Nongben is passionate

Previously, Xie Xuan didn't care about her illness at all, but now, she has to.He was afraid that one day when he was asleep, the god of death would approach him wielding a sickle, and the next day, he would be completely out of breath, which would scare Mingyu who was sleeping beside him.

In the past, he never thought that he could live a long life and live to the end of his seventies and eighties.It was about several times when he was young that he wandered in front of the ghost gate light, which made him fully and calmly prepared for death, but now, he is terribly afraid. I hope fate will not make such a joke with him——

He knew that his illness was not as light as the doctor said. This was a craniotomy, not a cecum cut, and no one could guarantee that any accident would happen.So he didn't believe what the doctor told him at all——

"Tell me, what are the chances of success?"

The middle-aged doctor has seen too much despair, uneasiness, life and death, but he has never encountered such a terrible calmness. The glint in his eyes can almost penetrate people, and he swallowed the words of encouragement that he was going to say. "The situation isn't too good, but it's not the worst either—after all, it's the brain that needs to be stabbed, which is the center of the human body, which connects the functions of all parts. It's impossible to say that there is no danger, but we have the best team, I can say this, even in the United States and Japan, you can't find a better team—”

"What I'm asking is, what is the chance of success?"

"Conservative estimate, [-]%."

Xie Xuan was silent for a long time, so experienced doctors were a little uneasy. When he wanted to say something more, Xie Xuan said, "Get ready for surgery." He only said one sentence, but his expression was still unbelievably calm.

Xie Xuan's physical condition is not good, and he was very sad before. In order to go through the operation smoothly, he must go through a period of comprehensive recuperation, but before that, he asked the hospital to give Xie Mingyu a comprehensive examination. Xie Mingyu naturally Not very happy, but Xie Xuan's expression was very severe, so Xie Mingyu had no choice but to go for the physical examination with a dispirited expression.

The results of the examination were handed over to Xie Xuan a few days later, and Xie Xuan was relieved that everything was normal.At that time, Xie Xuan was already in the hospital, and Xie Mingyu was lazily lying on the chair with his legs crossed, "It's all right, but you have a lot of things to do, why can't you change your mother's character at any time—"

Xie Xuan ignored him and put the test results aside.Xie Mingyu smiled and dragged the chair to him, leaned closer to him and said, "Didn't you say that the one on the beautiful island is the armament storage warehouse left by Lin Biao? I have an idea, just completely develop it and build a real CS base. Real-life simulated battlefields are of very low quality, so they deceive some laymen, and real military enthusiasts don’t look down on them at all—my idea is that if you want to do it, you should do it domestically or even internationally. The most authentic and top-notch Yes, make it a unique high-level club, membership system, recommendation system, only a limited number of members are recruited, they must be military enthusiasts with status and affordability—"

Every man has a battlefield dream of gold and iron horses in his heart, longing for the direct impact of life and life, which is tragic and magnificent.

When the nurse came in, Xie Mingyu was half lying on Xie Xuan's body, her eyes were shining brightly, when she heard someone coming in, she stopped, straightened up lazily, and watched the nurse take Xie Xuan's temperature——

The nurse has been working for nearly seven years and has been working in this luxury ward. She is very experienced in people and things. This time, for some reason, she said, "You brothers have such a good relationship."

There was no response to these words. Xie Mingyu raised his legs to prop up the bed in a dispirited manner, slowly shaking, and turned his head to the side. Xie Xuan even looked normal, as if he didn't hear it at all, which made the nurse very embarrassed. , had no choice but to speed up the work at hand, and when she was about to go out, Xie Xuan said, "I'm going out in the afternoon, and I'll be back tomorrow morning."

The nurse reflexively wanted to ask the doctor for instructions, but seeing Xie Xuan's expression, she swallowed the words again, "I will talk to Dr. Wang."

After the nurse went out, Xie Mingyu turned her head and asked, "Where are you going?"

Xie Xuan said, "I want to visit my grandma." After a pause, he asked, "Do you want to go with me?"

Xie Mingyu was a little shy, "I'm afraid she won't be happy to see me—"

The old lady Ouyang wants to be strong all her life and pursues perfection all her life, but the existence of Xie Xuan's grandma is proclaiming the imperfection of her life. Existing in name only, Grandma Xie Xuan also avoided their family far away, putting on a look of disregarding the relationship and not intending to fight, but the old lady Ouyang couldn't calm down after all, which made her unable to really like Xie Xuan.

