Unscrupulous Rebirth

Another week passed, and Lu Kunde's condition deteriorated rapidly. He was extremely tired every day, and he would sweat from exhaustion after sitting for a while, and his breath was frighteningly short of breath. Lu Junqiang watched Lu Kunde all night, always afraid that he would die suddenly at night.Every day I have to leave him for a while and call the nurse over.Lu Kunde is already very weak and may die at any time.

Lu Junqiang stood by Lu Kunde's side every day, without the elegance of the past, unkempt, like a desperate lion.The hospital has been unable to find a suitable heart source, and he even wanted to use the gun in the study to kill people on the street and take out the heart in exchange for Lu Kunde.

Most of the time, Lu Kunde's sanity is not very clear. Occasionally when he is awake, he will hold Lu Junqiang's hand tightly, and call out quickly and clearly: "Xiaojun." Lu Junqiang will lie next to his ear, as if As if afraid of scaring him, he replied in a low voice: "Here it is."

After getting a response, Lu Kunde would be very quiet, and his breathing would be much more stable, and he would call out again after a while, each time becoming more urgent and more desperate.

At night Lu Kunde started to call for someone again, Lu Junqiang took off his coat and climbed onto the bed gently, hugged him carefully, and replied softly: "I am here, here." Lu Kunde opened his eyes, as if he had realized something, his eyes were filled with He moved, and grasped Lu Junqiang's hand tightly. After a while, he was tired and out of breath, and said hurriedly: "You promise me, promise me..."

Lu Junqiang agreed, "I agree to everything, brother, you agree to everything."

Lu Kunde still tightly grasped Lu Junqiang's hand, and the veins on his arm were bulging, "Promise me...after I die, you will live well...If you dare to commit suicide, after I die, you will..." Lu Kunde has always been gentle and kind His eyes were terrified, and he said word by word: "No! Yes! Ann! Ning!"

Lu Junqiang burst into tears, kissed Lu Kunde's eyes, and whispered: "You won't die, I won't let you die."

Lu Kunde's breathing became more rapid, almost screaming: "Promise me!"

Lu Junqiang looked at his brother who was so anxious for the first time, his heart was like a knife, and he said solemnly: "We promised each other that no matter who goes first, the one who stays will continue to live. If he dares to commit suicide...the one who dies first will have no peace. "

Lu Kunde seemed to have obtained the most important guarantee, let go of his hand at once, nodded and said: "I promise."

Lu Junqiang gently kissed his lips: "Don't worry, brother, I won't let you die." Lu Junqiang made a poisonous oath, and Lu Kunde's most worrying thing was solved, and he instantly felt at ease, leaning on Lu Junqiang's chest and slowly Slowly fell asleep.

Lu Junqiang looked at Lu Kunde firmly, his eyes full of nostalgia, and he calculated how long he could look like this.One more second is fine.

The next day Lu Kunde got up very early, and he was very energetic. Lu Junqiang helped him wash up, changed his pajamas, and after eating a nutritious meal, Lu Junqiang carried him to the yard and lay on the couch with Lu Kunde.

It was a fine day, with a cloudless blue sky.The shadow of the big banyan tree in the yard swayed mottledly on the two of them.

The two of them didn't speak much, only the sound of Lu Kunde's worried breathing in the quiet courtyard.Lu Junqiang took the book that Tong Ke had left on the swing, it was an English novel, Lu Junqiang frowned, flipped through a few pages and put it back.Lu Kunde smiled, rubbed Lu Junqiang's beautiful eyebrows, and said, "Don't understand? You should study for a few more years."

Lu Jun pulled Lu Kunde's hand and kissed it, and said, "I don't want to read it anymore, it has nothing to do with you."

Lu Kunde smiled noncommittal.Lu Junqiang couldn't help but said again: "Brother, don't blame yourself, I did too many stupid things in the past, and I owe you."

Lu Kunde kissed Lu Junqiang's lips, and Lu Junqiang's words disappeared into a murmur...

A gust of wind blew over, flipping the book on the swing with a clatter, and staying on one page.On the screen is a boy wearing a crown and a robe and an airplane pilot who escaped in the desert. The boy looks at the man with attachment and reluctance in his eyes.Here's another sentence -

"It waswrongofyoutocome.Youwillsuffer.IshalllookasifIweredead;andthatwillnotbetrue…"

I said nothing.

