monopolize his white moonlight

The rain never stopped that day.

Gu Yizhou was sleeping in Lin Beichen's bedroom, and Lin Beichen was sleeping on the sofa. Gu Yizhou saw him curled up there with such a big man, with his long legs bent aggrievedly, he couldn't bear it and said: "You sleep on the bed."

Lin Beichen jumped up immediately after hearing this, and rushed into the room with the quilt in his arms. Gu Yizhou was extremely surprised by his reaction speed, and finally shook his head helplessly, preparing to go to the sofa for the night.

"Where are you going?"

"sofa."

Lin Beichen said: "You didn't ask me to come here, why do you dislike me now?"

"..."

"Forget it, I'll go to sleep on the sofa."

Gu Yizhou really couldn't accept two big men sleeping on the same bed, he felt embarrassed just thinking about it.

"Didn't we sleep together when we were kids?"

"At that time you were still sleeping with your arms around my neck," Gu Yizhou said with a calm expression, "Can you still do this now?"

"Yes." Lin Beichen replied seriously.

Gu Yizhou couldn't communicate with him normally anymore, this young man was growing not only in stature, but also in shame.

"I see, brother, you should go to bed early." He picked up the quilt, obviously unhappy, and walked out slowly. The snail-like speed was in stark contrast to the gust of wind just now.

When Lin Beichen closed the door, he muttered: "You let me in, and then drove me out after I came in. I really don't know what you are thinking."

What are you thinking?Gu Yizhou was puzzled, what was he thinking, what else could he be thinking just because he was sleeping on the sofa and let him sleep on the bed.

Gu Yizhou ignored him and grabbed the quilt to cover his body.

The night was very quiet, and Lin Beichen should have fallen asleep. Listening to the majestic rain outside the window, he felt tired and gradually fell asleep...

Maybe he slept too deeply. He had a dream that day.

Dreaming that he was treating the wound on the arm of the nine-year-old Lin Beichen, Lin Beichen looked at him with a twinkle in his eyes: "Brother, why didn't you wait for me to marry you?"

"I am male."

"I know," Lin Beichen replied, "So what, I like you, so I want to marry you."

Gu Yizhou thought it was true, he had been gay since he was a child, and he had never really gotten to know this child before.When Gu Yizhou was about to ask something, Lin Beichen's face darkened and his eyes darkened: "But you—"

"Why don't you want me?"

"I..." Gu Yizhou's eyes were dark, and the surrounding scenery began to change.

The torrential rain was pouring, Lin Beichen's face was pale, his body was covered with blood and mud, and he stretched out a hand to him with a gloomy smile: "Brother, you are so cruel~"

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Gu Yizhou's body and face were covered with filthy rainwater. Lin Beichen called him over and over in a daze: "Brother, why are you so cruel!"

"Why are you so cruel!"

"Do not leave me……"

"Don't abandon me, brother..."

Gu Yizhou's chest was tight and he couldn't breathe. This was a car accident, it was that car accident.

He tried to walk into Lin Beichen, but in an instant, the world changed color again, the sun was shining brightly, and another scene changed in an instant.

Lin Beichen stood in front of him, all the blood and mud disappeared just now, the bangs on his forehead covered his eyebrows, he smiled presumptuously, like some kind of bloodthirsty beast, with hostility in his eyes: "Gu Yizhou, I marry you, okay?"

Gu Yizhou didn't speak.

"Okay?" Lin Beichen's smile was dangerous and flamboyant.

"Tell me, okay?"

Gu Yizhou still didn't speak.

Then, at that moment, the world collapsed, the colors faded, leaving only black and white, and Gu Yizhou fell into the boundless darkness. He grabbed Lin Beichen's hand, like grabbing the last straw.

Lin Beichen asked him over and over again: "Is it okay?"

Gu Yizhou replied: "Okay."

He didn't know why he answered that way, he just felt in his heart that if he just said "yes", he would be able to return to the world from hell, and he was surrounded by great fear, so he could only cling to the man who could pull him back to the light with his hand.

Then, Lin Beichen really pulled him up and pulled him into his arms. His fingers lightly brushed over his ears, the touch was cold, and the world was filled with sunshine in an instant.

Lin Beichen looked at him with familiar eyes, touched his cheek with his hand, lowered his head and pressed himself closer...

Gu Yizhou woke up suddenly, and felt something covering his face. He was startled, and hurriedly pushed away Lin Beichen's hand that touched his face at some point.

"What's wrong with you, brother?" Lin Beichen asked with concern: "I don't have a fever, did you have a nightmare?"

