Nongben is passionate

This is a small restaurant near the school, a husband-and-wife shop, hired a small worker, the shop is not big, but it is very clean, the dishes are delicious, and it has a little reputation.

Xie Xuan ordered four dishes and one soup - braised pork ribs, minced meat eggplant, hot and sour potato shreds, fried vegetables with mushrooms, loofah preserved egg soup - Zhou Nansheng was obviously really hungry, and he was already full after serving the first dish. Fill a bowl of white rice and eat it right away.Xie Xuan didn't move his chopsticks, just sat on his seat and looked at Zhou Nansheng who was devouring his food without saying a word——

"What are you looking at me for?" Zhou Nansheng looked at him very uncomfortably, frowned and glanced at him, took out a pair of chopsticks from the chopstick holder and stuffed them into his hands, "Don't sit still, eat, you're not hungry ah?"

Xie Xuan took the chopsticks and didn't move. It was already dark, and he could only see his own face reflected in the glass window—Zhou Nansheng would never know that he had gone back to Zhoutang, but people greeted him Lou Kong——Zhou Jin told him that Zhou Nansheng's mother remarried, and Zhou Nansheng naturally followed her mother away. That happened a month before the high school entrance examination.

When Xie Xuan heard this, was he disappointed?sad?anger?No, not just that, but a deep sense of isolation — like playing hide and seek as a child, where you hid excitedly and waited for someone to come to you, gleefully prepared for your victory, and you waited and waited Ah, when the street lights are all on, you come out silently, looking at the empty alley stupidly, you know, the game is over, you are abandoned - at that moment, the little beast in my heart scratched and clawed, his body was covered with cuts and bruises .

Zhou Nansheng would not know that after he went back, he fell into a serious illness again, which made him feel dazed and unconscious.He had previously lost an elder brother, his illness made Xie's house cloudy, and he dared not speak and laugh easily. His grandfather came to see him every morning, and said some soothing words to him, and he never even set foot in Xie's mansion. Wen Lu's grandma also came over.He was lying on the bed weakly at that time, wondering if he was going to die.But he got better little by little after all, and getting better and better.

The elders all said that if he survived this illness, whether he was extremely happy or not, he would have a healthy life in the future.

But the Xie family didn't dare to be careless after all. It was also at that time that he had his own nutritionist, who adjusted his body every month.

But what is there to say about all this?

When the dishes were ready, Zhou Nansheng had already started to eat the second bowl. Looking at the pitiful handful of rice in Xie Xuan's bowl, he couldn't help frowning, and tapped the edge of his bowl with chopsticks, "Why do you only eat so much rice?" A little bit like a little girl—” During the speech, the corners of the mouth were involved, grinning teeth in pain, touching the redness that hadn’t gone away, “Damn, you hit hard enough, you can’t tell——”

Xie Xuan suddenly asked, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Zhou Nansheng was stunned for a moment, lowered his head, picked up a chopstick of eggplant and ate it with big mouthfuls, and said vaguely, "It will be a long time ago."

Xie Xuan stopped talking, and for a while, the atmosphere at the dinner table was a little weird.

Zhou Nansheng suddenly put down his chopsticks, took out a pack of cigarettes from the pocket of his jacket, took out one, put it in his mouth, lit it with a lighter, took a deep breath, took it down again, and handed it to Xie Xuan who was facing him with eyes wide open. With a little encouragement, "Try?"

Xie Xuan glanced at him, took it, put it between his lips, and tentatively took a sip, but the choking smell of tobacco made him cough uncontrollably. Zhou Nansheng, who was opposite him, laughed happily, and reached out to take it back. cigarette.But Xie Xuan gave way and didn't give it to him. Instead, he held it in his hand and played with it carefully for a while, watching the light and wispy smoke rise from the scarlet butt, then took it close to his mouth with three fingers, and gently took a breath—

Zhou Nansheng was a little dazed. Xie Xuan had a very good taste in smoking. He learned quickly, and he no longer choked. He spat out from his lips, drifting across his brows and eyes, very quiet, very soft, it seemed that depression and wet temptation were under the calm water-like tranquility, but it hadn't condensed into water vapor, and it disappeared lightly, like an old man. An unchanging frame in a movie.

Zhou Nansheng saw Xie Xuan's free and easy standing posture in the auditorium, confident and calm when talking freely. For some reason, his heart constricted for a moment, and the pain caused him to pull out another cigarette from the cigarette case a little annoyed, and put it in his mouth. Lit it up, took a deep puff, and then slightly relieved the restlessness and eagerness to move, and his smile was a little fuzzy, "Sometimes I get very annoyed, and I smoke slowly—" He put the cigarette on Skillfully sandwiched between the index finger and middle finger of the right hand, with the arm resting on the edge of the table, looking at the lingering smoke in a daze——

Everyone said that Guan Xiu had good luck this time, and the second marriage was actually better than the first.His stepfather was a businessman with a little money. He lost his wife in his early years. He never married because of his son. Now that his son is grown up, he wants to find someone to live with.Guan Xiu took Zhou Nansheng to the city and lived in a small villa with a garden.His mother was afraid that people would gossip about her stepmother, so she took great care of her stepson, which was a bit flattering, which contrasted with her coldness and strictness towards her own son.His stepfather treated him pretty well, but he was out of tune with everything there, and he was just an outsider in that family—he had self-knowledge, so fortunately he could live on campus in high school.

