The Tyrant's Cannon Fodder Queen[Transmigration Book]

This terrible system prompt frightened Xue Yao like a nightmare, but the sleepiness after two days of sleeplessness left him in a half-dream and half-awake state, unable to fully wake up for a while, only whimpered and shivered.

It was at this moment that Bad Cub's arm came in, and he grabbed his lower back so cleanly, and squeezed it into his arms.

Like a magnet, Xue Yao was irresistibly drawn into Lu Qian's arms. It was a solid hug that made people get rid of anxiety all at once.

Xue Yao suddenly moved from the soft pillow to the blunt chest muscles of the young man, dissatisfied with the blunt touch of his cheeks, instinctively moved slightly, trying to find a softer place to rely on.

Naturally it cannot be found.

"Master, eat more, and you'll be soft in the future, okay?" Lu Qian's hoarse voice sounded psychedelic above his head.

The young man was apologizing for not being as good as the bed, and hoped that Xue Yao would give him a chance to rely on him in the future.

In a state of half-dream and half-awake, people will lose most of their self-control, and all reactions are controlled by instinct. The half of Xue Yao's face leaning on his chest was extremely hot, and the back of his tightly hugged waist was also numb. Lu Qian's voice The temptation he had never had before made him irresistible, and he gave a soft "hmm".

The sound of Lu Qian's heartbeat immediately told Xue Yao honestly how satisfied he was with the "hmm". If Xue Yao woke up at this moment, he would find that a certain part of Lu Qian began to become more "satisfied".

Xue Yao is fully responsible for such a reaction.

He should bear the outrage caused by Lu Qian's unexpected excitement. Even if it's just a more intimate contact, it can make Lu Qian feel a little bit more comfortable. Xue Yao, who has never let himself fully wake up, is actually subconsciously condoning that outrageous occurrence.

But Lu Qian did nothing.

He didn't even lift up Xue Yao's inner coat, he just kept the demeanor of a little knight through the thin clothes all night, guarding the little companion in his arms.

A man who is not bound by worldly conventions, for the sake of the one he loves, transcends the restraint of ordinary men, and even a hard-hearted man will be softened by this, let alone Xue Yao, who is already soft-hearted.

But when Xue Yao woke up the next morning, his face was leaning on the pillow in a regular manner, and the little man in his half-dream was not beside him.

An extreme sense of shame and self-blame made him sober up in an instant.

If Lu Qian didn't wake up early and leave, it means that Xue Yao had an unbearable dream last night.

What is he thinking?

Every memory of last night made another Xue Yao hidden in his body nowhere to hide.

Finally admitting the fact that this heart-wrenching catastrophe does not belong to Lu Qian alone, he has also been deeply involved in it.

He wasn't even sure if the 70.00% progress of the mission when Lu Qian was lulled to sleep was also imagined by himself.

Xue Yao was extremely embarrassed, and felt that he was unreasonable, so he just sat slumped on the bed and kept thinking about it.

Are the half-dream and half-awake intermittent memories true or false?Xue Yao was still foolishly looking for traces of that guy's existence on the bed.

He heard someone gently lift the bead curtain and walk into the bedroom, and immediately lay down in a panic, pretending not to wake up.

When he heard the other party approaching with small steps, he felt a sense of loss in his heart.

He knew it wasn't Lu Qian just by hearing his footsteps.

Only then did he realize that he could even distinguish the priority of Lu Qian's footsteps.

Xue Yao opened his eyes, and it was the eunuch from the palace who came.

"My lord is awake?" The eunuch smiled and whispered, "Your servant asked someone to wait for you to wash up."

Xue Yao yawned as if he had just woken up, got up and asked lazily, "Your Highness woke up first?"

He actually wanted to ask His Highness if he woke up from my room.

"Yes, Your Highness got up early and has already gone to the study." The eunuch answered with a nod.

"What?" Xue Yao frowned: "Why did you go so early?"

Mainly why didn't you wait for him to go with you?