"You understand...itstoofar. I cannot carry this body with me. Itistooheavy."

I said nothing.

"But it will be like an old abandoned shell. There is nothing sad about old shells..."

I said nothing.

(Translation: "You shouldn't come and look at me, you'll be miserable. I'll look like I'm dead, but it won't be real..."

I was silent.

"You know, it's a long way. I can't walk with this body, it's too heavy."

I remained silent.

"But it's like old bark peeling off. There's nothing sad about old bark."

I remained silent.

---"little Prince")

Lu Kunde was woken up at midnight, and several nurses and a doctor took Lu Kunde to the operating room. The source of the heart was finally found and was on its way.Lu Kunde was dazedly tossed and tossed about doing the preoperative preparations, and finally grabbed a familiar doctor and asked, "Where's Dr. Yu? Where's my brother Lu Junqiang?"

The doctor patted Lu Kunde on the shoulder to reassure him, and said: "Yu Haofeng and your brother went to get the heart, and you will see them when you wake up, so relax."

Lu Kunde lay down, did Lu Junqiang go to get his heart?Before going to bed, he heard Lu Junqiang talking to him in a daze, when did he leave...

Lu Kunde fell into a coma before taking the anesthetic, and he always felt very sad before he lost consciousness. He had a lot to ask but didn't know what to ask.Forget it, Lu Kunde comforted himself, when the illness is cured, when the illness is cured, everything will be known.

It has been more than 30 hours since I woke up again. Lu Kunde felt pain all over his body. He barely opened his eyes and couldn’t see anything clearly. Woolen cloth?Lu Kunde fell into a coma again...

The operation was very successful, there was almost no rejection, less immune drugs were added, and the recovery was extremely fast.It has only been more than half a month since Lu Kunde was able to sit up. Although he could not get out of bed yet, it was almost a miracle compared to other heart transplant patients.If Lu Kunde's mood can be better, he will undoubtedly recover faster.

Tong Ke gently applied heat to the pinhole on Lu Kunde's arm, and Yu Haofeng said softly beside him: "Kunde, I said that Lu Junqiang will be back soon, you know, there are always some family members who donate organs that are difficult to provoke , and heard about Jun Qiang's financial resources... In short, it is very difficult to deal with."

Lu Kunde looked out the window expressionlessly.

Lu Junqiang has not appeared since the operation, and Yu Haofeng has always said that the family members of the heart donors are causing trouble and extorting money.Lu Kunde turned a deaf ear and stopped making trouble, and accepted treatment obediently.It's just that I hardly talk anymore, only when I see Yu Haofeng every day, I will ask him: "Isn't Xiaojun coming to see me?" "Won't Xiaojun come to see me?" "Won't Xiaojun come to see me today? "

Yu Haofeng repeated his daily rhetoric again, feeling embarrassed, smiled embarrassingly, and asked, "What do you want to eat today? Professor Wang is not here today, so I made a mistake for you."

Lu Kunde turned his face away and whispered, "I want to eat pancakes." His pale face was suddenly covered with tears.

Yu Haofeng seemed to have his throat choked suddenly, unable to speak a word, Tong Ke couldn't help crying.Lu Kunde looked at Yu Haofeng, almost begging and said tremblingly: "I have almost recovered, tell me the truth! Did Lu Junqiang kill someone?! Where is he?!"

Yu Haofeng and Tong Ke looked at each other, and Tong Ke nodded.Yu Haofeng turned around and went out, took an envelope back and handed it to Lu Kunde.

Lu Kunde opened the envelope with shaking hands. Inside was a note printed by Lu Junqiang's company. On it were a few lines of Lu Junqiang's unattractive words: I couldn't find my heart, and I thought it would be meaningless if I found it.

I decided to use my own method, brother, I said I would not let you die.

When this plan took shape in my mind, I realized how scared you have been these months.

When a young person, a person who has infinite love and longing for this world, knows that he will leave, he is very scared.

What I am afraid of is not the pain at the moment of death, nor facing the unknown darkness and the unknown future.

Instead, he worried about leaving the person he loves the most alone in this cold world.

Now that you know this fear, how can you bear it again.