Gu Yizhou came back to his senses, glanced at the drawn curtains, the sun was shining brightly, pouring in through the gaps in the window, mottled.

Gu Yizhou gave a soft "hmm", and Lin Beichen chuckled: "Dreams are always the opposite of reality."

"Get up and have breakfast. I went downstairs and bought your favorite red bean paste buns. I got up late in the morning and didn't have time to make them for you," Lin Beichen said. Bar."

Gu Yizhou got up and took a shower, and it took him a while to regain his composure. The dream is the opposite, and the dream is also impossible.

After breakfast, Lin Beichen said to him: "Brother, let me deliver food to you from today, you can't get used to the food outside"

"No need." Gu Yizhou replied.

"After the exam, I have nothing to do."

"It's okay to go home and have a look. Your father always wants you to go home, and your mother misses you too."

Lin Beichen's face changed, and he didn't speak. Gu Yizhou knew that he didn't want to talk about this shit, so he didn't say anything.

When Gu Yizhou arrived at the hospital, Luo Rui happened to come over to get the patient's examination report, saw him smile and said: "Doctor Gu, your brother has finished the exam."

"Yeah." Gu Yizhou looked up at him.

"Doctor Gu, you also care about your patients and colleagues. The patient in bed No. [-] of yours has been asking about you recently, saying that he couldn't find you in the office, and he didn't have time to talk to you when he went to the ward round."

Everyone knows that Gu Yizhou doesn't like to talk.The man in bed No. [-] has a bad temper, and the other patients stay as far away as possible. It's not that Gu Yizhou has a good temper, but he is very polite even though he doesn't talk, and he never interrupts others' conversations. His original partner's son is about the same age and is an excellent listener. Many times, this patient likes to come to his office to talk to him for bits and pieces of truth.

He would sometimes talk about the hardships he faced when he started his own business, sometimes he would express his feelings about his former glory, and occasionally he would ask about Gu Yizhou's family status, and more often he would talk about how good his original son's grades were at school and how many people he had. Clever, of course, in the end, he must scold him a few words: "This unworthy son, I won't come to see you even after I'm like this. Doctor Gu, do you think this bastard will not come here until I die..."

Whenever this happened, he couldn't help but think of Lin Haofeng.

Gu Yizhou seldom answered patients' questions, and always listened quietly. Obviously, he didn't need Gu Yizhou's response either. He just wanted to say something and wanted someone to listen to him. He was lonely and afraid.

Gu Yizhou was stunned, Luo Rui waved at him and went downstairs. He has had more surgeries recently, and he was so busy that he didn't have the time to gossip with Gu Yizhou for too long.

Not long after, the nurse knocked on the door: "Doctor Gu, the family members of the patient in bed No. [-] are here and want to know his physical condition."

Gu Yizhou nodded, and took the diagnosis report into the elevator.

Before entering the ward, I heard a young girl's voice from inside: "The doctor said, you can't eat too spicy food in your stomach."

Gu Yizhou walked in and saw a beautiful girl about 20 years old and a fashionable middle-aged woman, who was the patient's daughter and current wife.

When they saw Gu Yizhou coming in, they acted as a rescuer: "Dad, look, Doctor Gu is here, ask him if he can't eat these~"

Gu Yizhou saw some oily noodles with red oil on the head of the bed of the third bed patient, and slowly replied: "Well, you just had an operation, so you should avoid eating it."

The patient looked at Gu Yizhou and said: "I have had enough of clear soup and little water every day, and I can't live for a few days anyway."

Gu Yizhou remembered that his original wife would make this kind of noodles.

"What nonsense are you talking about in front of your daughter?" the woman beside him said angrily.

"Let me be honest, what can I say, you all want me to die, why are you pretending to be a good person with me here", he yelled loudly, "you can inherit my property, my company... "

"You have a good idea, what I have is for—"

"Who is it for, your good son? Are you talking about your conscience?" The woman was obviously very angry. "You have been in the hospital these days, who has been serving you every day? Has your precious son been here? Are you sure?" You have a heart, a hot face, and a cold ass, do you care about your life, and we are the only ones who suffer from your doggy temper all day long!"

Gu Yizhou didn't want to listen to their dispute anymore, and said calmly: "The patient needs to draw blood for reexamination, who of you will take him downstairs?"

The patient's daughter stood up hastily, and pulled the middle-aged woman's clothes. The woman was furious, looked back at the girl, and shut her mouth with resentment.

Gu Yizhou gave some simple instructions to the patient, turned around and left, keeping the family's subsequent quarrels out of the door.