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"Zhan Zishu! Stop for me." Xiao Jincheng's voice suppressed his anger came from behind Zhan Zishu.

Zhan Zishu froze for a moment, but he didn't stop. Instead, he walked to the side and picked up the clothes he was wearing during the day, and was about to change.

Seeing this, Xiao Jincheng took two steps forward and snatched the clothes from Zhan Zishu's hand, and threw them aside, his angry eyes were even reddened, and he said in a hoarse voice: "What are you doing? "

Zhan Zishu pushed Xiao Jincheng, but found that he couldn't push at all, so he gave up.He looked up at Xiao Jincheng very simply, and said, "I'll go." Zhan Zishu knew that when Xiao Jincheng saw this, he would definitely ask.However, Zhan Zishu didn't want to explain further.I'm afraid I can't live here anymore.Medicine, he lost it.With so many things happening tonight, it was impossible for him to sleep again.What's more, after today, there will be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow... It is impossible for him to hide it from Xiao Jincheng without medicine.So, only to leave.

"Where are you going?" Xiao Jincheng felt that his anger had become uncontrollable.What exactly does this person want to torture himself into?The calmer Zhan Zishu was, the more serious Xiao Jincheng felt what happened to Zhan Zishu.What could have caused this person to rely on drugs to fall asleep?If it was the pressure of the college entrance examination, Xiao Jincheng would not believe it.He is fully aware of Zhan Zishu's intelligence.Now, he has entered the hospital!But even so, this person still wants to leave.Where does he want to go?Where does he want to go with his appearance?

Zhan Zishu didn't realize that Xiao Jincheng was trying to suppress his anger at the moment, turned his head to avoid Xiao Jincheng's eyes, and replied calmly: "I haven't slept well these days, I'm afraid I will disturb you. I'd better go Stay in the hotel. Get out of the way."

"Not sleeping well? Zhan Zishu, do you think I'm a three-year-old child? Do you look like you haven't been able to sleep well these days?" Xiao Jincheng didn't move at all, standing in front of Zhan Zishu, forcing him look to yourself.

Zhan Zishu frowned slightly, and said coldly, "Xiao Jincheng, get out of the way. Don't worry about my affairs."

Xiao Jincheng smiled coldly when he heard the words, he usually didn't have much expression, but at this moment he exuded a frighteningly low air pressure.Looking at his way of laughing, Zhan Zishu gradually became a little nervous, and couldn't help feeling a little guarded: "What are you laughing at?"

Xiao Jincheng didn't speak, but reached out and pulled Zhan Zishu violently, and threw Zhan Zishu onto the bed.With his current physical strength, Zhan Zishu couldn't possibly meet Xiao Jincheng head-on. After being pushed and pulled by him, he fell heavily onto the bed.Zhan Zishu was shocked, and said loudly: "Xiao Jincheng! What are you doing?"

Xiao Jincheng stood by the bed, looked down at Zhan Zishu who was sitting on the bed, and said coldly, "Until you make it clear, you are not allowed to go anywhere." After speaking, Xiao Jincheng pulled up the quilt and covered Zhan Zishu , said: "I have plenty of time to spend with you."

"Xiao Jincheng!" Zhan Zi looked at Xiao Jincheng angrily, but felt very at a loss.He knew Xiao Jincheng's temper very well, everything was like this, if he didn't tell the reason, it was impossible for him to compromise.However, how could he explain such a thing?Zhan Zishu was annoyed again why he couldn't bear it for another day or two, or he might just go to a hotel.Isn't he just coveting the peace of mind from Xiao Jincheng?Is this also a luxury?

Zhan Zishu couldn't deny that he felt a sense of relaxation around Xiao Jincheng that he didn't usually have, maybe it was because Xiao Jincheng was the only person he could trust.Even with Zhan Zishu's family, Zhan Zishu couldn't relax because of all kinds of concerns.Only Xiao Jincheng.Zhan Zishu knew that this was a sad state, but he was powerless to change it.Zhan Zishu sat on the bed, wrapped the quilt tightly, feeling slumped.

"Are you insomnia? The first two times, you also called me in the middle of the night." Xiao Jincheng asked in a deep voice.

Zhan Zishu was silent, maybe he could really come up with a lot of reasons, but why he took sleeping pills was too obvious and too difficult to explain.Furthermore, regarding Xiao Jincheng, he felt unwilling to lie in front of him.He can be silent, he can not speak, but he is unwilling to deceive this person.

Xiao Jincheng was silent for a while, took a deep breath, and continued to ask: "When did it start?" He seemed to have confirmed the matter of Zhan Zishu's insomnia.The previous events, together with the sudden illness this time, and what the doctor said about Zhan Zishu's mental stress, were enough for Xiao Jincheng to make such an inference, not to mention the white pills scattered on the ground.

