Nongben is passionate

At the beginning of the new semester, a transfer student entered Xie Xuan's class. This person, Xie Xuan knew - Sun Lanye.

Xie Xuan heard from Zhou Nansheng that Sun Lanye's biological parents always wanted a son, but they gave birth to two daughters in succession. In order to be able to have a third, they gave away Sun Lanye, who was just a few months old, and finally gave birth A son, as luck would have it, has prospered since then, and his business has grown bigger and bigger. He thought of his little daughter who was given away by himself. He found the family and wanted to take the child back. At that time, Sun Lanye was 16 years old, and he was sensitive and rebellious. Xie Xuan didn't know what happened to her because she was old and refused to go back.

Looking at this scene now, Sun Lanye must have gone back to his biological parents.

Compared with the high spirits in elementary school and junior high school, Sun Lanye now always looks a bit depressed and indifferent, a girl who has always been outstanding is not very eye-catching in a place where she is famous all over the world.Sun Lanye is not used to everything here, and always feels that he is so out of place here. There are no people here who study hard for further education. They talk about fashion, current affairs, a certain club, a trip to Kyoto, Japan in autumn, and compare their own preparations. I went to an old university in the UK or the US, and no one was deliberately friendly or curious towards him, they were very indifferent.And Sun Lanye will never understand why the school has to set up a series of courses that are absolutely useless in her opinion, such as film appreciation courses, riding lessons, and etiquette courses, which will never appear in ordinary schools.

Xie Xuan probably took care of her because of the weak friendship when she was a child, and even recruited her to the student union. She was not a secretary, but an assistant similar to a clerical document. The two naturally got close.After a long time, some people speculated about their relationship behind their backs.

Once at breakfast time after morning exercise, there were only a few people in the classroom, and the girl sitting in front of her suddenly leaned back with a chair, tilted her head and asked her: "Are you dating the president? "

Sun Lanye was stunned for a moment, then stammered and replied, "Why, how come?"

The girl at the front desk raised her eyebrows in disbelief, "Really?"

Sun Lanye shook her head, "No."

The girl turned back to her seat, and after a while she turned her head solemnly and told Sun Lanye, "Don't tell the president--"

Sun Lanye was puzzled.

The girl gave him a faint look, "He's going to die." Seeing Sun Lanye's inexplicable expression, she added, "Is there any reason for a chill to be seen by the president? I regret being born in this world." Yes? Under that stern ascetic coffin face is actually hiding a self-respecting middle-aged man. Are you sure? We are famous as the treasure of the private high school town house, and the president is the tallest!"

The girl looked like she didn't know whether it should be called a dream or a sleepwalking expression. After yelling a series of words that she didn't know the meaning of, she turned her head and continued to read her comic book.

Sun Lanye couldn't understand it at all.

After two classes on Friday, the members of the student union asked to sing K in the name of connecting with each other. Xie Xuan turned a blind eye and let them make trouble, so a group of more than a dozen people rushed to the "Carnival".

Because Sun Lanye was brought into the student union by Xie Xuan, a group of people in the student union were very polite and curious about her, because the world Sun Lanye lived in was strange and novel to them, and they asked her what courses were in the original school , Is there any particularly interesting teacher, what would you do during holidays, what games would you play when you were young——

These questions are very simple. Sun Lanye told them one by one. He thought they would be bored, but in fact they were fascinated by the life games in the countryside. Sun Lanye told them that in summer, they would go to the river to touch snails and go fishing. Lobsters, they also built secret bases and so on.After coming and going, everyone got along very happily.

After Yang Guan finished singing "Slaying the Wolf", he handed the microphone to Sun Lanye and urged her to sing, and the others followed suit.

Sun Lanye was not shy, and after a few refusals, she nodded and agreed. What she ordered was not a popular song at the moment, but an old song that few people had heard - Zheng Xulan's "Shepherd's Song".

She held the microphone and stood under the colorful lights, her eyes were serious and peaceful, and her voice was soft. With the undulating melody, there seemed to be an idyllic scroll in front of her eyes. It was soft and quiet. For a moment, the inside of the box was extremely quiet. Look at the singing girl—

Xie Xuan sat in the seat near the door, as if returning to the night a few years ago, when there was an open-air movie in the village, he and Sun Lanye huddled in the crowd, looked up and watched seriously, it was pure and beautiful.It seemed that Sun Lanye turned her head just at this moment and met Xie Xuan's eyes, as if she had a feeling in her heart. There were memories and nostalgia that only the two of them could understand.

