monopolize his white moonlight

Qin Mo's surname is Qin, and his half-brother's surname is Lin.He was eighteen, nine years younger than Lin Beichen.

It is a watershed, the life before and after this can be said to be very different, one in the sky and the other in the earth.

Before, like everyone else, he had an ordinary family and a pair of ordinary parents.

If it weren't for the bad things that happened afterwards, Qin Mo would be considered a jerk at best.

He actually didn't bother to think about the nonsense about his benefactor father Lin Haofeng and his dissolute mother Qin Fanghua.

He just doesn't believe in the so-called love and liking in this world. As Ms. Qin said, men are creatures of lower body thinking, and the relationship between men and women is nothing more than turning off the lights and having children. will be done.

Later, Ms. Qin also taught him to see through reality.

Of course, this goes back to the past that Lin Haofeng wanted to erase from his mind in his dreams.

Lin Haofeng's original ecological family is a time bomb in his gloomy life.When he was very young, his father passed away unexpectedly. There was only an old mother who was seriously ill in bed, and an indecisive older sister who was Qin Mo's aunt.

His sister dropped out of school very early to work, and supported Lin Haofeng, who had excellent grades at the time, in high school and college. A person can't wait to get eight petals to work.

However, no matter how hard he tried, the huge gap in family background and platform still left him behind. After graduating from university, he could only stay in his hometown in Yecheng and worked as a secretary in a factory. The breadwinner of five.

Maybe it was because the family was too poor, and they couldn't find a wife when they reached the marriageable age.

At that time, Qin Fanghua wholesaled clothes in the market. Even though she was pretty, she was still able to work, but because of her fierce and domineering spirit, she didn't marry when she was not young.

Then, someone introduced a matchmaker, and the two naturally settled down and got married.

After that, Qin Mo's aunt also got married, a man who only knew how to eat, drink and gamble, leading a miserable life.

Lin Haofeng treated people with kindness and politeness, and always had a gentle smile on his face, but Qin Fanghua knew that he was not really happy.In my childhood memory, the two people's personalities were too far apart, they hardly talked much, and they were not very close, but no matter how fierce Qin Fanghua was outside, she was extraordinarily gentle when facing Lin Haofeng, and listened to him in every detail. of.Qin Fanghua was in love with that man at that time.

In this way, when Qin Mo was five years old, Lin Haofeng's old mother who had been bedridden finally failed to survive that winter and died of a serious illness. His sister was also aborted by her husband's domestic violence and sent to the police station.

Yecheng is too dilapidated, even the air is mixed with airtight decay.

Finally one day, Lin Haofeng felt that he had fulfilled his responsibilities as the eldest son and could break free, and finally...decided to leave.

So, he bid farewell to Qin Fanghua, went to Nantong, and promised to pick up the two of them in the spring of the following year.

Qin Fanghua believed in him. If Lin Haofeng hadn't met He Zhiru, even if he was fulfilling his duties as a husband and father, he would have come back.

At the beginning, Qin Fanghua was able to receive his calls and receive his remittances, but later, for a year, Qin Fanghua and Lin Haofeng completely lost contact.

She had a strong premonition that Lin Haofeng didn't want them anymore.

So, she left the stall to Lin Haofeng's sister, and brought Qin Mo to Nantong alone.

But he never thought that what awaited him was the news that his husband married another woman.

At that time, Qin Fanghua didn't roll or cry, she was surprisingly calm, she smeared the money that Lin Haofeng gave him on his face, it was the first time in her life that she was so chic and handsome.

Of course, not counting the fact that she slapped herself with regret later on.

Qin Fanghua did not return to his hometown in Yecheng after that, but simply stayed in Nantong, and was introduced by a fellow villager to clean up in a local entertainment club.

This kind of life lasted for more than half a year, and it has always been uneventful.I just remember that suddenly one day, Ms. Qin, who never cared about his life and death, cooked a large table of meals and talked to him a lot.

That day, Qin Fanghua stayed in the bathroom alone and took a bath for three hours... It was also later that Qin Mo knew that he was ruined by a fat-headed guest.

