Trivial Skin of Rebirth

Ye Jiawen didn't go to the hospital for an examination until September.Not for anything else, just because the school will start in September, and all teachers will have the opportunity to have a medical examination at public expense.

Ye Jiawen told the doctor that he has been dizzy recently, sometimes he has intermittent headaches, and he vomited twice in half a month. It may be because his stomach has been bad and he has a stomach problem.He never told Xiang Qingyun and Xiaolong that once Xiang Qingyun found him vomiting and wanted to send him to the hospital, but he also pushed him away on the grounds that he would have a physical examination when school was about to start.The doctor asked him to do a blood test and a gastroscopy, but they couldn't find out the reason, and finally asked him to go to the brain department to take a CT.

The CT results couldn't be picked up on the spot, they had to be picked up at the hospital a day later, so Ye Jiawen went back.He didn't take this matter very seriously in his heart. He watched TV and wrote manuscripts as usual at night, and went to bed early when his head throbbed and hurt after eight o'clock.

The next day, Ye Jiawen went to the hospital to get the CT results. He was shocked by the doctor's serious expression.The doctor asked him if he was accompanied by his relatives, and he panicked at that time, so he forced himself to be calm and said to the doctor: "Just tell me if you have anything." As a result, the doctor showed him the film that had been taken. A tumor, not small.

Ye Jiawen was in a trance all afternoon. He picked up his phone a few times to call Xiang Qingyun, but once the number was broadcast, he hung up again.

After six o'clock in the evening, Xiang Qingyun came back from get off work, changed his shoes at the entrance, and called into the house, "Jiawen? Xiaolong?" No one answered his voice.He muttered strangely: "Aren't you at home?" He went into the kitchen with the vegetables in his hand, washed his hands first, soaked the vegetables in the water, and was about to wash the rice. Standing behind him, I was so frightened that I almost threw the rice cooker liner in my hand.

"What's wrong with you?" Xiang Qingyun asked, patting his chest.

Ye Jiawen's face was gloomy, he lowered his head and said nothing.

Xiang Qingyun dried his wet hands on the apron, put his arms around his shoulders and asked, "Baby, what's the matter? What happened?"

Ye Jiawen still didn't speak.

Xiang Qingyun was slightly taken aback, and suddenly remembered something, his expression became tense, and his speech speed also accelerated: "Didn't you go for a physical examination these two days? Did the examination find out that there is something wrong with your body?"

Ye Jiawen choked up and said, "Qingyun, I have a brain tumor."

Xiang Qingyun was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

The next day, Xiang Qingyun accompanied Ye Jiawen to the hospital to check the results of the MRI he had done yesterday, and the results were unbearable for both of them.Ye Jiawen sat on the chair blankly, and the brain doctor showed them the film and analyzed it: "Your cancer cells have spread beyond the midline, the prognosis is not good, and treatment is relatively difficult." Beyond the midline, In other words, Ye Jiawen was already at an advanced stage of brain cancer.

Xiang Qingyun's hand pressed hard on Ye Jiawen's shoulder, as if he was afraid that he would jump up if he couldn't bear it, but Ye Jiawen's expression was numb, as if he couldn't understand what the doctor was saying at all.Xiang Qingyun tremblingly said: "Doctor, could you be mistaken?"

The doctor paused, and said calmly: "I know you can't accept this kind of thing for a while, you can calm down first."

Generally, in this case, the doctor would advise the patient to avoid it, because the patient may not be able to bear the blow and cause psychological pressure, which will aggravate the condition, but Ye Jiawen insisted on listening to his own situation, and Xiang Qingyun couldn't hold him back, so he had to stay listen together.Xiang Qingyun asked the doctor: "If, if Jiawen really got this disease, how should I treat it? Have the tumor removed by surgery? Will it be dangerous?"

The doctor glanced at Ye Jiawen and said, "I suggest radiotherapy is the best."

After Ye Jiawen went to the bathroom, the doctor said to Xiang Qingyun: "Your friend's brain cancer is in the advanced stage. The reason why I suggested him to receive radiotherapy is because it is too late for surgery. You should inform his other family members and friends to do the same. Be mentally prepared."

Xiang Qingyun trembled all over: "He...will die?"

The doctor sighed: "It depends on the effect of the treatment. If there is no treatment, he will have at most three months. If he is treated, he will try to prolong his life."

Xiang Qingyun and Ye Jiawen never imagined that this kind of disease, which they only heard about on TV, would suddenly happen to them, and it was so fierce that it was already in the late stage when they discovered it.Ye Jiawen never thought that he would die, he thought that the days of being tortured by trivial matters were already painful enough, but it turned out that life had arranged for him even bigger traps; Xiang Qingyun never thought that he would be separated from Ye Jiawen , he thought they would grow old together, and he couldn't accept that Ye Jiawen would leave him in this way.At this time, Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun were in a state of mind wandering, because the incident happened so suddenly, they thought they were in a dream and everything would be over when they opened their eyes.But even in a dream, you have to keep doing things, after all, you won't wake up until the dream is over.Therefore, they behaved extraordinarily calmly.