After Sun Lanye sang a song, she put down the microphone and returned to her seat. Lu Mian, who was next to her, looked at her and said softly, "I didn't know you could sing so well."

Sun Lanye was a little embarrassed, lowered her head, with the style of bowing her head in Xu Zhimo's pen, licked the hair next to her ears, and said: "When I was a child, there were open-air movies in the village, and I have always been deeply impressed by "Shaolin Temple". Just like it."

After she finished speaking, she unconsciously went to look for Xie Xuan, just in time to see Xie Xuan walking out of the box.

The sound insulation measures in the "Carnival" are very good. In the box, he is deafeningly crying and howling, and the aisle is not affected at all.As he was walking towards the bathroom, he already took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket—Ren Xiexuan could never have imagined that one day, he would also become dependent on cigarettes—

The bathroom was at the corner at the end of the aisle, and he barely walked there. A person fell out and almost bumped into him. He took a step back and watched the person fall to the ground on his back. Xie Mingyu walked out from inside with a gloomy face. with inescapable loathing.

The dog-like man in a suit and tie got up from the ground with his teeth bared, glared at Xie Mingyu with a strong face and said harshly, "Why, it's not good for others to look like this, if you have the guts, wait for me." Go!" Then he scrambled and ran away——

"What's going on?" Xie Xuan worriedly pulled Xie Mingyu's arm, but Xie Mingyu threw it away forcefully. Without even looking at Xie Xuan, she put both hands in her trouser pockets and walked away without saying a word. , the stiff back contained anger.

Xie Xuan looked at Xie Mingyu's back and lowered her eyes.

When Xie Xuan went back, he saw Xie Mingyu curled up and sleeping on the sofa, facing inward, with a dead look that strangers should not get close to.Yang Guan was tyrannical on the microphone and was being slammed by Wang Yun's group. Ever since he confronted Xie Mingyu that day, Xie Mingyu was always a little bit weird when he saw Xie Xuan. If he was in a bad mood, he would ignore others, but he didn't specifically pick things against Xie Xuan.Xie Xuan was too lazy to coax him.

After the show ended, Xie Xuan sent Sun Lanye back to the girls' dormitory.Because the second day was Saturday, many students had gone home, and the school was very empty and quiet.

The two walked under the street lights on the main road of the campus, with their hands in their pockets, and the light dragged their shadows long and thin, giving off a kind of peaceful ironing.Sun Lanye seemed to be in a good mood, humming the "Shepherd's Song", which was especially beautiful in the cold night.Xie Xuan said, "I didn't know you could sing so well—"

The same sentence seems to have a different kind of warmth and scenery when Xie Xuan said it.Sun Lanye lowered her head slightly, revealing a section of the back of her neck that was white and greasy, with a bit of girlish shyness on her face, which was all moving when illuminated by the light.She gently scratched and pulled her fingers hidden in her pocket, and asked softly: "Do you remember when I was in junior high school, for a period of time, I was always pulled out of the valve core?"

Xie Xuan nodded, "Yes."

Sun Lanye asked again: "Then do you still remember Hu Shasha?"

This time, Xie Xuan showed a thoughtful expression, but finally shook his head.

A smile appeared on Sun Lanye's face, "She is the one who keeps pulling out my valve core."

"why?"

Sun Lanye looked at Xie Xuan and smiled, a little cunning and mischievous, "Because you don't like her, she loses face, and she thinks you like me—" After she finished speaking, her eyes, which were as bright as autumn water, became a little nervous Staring at Xie Xuan intently, her palms were sweaty.

Xie Xuan was stunned for a moment, and finally remembered that Hu Shasha was the girl who confessed to him in public. For this reason, he had the worst fight so far.Facing the girl's clear and clean eyes that implied expectation, Xie Xuan looked away, looked up at the dormitory building, "Here we are."

Sun Lanye followed the building that was close in front of him, biting his lip, tears welling up in his eyes.

"Get some rest earlier, I'm leaving, goodbye." Xie Xuan smiled and said goodbye, then turned and left.

Sun Lanye looked at Xie Xuan's back, thinking of that rainy night, and felt how similar the situation was, even the beautiful grievances were exactly the same.