"It's been two quarters outside." The little eunuch smiled and said, "Your Highness woke up as usual, you slept soundly today, Your Highness asked the servants to come back to see if you're awake, and don't allow us to disturb you."

All Xue Yao's troubles from waking up to now were wiped away by these words in an instant.

He almost laughed, and finally showed the lazy look of a person who just woke up, and muttered in a hoarse voice: "Why didn't you wake me up? He..."

Did he sleep with me last night?

If I really want to ask clearly, I am too embarrassed to ask.

There is nothing to hide about this problem. He and Lu Qian grew up together, and it was not the first time that he slept in the same room.

But the human heart is like this, when you are innocent, no matter how intimate you are, you won't think too much about it; when you have ghosts in your heart, no matter how innocent your actions are, they will be tainted with ambiguity.

But what is he looking forward to?

If he is Zhou Chong's granddaughter, it's fine if he hesitates and refuses to welcome her at this time, but in this situation, why is he being coy?what to expect

Looking forward to becoming the most favored but shady male favorite in Long Aotian's harem in the future?

The corner of Xue Yao's mouth smiled faintly, but was suddenly frozen by cold water.

He shook his hands to get his clothes and put them on.

The eunuch immediately turned around and asked someone to come in to serve him, but Xue Yao abruptly said no.

After washing up, he left the palace without eating, and asked the other companions to go to the study to serve Lu Qian, and asked someone to ask for leave to return home.

He felt that he had to stay away from Lu Qian to regain consciousness.

He needed to get out of the whole thing and see what was wrong with him, how he could feel that way about a boy who had watched him grow up.

Why did Lu Qian lose his mind as if he had been knocked out by a donkey?

I've been thinking about this all the way.

His memories of Lu Qian have been tainted with hormones, and the innocence of his childhood no longer exists. In his memory, there are also scenes of Lu Qian playing Go for him, one against three.

That kid looks like a little hormone bomb every time he looks back and raises his eyes. He is simply a natural talent for seductiveness.

Only then did Xue Yao realize how he bent into a mosquito coil step by step.

After being a single dog for two lifetimes, and finally falling into the hands of a big fart boy, every cell in Xue Yao's body screamed "I don't accept it".

Lu Xiao didn't see Xue Yao in the morning, so he asked for leave in advance and left to deliver medicinal materials to the mother's concubine's hall, so that the eunuch could mix the medicinal materials into the soup when he had lunch.

He blamed himself for being so active and unswerving in "saving" the concubine mother, so he pretended in his heart that he was doing it for Xue Yao.

After giving orders to the eunuch, he hurried out of the palace as if he had done something bad.

When passing by the side hall, Lu Xiao Yuguang saw that the mother and concubine were sitting in front of the window as usual, looking at the door of the hall dully.

The imperial father had already left, but he left such an eternal waiting gesture for his concubine mother.

It started from the beginning of his memory, maybe the concubine mother was just used to this posture and this position, and was not waiting for anything.

Because if the concubine mother is looking forward to the arrival of the emperor, she will definitely dress well, and the concubine mother has been slovenly since ten years ago, she is really just used to the posture of waiting.

But every time he saw her sitting there with such an empty expression, Lu Xiao couldn't help but frantically look forward to hearing the announcement of his father's arrival in the next moment.

When passing through the side hall, Lu Xiao's peripheral vision met the empty gaze of his mother and concubine for a moment.

Concubine Mu didn't look away with disgust and impatience, which gave Lu Xiao hope, and he turned his head instinctively, showing flattering eyes to Concubine Mu like a dog.

The imperial concubine seemed to wake up suddenly, and found her son standing not far away looking at her expecting to communicate.

She immediately stood up and walked away from the window, like she did countless times before, giving her son a skinny silhouette of rejection, lest he come to pay her respects.

Lu Xiao's eyes were still red all of a sudden.

He wanted to slap himself hard, and ask himself why he didn't have a long memory after being cheap for more than ten years.

But he didn't say anything, he just passed by the window immediately with the same indifferent expression as his mother and concubine.

