Black Technology Refresher Manual

"I will never? Marry and have children, never?!" Chen Jingqiu said firmly.

Sheng Mingan hesitated: "Could it be...do you still like Li Jiao?"

Chen Jingqiu said without hesitation, "I don't like him."

Sheng Mingan: "Is it because of your parents that you fear marriage and family?"

Combined with Chen Tianhe and Li Yuhua's wonderful parents and Li Jiao, Sheng Mingan suddenly realized: "Oh yes, you like boys, so you won't? Get married and have children."

"You really don't understand?" Chen Jingqiu was very irritable.

Sheng Mingan: "?"

Looking at Sheng Ming'an's eyes that seemed to never be able to? Open up, Chen Jingqiu let himself fall into the dark tide of despair, took a step forward, put his hands on Sheng Ming'an's shoulders and said bluntly: "Because I—"

Sheng Mingan nodded and waited with all his attention for Chen Jingqiu's next words.

"I like you."

boom! !

Like countless artillery shells falling in our trenches with a loud roar, blowing up countless friendly soldiers, billowing thick smoke accompanied by flames burning in the consciousness of the world.

Sheng Ming'an: "System, can you stop putting war clips in my mind?" '

System: [Sorry host, I was just too surprised. 】

Sheng Ming'an was also very surprised, he was not so naive as to mistake Chen Jingqiu's confession as liking for friends and relatives, but why would Chen Jingqiu like him?

They also knew each other in the previous life, but Chen Jingqiu didn't confess and didn't like each other. How could they have feelings in this life?

Is it because we spend too much time together?

"You..." Chen Jingqiu panicked, like a criminal waiting for trial. "Sheng Ming'an, what do you think?"

Sheng Mingan: "Are you serious?"

Chen Jingqiu's heart turned cold, but Sheng Mingan continued to ask: "Are you sure you are not mistaken? Maybe you just lack love and care, and I happened to appear, so you put your affection on me. In fact, the truth is You misunderstood this emotion?"

Chen Jingqiu said word by word: "Do you think I will? Are you so stupid that you can't recognize what liking is? Sheng Ming'an, I like you, the kind of liking that I want to marry and have sex with!"

He moved the hand on Sheng Ming'an's shoulder to Sheng Ming'an's slender neck, gently squeezed it, and easily controlled the life of the person in front of him.

Rubbing Sheng Ming'an's neck with his thumb, Chen Jingqiu approached him, almost touching the tip of his nose.

"I had that kind of dream for the first time, and it was you in the dream. Sometimes it was you wearing the white cotton sweater, white shoes and black socks that saved me for the first time, lying under me with bare legs... Sometimes it was That time you broke into my house to prevent the gangster from breaking my leg, you were wrapped in a red coat, so beautiful."

Chen Jingqiu pushed Sheng Ming'an, shackled him in a narrow seat, looked down at him, his eyes were dark and cold, and took off all his disguise without any scruples, describing in detail his obscene and dirty, from a young age. Xiao Xiang's dream began in the era.

"Do you think that when you are wearing a white coat and doing scientific research in the laboratory, I just concentrate on admiring and learning? No."

Sheng Ming'an squeezed out a sentence for a long time, a little embarrassed: "Stop talking."

Chen Jingqiu has already smashed the jar, like a desperate man at the end of his life.

"Why don't you let me say it? I'm a nasty pervert. I miss you all the time. I just like you so much that my heart is about to explode. I just want to sleep with you, I want to fuck you, I want to kiss you. What do you think? Yes Lack of love and care? Is it an illusion? I am - I want you, Sheng Mingan!"

Sheng Mingan's heart was beating fast, his ears were burning hot, his brows were unconsciously frowned, and he tried to break free from Chen Jingqiu's restraint, but the hand on his shoulder was as hard as steel, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move at all. .

In the end, Sheng Ming'an sighed and said, "I'm sorry, I don't have a favorite with the same feeling as you."

Chen Jingqiu didn't speak, Sheng Mingan didn't dare to look him in the eyes, he was suddenly afraid of seeing Chen Jingqiu's disappointment and sadness, after all Chen Jingqiu was a very important person besides grandpa and parents.

The embarrassing silence was really tormenting, and Sheng Mingan was restless.

He didn't know how much time had passed, and he heard Chen Jingqiu's calm question above his head: "...Do you mean to reject me?"

Sheng Mingan bit the bullet and nodded.

Chen Jingqiu let go of him: "I see."

that's all?Sheng Mingan breathed a sigh of relief, raised his head and said, "It's great that you can accept it. You are still young and so outstanding. You will definitely meet many... many people who love you..." Chen Jingqiu of later generations is A big shot with countless fans!

"You will have the undying love given to you by others——!"