Zhan Zishu remained silent. He didn't want to say anything, and he didn't know how to explain it.He knew that Xiao Jincheng cared about him, but... Zhan Zishu smiled wryly.

And it was that wry smile that pierced deeply into Xiao Jincheng's heart like a sharp knife, making his heart ache.Seeing such a pale and fragile person pretending to be strong and not saying a word in front of him, Xiao Jincheng felt pain and anger in his heart.Why not?Is there anything that can only be carried by one person?

"Zhan Zishu! You'd better talk now! Otherwise, I'll call your father right now and tell your father about your current condition! And those medicines!" Xiao Jincheng said almost gnashing his teeth.Facing such a stubborn person, he had to do so.Isn't Zhan Zishu most concerned about his family?

As soon as the words fell, Xiao Jincheng saw Zhan Zishu raised his head abruptly, and just looked at him fiercely, his eyes were full of anger and... Pain: "No! You are not allowed to tell my family!" Zhan Zishu almost It was screaming, and the hoarse voice was so painful.

Xiao Jincheng's heart tightened suddenly, he had never seen Zhan Zishu like this before.Almost at the same time, his anger was overwhelmed by heartache, and regret also surged up.Why did he say that?He knew Zhan Zishu's stubbornness and his personality well. If he hadn't encountered some serious incident, he would never have behaved like this.He shouldn't have used Zishu's family to persecute...

"I'm sorry... I was impulsive. I shouldn't have said that." Xiao Jincheng apologized in a slow tone, but Zhan Zishu remained silent again, and didn't look at him anymore, just turned his head sideways.

Xiao Jincheng took a deep breath and said softly: "Zi Shu, this doesn't look like you. Tell me what happened. It will make you feel better. Let me help you too, okay? It's the Zhan family's business Is it?"

Zhan Zishu remained silent, but his body visibly stiffened.As Xiao Jincheng said, perhaps it would be more comfortable to say it.But those things, everything he experienced was too unimaginable.Who will believe him?nobody!If he really told the truth, Xiao Jincheng would probably think him crazy.

Is he crazy?Maybe he's really crazy or not.Sometimes Zhan Zishu even wondered if everything he had experienced in the past was really just a dream?How wonderful would it be if it were a dream?But why is that true!Why even Xiao Jincheng forced him... Zhan Zishu thought, and laughed softly, that laughter was like weeping blood.

Xiao Jincheng was shocked, and almost immediately sat on the bedside and pulled him into his arms, and said anxiously: "Zi Shu? Zi Shu. What's wrong with you talking?"

Zhan Zishu shook his head, clutching the quilt tightly with both hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't force me. Don't force me."

Xiao Jincheng hugged Zhan Zishu tightly, and repeated in a low voice with helplessness and distress: "Okay, I won't talk anymore. I won't force you. Zishu..."

Zhan Zishu leaned on Xiao Jincheng's chest, through the thin clothes, he could feel Xiao Jincheng's body temperature and the deep worry and anxiety emanating from him.This person is always so good for him, anxious for him, for him... But what about him?

Silent tears fell drop by drop... Zhan Zishu was dumb, he didn't know why he was crying, even at that time, he never shed a single tear, he was in pain, he was in despair, he screamed, he In the end, he watched his final fate even more like an outsider, but he just watched.He thought he had no tears.But he was crying. At this moment... Maybe it was because Xiao Jincheng's embrace was too warm...

When Xiao Jincheng woke up, Zhan Zishu's tears were already wet.

"Zishu...you...what's wrong with you?" Xiao Jincheng was at a loss, he never thought that Zhan Zishu would cry like this.Quietly, without even an expression, just crying like this.Yes, just tears.Xiao Jincheng frantically took a tissue from the table beside him, and carefully wiped Zhan Zishu's face, but soon the tissue was soaked.

"Zishu...you...don't cry. I won't ask anymore. Okay?" Xiao Jincheng was so anxious that he could rub the whole person into his arms, pain and cry for him...

After a while, Zhan Zishu finally stopped crying.With a hoarse voice, he looked at Xiao Jincheng and said, "I dreamed that they were all dead."

Xiao Jincheng was stunned, and blurted out involuntarily: "What?"

Zhan Zishu said again with a dull expression, "They are all dead. My family, and even..." He paused, took a deep breath, and continued, "That feeling is so real that I can't forget it. .I can't sleep, I keep having these dreams. You can think I'm crazy, or whatever...I can't sleep."

Xiao Jincheng never expected that things would turn out like this.What kind of nightmare was that?all dead?I don't know why Xiao Jincheng felt a sharp pain in his heart, the almost tearing pain made him unable to even breathe.An inexplicable thought flashed through his mind, if it was Zishu who died...

