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Perhaps it was because Zhan Zishu was at his house that Xiao Jincheng slept very lightly, and was almost awakened by the slight groans coming from the bed.At first Xiao Jincheng thought he heard it wrong, and the groan sounded like nothing, but later found out that it was Zhan Zishu.Xiao Jincheng was startled, and quickly got up from the sofa, thinking that Zhan Zishu was suffering again.

However, when he came to the bedside, Xiao Jincheng was surprised to find that Zhan Zishu was still asleep, but the expression on his face was extremely painful, his head was covered with cold sweat, and he even bit his lip unconsciously. A moan just poured out of his mouth.This is clearly haunted by nightmares.

Xiao Jincheng immediately bent down, gently pushed Zhan Zishu, and said in a low voice, "Zishu? Zishu! Wake up."

Zhan Zishu didn't seem to notice it, but because Xiao Jincheng's voice suddenly became more excited, his whole body was trembling.What surprised Xiao Jincheng was that tears welled up from the corners of Zhan Zishu's eyes.The originally clenched teeth were loosened at this moment, and a very weak voice sounded: "Don't... let him go... no... no... no..."

Xiao Jincheng frowned tightly, what exactly did Zishu dream about?so painful?Immediately afterwards, he pushed Zhan Zishu hard, raised his voice, and said, "Zishu! Wake up! It's okay."

"Ah!" Zhan Zishu uttered a hoarse cry, his whole body almost jumped out of the bed, and the next moment he collapsed on the bed, breathing violently, his trembling could be clearly felt on the arm held by Xiao Jincheng .The eyes that were opened in the darkness gradually became clear from confusion and fear.

Seeing that Zhan Zishu had calmed down, Xiao Jincheng finally breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Zishu, it's okay. Did you have a nightmare?" Xiao Jincheng reached out and patted Zhan Zishu's back, comforting silently.

The moment Zhan Zishu woke up, he realized what had happened.He should have fallen asleep after thinking about it, but the nightmare obviously didn't let him go. "I'm fine." Zhan Zishu pushed Xiao Jincheng's hand away, and said in a low voice, "I had a nightmare. I'm fine now. Go to sleep."

Zhan Zishu's expressions and words seemed normal, as if it was really just a nightmare.But Xiao Jincheng vaguely felt that things were not as simple as Zhan Zishu said. He couldn't forget the expression on Zhan Zishu's nightmare just now. What was he dreaming about?How could you be so afraid?Moreover, Zhan Zishu's trembling body obviously betrayed him.Zhan Zishu was not as fine as he said on the surface.

But now, Zhan Zishu's calm appearance made it difficult for Xiao Jincheng to continue asking, maybe it was just that he was thinking too much.So, Xiao Jincheng nodded and said, "Then you have a good rest. Don't think about it." After speaking, Xiao Jincheng lay back on the sofa again, and Zhan Zishu also lay back on the bed quietly.

Xiao Jincheng was also tired after running for Zhan Zishu all day, now seeing that Zhan Zishu was fine, he fell asleep.But Zhan Zishu stared and couldn't sleep anymore.In his sleep, he kept seeing his relatives locked in cages, covered in blood, they were asking him for help, but Zhan Zishu couldn't even answer.He wanted to shout, but he couldn't do it at all. He could only watch helplessly as his family members disappeared one by one...

Zhan Zishu's hands and feet were cold, and his whole body was almost drenched in cold sweat.He curled up involuntarily, as if only in this way could he feel a little bit of warmth.

It wasn't until the sky became dark that Zhan Zishu became drowsy, and passed another night...

When Xiao Jincheng got up, Zhan Zishu was still sleeping.He deliberately checked Zhan Zishu's situation, Xiao Jincheng couldn't help but frown a little, Zhan Zishu's blue shadow was obvious, even if he fell asleep, his face was still pale and ugly, with tiredness and frowning.It's not like someone who has slept soundly all night.Didn't he fall asleep after the nightmare last night?

Xiao Jincheng secretly remembered this, went to wash up, and then prepared Zhan Zishu's breakfast, and put it on the stove in the kitchen.Just heat it up and eat it.Immediately afterwards, he divided Zhan Zishu's medicines one by one and put them on the table.In the end, he wrote a note, which meant that he had to go to school first and would be back at noon.Tell Zhan Zishu to warm porridge if he is hungry.Don't forget to take your medicine.

After doing all this, Xiao Jincheng changed his clothes and went out with a backpack and car keys.Before going out, he thought about it and left a door key on the table, just in case something happened to Zhan Zishu.

After Xiao Jincheng left, Zhan Zishu opened his eyes.In fact, after Xiao Jincheng got up, he was already awake.But in order to avoid the embarrassment of meeting each other, Zhan Zishu didn't open his eyes at all until Xiao Jincheng closed the door carefully and gently, then Zhan Zishu sighed and sat up from the bed.Seeing the large sheet of paper on the table for leaving messages, Zhan Zishu felt helpless again.Xiao Jincheng is wholeheartedly for his own good, he really knows it.