But he knew that it was too late for his counterattack, and the concubine mother would not even look at him. The last image he left for the concubine was always that of a dog who was constantly kicked and begging for mercy.

You deserve to be neglected by your father.

Lu Xiao trembled all over, mocking viciously in his heart.

"Cough...cough cough!"

After he passed the window, there was a coughing sound like a dry leaf from the concubine mother in the side hall, and his feet immediately seemed to take root.

Stand for a long time.

Lu Xiao turned around, stepped into the side hall, met the concubine's resisting and disgusted eyes, walked up to her concubine with a stern face, and tried in vain to maintain her dignity, asking in a cold voice: "Is the imperial concubine caught a cold? Why don't you call the imperial doctor to come and take a look?"

Knowing that this embarrassing exchange was inevitable, the Concubine Tai Gui sat back by the window she was used to with a blank face, stared at the same place and began to be dazed: "This palace is very peaceful, don't bother the prince to worry about it."

Lu Xiao's eyes suddenly went blank.

Looking directly at it calmly, he realized that the concubine mother was thinner than before.

Seeing that he still didn't leave, the imperial concubine could only turn her head to face her son: "What kind of wind brought the prince here today?"

Lu Xiao looked at her expressionlessly: "I'll send some medicinal herbs for soothing the liver and relieving depression to my concubine."

The weakness of the concubine made him unilaterally reconcile with her.

Lu Xiao lay at her feet again and flicked his tail in disregard of his dignity, waiting for the concubine's feet to be kicked hard at any time.

One thing can be regarded as consolation, the concubine mother is not only ruthless to him, she was also like this to the third brother in the past.

Lu Xiao heard that before he was born, his third brother was raised by his mother and concubine.

The old mother said that the concubine mother used to be a concubine who doted on children. Lu Xiao asked the old mother again and again how the concubine doted on the third brother, and while he was jealous of the third brother in his heart, he quietly told the third brother in the story Replace yourself.

Lie to yourself that if he was born a few years earlier, he will enjoy a few years of real maternal love.

But since the mother's personality changed drastically, the third brother came to visit several times, but was hit by the concubine's indifference.

Probably in order to preserve the good memories of his childhood, the third brother never visited his mother's concubine again on the grounds that Concubine Tong was not allowed to visit.

But before the third brother hanged himself, the last request was not to meet his biological mother, but to meet the imperial concubine.

This made Lu Xiao understand that the third brother, just like himself, has never let go.

No one knows what the concubine mother said to the third brother in the end. Could it be that she has become as gentle as when she was young?

"There is no need to bring some medicinal materials to my palace in the future." The Concubine Taigui said numbly.

Lu Xiao didn't answer. After a long silence, he suddenly asked softly, "Do you hate me? Do you regret giving birth to me?"

The empress dowager rolled her numb eyeballs slowly, showing a puzzled look to her son: "What are you talking about?"

Lu Xiao smiled wryly: "Nurse Huifang said that in order to conceive me, you soaked in medicinal soup almost every day, and acupuncture and moxibustion never stopped. Did you really look forward to my birth?"

The imperial concubine showed a look of astonishment, but soon became numb again, and turned her head to look out the window, as if refusing to communicate.

She is always like this.

Lu Xiao got used to it, and didn't want to wait foolishly, so he nodded recognizably and prepared to leave.

When he turned around, he heard the concubine mother speak in a hoarse voice——

"You are the only value of this humble life of this palace. What are you regretting? Without you, this palace would regret being born in this world."

Lu Xiao burst into tears for a moment, turned around suddenly, and looked at the skinny and numb woman in front of the window in shock.

"Then...why...why do you hate me so much?"

The imperial concubine turned to look at him again, the doubt in her eyes was as innocent as a child's: "Who said I hate you?"

"You don't want to see me at all!"

silence.

The imperial concubine blinked her eyes, and murmured as if in a lifetime: "I don't want to see anyone, I hope you forget me as a useless person, I raised the third child badly, the first emperor thought I did it on purpose, and thought I was extremely vicious, I How can there be a child like you? If you stay with me for a long time, you will learn to be bad."