Reversing roles, Xie Mingyu felt that Xie Xuan's grandma would not be happy to see him either.

Xie Xuan said, "No."

He didn't know where Xie Xuan was so sure, but he felt happy for no reason.

Xie Xuan's eyes are not very good anymore, Xie Mingyu was driving, and he was beside him to guide him.It was 10:30 in the morning when we arrived at No. [-], Huiwen Road. There were still three bungalows with white walls and blue tiles, without much ornate decoration. They looked especially simple among the new and gorgeous villas.

The nanny is cooking, and the old man is sitting at a small square table under the eaves, wearing presbyopic glasses and using scissors to cut out exquisite patterns on a piece of red paper, which are to be pasted on the Buddha cover that has been read. Xie Xuan once saw an old lady draw dragons, phoenixes, tigers, and lotus flowers on a yellow Buddhist sleeve with a brush... There is no need to copy, the mounted Buddhist scriptures are exquisitely golden and gorgeous.He doesn't believe in Buddhism, but he thinks it's good for the old man to have a sustenance on it.

Xie Xuan called out, "Grandma."

The old man raised his head, his reading glasses slid to the end of his nose, looking a little funny—she still seemed to be like this all these years, with a strong body and no disease or pain. Although she was a little old and her hair was a little gray, the rest was Jet black, doesn't look very easy to get along with—

The old man recognized Xie Xuan, took off his glasses, and stood up, "Ah, come here at this time, have you eaten yet?"

She didn't know that Xie Xuan was going to have an operation, and it was Xie Xuan who asked her not to tell her.

Xie Xuan shook his head, pulled Xie Mingyu over, and said, "Grandma, this is Mingyu."

Xie Mingyu had always been good at getting along with the elderly, but now she felt a little shy for some reason, and called out after Xie Xuan.

The old man nodded, neither sad nor happy, he didn't know if he knew Mingyu's identity, but said: "Come in."

She took out two plastic bagged snacks from the chest of drawers in the bedroom, which were the fruits of fate sent by others. Inside were a few water chestnuts that were about to lose moisture, fragrant cakes, low-quality jelly, shriveled oranges, and a few hard fruits. sugar, she put them on the table and said, "Do you want to eat?"

She also treats them as children, just like every time Xie Xuan came to visit her, she would get a few snacks from her chanting Buddha, which she hid, as if it was specially waiting for Xie Xuan or Xie Ya to come. Yes, these snacks are very cheap, and ordinary children no longer bother to eat them.She herself was frugal all her life, and she was reluctant to spend a little more money, but she said that these things were all offered before the Buddha——

Xie Xuan took the water chestnut and stuffed it into Xie Mingyu's hand, and took the orange herself.The old man asked: "Is that enough? Take some more—" Xie Xuan then took two candies and said, "Enough—"

The pomegranate flowers in the corner of the courtyard are in full bloom, and the green cactus is full of delicate and huge flowers, which are red and bright yellow, very eye-catching. Xie Xuan is standing on the side, slowly peeling the shriveled orange peel, while watching Looking at those flowers, Xie Mingyu was a little at a loss with two shriveled water chestnuts in his hand, it's hard to see that there was no disgusted expression on his face——

Xie Xuan glanced at him, and said lightly: "Don't eat if you don't want to eat it, it's okay." He said, stuffing an orange petal with no water in his mouth, chewing slowly.Xie Mingyu was silent for a while, and put the water chestnuts to his mouth—in fact, it was not as unpalatable as he imagined. Xie Mingyu sat on the edge of the flower bed and gnawed slowly, making a small rustling sound.

Xie Xuan said: "Every time I came back here, I felt uncomfortable. I felt that she was alone and had no relatives around. It was really pitiful, and I didn't know how to express it. She was not a kind person, and she was not affectionate to me, so I can’t wait to go back quickly, but regret it when I get in the car, feeling that I’m too selfish—”

Xie Mingyu didn't say a word, knowing that Xie Xuan hadn't finished speaking, she heard him say again: "Now I think it's good for her to be like this. If she hasn't got it, she is not afraid of the pain of losing it. I don't think she has changed much in all these years." , it’s probably because the mind is less regular in life—”

He had already finished eating an orange, put the peel of the orange under the cactus, and reached out to touch the yellow flower lightly, "I always think of a sentence my grandma said-everything, you can't be too exhausted, otherwise the fate will be lost." as soon as possible."