Zhan Zishu looked at the small room he was in at the moment, without Xiao Jincheng's figure, unexpectedly felt a little deserted.Thinking of Xiao Jincheng's busy schedule for him last night, Zhan Zishu's heart felt slightly weak and his eyes were hot.Quickly put aside this inexplicable emotion, Zhan Zishu felt a little hungry.He heated up the porridge according to Xiao Jincheng's instructions, and drank it in one gulp. After resting for a while, he finished the medicine that Xiao Jincheng had put in.

Regarding his physical condition, Zhan Zishu would not take it lightly.After all, only those who have died once may be truly afraid of death, and what is even more fearful is that they died at an untimely time.Therefore, it is not wrong to say that the body is the capital of revolution.Zhan Zishu was also very concerned about his current physical condition.It's clearly never been like this in the past.He can count the number of times he fell ill from childhood to Dalian.With all kinds of care from his family, it is difficult for him to get sick even if he wants to.

Zhan Zishu thought again of the nightmares and long-term insomnia that had haunted him since he realized his rebirth.Perhaps, it has something to do with these situations.Even the doctor yesterday said that he was under too much mental stress.Zhan Zishu smiled wryly, so he was willing to do this.But what to do, Zhan Zishu was also at a loss.

Sighing again, Zhan Zishu decided not to think about it anymore. If it really didn't work, he could only try sleeping pills.His body is still in the development stage, if he suffers from insomnia for a long time, he might really suffer a lot.Thinking about what happened last night, he can't let Xiao Jincheng notice anything else...

After making such a decision, Zhan Zishu simply changed the pajamas that Xiao Jincheng gave him yesterday, and went out with the keys and wallet on the table.After all, it is the body of a young man. I was a little out of breath yesterday after walking up to the third floor, but I feel much better today.Zhan Zishu walked a little slowly, so walking back and forth from the nearest pharmacy didn't feel too hard.When Zhan Zishu returned to Xiao Jincheng's house, he was holding the first box of sleeping pills he bought in his life.In order not to let Xiao Jincheng see it, he secretly put sleeping pills in his bag.

After doing all this, Zhanzi breathed a sigh of relief, changed back into his pajamas, and obediently ran to the bed to lie down.Before returning to the capital, he had to make himself better soon.When he was feeling drowsy and sleepy, Zhan Zishu's phone rang again.Zhan Zishu took a look, it was Zhan Yi.He quickly picked it up, and Zhan Yi's displeased voice immediately came from the phone.Of course Zhan Zishu knew why his uncle was unhappy.He didn't answer Zhan Yi's call yesterday.

So, Zhan Zishu immediately repeated what Xiao Jincheng said yesterday, back and forth, isn't lying a good thing?And Zhan Yi said that he already knew.It seems that Zhan Yi and Zhan Guohui have already talked on the phone.Zhan Zishu was glad that he didn't talk nonsense.Zhan Yi was obviously dissatisfied with his choice to live in Xiao Jincheng's house.

Zhan Zishu hurriedly apologized with a smile and said a lot of good things to appease Zhan Yi.After hanging up the phone, Zhan Zishu breathed a sigh of relief, and then remembered that Xiao Jincheng told him that he wanted him to call Zhan Guohui today.In desperation, Zhan Zishu called again.He listened to his father's instructions on the phone.After such a toss, it was almost noon.

Xiao Jincheng also stepped in and brought Zhan Zishu some lunch.After Zhan Zishu finished eating, Xiao Jincheng sent Zhan Zishu to the hospital for water.Xiao Jincheng was silent all the way, and Zhan Zishu seemed to be very thoughtful, so the two of them didn't say a word.

When Zhan Zishu hung up the water and Xiao Jincheng sent him back, Zhan Zishu finally said, "Jincheng, aren't you going to class?"

Xiao Jincheng shook his head and said, "It's okay. I've learned almost all of those."

After hearing the words, Zhan Zishu took a long time to say: "That's it..." He didn't say anything more.

After sending Zhan Zishu home, Xiao Jincheng took the car keys and went out again.Zhan Zishu didn't ask him where he was going, but Xiao Jincheng said, "I'll be back tonight."

For some reason, Zhan Zishu replied "Oh" in embarrassment, and watched Xiao Jincheng go out.Zhan Zishu lay back on the bed a little irritable. Although he knew why the relationship with Xiao Jincheng was so awkward and weird, he really couldn't make any changes.It's impossible for him to tell Xiao Jincheng not to like him anymore. In the last life, the relationship between the two of them was the same, but that person still hasn't changed.And it seemed impossible for Zhan Zishu to accept Xiao Jincheng.Zhan Zishu knew that he was definitely not gay.So the conclusion is that Zhan Zishu might just be stuck with each other like this for the rest of his life.

