Frightened Indus

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"Teacher, these years... how are you?"

Although Lin Weidong asked Yu Jie where he was going a moment ago, and planned to take him for a while.But at this moment, Yu Jie's answer was obviously irrelevant.

Hearing Yu Jie asking himself this question, Lin Weidong felt inexplicably sad. . .

These few years. . .okay?

Lin Weidong hasn't had a good life in recent years.Although he was aware of his sexuality very early on, he didn't realize it when dealing with it. He played a role intentionally or unintentionally every day and concealed himself. This is a very tiring thing, and it often affects him. own self-esteem.

He always couldn't let go because of his teacher's status.He is not afraid of anything else, he thinks that all he teaches are adolescent children, and he is afraid of affecting his students because of himself.

Although he knows that he will not bring his private life into work and school, but people live among the crowd, he still can't imagine what will happen when his students know that their partner is the same sex Shocked, will the parents of the students agree?

Our teacher Lin still has too many worries, why doesn't he know that he is gradually tolerant and integrated into these things now?

How does it affect it?What should be straight is straight, and it can never be bent.Even coming out is for your own happiness, to make your life real.

Like himself, who influenced him to like the same sex?of course not.The closeness to Mo Moyu at the beginning also happened naturally.

It's a pity that no one came to wake him up?Let him be alone there to add to the troubles, but it also seems. . .A little cute, maybe a little older and rotten.

It is precisely because of Lin Weidong's unreasonable worries and worries that he naturally has fewer friends.Childhood setbacks, Shen Moyu's emotional betrayal, these experiences can always attract some bad emotions to sink him, it is really difficult to have any illusions about feelings.

In recent years, some changes have taken place in his body, which has plunged Lin Weidong into deep anxiety. Pain again and again, and attacks again and again, push him to the abyss of pain and the brink of collapse.His personality also became more and more withdrawn, and he began to fear the crowd around him. As soon as he found that people turned their eyes to his body, he mechanically wanted to escape, and gradually moved further and further away from the crowd.

Although Lin Weidong had planned to resign early, there was only one real incentive to implement it, because of one person, one woman—Fu Ran.

The school doctor Fu Ran fell in love with Lin Weidong almost when he first entered the school, and appeared around Lin Weidong at the right time, caring about him and supporting him silently.

Lin Weidong doesn’t pay attention to his diet, she always secretly puts some snacks and biscuits in his cabinet; Lin Weidong has chronic stomach problems and doesn’t follow up regularly, so she calls her classmate in the hospital who is Lin Weidong’s doctor and asks him to come back every time Again and again he urged Lin Weidong to go for a follow-up visit.

She always prepares a copy of the medicines prescribed, and when she is at school during the day, she will take them to Lin Weidong on time.

Lin Weidong was very surprised at the beginning, but gradually Lin Weidong didn't realize it was strange. Lin Weidong didn't want to pierce such a layer of window paper, and Fu Ran was too embarrassed to confess his love.After a long time, it seemed like it was supposed to be like this, and Fu Ran had no chance to express anything.

This situation dragged on for five years, Fu Ran finally couldn't bear it, and she showed her cards to Lin Weidong.This was what Lin Weidong was most afraid of facing. He had indeed failed Fu Ran. He admitted that everything was his fault in front of her, but he really couldn't accept Fu Ran.Fu Ran cried, crying very sadly.She didn't understand, really didn't understand.

They had dinner and drinks together that night.When Fu Ran woke up from the drunkenness the next day, she felt her back was sore and her whole body seemed to be falling apart. . .