"How long? How long have you been like this?" Xiao Jincheng closed his eyes tightly, took a deep breath, and suppressed the inexplicable pain in his heart, his voice was also hoarse as if he had been run over.He remembered a dream he had had not long ago.This is probably also the reason why he rushed back to the capital from S City regardless, just to take a look at Zhan Zishu...

"It's been a few months. Xiao Jincheng, you... just think I'm crazy." Zhan Zishu replied softly, with a helpless tone.He leaned against Xiao Jincheng's arms, and didn't notice Xiao Jincheng's strange expression.The matter has reached such a point that it is useless for him to deny it, and this is probably the most appropriate answer.

"How come, don't think too much." Xiao Jincheng replied instinctively, and then fell silent.There was a sudden silence between the two of them.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhan Zishu, who was in Xiao Jincheng's arms, let out a thin and even breath.Xiao Jincheng was slightly stunned, and looked down, and saw that Zhan Zishu had fallen asleep in his arms.

Xiao Jincheng sighed silently, didn't he?It is estimated that this person has not slept well these days.Otherwise, why would he think of taking sleeping pills.Xiao Jincheng was not unaware that the bottle of sleeping pills was obviously newly opened.The wrapping paper was still on the sink.So Xiao Jincheng didn't ask Zhan Zishu if he had taken medicine in the past.If he ate it, he wouldn't hide it like this.How stubborn is this person?I'm afraid he doesn't want his family to worry?That's why I kept holding back.

Xiao Jincheng carefully put the man in his arms down on the bed, and then covered him tightly with a quilt.During this period, Zhan Zishu struggled a little, but he didn't wake up, and soon fell asleep again.Xiao Jincheng saw that he was really in a deep sleep, and he could only let go of a hanging heart.He gently stretched out his hand to straighten the messy hair on Zhan Zishu's forehead. The slight heat from his fingertips made Xiao Jincheng reluctant to part.

Zhan Zishu had never slept in front of Xiao Jincheng defenselessly like this before, because of his confession, Zhan Zishu always seemed to have an instinctive defense against him.Xiao Jincheng had never touched Zhan Zishu so close.And this feeling is addictive.

Zhan Zishu's stubbornness, his fragility, and his troubles turned into love and pity in Xiao Jincheng's eyes.Xiao Jincheng's fingers lingered lightly on Zhan Zishu's thin cheeks. Just a few months ago, he wasn't what he is now... How much has Zhan Zishu, who was tortured by nightmares, endured?

Xiao Jincheng sighed silently, and leaned forward involuntarily, examining Zhan Zishu's sleeping face with tears.Fingers brushed the corners of the eyes, and the slender eyelashes stood up delicately like two small fans.Xiao Jincheng watched in fascination, and his even breathing caused the nostrils on both sides of the straight bridge of the nose to flutter slightly...

Very lightly, maybe touched or maybe not... When Xiao Jincheng came back to his senses, his fingers were touching Zhan Zishu's slightly parted lips, and the softness on his lips was like a dream Same... Did he kiss him?

Xiao Jincheng panicked for a moment, he backed away and sat on the sofa.What did he do?How could he do this...to take advantage of others... Xiao Jincheng clenched his fists, wishing he could slap himself.Didn't he tell himself that as long as Zhan Zishu disagrees, he won't do anything?But why...

It's just...is that the smell of Zishu?Cool, soft, moist...can't...can't think about it anymore.Xiao Jincheng felt his face was hot, what was he thinking?Zishu is like this now, but he is still thinking about these... Xiao Jincheng cursed himself in his heart.Then, his eyes fell on Zhan Zishu who was not far away from him.what to do?If the dream that Zishu mentioned bothered him so much, what should he do about his insomnia?

Xiao Jincheng once again remembered what he dreamed not long ago, which seemed like a real dream.In the dream, he saw that Zhan Zishu was older than now, but he was sitting in the trial seat, and the judge's final final word was "death penalty".Xiao Jincheng could no longer remember what happened in the dream, but the phrase "death penalty" and Zhan Zishu's silent appearance were deeply engraved in Xiao Jincheng's mind.He didn't know why he had such a dream, but the flustered feeling was so real.He couldn't make a sound in his dream, and when he woke up, he could only breathe violently in horror. That kind of real feeling made Xiao Jincheng think that it was real for a moment.That's why he rushed to the capital recklessly, just to take a look at Zhan Zishu, just to make sure that he was fine.As for what he will encounter, whether it's ridicule, punching or kicking, he doesn't care.

However, that day was like a brand new beginning for Xiao Jincheng.Because Zhan Zishu spoke to him, there was no such slander, no such ridicule... After confirming that Zhan Zishu was fine, the feeling of joy covered up all the uneasiness and fear.Everything in the dream is gone.

However, it was Zhan Zishu who encountered the nightmare now.What should I do?Xiao Jincheng fell into deep thought.