actually seemed to be alone,

"I want to hear how you have spent the past three years."

Mo He was stunned for a moment, and then there was sadness in his eyes.

In the past three years, she thought she could understand it, but now she can't understand it.

Three years ago, she met her young master for the first time. At that time, he was going out with a red training whip to teach the favored maid of Hua Ji, because she said, "I really think I am the prince of Taifu. Now It's not the same as being raised in the mansion." People can't control what they say, there are so many such things, the young master just offends people everywhere because of these, such a bad-tempered person originally has such a beautiful appearance, if he is soft One point, you must be able to live a good life.

Mo He originally couldn't see his narrow-minded appearance, but once she saw him crying secretly in the dark, she felt a little soft in her heart for some reason, and because of this softness, she followed him, until now.

Mo He couldn't understand everything around him at all, King Liang seemed to be doting on him, but at the same time seemed unfamiliar, she couldn't guess the mind of the superior at all, but what shocked her was the few months in Xixi Bieyuan.

King Liang seemed to be a different person, Mo He had never seen so much human spirit on his face.So much so that when she left Prince Liang's mansion, she was so shocked and upset.

As a servant girl, she should not have to ask about anything, and just serve her master well, but she still can't be a maidservant in her own right. All the sadness, in this world, she is just an inconspicuous grass, but even so, she still wants to give him a ray of coolness when he passes by.

But the young master is too miserable, she can't do anything.

Mo He was a little choked up again, he took it easy, and told Zhao Mu about those three years.

Zhao Mu listened very carefully, as if he couldn't miss any details. Sometimes he was extremely angry, sometimes sad, and sometimes at a loss. The narration fluctuated violently.

Early summer is here, and one or two birds fly by and stop on the treetops. They look at the two people on the ground curiously.

This is the world they don't understand.

Old General Zhao looked at the moonlight outside the window, the door behind him was opened, and a guard rushed in with a letter in his hand,

"General, a letter from the major general!"

Old General Zhao quickly picked it up, took off the seal, tore open the envelope, read it carefully, and then let out a long sigh,

"After all, it's Hao Erlang from my Zhao family!"

The bodyguard was puzzled: "What did the major general say?"

Old General Zhao waved his hand, and only asked him, "When will the merchant ship to Ryukyu depart as mentioned last time?"

The guard pondered for a moment: "The fifth day of this month."

"That's five days later."

The guard's face suddenly showed surprise, "The young master is finally sending him away?"

Old General Zhao nodded, without saying a word, he put the letter in his hand on the candle on the table and burned it. The guard could vaguely see a small paragraph of words,

"...to keep him safe for the rest of his life, and the child should be free and easy to die for his home and country..."

The burning letter paper flickered on and off, making their faces flickering.

Mo He brought in a bowl of porridge, which was mixed with some anti-fetal medicines such as bone tendon grass.

This time Gu Qingning was very cooperative, he quickly drank the bowl of porridge, and then asked Mo He to sit beside him, looking at the little girl who had also lost weight in front of him, there was distress and guilt in his eyes:

"Mohe, the young master is going far away, are you willing to follow me?"

Mo He half-kneeled in front of him, put his face against his hand, and smiled, "Wherever the young master is going, Mo He will follow."

Gu Qingning also smiled, there is no time when the master and servant are more connected than this.

Go far away, and bury everything here in memory.

When Zhao Mu went to Xijiang, Gu Qingning didn't go to see him off, but just entrusted someone to send the Chilian whip to him.

The spiritual sustenance he had when he was most helpless has also returned to the original owner's hands at this moment.

He has owed a lot of debts in his life, and he has not been able to repay and will not pay off.

Gu Qingning still vomited violently, he became thinner and thinner, and his waist, which was originally not full, was even thinner, as if it would collapse when the wind blows.

Sometimes in the middle of the night, Gu Qingning would still cry when he dreamed about some old things, but he knew that being sad was not good for the fetus in the womb.

The lump of flesh in his stomach was that person's flesh and blood, and he couldn't bear it.

Sometimes he would wonder what that person under the same sky was doing, whether he was still as cold and unsmiling as before, reading military books in his study until late at night, or standing there On the high platform, he shouted loudly to the soldiers. In the dream, the sky was full of yellow sand, and that man was noble and lonely.

I and him are not on the same path. Even if we are intertwined by accident, after hurting each other, we will always return to their original position. The princess from Tubo is so beautiful , he also seems to be understanding and considerate. Compared with his worthless self, he should like it very much.

Gu Qingning's heart felt as if soaked in medicine, bitter and astringent.

——Tomorrow the merchant ship to Ryukyu is about to leave. After this farewell, the world is so big and the world is vast. He will never see him again in this life.

In the middle of the night, Gu Qingning covered his head with the quilt, and let the tears flow. Only dreams can let him touch those cold eyebrows and thin lips.

Gu Qingning dreamed of him again, and he hugged his neck, crying so hard that he couldn't help herself.

In the early morning, Mo He came in with a package.

Seeing that Gu Qingning's face was extremely pale, his eyes were blue, and he looked like he hadn't slept all night.

Seeing Mo He coming in, Gu Qingning seemed to have caught a life-saving straw, "Boat, when will the ship leave?"

Mo He pursed his lips, "The report from the old general's mansion said it was noon, but it takes an hour to drive from here to the ferry, so we have to pack up and rest in two hours before we set off."

Seeing his anxious expression, Mo He couldn't help but ask, "Master?"

Gu Qingning tightly held the cigarette letter in her arms.