Sheng Mingan shut his mouth suddenly, his pupils constricted, his index finger trembled slightly, and he couldn't help feeling dazed when he touched Chen Jingqiu's cold eyes as if he was looking at a stranger. Chen Jingqiu treated it with this kind of gaze.

Because Chen Jingqiu always looked at him gently and tolerantly.

"Can't we be friends?"

"I don't have a friend option here."

Sheng Ming'an didn't understand, and was stunned by Chen Jingqiu's unkind attitude, feeling a little bit wronged in his heart.

He really didn't understand Chen Jingqiu, would liking and disliking affect their relationship?Even if it's not the love between lovers, Chen Jingqiu is still a very important person in his heart!

"So you're going to part ways with me and won't be friends with me in the future?"

Chen Jingqiu squatted down, knelt on the ground with one knee, straightened her back, looked up at Sheng Mingan, pinched his chin and said, "Sheng Mingan, don't look at me like that again, don't talk to me with this tone. I'll talk if you don't like me."

Sheng Mingan held Chen Jingqiu's wrist and looked straight at him.

Chen Jingqiu couldn't take it anymore and couldn't help asking: "Can't you give it a try?"

Sheng Mingan shook his head without thinking, falling in love with Chen Jingqiu was not in his life plan.

Chen Jingqiu was silent for a few seconds, "I see."

Chen Jingqiu withdrew his hand, Sheng Mingan had no choice but to let go.

"It's late, I still have an experimental paper to finish, so I'm leaving first."

Sheng Mingan nodded quickly: "Go and do your work."

After he finished speaking, he watched Chen Jingqiu leave. When he was gone, Sheng Mingan quickly got up and closed the door. After returning, he slumped on the chair, covered his face with his hands and let himself fall into the unbelievable shock of the confession. .

The room was silent, the hour hand ticked round and round, the evening wind blew in, and the curtains fluttered like waves.

Sheng Mingan finally couldn't help it: "System!Chen Jingqiu likes me? ! '

System: [I'm reading historical unofficial news and online novels—could it be because you replaced Li Jiao to save Chen Jingqiu and became the light in his life, so he likes you? 】

Sheng Ming'an: "Correct me, Chen Jingqiu didn't like Li Jiao, no matter in the previous life or in this life."It is impossible for him to like Li Jiao. '

System: [Why is the host so determined? 】

Sheng Ming'an had analyzed it before, but the system thought it was an unfounded personal guess and never took it seriously.

Compared with Sheng Ming'an's analysis, it certainly believes in the arguments of later generations of scholars.

Sheng Ming'an: 'One, in the previous life, Chen Jingqiu was lame, disfigured and imprisoned in a nursing home. Li Jiao and Chen Qingliu should have hooked up. He didn't take any rescue measures for Chen Jingqiu who was in trouble.For example, when the leg was broken, Li Jiao was also there, and as soon as he left on the front foot, there was a thug on the back foot, didn't Li Jiao know? '

'Chen Jingqiu is very smart, he can guess that Li Jiao has bad intentions, it is impossible to like him. '

'Second, Li Jiao in the previous life harmed me, Chen Jingqiu would never? Like him. '

The analysis of the second point comes entirely from Sheng Mingan's personal trust in Chen Jingqiu, he believes that Chen Jingqiu values ​​him more than Li Jiao.

'three--'

Sheng Ming'an remained silent for a long time, the system was curious: 【What is three? 】

'You will later? Know. Sheng Ming'an didn't intend to say, "In short, Chen Jingqiu didn't like Li Jiao in his previous life, but in this life, he not only liked me, but also confessed to me. According to what you said, if I saved him several times, he would be born. Love—'

'This? Is the illusion produced by the suspension bridge effect! Sheng Ming'an's clattering heart gradually calmed down, and he came to a conclusion: "Chen Jingqiu doesn't like me! The heartbeat, nervousness, excitement and excitement caused by several life-threatening crises happened to be that I appeared and saved him. So he passed on these intense emotions to his feelings for me."

"It's an illusion!"

Faced with Sheng Ming'an's determined and scientific analysis, the system has doubts. Will the wrong feelings produced by the drawbridge effect make a man feel lust for another man of the same age?

However, the system is a mechanical product, and he has little understanding of human emotions, so he was quickly persuaded by Sheng Mingan.

Chen Jingqiu hurried through the corridor, and when he went down the stairs, he met Sha Lang, who held the packed lunch box and raised his hand to say hello: "Brother Chen, is it dark at night?"

Chen Jingqiu responded and left in a hurry.

Sharon shrank his shoulders, patted his head and recalled Chen Jingqiu who raised his eyes just now, it was a bit scary.

Chen Jingqiu returned to his dormitory and sat in front of the desk. The goosebumps on his arms hadn't gone away, and his fingers were still trembling slightly. At this moment, he was immersed in a state of madness and calmness.