Patients who are found to have terminal cancer generally have two choices, one is to go home and live happily through the last period, the other is to receive treatment and prolong their lives in pain.Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun have the same idea: it must be cured!One more day counts as one more day, Ye Jiawen thinks that he cannot die, Xiang Qingyun absolutely cannot accept Ye Jiawen's death, if he dies, there will be no hope, if he is cured, at least he can hope for a miracle to happen.

But what they never expected was that this disease could not be cured just by treating it. The two of them went to the radiotherapy department to have a look. Well, there are no fewer people than those in the surgery department, and the team has a long queue.Xiang Qingyun ran to the inpatient department to go through the formalities, and the clerk didn't even look at him, and said: "The wards are full, I'll issue you a hospitalization slip, go home and wait for the notification."

Xiang Qingyun was dumbfounded: "Waiting for the notice? When will we wait?"

The person in charge said: "The queue is full in the last three weeks! Go home and wait. There are so many people undergoing surgery right now, everyone has to queue!"

Xiang Qingyun ran to the inpatient department to have a look, and found that there were several hospital beds in the corridor, and the nurses and doctors had to run even to walk, and they were so busy that they were dizzy.When I went up to ask, there was a person who was going to have surgery in half an hour in the corridor, and now there was no ward, and he had to live in the corridor after the surgery, it was really crowded.

But how could Ye Jiawen wait for a month?What he had was a malignant tumor, and the malignant tumor deteriorated extremely quickly, and if it dragged on for a day, it would become more dangerous.And it doesn't matter if the tumor grows in other places, but it grows in the brain, which will squeeze the normal brain tissue, cause increased intracranial pressure, and be life-threatening anytime, anywhere.

But there was no other way, so Xiang Qingyun had to take Ye Jiawen away, and went to another hospital to see. On the one hand, he hoped that this hospital had misdiagnosed Ye Jiawen, but on the other hand, he also wanted to see if there were any wards in other hospitals. .As a result, they went to several tertiary hospitals in S City, and they either did not accept patients with advanced cancer at all, or they were full like the first hospital they ran and had to wait for the hospitalization notice.

There was no other way, so Xiang Qingyun and Ye Jiawen had no choice but to go home first, and wait for the hospital's notice before thinking of other ways.

In the next few days, Xiang Qingyun's class will not be in class, and he will try to find a way.I don't know if it's because of Ye Jiawen's psychological effects after he learned about his illness. In just two days, his condition deteriorated rapidly. I couldn't sleep at all, and rolled on the bed with my head covered.Originally, they had hoped that so many hospitals would be misdiagnosed at the same time, but Ye Jiawen's physical changes made it impossible for them to carry on with this dream.

Ye Jiawen was really sick.Sick and dying.

The psychology of adversity is divided into three steps, the first step is denial, the second step is resentment, and the third step is regret.When Ye Jiawen vomited on the toilet one night, almost draining his bile, he suddenly felt enlightened, transitioning from the first step of adversity psychology to the second step.He looked at the man next to him who was busy cleaning up the mess for him, putting him on the bed and wiping his face with a warm towel, a huge hatred suddenly arose in his heart, he pushed Xiang Qingyun away, grabbed A pillow hit him in the face, and he yelled feebly, "It's all your fault!"

Xiang Qingyun sat up slowly, without saying anything, picked up the towel that fell on the floor, washed it with hot water again, took it back and continued to wipe Ye Jiawen's face.Ye Jiawen pushed him away again, pointed at him with trembling fingers, and shouted hoarsely: "I wish I had never met you! I have suffered so much with you! I haven't had time to live a good life! If it weren't for you and me I don’t know this disease at all!! Xiang Qingyun, it’s all your fault, I hate you!”

Xiang Qingyun hugged him, only then did Ye Jiawen realize that both of his eyes were red.Xiang Qingyun's voice was low and gentle, and he accepted all of Ye Jiawen's accusations against him: "Jiawen, listen to me, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you. Give me a chance to redeem, let's take your blame together. After the illness is cured, let's live a good life, and from now on you say one and I will never do another."

Suddenly all the hatred dissipated, Ye Jiawen slid onto the bed, his bony fingers clutched the quilt tightly, tears streaming down silently, wet the pillow towel.

Xiang Qingyun hugged him, not minding that he just vomited just now, kissed the corner of his lips and said, "It will be fine, baby, I will never, never leave you."

During this period of time, Xiang Qingyun found all the contacts he could find, and after a few days, Ye Jiawen was admitted to a cancer hospital—a friend of Xiang Qingyun taught him, and he gave a doctor in charge 5000 yuan The red envelope, successfully cut the queue.

Experts from the Cancer Hospital consulted Ye Jiawen, and the conclusions they gave were similar to those of the first hospital—it was too late for Ye Jiawen to undergo surgery, and because of the blood-brain barrier in the brain, it was difficult for ordinary chemotherapy drugs to If you enter, you can only take Gamma Knife treatment or external radiation therapy.In this way, you can only spend money to continue your life, and it is impossible to recover.

Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun were very optimistic when they were first admitted to the hospital. No matter what others said, Ye Jiawen always felt that he would not just die like this.He is only 37 years old, a very good age, he has been pretentious since he was a child, and he still has so many dreams that have not been realized, how could he die casually?There must be someone to save him, his sense of survival is so strong, a miracle will definitely happen to him!

Ye Jiawen was pushed to undergo Gamma Knife treatment on the first day of hospitalization. Although Gamma Knife is called a knife, it is not an operation, but a kind of gamma ray radiation therapy. pain of.Therefore, the price is very expensive, and it costs more than 2 yuan to do it once.If Gamma Knife surgery works well on tumors smaller than 5cm, it can basically be completely removed. However, Ye Jiawen’s brain tumor is more than 5cm, and the cancer cells have spread. Gamma Knife treatment can only relieve the pain in his case. , Prolong life.Xiang Qingyun knew about these things, but he didn't tell Ye Jiawen that he felt similar to most of the patients' families. At this time, he believed everything the doctor said and was willing to think about it, even if he lost his fortune, he could get the patient back An extra day is good too.As for money, let's think about it later, money is like dung at this time, if dung can buy human life, then he is willing to owe the dung of the whole world.

Ye Jiawen came out of the treatment room after finishing the treatment, Xiang Qingyun hurried up to meet him, pushed his wheelchair to the ward, and asked him, "How do you feel?"

Ye Jiawen raised his head and smiled weakly at him: "I heard that radiotherapy is painful, but it's actually not bad, it doesn't hurt."

Xiang Qingyun's heart ached so much, he held his hand vigorously, and kissed it hard on his lips a few times: "Jiawen, you will get better. You will definitely get better." Even after saying it twice, he couldn't help it. I don't know whether to tell Ye Jiawen or to myself.

Because cancer treatment is a huge expense, Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun had discussed this before being hospitalized.Take out all the working capital of the family, almost 1; return the insurance, although you will lose a lot of money, but you can’t control it at this time, so you can make up more than [-]; sell the car, and only run for three [-] kilometers, or [-]% new, can sell for [-] to [-].In this way, there will be [-] yuan, and at least one course of treatment will be paid.

Ye Jiawen said to Qingyun that he wanted to sell the house, but Ye Jiawen still disagreed.If you are in a hurry to sell the house, and the other party knows that there is a patient in the family, they will deliberately lower the price. Their house is currently worth about 150 million yuan, and they will lose at least one hundred thousand yuan if they sell it. The pressure is lower, and the tax has to be paid a lot.Now that the house price is fluctuating, what should I do after the house is sold?Although Ye Jiawen felt that he would not die, he still had to plan for the lives of Xiang Qingyun and Xiang Xiaolong after his death. If 10 yuan can be supported, he will support it first. Try not to move.

Xiang Qingyun didn't argue with him, and agreed on the surface, but secretly started looking for a buyer.The fact now is that Ye Jiawen's illness urgently needs money, but they have no money. Cancer is not a joke. You can't live with 10,000+. Hospitalization fees, surgery fees, medicine fees, and skin care products are all urgent matters.Moreover, it is impossible to borrow this money from others, and it is not appendicitis or the like. As the saying goes, if you encounter cancer, you are not in a hurry, but poor.At this time, whoever lends them money is equivalent to giving it away, because it is impossible to repay it.

But there were people who came to send money.

Yeji University, where Ye Jiawen worked, heard about his situation and immediately organized a fundraiser. Five days later, the teachers and students of the school raised almost 4 yuan.But the money hadn't been delivered to Xiang Qingyun yet. Somehow, the Red Cross heard about it, and rushed over to intervene, saying that donations must go through them, and they cannot solicit donations privately.So the money was transferred to the Red Cross, 15% of the "service fee" was deducted, and it was delayed for several days. When it was delivered to Xiang Qingyun, there was only more than 3 yuan left.

In addition, Ye Jiawen and some of Xiang Qingyun's friends came to visit, and each visitor also gave two or three thousand as a gift. At this time, it was difficult for Xiang Qingyun to refuse, so they all accepted it with great gratitude.There is a person named Zhang Yuanxin, who was a classmate of Xiang Qingyun and Ye Jiawen in college. After graduating from university, he also came to S City to develop. He had a very strong relationship with Ye Jiawen in the early years, and then gradually alienated him. eight thousand.

In this way, Lin Lin always collected tens of thousands more, and there was a total of 3000 to [-] in cash.However, the [-] to [-] yuan disappeared faster than Xiang Qingyun and Ye Jiawen expected, because Xiang Qingyun insisted on using the best medicine for Ye Jiawen, and some nutritional injections cost two to three thousand yuan, and he couldn't afford it. Not soft.

In less than a month, the 4 to [-] has almost bottomed out.The house has not yet found a seller who can pay the full price, and there is no cash left, and the next course of treatment is still [-] yuan short.

No more, no less, exactly [-].