She was just paying homage to her obliterated conscience, saying goodbye to the past that was so simple and stupid.

After that, Qin Fanghua completely gave up on herself, and began to pick up customers bit by bit. For whom should chastity be guarded?

Since then, Qin Mo has also tasted the greatest malice that the world can bring to children, and he has upgraded from a bastard without a father to a son of a bitch.

When he was nine years old, Lin Haofeng was blessed with a son, who later became Lin Beichen. After Qin Fanghua knew about it, he immediately changed his surname to Qin. Before that, his surname was actually Lin, and his name was Lin Mo.

A happy life is the same, but an unhappy life has its own misfortunes. Compared with Lin Haofeng's smooth progress, Qin Mo's mother and son's life began to become even worse.

Qin Mo remembered that one day, when he returned home, there were many people standing at the door. When he pushed through the crowd, he saw Qin Fanghua being beaten naked by Aunt Li next door...

No wonder Aunt Li always called her a coquettish fox, but she dared to hook up with her husband.

Qin Mo was very calm at the time. He glanced at Qin Fanghua lightly, then turned around and left.

Qin Fanghua cried all night afterwards, she stared at Qin Mo with mournful eyes, she said to Qin Mo: "Do you think I'm disgusting?"

Qin Mo didn't speak.

Qin Fanghua laughed loudly, pointed at his face and cursed: "Qin Mo, you are just like your own father, a heartless beast."

――You guys even have the same eyes that regard people as trash.

Once the fig leaf strangling the neck is broken, all the filth and filth will be out of control like a scourge.

At the beginning, Qin Fanghua didn't bring people home, let alone leave traces, she still cared about Qin Mo's feelings to some extent, but after that incident, she didn't care anymore, and often brought people home.

Qin Mo was indifferent to this. Gradually, they got used to this state. Anyway, gossip can't kill people.

Qin Fanghua regarded his cold-eyed onlookers as acquiescence, and became even more unscrupulous. She took the man home regardless of time and place, and entangled him in front of him.

Qin Mo is already familiar with and numb to the sounds they never shy away from making. He thinks men and women are extremely boring. In his eyes, the two are more like animals that are so stupid that they only know about carnal pleasure.

At that time, he gradually became gay.

He knew smoking and drinking since he was very young, and he skipped classes and fought.Son of a bitch, you gotta know it all.

Many years later, when Qin Mo was 17 years old, Qin Fanghua's body began to show abnormalities. Long-term smoking and alcoholism finally broke her body.

Not long after, she was admitted to the ICU with terminal lung cancer.

In those few days, she suffered from shortness of breath and chest tightness and could not sleep all night, and in severe cases, she had a fever and fell into a coma for several days.

Maybe it was because she had predicted her own death, when she was not so serious, she used her and her son's identity to threaten Lin Haofeng to recognize Qin Mo back. Lin Haofeng finally got Mr. He's approval, and he didn't want to cause trouble, so he had to discuss it with He Zhiru. Let Qin Mo take care of the He family as his own nephew, and hide it from the world.

But Qin Fanghua never survived that May, and when she was dying, she held Qin Mo's hand and confessed weakly over and over again.

She said, Qin Mo, I... I'm sorry for you.

——I was wrong, but I, but I am not reconciled.

——You have to be good, I will watch you in heaven...or hell, look at you, Lin Haofeng.

She finally gave Qin Mo a flower-shaped pendant, and she told Qin Mo that in the future, she would give it to someone she likes.

the person I like?Qin Mo scoffed.

Qin Fanghua's dying wish is to give herself a bouquet of hibiscus every June.

She couldn't wait for the hibiscus to bloom, and she died with regret.

Qin Mo later looked up the flower language of hibiscus: gentle persistence, beautiful and eternal love.

Qin Mo laughed, this is really fucking ironic.

In the end, he understood that Qin Fanghua's refusal to leave Nantong for so many years was more or less out of disgusting Lin Haofeng.She let Lin Haofeng recognize herself, not entirely because of the little flesh and blood relatives that are better than nothing, she... just is not reconciled, hoping to complete her so-called revenge by herself.