Unscrupulous Rebirth

After waking up, Lu Kunde took a shower, cleaned up and went to Tong Keding's KTV.

This ktv is membership-based, and Lu Junqiang's previous membership card was life-long. Lu Kunde hadn't come for a long time, and the doorman and lobby reception had changed several batches, and he didn't know any of them.Lu Kunde went straight to Tong Keding's private room. When Lu Kunde arrived, Yu Haofeng and Tong Ke were already there, and several people came one after another, all of whom were familiar friends.

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Yu Haofeng ordered a few dishes, and thoughtfully chose soft music, and whispered to Lu Kunde: "It's not loud, so it shouldn't be uncomfortable. Have you taken your recent medicines on time? It's time to pick up the medicine again next week."

Lu Kunde smiled, took a glass of Guozhen and clinked glasses with Yu Haofeng: "It's just right, I ate them on time, and I haven't felt bad for a long time." Tong Ke didn't eat, took a glass of cocktail and leaned against the bar to start lightly. singing, and blowing kisses to Lu Kunde from time to time.

Yu Haofeng smiled and started eating with Lu Kunde, and said, "Tong Ke was worried for a long time because he was afraid that you would not come."

Lu Kunde took a long-handled silver fork to eat fruit, and said with a smile, "Why don't you come?" Yu Haofeng smiled and said nothing, fearing that he would make Lu Kunde sad by saying something wrong, so he just nodded: "It's good to come out to play often, you should know more some friends."

Lu Kunde smiled, touched a glass with Yu Haofeng, leaned on the back of the sofa and took a sip, half-closed his eyes and said: "Yes, I also want to go out more." The same movement and expression made him think for a moment that the person in front of him was Lu Junqiang.

Lu Kunde's heart felt a little uncomfortable, and he went outside on the pretext of going to the bathroom. Tong Ke turned around and greeted: "Hey! There is..." in the box

Tong Ke's voice was covered by the music, and Lu Kunde hurried out of the room.

Lu Kunde leaned in the corridor and pretended to make a phone call, panting lightly while holding his chest, a person came out from the box next door, Lu Kunde looked up, heh, old acquaintance.

Xia Muqing looked at the pale Lu Kunde, his eyes were full of viciousness, and smiled: "What's the matter? Without Lu Junqiang, life will be hard?"

Lu Kunde looked expressionlessly at this man who had been lurking beside them for more than ten years and fell in love with Lu Junqiang by any means.Xia Muqing "tsk tsk" twice, mockingly said: "Lu Junqiang has only been away for a few years, and you are in a hurry to find a man?" Xia Muqing stretched out a hand and lightly touched Lu Kunde's chest: "Take it easy... Be careful with your little body, no one will change your heart if it breaks."

Lu Kunde waved Xia Muqing's hand away, and whispered with a pale face, "Don't touch him with your dirty hands..."

Xia Muqing was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Yes, his heart..." After speaking, his eyes were full of unwillingness, and he said harshly: "If it wasn't for his heart, you think I would allow you to live to this day!"

Lu Kunde looked at the hopeless man in front of him with pity, and turned to leave. Xia Muqing stepped forward and fell on Lu Kunde's shoulder, whispering to Lu Kunde like a very close friend: "You know? Lu Junqiang died The day before...he looked for me, and he told me...never, never, don't, think, find, you, trouble." Xia Muqing patted Lu Kunde's shoulder, his ruthless and bewitching face was almost ferocious, Xiao Said: "He still thought of me before he died...but it was all because of you. He actually called me for the first time because of you." He took out his mobile phone to find the call records, and said with a smile: "Although it is Threats and threats... I still can't bear to delete it..."

Lu Kunde looked at Xia Muqing, and for the first time felt that he was actually very pitiful.Xia Muqing looked at Lu Kunde firmly, and said again: "It's all for you... If he is with me, he won't die."

Lu Kunde stopped looking at him, calmed down a bit, and walked into his private room. Xia Muqing said from behind: "I'll tell you one more thing! One month before he died... I consulted with my sister about going abroad. Handle same-sex marriage!"

Lu Kunde stopped for a while, felt a severe pain in his heart, and left without looking back.

When returning to the private room, several friends whom Tong Ke called were starting to sing, and those who were not singing gathered on the sofa to chat. Lu Kunde responded with a smile. It was nothing more than where he went to play recently, which club was good, etc.