I'm sorry, brother, don't be sad, I didn't die, I just lived in your body in a different way, the way closest to you.

Remember the oath we made to each other, I have been wandering and struggling for almost 30 years, please let me have a stable home.

Don't cry, I love you.

---------- Jun

Yu Haofeng looked at Lu Kunde's pale and hopeless face, hesitated, and said, "Jun Qiang called me that day and asked me to go to your villa on Tianshou Road to get a heart... I felt something was wrong at the time, and he kept talking to me. Phone." Yu Haofeng couldn't help crying, "He said...he wanted to give you his heart, and asked me to put your heart...in his corpse before burying you after the operation...and also said that he would give you his heart... I can hide it from you for a day, and when I ran to the door... Jun Qiang shot himself."

Tong Ke covered his mouth tightly, tears streaming down his face, choked up and said: "Kunde... for Lu Junqiang's heart, you have to survive..."

Trembling, Lu Kunde pressed the note to his chest, even after days of speculation and doubts, he never expected such a result.Even though they love each other deeply, Lu Kunde never thought that Lu Junqiang would continue his life in such a heroic and decisive way.He should have guessed earlier that Lu Junqiang was ruthless in his work and would use any means to achieve his goals. Everyone who had contact with him knew this, but Lu Kunde himself had always been unwilling to believe it.If it weren't for the heart of a loved one, how could it fit so smoothly with the body...

Now Lu Junqiang used his own life to cast the last net to trap Lu Kunde, let him live for the heart of his lover, unable to commit suicide... Lu Kunde touched his chest, Lu Junqiang's heart was working hard to maintain His life, young heart beats, ticks ...

"Ah! Ah! Ah..." Lu Kunde rubbed his chest and cried loudly. His heartbeat was beating. This is Xiaojun's heartbeat. In the heart, it seems to be embracing a lover who has passed away.

In the Qingshan cemetery in the north of the city, there is a new tomb containing a young man.In the same posture, both hands alternately caressed the chest, and the heart that embraced Lu Kunde fell into a deep sleep forever.

It was his brother, the love he would never see again.

……

Yu Haofeng was always worried that Lu Kunde would break down and commit suicide after knowing the truth, but Lu Junqiang's spell took effect, and Lu Kunde gradually began to cooperate with the treatment. Except for those few days when he lost control of his emotions, he was very stable afterwards.Yu Haofeng felt relieved, Tong Ke said that Lu Kunde was not cooperating with the treatment, he was just cooperating to continue the life of Lu Junqiang's heart.Yu Haofeng thinks it doesn't matter, as long as he can survive.But Tong Ke always felt that Lu Kunde was also dead.

Another week later, Lu Junqiang's lawyer came to the nursing home and informed Lu Kunde of Lu Junqiang's estate plan.Lu Junqiang had no father, no mother, no wife and no children, and all his inheritance was left to Lu Kunde.All the company's shares have been sold, some of them have been deposited abroad, and several properties have been purchased.

Lu Kunde looked at the transaction time of the house deed...it turned out to be the few days when Yu Haofeng notified the heart transplant.

Lu Junqiang actually started planning at that time, Lu Kunde wiped away tears.Lawyer Wang stopped for a while waiting for Lu Kunde to calm down, and said in a deep voice, "I'm very sorry. Among my long-term clients, Mr. Lu is the one I admire the most. What happened..."

Lu Kunde nodded and signed several documents, and asked, "Is there anything else you want me to do?"

Lawyer Wang shook his head and said: "Not yet, I will inform you about some follow-up issues... How should I put it, I admire Mr. Lu's decision. The assets of the company have been handed over to you who don't know how to do business in the best way, and there is no waste of property due to any redundant procedures. It is really admirable to be meticulous and meticulous, and I hope you can live up to Mr. Lu's painstaking efforts."

Lu Kunde nodded and signaled Tong Ke to send the lawyer out.

Yu Haofeng came in and walked to the bed, pretending not to see the documents on the small table, and asked with a smile: "Kun De, the weather is fine today, do you want to go out for a walk? Professor Wang is not here, I can push you to the lakeside have a look."

Lu Kunde stroked his chest, listened to his own heartbeat, looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the glass wall, turned his head and smiled at Haofeng: "Okay."

I will definitely live a good life and live up to your hard and calm death.