The reckoning of rebirth

Song Zhengyang looked into Chen Guangyu's eyes carefully, as if he wanted to find out every single eyelash of him.

Really not?

In fact, Song Zhengyang himself knew how unreliable his guess was.Chen Guangyu was already dead. The person who had known him for 12 years, loved him for ten years, and lived with him for eight years had already fallen to his death in front of him.Although he didn't feel this way at the beginning, even if he personally sent Chen Guangyu to the crematorium, picked the urn himself, chose the cemetery himself, and even watched his burial with his own eyes, he didn't think Chen Guangyu was dead. Feel.

He had known this man for too long.

Yes, a lot of people have known each other longer than they did. 20 years, 30 years, 50 years or even 80 years, but those people just know each other, have they really lived together?Husband and wife live together, but ordinary couples stay together at night and separate during the day.And according to the current society, sometimes we can't be together at night.And what about them?From the moment he opened his eyes to the moment he closed them, they basically never separated. When it comes to the company, each has its own office, but Chen Guangyu always likes to take his office as his own, and sometimes forces him to go to his place. , the people below all know that if you can't find Chen Guangyu, the first thing to do is to look for him, nine out of ten, there is always.

Such a person, in a sense, has become the air, tables and chairs around him. He really doesn’t feel that there is anything important. When he didn’t have it at the beginning, he didn’t feel much.Moreover, he had always had a bit of hatred for Chen Guangyu, and he had been thinking about how to take revenge earlier. Although he never took action, he was always waiting for an opportunity.Therefore, when Chen Guangyu died suddenly, he was still a little happy... No, to be precise, it was a great joy, otherwise he would not have watched that person fall in front of him.

Therefore, when Chen Guangyu fell, he still felt relieved. He no longer had to think about how to give this person a fatal blow, and he could pursue Han Lie openly.Yes, at that time he already had feelings for Han Lie.

Having lived with Chen Guangyu for so long, he sometimes wondered if there was already love between them?After all, Chen Guangyu was a man, and he never thought about what to do with a man other than Chen Guangyu.But after falling in love with Han Lie, he knew it was not.He also liked Chen Guangyu, but for Han Lie, it was love at first sight, which broke out suddenly and fell in love at first sight for no reason.Thinking of a person like that makes me excited as long as I think about it, and when I think of seeing him, it seems that even the sun is shining a little brighter.

At that time, he thought that he must get Han Lie, but at that time, he didn't even dare to move. He knew that although Chen Guangyu would usually let him, if he really did such a thing, he would definitely It made Chen Guangyu rebound. This person has such a desperate spirit in his bones, and he has no relatives at home. If something really goes wrong with him, this guy may really die.

During those few days, he had been thinking about how to have a showdown with Chen Guangyu, but he couldn't think of an answer after much deliberation.To keep Chen Guangyu from going crazy, the only way is to let him have another goal, but he has been with Chen Guangyu for so long, and he knows Chen Guangyu's obsession with him, so there is no second choice except to make a mess. road.Just when he was thinking about how to get the best deck of cards, Chen Guangyu fell down in front of him!

Chen Guangyu is dead.

He is free.

His past obsessions are completely gone, and, moreover, he can re-pursue his love affairs.What reason does he have to be unhappy?He's happy, of course he's happy, even if he can't let others see him, he's still happy!

So at the beginning, he really didn't think there was anything wrong with leaving Chen Guangyu.It wasn't until they went to the countryside to find jade for Han Lie that time, when they passed by the place where they had stayed, that he was in a daze, and it was only at that time that he seemed to realize that that person was really dead.The man who used to live with him, start a business and have fun together really... doesn't exist anymore!

But at that time, he was just in a daze for a while, and didn't pay much attention to it afterwards.When a person who has been with him for so long dies, of course he will be touched, this is normal, even if his touch comes later, it is just that he is not used to it yet.

Yes, he thought so, he really thought so.But later he discovered that this was not true, that person... seemed to be more important than he had imagined.When he wakes up in the morning, he will habitually fry eggs for two people. When he sleeps at night, he will habitually occupy one side. When driving, he will always subconsciously look to the side. Will raise the corners of his mouth mockingly...

What frightened him even more was that he had these things in the past, when he was not in a trance or aware of Chen Guangyu's absence, but at that time he didn't think there was anything abnormal about it.Even if there are four eggs, he will always have two left, even if the other side of the bed is always neat, even if there is no one on the side of the co-pilot, he still does those things naturally, as if... that person has always existed .