Lu Kunde sat down until nine o'clock and said he was going to leave. Tong Ke hurriedly pulled him: "What's the hurry? What time is it?" Several friends also followed suit and refused to let go. Lu Kunde smiled and said: "It's really something, so Come on, let me sing a song before leaving."

As Lu Kunde spoke, he took the microphone and didn't order a song. He just started singing the next song on the playlist. When the song started, the black and white MV danced and flashed, and four words floated on the screen: Long time no see.

Lu Kunde froze for a moment, smiled, and sang along:

"...Imagine how lonely you are without me..."

"...It's just that without your picture, we can't go back to that day... Will you suddenly appear, in the coffee shop on the corner..."

In the black and white MV, the clown laughed at himself, sat on a bench with a dog in his arms and sang, and spoke to the camera as if he was a long-lost lover, telling his sad love lightly.

Lu Kunde's voice is gentle, but it's just as good when he sings this vicissitudes of life song.

Lu Kunde sat on the high chair, tapped the time with one foot, and sang softly with the accompaniment... A slow and nostalgic song, Lu Kunde sang it with a unique taste, and it was lingering at the end.

"...I want to meet you so much, to see how you have changed recently...I don't want to talk about the past anymore, just to greet you...I want to say something to you, just say one thing, long time no see..."

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Lu Kunde put down the microphone and smiled: "Is this my pass? It's really something, I'm leaving first."

Yu Haofeng and Tong Ke sent Lu Kunde out, but Lu Kunde repeatedly said that there was no need to send them off, and went home by himself.

Lu Kunde bought a few packs of candles on the way home, and carefully lit them in the living room after returning home. The warm and lovely short candles were burning quietly, thirty candles, thirty clusters of small flames.Lu Kunde smiled with satisfaction, took out the cake that was made in the morning, took another bottle of Lu Junqiang's previous wine, and poured two glasses.

Lu Kunde turned off all the lights, thought for a while and then turned off the lights in the courtyard, and sat cross-legged on the carpet in the living room with peace of mind.

Lu Kunde was like a kid enjoying himself drinking at a player's house. He clinked two goblets and said with a smile, "Xiaojun! Happy birthday!"

After finishing speaking, he slowly poured a cup on the ground and drank another cup. Lu Kunde breathed in hotly, stuck out his tongue and looked ahead, as if someone was looking at him from the opposite side.Lu Kunde smiled softly: "My brother must drink today, I can't ask you to help me stop drinking..."

Said that Lu Kunde filled the two cups again, and touched them: "This cup... I wish Xiaojun good health this year!" After saying that he would pour a cup on the ground, he thought about it again: "No... today brother will Give Xiaojun a few drinks..."

Lu Kunde drank two glasses in a row, hot tears came out, and whispered: "In the past, you were the one who blocked the drink for brother... No matter who toasts, you dare to block... You are never afraid of offending people, haha." Lu Kunde poured two more cups as he spoke.

Lu Kunde drank it slowly one cup at a time, and smiled at the opposite side while drinking: "It's also...you are for me, you are for me! What are you afraid of?!"

Lu Kunde cried, choked up and said: "You! You can even dig out your heart! What are you afraid of..." Lu Kunde laughed again, shook the empty wine bottle, and went to the wine cabinet to get another bottle for two glasses Filled it up, and said with a smile: "I've always heard people say... I can give you as much love as I love you, but I didn't expect... Xiaojun, you really did it..."

Lu Kunde drank two glasses of wine and muttered in a low voice: "Brother these years always think... If I could have agreed to you straightforwardly, I could have stayed together for a few more years, and sometimes I hate you... It's just like that Leave me here." Lu Kunde wiped away the tears on his face, thumped the table and cried, "How could you treat me like this! I...I touch your heart every day! Tell me to live a good life! Lu Kunde directly took the bottle and drank it, sobbing hoarsely: "I feel that you are by my side every day! But I can't see you! I can't see you..."

Lu Kunde drank another cup, looked at the front and cried softly: "Xiao Jun... They all said let me live for your heart...but I really don't want to be alone anymore." Lu Kunde seemed to have been wronged The little child, crying beggingly, "I didn't mean it...you let me find you, Jun..."

Lu Kunde's heart was beating rapidly, he looked at the opposite side and begged, "I didn't mean it... I didn't mean it." Lu Kunde touched his heart that was getting more and more painful, and he drank more wine, chuckling : "If... we can see each other again, no matter whether he is a brother or not, whoever he is, whether he is a man or a woman... More money and less money... I will promise you that I will not delay you for so many years..."

Lu Kunde looked ahead and slowly closed his eyes.