Sheng Ming'an's refusal was already expected, but the pain of getting what he wanted was not? It was reduced by half because he was psychologically prepared.

The rejection that had been simulated countless times in the dream, but in reality, Sheng Ming'an said it himself, could still easily strangle all his defenses.

Now the confession seems very irrational, but Chen Jingqiu has rehearsed and replayed countless times.

Sheng Ming'an is a patient with AS, and if he doesn't speak out directly and forcefully, he will never discover his love.

But picking the right time must be the right time, because a patient with as means that he will not accept sudden feelings. If it was a stranger who confessed, Sheng Ming'an would have sneered and rejected him long ago, and Chen Jingqiu could make him hesitate.

So this is Chen Jingqiu's advantage.

His position in Sheng Mingan's heart is extraordinary, this is one of them.

The second is that they have known each other for a long time, Sheng Mingan got used to his existence, placed him among friends and relatives, took this opportunity to make it clear, and quickly and irresistibly reversed his position in Sheng Mingan's heart.

The internship at the Southwest Institute of Physics of the Nuclear Industry is an opportunity.

How could Chen Jingqiu tolerate being away from Sheng Ming'an for a year? !

What if Sheng Mingan met someone he likes during this year?Without him to stop those raging bees and butterflies, one year is enough for Sheng Mingan to be cheated and gnawed to pieces!

Chen Jingqiu would go crazy just thinking about it.

So before he left, he made it clear and confessed directly, impacting Sheng Ming'an's calm world, and then stayed away, not being aggressive or offensive, leaving room for him to react slowly, aftertaste, and then jump out from time to time to gain a sense of presence ——

Chen Jingqiu took strict precautions, selected the mildest one from hundreds of proposals, and then patiently weaved a net and waited.

Even so, he would still feel uneasy, panicked and terrified by unreasonable speculation.

Be cautious, patient, calm...

Chen Jingqiu pressed the center of her eyebrows and repeatedly warned herself.

***

Chen Jingqiu went to the Southwest Institute of Physics of the Nuclear Industry, and Sheng Mingan stayed at the University of Science and Technology, and chose Professor Pan as his tutor. Surprised.

Occasionally, Sheng Mingan dialed Chen Jingqiu's phone and chatted for a few words, but the person over there called him away, and the call was quickly hung up.

Whenever this happened, Sheng Ming'an would think of the past when Chen Jingqiu took the initiative to contact him and never hung up on his phone, and realized how much Chen Jingqiu usually pampered him.

But Chen Jingqiu won't now? Let him indulge him.

Sheng Mingan felt a little melancholy.

No one would come to him on time, no one would bring meals on time, no one would take good care of his stomach, and many times he would only turn around to find that Chen Jingqiu was no longer by his side.

Sheng Ming'an was really not used to it at first, and asked Chen Jingqiu directly if he didn't want to maintain a friend relationship with him, did he want to break the relationship with him?If it is, he will not bother him in the future.

Chen Jingqiu asked him to make a video call.

In the video, Chen Jingqiu looks a lot thinner? He is not very energetic. For some reason, his complexion is extremely pale. He tries to smile at Sheng Mingan, and says in a gentle tone: "It's sad to lose love, you...you have to... Give me some time to slow down, the more I hear your voice and see your people, the more I like you. But you don't let me like you, and I'm afraid that stalking will make you angry , I hate it. If you don't feel disturbed, then I will contact you every day, okay?"

Seeing Chen Jingqiu's sluggishness, Sheng Ming'an's unfeeling heart loosened slightly, and the vague grievances that had been circling in his heart disappeared at this moment, his serious and tense face gradually relaxed, and his tone softened down.

"You don't need to contact me every day, I know you are very busy. I just think that separation might make you sober..." Facing Chen Jingqiu's calm gaze, Sheng Mingan shook his shoulders uncomfortably, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter, The voice is getting lower and lower.

Why do you feel guilty?

As if he did something wrong, but he just rejected Chen Jingqiu's liking.

...was he really doing something wrong?

Sheng Ming'an couldn't figure it out.

Chen Jingqiu tapped the screen at the other end of the video, looking at the location where he wanted to tap Sheng Mingan's eyebrows.

Sheng Mingan: "Are you sick?"

"……Do not worry."

"Did you see a doctor? Have a fever or a cold?" Sheng Mingan stood up and took two steps before remembering that Chen Jingqiu was thousands of miles away in Sichuan province. After two laps, he scratched his hair and asked softly, "Is anyone taking care of you? Have you asked for leave?"

Chen Jingqiu showed a pleasant smile: "I'm fine, really."

"Chen Jingqiu, pay attention to the stability and insulation performance of the reactor coil!"

"Understood." Chen Jingqiu replied loudly, looking at Sheng Ming'an as if she couldn't get enough of it, without blinking her eyes, she reluctantly said softly, "I'm busy."

Sheng Ming'an: "Can you survive?"