In April, Xie Xuan received the first letter from Feng Kailuo. The letter was very long. It talked about the start of school, the new intern teacher, and his recent situation. He said one thing A teacher who used to like very much, knowledgeable, funny lectures, and sharp insights, once openly criticized another respected teacher in their class. Know who is referring to.He said in the letter: "Brother, I am very disappointed. I think it is very shameful that the behavior of adults does not match his identity. If even adults can't do it themselves, how can we ask us to meet their expectations?"

Xie Xuan wrote back: Disappointment is right, it means that you have started to think independently, where is there any perfect person in this world, that is Confucius, whom we respect as a saint, who can say that he has no flaws, but only for needs Such a spiritual idol.A person, taking off his external aura and returning to his own home, is just an ordinary person who has to worry about three meals a day and the growth of his children.If others let you down, stop expecting and just be the best version of yourself.

Letters between Xie Xuan and Feng Kailuo gradually became more frequent, writing back letters sometimes became the most relaxing moment for Xie Xuan.Feng Kailuo is not of a sentimental nature, and his letters are full of joy and calmness. For example, he wrote——

"I changed my seat and happened to be sitting in the clinical seat. When I looked up, I could see the flowers blooming very well downstairs. They were pink and full of branches. I went to the library to check the plant guide, and found out that they were cherry blossoms. I was shocked. , Shouldn’t it, shouldn’t the cherry blossoms be tall and big, covering the sky and covering the sun like clouds? Aren’t they all shown in Japanese cartoons? Why did they come to our place like this, without any grandeur of overwhelming the country.”

When Xie Xuan replied, he sent a picture of Japanese cherry blossoms cut out from a travel magazine.

Of course, occasionally there are times when he expresses his worries about writing new words. For example, he wrote——

"Brother, I accidentally read a line of poetry today—"I just feel that you look back and make me miss you and admire you", and tears came down unexpectedly.I know little brother, you don't like boys crying, are you laughing at me in your heart?But I didn't know what was going on, so I suddenly felt very sad and distressed.This scene is like the first meeting between Xiao Taiping and Xue Shao at the Lantern Festival in "Daming Palace Ci", a glance of ten thousand years.I thought, how can there be such a feeling, so deep, so beautiful, and at the end of life, there is still the obsession with that glance.Did Li Shaohong come up with that scene because of reading this poem?Is there such a feeling in this world?Brother, are you going to laugh at me? I’m so young, so worrying, but I can’t help thinking, sometimes anticipation is fear, brother, what is love? "

He read that letter for a long time, and in the end he only wrote a few words—know each other and stay together forever.

Not long after the reply letter was sent, on Monday morning after the weekend, Sun Lanye said to him in disbelief, "Xie Xuan, do you know something happened to Zhou Nansheng?"

At that time, Xie Xuan was sorting out the speech scripts needed for the national flag raising ceremony on Monday. Hearing this, he paused and turned his head slowly to look at Sun Lanye, as if in a daze.

Sun Lanye looked at Xie Xuan and said, "I only found out when I went back to Zhoutang to visit my parents on weekends. The news spread a lot." The parents she mentioned were her adoptive parents.

Xie Xuan felt that his throat was burning, and his voice was a little difficult. He heard himself asking: "What's wrong with him?"

Sun Lanye was worried, "I don't know exactly what's going on, I just heard that he hurt someone, and now he's going to sue him, and he's been arrested. They spread everything, and I don't know if it's true. I called him and kept turning off—”

Xie Xuan's mind was a little messed up, he forced himself to calm down, grabbed his speech, grabbed the deputy squad leader who was passing by him, "I want to ask for leave, you can speak for me under the national flag today." He put the speech script on his body, turned around and strode out of the classroom, but he turned a deaf ear to the voice behind him——

"Xie Xuan! Xie Xuan!" Sun Lanye caught up with Xie Xuan and grabbed him, "Where are you going?"

Xie Xuan had a pale face, and his expression was a bit wrong, "I'm going to Zhoutang."

Sun Lanye immediately understood that Xie Xuan was for Zhou Nansheng, and said without thinking, "I'll go with you."

Xie Xuan was a little sober. Hearing what Sun Lanye said, he looked at Sun Lanye with deep eyes.

Sun Lanye didn't back down, and looked sincerely, "How can I say that we both came from Zhoutang, so we grew up together. I am also very worried about Zhou Nansheng. The two of us can just be companions."

Xie Xuan nodded, "Alright then."