Xie Mingyu stretched her legs, lowered her head to play with the stalk of the water chestnut, and said, "Do you want to go and see him?"

They all knew who this "he" was referring to. Xie Xuan didn't speak for a long time, and then sighed softly, "Wait a little longer."

Xie Mingyu didn't mention it anymore.

At noon, the dishes on the table were lacklustre. Usually there were only the old man and the nanny, and the old man was a vegetarian. He wanted to buy some cooked food temporarily, but after Xie Xuan stopped him, he gave up.There is a bowl of rotten Chinese cabbage on the dining table, and in the big bowl is the vegetarian sauce made by the old man himself. Just a little bit is enough to eat, and a big bowl can be eaten for a week. A bowl of amaranth stalks, amaranth stalks are also pickled by oneself Yes, when you want to eat, take some from the jar at the back door, put it in a bowl and steam it on the rice cooker, a bowl of salt-baked potatoes, steamed duck meat is the only meat dish on the table, potatoes and duck are all because of Xie Xuan It will be added when it comes.

Xie Xuan is used to these things, but Xie Mingyu is pampered and spoiled. She has never even seen the amaranth stalk. The rice is local early rice. Although it is easy to digest, it is very rough, and it is really hard to swallow.After Xie Xuan finished eating, there was still half a bowl of rice in his rice bowl, his expressions and movements were so elegant and perfect that he couldn't escape Xie Xuan's eyes after all.Xie Xuan took his bowl calmly, and lowered his head to finish the rice left in the bowl. Xie Mingyu was so irritable that his face was bleeding, he looked at the old man's face from the corner of his eyes, but the old man didn't seem to see it at all, he whispered Said to Xie Xuan, with a vicious taste, "I can eat it myself."

Because of this, Xie Mingyu harbored hatred in her heart.The two bid farewell to the old man, and the car stopped at a corner. As soon as Xie Mingyu sat in the driver's seat, the car rushed out without waiting for Xie Xuan, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.Xie Xuan was stunned for a moment, smiled wryly, but was not angry—there were a few stones by the wall, so he just sat down, and oleander branches protruded from the wall, the pink flowers bloomed profusely, and the end of his nose was full of Intense aroma——

Sure enough, after waiting for a long time, Xie Mingyu came back in the car again, and stood at the entrance of the alley with his waist in his arms, looking at Xie Xuan with a relaxed face.

Xie Xuan looked up at him, squinted his eyes, and said, "Mingyu, come closer, I can't see you clearly."

Just this one sentence made Xie Mingyu's heart sour instantly, and he almost didn't shed tears—he didn't know that Xie Xuan's eyesight had deteriorated to such an extent—but he still had to pretend to be reluctant, walked to Stepping up to him, grabbing the hand he stretched out in front of her.

With the help of Xie Mingyu's arm, Xie Xuan stood up from the stone, but in the next second he pulled him closer, and suddenly caught his lips.Xie Mingyu was startled, and wanted to back up reflexively, but stepped on a small stone under her feet, and lost her balance. Xie Xuan helped him up, and he barely focused, and hit his back on the wall behind——

Xie Xuan's lips chased after him, and kissed his lips again, clean and refreshing like an April day.

Xie Mingyu lazily put the weight of his whole body on the wall, put his hands on both sides of his body, and flicked his fingers lightly, like playing the fine sunlight falling from the shadow of oleander flowers. He looked up at his neck Looking at Xie Xuan, his eyes were as clear as a lake, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds.Xie Xuan went to kiss him again, not deeply, just pecking lightly repeatedly, you moved in and retreated, separated for a while, looked at each other, and then the four lips touched together again, like two middle school students who are young and in love. Adults kiss secretly.

The alley was silent, with mottled light and shadows, and one or two dogs barked from far, far away.

Xie Xuan said, "I just want grandma to see you."

Xie Mingyu said, "I know."