For some reason, Zhan Zishu sighed heavily.If possible, he really didn't want to treat Xiao Jincheng like this.Don't give him hope, but keep him by your side.Is it too much for that person?

Zhan Zishu was just thinking wildly, and the time had just passed 06:30.Zhan Zishu, who was feeling a little hungry, heard the door open.Xiao Jincheng is back.

Zhan Zishu looked up, Xiao Jincheng's expression was not much different from usual, but Zhan Zishu somehow sensed that this person seemed to be in a bad mood.Zhan Zishu didn't know why, so he said, "You're back? Are you tired?" As soon as the words came out, Zhan Zishu felt an inexplicable weirdness.It's as if he cared about Xiao Jincheng a lot... Zhan Zishu blinked, and secretly scolded himself, did he think too much again.

Facing Zhan Zishu's greetings, Xiao Jincheng looked quite calm. He nodded, "Yes", and asked, "Are you hungry? Sorry, it's late." He changed his shoes and quickly took off his coat. He rolled up his sleeves and walked into the kitchen.

Seeing this, Zhan Zishu felt a little embarrassed.He seemed to be doing nothing but waiting for food... Thinking about it, Zhan Zishu followed Xiao Jincheng to the door of the kitchen, looked around and said, "That...do you want me to help?"

Xiao Jincheng looked back at Zhan Zishu, and said, "No need. You rest." The voice was very flat and the sentences were short, but it could be heard that there was a hint of upward movement.

Zhan Zishu coughed dryly, and said, "This... always troubles you, I'm sorry..."

"It's okay. You haven't done it either. Go and rest. It will be fine soon." Xiao Jincheng moved neatly, his voice seemed very soft.

Zhan Zishu saw that his every move was very skillful, coupled with his slender and tall figure, he actually felt pleasing to the eye.Zhan Zishu looked at it for a while, scratched his head, and felt that there was really nothing he could do to intervene, so he went back to the room and simply waited to eat.

After waiting for a while, Zhan Zishu felt a little bored, and happened to see the bag that Xiao Jincheng put aside.Zhan Zishu said loudly, "Jin Cheng, let me read your book."

"Okay." Xiao Jincheng replied in the kitchen.

Zhan Zishu opened Xiao Jincheng's bag, and inside was a large stack of books.Zhan Zishu became interested. He never knew what Xiao Jincheng was studying. Flipping through the long-lost college books, Zhan Zishu was surprised to find that what Xiao Jincheng was studying was quite complicated.In addition to two original English books on business management, there are also books on philosophy.

Zhan Zishu raised his eyebrows and asked, "Jincheng, are you still studying philosophy? What department did you study in university?" You can understand business management, so why are there books on philosophy?Could it be that Xiao Jincheng also studied literature?

"Chemistry." Xiao Jincheng's voice came to answer.

Zhan Zishu coughed a few times, okay!Students who study chemistry even read philosophy!What is the logic?Zhan Zishu was a bit dark.I think he only learned a little philosophy when he was studying law and political economy.Xiao Jincheng really can't be understood with ordinary people's thinking.However, Zhan Zishu vaguely had another weird idea that Xiao Jincheng would treat him like... um... Could it be the result of his philosophy studies?Freud or something...

Zhan Zishu's dry cough got worse.

At this moment, Xiao Jincheng's worried voice came from Zhan Zishu's head, "Zi Shu? What's the matter? Coughing? Catching a cold?"

When Zhan Zishu raised his head, it happened that Xiao Jincheng's face was only a few centimeters away from him.Both of them could feel each other's breath.Zhan Zishu blushed immediately, and uncontrollably leaned back, almost falling.Xiao Jincheng grabbed his arm.

Xiao Jincheng frowned and asked, "Zi Shu?"

Zhan Zishu thought about his wild thoughts just now, and felt a little guilty. He dodged his eyes and laughed a few times: "No, it's okay. It's really okay. That...you...have you cooked? Hungry." Xiao Jincheng took another two steps back with his arm.

Xiao Jincheng took a closer look at Zhan Zishu's expression, and felt that he seemed to be fine, so he said, "It's almost done. Sit down."

Zhan Zishu quickly responded, sat down at the dining table, and waited for dinner solemnly, looking very innocent like that.

Xiao Jincheng was a little helpless, but inexplicably, his heart jumped slightly because of Zhan Zishu's every move towards him.For some reason, he always felt that when Zhan Zishu faced him, he was no longer as wary or disgusted as before.Anyway, this is a good thing, right?

Xiao Jincheng twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, but... just before he came back, at the Environmental Protection Bureau, before leaving, what his father said to him rang in Xiao Jincheng's ears: "You'd better stay away from the Zhan family! The Xiao family can't stand the storm anymore." Xiao Jincheng's expression darkened, and he returned to his usual expressionless face, and walked out of the kitchen with the dishes.