Chen Jingqiu hesitated to speak: "I'm fine, you pay attention to three meals a day, don't stay up late, how much? Take some vitamins, I'm dead."

The urging over there was very urgent, Chen Jingxie delayed for a while? Or hung up the phone, leaving Sheng Mingan there alone with his brows furrowed, with melancholy in his heart, worried that Chen Jingqiu would work too hard for his studies and disregard his health.

He looks really not full of energy, and he has lost a lot of weight?

It's only been less than three months, how did it change so much?

Sheng Ming'an: "System, help me locate Chen Jingqiu and find out why he lost weight and whether he is sick." '

The system did so, and replied after two seconds: [I am not sick, I did lose a few pounds. 】

Sheng Ming'an: "Why did I lose so much weight when I wasn't sick?" '

System: [The system collects many emotional examples. Most people who are broken in love lose their appetite or overeat, and either gain weight or become thin.Locate Chen Jingqiu and check his physical condition, which is relatively healthy. 】

How can it be healthy to be so thin?

Sheng Ming'an was a little skeptical of the system, but he couldn't just ignore Fei and fly to Sichuan Province to observe Chen Jingqiu face to face, so he had to put aside his anxiety for the time being, and asked another question instead.

He described the doubts that arose in the conversation just now and said: 'I feel a little guilty and guilty, why? '

Starting from human emotion and reason, Sheng Mingan and Chen Jingqiu's personalities and their relationship, the system gives the answer after scientific and rigorous analysis: [You have no problem, you don't need to feel guilty or guilty. 】

Sheng Ming'an: "What I'm asking is why would I? Feel guilty?"

System: [Maybe you misunderstood this relationship, maybe you have feelings for Chen Jingqiu. 】

Sheng Mingan didn't even think about it: "I misunderstood." '

System: [Oh. 】

Sheng Mingan was playing with his mobile phone, when someone behind him called him: "The mentor asked you to go to his office to present your application for project development."

"I'll go right here." Sheng Mingan picked up the project research and development application report and went to the tutor's office, temporarily putting aside the doubts in his relationship.

Nuclear Industry Southwest Institute of Physics.

Colleague A looked at Chen Jingqiu and couldn't help sighing: "Chen Jingqiu, what secret recipe did you eat to grow up? How did you grow so tall?"

Chen Jingqiu: "Rice with vegetables and meat, and more puberty? Exercise."

Another colleague B echoed: "The key is to exercise more! Look at people, they are up all night, full of energy, and they don't make mistakes in their work! How healthy are you? Healthy!"

Colleague A waved his hands and laughed loudly: "I don't have the perseverance of my classmates. I insist on boxing and running so late at work. But Chen Jingqiu looks too thin. Let's not learn the deformed aesthetics of young people today. Being too thin doesn't look good. "

Colleague C is also an intern, a pretty girl, and she has a good impression of Chen Jingqiu. She leaned over and said, "Isn't there too many projects? We have been busy for a month without a break, day and night upside down, running data all night long." It's even more normal, can Junior Brother Chen not lose weight?"

She looked at Chen Jingqiu with a sweet smile, and recalled that during a laboratory dinner one day, Chen Jingqiu took off her white coat and was wearing everyday clothes with her sleeves rolled up, revealing her thin wrists and hard and sharp wrist bones.

At that time, there was a drunk man picking on faults, and Chen Jingqiu punched him down, and she happened to be close, and saw the texture of Chen Jingqiu's movements, so she realized that he was not skinny, his strong muscles were wrapped in tight skin, Hidden with amazing explosive power.

Being busy with scientific research projects is really fatal, but usually shifts are changed to balance the working hours of interns, but Chen Jingqiu has been working hard since he came to the research institute, often doing it himself, and taking the initiative to take on jobs.

After such an operation, everyone will lose weight.

Chen Jingqiu stayed up for a day and two nights staring at a piece of data, so now he looks listless.

Colleague C took the initiative to say: "Junior Brother Chen, why don't you go to rest. Why don't I help you record the data that the instructor asked for?"

Chen Jingqiu's mind hadn't been fully pulled back from Sheng Mingan's, so she was stunned for a moment before shaking her head and refusing: "No need. The data is not difficult, and it doesn't take time to run. Thank you."

Polite and distant.

Colleague C was quite sorry to see this.

Chen Jingqiu turned around and went into the laboratory to observe the performance of the coils used in the reactor. He silently counted the time he and Sheng Mingan had been separated. Sheng Mingan's attitude changed. All developments were under his control.

At least he won't communicate frequently in the future? It made Sheng Mingan feel uncomfortable and resistant, and his sluggish spirit and emaciated appearance also dispelled Sheng Mingan's doubts.

"..."

Chen Jingqiu let out a long sigh of relief, it was worthwhile for him to work overtime for a month without rest.