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Arthur felt that he must have been crazy recently.

I can't tell if what Mi Lu said that day is causing trouble. When he was with Karl these days, Arthur couldn't help but observe him.

[Senior's skin looks very white and tender, and it feels red when pinched lightly. ]

Arthur silently restrained his hand...

[Senior's eyes are so beautiful, the ice-blue pupils are like cryolite, when looking at something intently, people have an urge to kiss. ]

Arthur silently restrained his mouth...

[Although the senior is an Alpha, he is not tall compared to me. I always feel that as long as I take a step forward, I can hug the senior into my arms. ]

Arthur restrained his legs silently...

[Senior...]

Things like this happened frequently in the past few days. Arthur felt an indescribable sense of shame in his heart, and he almost didn't dare to look at Carl. Even if he occasionally met his eyes, he unconsciously became evasive, and even blushed the tips of his ears inexplicably.

[It must have been influenced by Yousi’s words. When I look at the seniors, my mind always goes to a strange corner... No, I can’t go on like this, it seriously affects my study. ]

Arthur secretly made up his mind to get rid of the current situation, but once this kind of thing started, it seemed that it was not so easy to quit-although Arthur tried not to look at Carl, but whenever two people needed to have a conversation , Arthur's gaze still lingered on Karl inevitably, he often realized that what he did was wrong, but in the end he couldn't control himself.

Arthur has never felt that his self-control is so bad. This kind of sneaky behavior made him immersed in it while afraid of being discovered by his seniors.

[If the seniors find out, they will definitely hate me, right? ]

Such thoughts appeared in his mind from time to time and were hated by Karl. This was the most unacceptable consequence for Arthur.Perhaps thankfully Carl has not detected an anomaly so far, but what about next time?Will it not be discovered next time?

Arthur couldn't be sure, he was flustered and powerless to find that caring about his senior seemed to have become a habit, even if he didn't take a good look at his senior for just one day, he would feel uncomfortable.

[Maybe the senior has already discovered it, maybe he hasn't thought about pursuing it, but is it really possible? ]

Arthur asked himself, then denied himself.

This kind of questioning and answering can't solve any problems at all. Its only effect is to make Arthur more panicked and hesitant. His recent mental state is simply terrible. Wilson and Warren in the same dormitory asked him many times , but they were avoided by Arthur indifferently, but when Carl stood in front of him frowning, Arthur felt that perhaps such days were over.

"Arthur, what's going on with you recently, you always look in a trance?"

Carl is not a person who is very sensitive to the outside world, but even so he can feel something is wrong with Arthur, which only shows that something is really wrong with Arthur.

"Senior..."

Arthur's mouth was pursed into a straight line, and he could hear the worry implied in Carl's flat tone. This kind of concern once flattered him, but now it made him suffer physically and mentally——Arthur didn't dare to tell Carl what he thought, he saw I don't know how many Alphas have been rejected by the seniors, even if they have been with the seniors for so long, even if the seniors occasionally show connivance to him, Arthur doesn't think he will be the special person in Carl's heart.

[Senior, what exactly do you want me to do?Maybe I shouldn't have stopped at that time, if I hadn't heard what Yousi said, we could still be the same as before, but now, I can no longer face you calmly...]

"Arthur, you're distracted again."

Carl sighed, he was really worried about Arthur's situation.

"What is the problem, can't you tell me?"

"I……"

For a moment, Arthur almost wanted to tell all the thoughts in his heart, but when the words came to his lips, he still couldn't say them.

"Sorry senior, can you wait a little longer?"

[Can you wait a little longer, senior.When I am completely sure of my thoughts, my feelings for you, and the fact that the current situation is not influenced by others, I will tell you everything unreservedly no matter the ending I have to face. ]

"Of course. Arthur, you should know that I won't force you to do anything, but your state must be adjusted. Your current state is simply terrible, do you understand?"

Perhaps because he really cared about Arthur's current situation, Karl could easily see his struggle and pain, and subconsciously didn't want to embarrass him, Karl even rarely comforted him.

[Arthur, what's wrong with you? ]

"Thank you senior, I understand, I will adjust as soon as possible."

Arthur nodded solemnly. He has always been a man of his word.

In the following days, Arthur really adjusted his mentality as quickly as possible. Everything seemed to be back to the beginning, calm and harmonious. That period of confusion was just like Karl's fantasy, and it never happened.

But both of them really know that it has not disappeared. Arthur has not given a reasonable explanation so far. Karl sometimes wonders whether he should let this matter go completely, but more often he is still waiting for Arthur Sir spoke.

However, Arthur fell into confusion again in the days when the two got along. After putting away all the little thoughts, he saw the senior again, and he didn't have so many miscellaneous thoughts, even though sometimes the two were very close, But Arthur could feel that his heartbeat was still steady and strong, without being affected in the slightest.

So, are all the previous thoughts really just because of the influence of that sentence?Arthur couldn't be sure.Until now, he has never liked anyone, and he doesn't know what kind of feeling it is like. According to the optical brain, if he likes someone, his heart beats faster when he is close to him, and his face turns red. Arthur really None of them match—no matter how close he is to the senior, he will always be able to maintain a sense of balance; but if he wants to treat him well, Arthur is perfectly in line—no matter what the senior asks, Arthur hopes that he can do his best so that his seniors will not be disappointed.

Whether or not this kind of relationship is liked, this question seems to have become a ball of wool in Arthur's mind until now, and it has been cut and messed up, so it has become extremely difficult to explain this matter, Arthur looked up again Looking at Karl, who was walking in front of him on the left, he opened his mouth, but finally closed it.

[The author has something to say: The words in this chapter are a little short, I don’t know if the babies can see it, emmmmm, the plot just ends here, and Father Jun can’t help it, right? 】