"I'm studying in the No. [-] Middle School now. I'm a special student in sports. There's nothing else. It's just that I'm as tired as a dog from training every day. This time I'm here to play with the school team. I'm on leave. I have to go back tomorrow morning—"

Zhou Nansheng spoke succinctly, not mentioning anything about his family.Men are never like best friends among girls. Even if they eat a delicious pudding, they have to share it carefully. The friendship between men is bold and sophisticated, full of edges and corners, and their thoughts are swallowed with cigarettes and wine. into the stomach.

Xie Xuan put out the cigarette in his hand, "What competition?"

"In the city's interschool basketball game, I'll play small forward. Would you like to come and watch?"

Xie Xuan didn't speak.Although he knew it was impossible, Zhou Nansheng was still a little disappointed. In order to ignore the disappointment in his heart, he changed the subject, "Sun Lanye is also in the No. 28 Middle School—I heard that our junior high school entrance examination scores are very good this time. Those who only get into the No. [-] Middle School There are [-] of them, and your seventh class takes up nineteen. I heard——Sun Lanye's biological parents came back to look for her, but Sun Lanye refused to go back."

Xie Xuan recalled the time when Sun Lanye cried as if she was abandoned by the whole world when she was in sixth grade—although her adoptive parents were not nice to her, a sensitive girl might hate her biological parents for abandoning her even more.

Just like the previous relationship, Zhou Nansheng was the one who talked most of the time, about his trivia and anecdotes in the school team, and also about some things that happened in Zhou Tang after Xie Xuan left. During the telling process, Zhou Nansheng repeatedly mentioned A man named Brother Jiang took great care of him.Xie Xuan also remembered such a person.

After eating a meal until about eight o'clock, the two of them walked to Xie Xuan's small apartment.

As soon as he entered the house, Zhou Nansheng expressed all kinds of envy, jealousy and hatred for Xie Xuan who owns his own one-acre three-point land. He slipped around the house from the inside to the outside like a grandfather, and then set his eyes on the entire wall. on the bookshelf—

"Damn, you are planning to study for a Ph. D., so many books!" He looked up and down curiously, and took out one at random, "Have you read all these books?"

Xie Xuan put down her schoolbag, "I've read a part of it—I still have some homework to do, why don't you play with the computer or read a book for a while?"

Zhou Nansheng nodded indiscriminately, "Yeah, you're busy, I'll play with the computer for a while." His eyes were still fixed on the books in his hand, he put one back, and then pulled out another—the books on Xie Xuan's bookshelf were very miscellaneous, Literature, novels, architecture, finance, psychology, water conservancy, everything——

"Wow, I just bought this MP3? It's a luxury to give it back to Apple—" Zhou Nansheng took down the MP3 box on the bookshelf, opened it, and exclaimed.

Xie Xuan glanced at it. The MP3 was Meng Dongqing's "meeting gift". Put the frequently used things in there.So this MP3 just accumulated dust on this bookshelf——

"If you like it, just take it—" Xie Xuan said indifferently, bowing his head to do his homework.

Zhou Nansheng knew that Xie Xuan came from a wealthy family, but the understatement of giving away expensive things like this still made him a little uncomfortable, but he also knew that Xie Xuan just didn't care, so he said with a smile: "I don't care about such expensive things. I dare not accept it, but just lend me a few days to play, and I will pay you back when we meet next time—"

"Well, as you like."

Zhou Nansheng took the MP3 to his hand and played songs.

Because Zhou Nansheng had to catch the early bus back at six o'clock the next day, neither of them dared to play too late, and they went to bed at ten o'clock.Even though they slept together when they were young, but for some reason, this time the two of them lay side by side on the bed, covered with a quilt, there was always something wrong with them, they stared at the dark ceiling with their eyes open, without feeling sleepy.In the end Zhou Nansheng couldn't bear it anymore, "Listen to the song? I just downloaded it."

"Yeah." Xie Xuan turned around and faced Zhou Nansheng face to face.Zhou Nansheng fumbled for the MP3 player on the bedside, put one earphone into Xie Xuan's ear and one ear into his own, and then turned on the switch - Li Keqin's "Life Unchanged" poured out of the earphones out-

In the gentle and slightly sad background music, a man sings - it can be seen that the farther we are apart, the more I miss you in my heart.Do you know that if you are infatuated, even if you are separated for a lifetime...

Surrounded by warm bodies, because of the close distance in the dark, each other's breath sprayed on each other's skin, indescribably lingering.In the soft and thick Cantonese voice, Xie Xuan gradually sank, sank, and almost fell into a dark and sweet dreamland.

Zhou Nansheng suddenly asked softly: "San'er, have you ever done anything with someone?"

Xie Xuan hurriedly opened his eyes, his glass-like pupils were particularly bright in the darkness, and after a long silence, he asked, "What about you?"