It turned out that he was not indifferent to Chen Guangyu's death, but in his heart, that person was always alive!

And when he really realized that Chen Guangyu was dead, that kind of heartache, nostalgia, and all kinds of feelings that he didn't believe in the past poured out.Every minute and every second after that he was miserable.At that time, he hated it very much.Chen Guangyu made him feel uncomfortable when he was alive, and even when he died, he also made him feel uncomfortable!

Why!

Yes, Chen Guangyu treated him well, but did he ask Chen Guangyu to treat him like this?What's more, at the beginning, it was Chen Guangyu who was sorry for him!Chen Guangyu owed him so much, why should he take his sincerity?Why do you let him still remember him after his death?Why, why did he really... fall in love with him?

He doesn't admit it!He will never admit it!

What he likes is Han Lie, what he loves is Han Lie, Chen Guangyu... It's just a habit!

He kept telling himself this, so knowing that Han Lie was unhappy, knowing that his actions were already a little messy, knowing that there was no need to rush this matter, he still licked his face.He desperately hoped that Han Lie could give him more confidence.

Han Lie did not disappoint him, every time he saw him, he had a strong feeling, but it was just a feeling.Han Lie could not make him forget Chen Guangyu, and Chen Guangyu beside Han Lie was always reminding him that there was such a person.

One day or two days, gradually, he had resigned himself to his fate, well, he just fell in love with Chen Guangyu, that person.He didn't realize this until after Chen Guangyu's death. This was his punishment, and it was nothing.He, Song Zhengyang, has not been living well for more than 20 years, and it's no big deal if he doesn't go well for a while.

So what if you fall in love?In this world, how can there be any eternal love?What's more, even if he has love for Chen Guangyu, he still has hatred. Therefore, he will definitely forget Chen Guangyu very quickly.

Most definitely!

Even now he thought so, but, maybe before he forgot, he was dead.

No need for anyone to tell him, he knew how bad his period was.He couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and faced the wall all night every day, even if he changed the house or the car, it didn't help.He still thinks about Han Lie, but that kind of thinking is like being extremely tired and hungry. He still wants to eat, but he always has to sleep first.

Night after night, he would think of Chen Guangyu in the past, Han Lie, and the current Chen Guangyu.Let's say, the current Chen Guangyu is his rival in love, but he can't hold any hatred towards him, let alone hate, when it comes to this Chen Guangyu, he will help him with all his strength.Sometimes he also thinks that he is really sick.Is he in love with the house, or does he want to find some solace in this Chen Guangyu?

He thought at first it was the former, or he wanted to believe it was the former, but it turned out to be the latter.Even at that time, after he and Chen Guangyu had such a conversation in Mingdu, he still had a little bit of excitement, although it was a painful excitement.

From appearance to height, from family background to experience, there is no slight similarity, but it always reminds him of the past, although every time he thinks of it is painful, but in that pain, he seems to have returned to the days when there was Chen Guangyu .

Until yesterday, when Chen Guangyu said those words again, he couldn't help guessing, maybe, Chen Guangyu is not dead?Of course, he watched Chen Guangyu's body being sent into the refining furnace, but isn't there some kind of soul transfer from past to present?

When this idea first came to him, he felt that he was crazy, not to mention the current society, not to mention the education he received, but to talk about his and Chen Guangyu's identities. If there are these, does it mean there is cause and effect? retribution?Then he and Chen Guangyu should have been unlucky long ago?

Well, in fact, he and Chen Guangyu have already been punished, Chen Guangyu died unexpectedly, and he is also suffering more and more pain.But how could Chen Guangyu reincarnate smoothly?According to what Chen Guangyu did, not to mention going to the [-]th level of hell, he must be thrown into some kind of animal realm.

These thoughts crisscrossed back and forth in his mind, almost going crazy.His rationality told him that he couldn't think like this anymore, but he couldn't control it anymore. Until just now, he couldn't help but say it out, and expected, this is the truth!

When Song Zhengyang said that sentence, Chen Guangyu was also shocked, but he had expected this kind of situation a long time ago, so even if Song Zhengyang's eyes were hot, he didn't show the slightest bit on his face.

"President Song, I know this price is extremely unreasonable, so just give me an internal price." Chen Guangyu said sincerely, implying that you don't have to cut your flesh so painfully.

Song Zhengyang smiled bitterly: "I'm not going to suffer because of this."

"Is there anything embarrassing for Mr. Song? If I can do it..."