Zhou Nansheng smiled lazily, a little cunningly, just like when he asked Xie Xuan in junior high school if he had touched a girl's breast, it was a secret between boys, to compete and show off, "During the first year of high school, Our school team has a manager who is a junior in high school. She has a super hot body and acts very frivolously. We often talk about her in private. Once after training, I stayed behind to organize the equipment, and she came in alone—it was already a Saturday. No one in the school—" His tone was a bit weird, as if he was reminiscing, and there was a bit of disgust and sarcasm that he might not even be aware of.

He only cared about talking to himself and didn't notice Xie Xuan's silence.Xie Xuan didn't answer until he finished speaking, then suddenly took off his earplugs and sat up from the bed——

Zhou Nansheng was puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Xie Xuan got out of bed on his own, "I'm going to wash my hair—" He turned into the bathroom without looking back, the light inside was on, and soon there was the sound of rushing water—

Zhou Nansheng was stunned for a moment, then got up from the bed, put on his slippers, and followed him in, "I'm already sleeping, why wash my hair, I'll do it tomorrow—"

Xie Xuan didn't listen to him, and put his head under the faucet before the water heated up.

Zhou Nansheng couldn't help it, and complained a little, "Really, you caught a cold, when will you wash and dry at this time, why are you so nervous?"

Xie Xuan didn't seem to hear it at all. While reaching for the shampoo on the sink, he accidentally knocked it over, and the bottle fell to the ground with a loud noise.Xie Xuan was about to bend down to pick it up, but Zhou Nansheng hurriedly took the first step, "I'll do it—" He picked up the bottle, and without handing it to Xie Xuan, he squeezed the shampoo into his palm and rubbed it on Xie Xuan like a prank. On wet hair - Xie Xuan's hair is of good quality, black and soft, he is addicted to playing with it, and rubbing it very happily - Xie Xuan was confused by him, "Stop making trouble -" he said Knocking off his hands and rubbing them by himself, Zhou Nansheng was not willing to give up, so the two of them put their four hands on the top of their heads, you touch me, I grab you, you hit me, I scratch you back, but unconsciously , the taste changed, the ten fingers began to tangle up, your fingers shuttled between his fingers, his fingertips rubbed against the back of your hand, flipped, chased, escaped, entered and married, refused to accept, oppressed and resisted, like A tango.The hands are covered with soft and delicate foam, which makes everything easier, moist and slippery, the hazy feelings slip away like fish, and then swim back unsteadily, with temptation and expectation, hidden teasing, mint The scented shampoo seemed to be on fire at this moment——Zhou Nansheng touched every finger of Xie Xuan with his hand, and was especially dissatisfied. He swam past Xie Xuan's ears and neck with the creaminess of the shampoo in a bewitching manner. , collarbone, and slowly reached into the collar of the pajamas to rub his shoulder blades——

Xie Xuan straightened up suddenly, turned around, and pushed Zhou Nansheng hard against the wall. Before he could do any thinking, his lips had already bumped heavily, biting, sucking, and tossing, still unable to satisfy the clamor in his heart, so his tongue Sweeping straight into the ground, licking his upper jaw, chasing his tongue, hard, hard, as if to swallow him——

Zhou Nansheng's head was about to explode, he was in a mess, he couldn't hear anything, he could only bear it passively, he reached into the hem of Xie Xuan's pajamas with both hands, and stroked his thin but clean back like jade, he couldn't control himself , like going crazy.

The air seemed to be filled with the smell of sizzling lust, and the heat was so hot that it roasted people's skin.

The foam from the shampoo made the two of them face to face, completely ignoring them until they could no longer breathe, and then they separated slightly, their foreheads touched, and they gasped heavily——

At this time, the two heads driven by youthful desires came to their senses a little bit, facing the uncontrollable situation that was broken into by this impulsive moment, they didn't know what to do——

Misunderstand?joke?Or act like nothing happened?

Xie Xuan let go of Zhou Nansheng and moved a little further away. The two of them didn't look at each other, and they were both a little embarrassed - in their hearts, they both knew that this was wrong.

After a long time, Zhou Nansheng took a step and walked out of the bathroom in silence——

As soon as Zhou Nansheng left, the air in the bathroom instantly became less cramped. Xie Xuan closed his eyes, suppressed all the chaotic thoughts, calmly rinsed his hair, wiped it with a dry towel, and walked out of the bathroom——

Zhou Nansheng was not in the bedroom. Xie Xuan walked to the door and saw him sitting on the sofa with his back hunched over and smoking a cigarette. There was a thin blanket brought from the bedroom beside him. Seeing Xie Xuan, his eyes wandered and he dared not touch him. As if, "I'd better sleep here today, you still have class tomorrow, I won't bother you—"

Xie Xuan didn't speak, but his eyes became thin and sharp in an instant, full of silent anger and sarcasm, and when he turned around to enter the room, Zhou Nansheng suddenly stopped him, "San'er—" His voice was a little hoarse, as if Repressing something, "I'm not gay." He said these words very slowly, not only for Xie Xuan, but also for himself.

Xie Xuan stopped and didn't look back, "Me neither."